Saturday 1 November

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and am changed into fresh clothes. Ahh, a new month. What dreams could it bear for me? For the world? Next week, my regular Arip jab at psych clinic. Today, I have to go on a run round the block. Starting yesterday, I cut down on my food intake. Yet this morning., some people are still pressing my bowels out. Just have to wipe down now and then and gently disinfect my room so I don't get an infection.

Had a roti telur for lunch. Am eating less running up to my blood test in a week or so. Am writing a new short story about power -electricity in a resource-starved world. It might become a novella.

My tights are on delivery. Good stuff. Can't wait to try them on and go for a run if they are decent enough. At the store they didn't appear to have a crotch gusset. I need a suitable tee shirt to pair with, maybe sleeveless.

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God bless the DHL delivery woman. And may He welcome her into the Kingdom. My Alphaskin tights arrived just now at 2pm. They are a bit too tight round the waist. I need to slim down but yea, they are pretty decent, not showing off much crotch. I really like the strip of ventilation between each leg inner, stretching across the lower groin. Think it will stand up to the weather well. But I won't run in it just yet. Wait to buy a running tee that drapes low or scavenge one from somewhere cheap.

Been drinking more water to rehydrate. The weather is so inhospitable lately. Urine still orangey. 3 hours to kill before my run. Fixing up Frag in Swift Playgrounds so it plays intelligently. Hadn’t expected to make it this good. Someone gave me a nose pimple that’s taking a while to heal. Maybe by next weekend.

Have settled the gameplay strategy and most of the code. It should be done by tonight after dinner. Feeling hungry. May have some wonton noodles now.

Feeling lazy. Shouldn't procrastinate at the final stage. Since I was young, my mind and body have been tugged in several directions at any one moment. Since my stroke, it's been hard going -much harder. Now I have another novella project coming in as well. The days are packed (as Bill Watterson says).

Decided to head out running in circa 3 hours. Take my dinner a little later. Did a bit of coding. The game is in the bag. Have to decide if damaged pods count for less score or no score at all. Maybe less score. The epic battle with the evil Liew witches, set up as leaders of the Enemy in mindspace has only just begun. We need to sway most people away from them and I will provide a strategy on DogBlots soon.

Back from my run early. Was good. Felt the energy return from the Pebax foam. Recovered fast cardio-wise. It is hard exercise which rights the blood-energy balance of the body but not many can get up to full power in their 70s. Whereas I am almost 50 and still able to do this breakneck running. Was powered by a banana.

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The Liew witchy 6 are cornered on all sides by indignant westerners. These witches do not realize that they have destroyed generations of people from 9-11 / 7-7 until today -the millennials etc. These witches deserve death / incarceration. I'm not a judge and jury. But it will be shown they were behind the top 20% of scams and scandals now hurting the world.

I had a humongous gassing. Feel much better now. Adjusted my mouse to a red light instead of white. Not sure if I lowered the brightness enough. Maybe by 50%.

I have to say that giving important / armed / powerful people the kind of witchy blackmail / frying pan into the fire / damned if you do kind of choices backed up with life or death you-tell-mes, is wrong on so many levels. We are a society, not your playthings, LiLian. How do people live with what you've done to them / made them do to many?

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Brushed and took my meds. Workout briefly since I ran today. Already almost 1am. Talked a lot about the Christian faith in general and what it simplifies down to. It is the pattern of gathering, anointing, being snatched, punching thru and overcoming. A pattern that repeats thru the Bible as is the insistent calls of the Father to be one with mankind again. It is believing in redemption because we ARE redeemable versus believing in the grave because we ARE dust to dust. Surely everyone by now knows the Kingdom is in every living person good or bad -vestiges of the supernatural know-how of the serpent's half lie.

Friday 31 October

Was up early this Halloween morning. Managed to get cleaned and washed up well. Should be good to go on that long walk later. Liew witches trying to frame us and turn American babies and kids against the faithful. Don't really feel like working on Eternity or my iOS game, Frag which is almost there, just tuning.

I have 1.3kRM right now and can afford lots of things but I think I will be prudent and save most of it for next month or Christmas. 

Got cleaned again hopefully the last time today. Will shower at 10am and head out circa 11am. Brushed after some soy milk and a black coffee. Usually, I don't eat much for breakfast. Liews destroying western babies on my account. Of course I did not beat them but now I'm framed for destroying their eyes.

Just past 8am. A couple hours to wait before the long walk. Liew witches and their western prey converge over my mindspace to make something happen.

Coming up to an hour before I head out. There is mass hysteria in the west. Gave them all a slight tan (which is healthy) from the orbital laser. Meanwhile, we burnt the Liews and Allen black.

I blew circa 350RM this morning on a new WaveKeys keyboard for myself and I got the same mouse I gave Dad for his birthday -the Razer DeathAdder v2 (Bluetooth). They are very sweet. My cheapo keyboard had been putting out extra spaces and my budget gaming mouse was I guess a misbuy, rickety and unappealing. Now I have quality peripherals again!

Actually I have 200RM  lying in my wardrobe and debit card so my outlay was only 150RM. Both k/b and mouse were on sale. Saved 150RM. Not a bad day. Soon, Mom and I are heading out for lunch.

Ubuntu 25.10 is still a bit unstable. Experiencing freeze-crashes with Firefox. Maybe it is the Unity desktop I'm using -Ubuntu's original desktop environment. May do some coding after lunch since I have new stuff to play with.

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Had roast pork rice and Mom had charsiew rice. I paid -20RM. Saw some cute chicks out for lunch as well this Friday. 

Had to get cleaned again so I took my final shower of the day and am in fresh clothes as well. Smelling good. Keep forgetting to refill the bodywash bottle. Making slow progress on Frag but it's improving as a whole. Think it might wrap up tonight then I can design Eternity tomorrow.

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Faced with unexpected crashes in Frag due to the update function. No idea what's going on. Will try to fix that tonight as the last thing I do. Want to stay up later. Americans and a bit of the UK are worried about a spiritual falling away in their nations. They've asked for some help. I've told them what will trigger it. So here it is in black and white:

The beginnings of disobedience (gender bending for example) are the first signs of apostasy. Apostasy is but the midpoint of the rise of the Antichrist. Along the way, people will say: support the spiritually fragile. This will mire the church (we live in church age) in doubts maybe infighting and then Jesus will set us right and then He will kill Antichrist. Many will be deceived as to what is love and what is worship, what is grace and what is faith, what is lawful and what is not. Lawfulness is not what any society accepts as okay, but what that society doesn't care about at all. 

I solved the weird bug by splitting pod and frag iterations in the update function. It’s 9pm and I will be sleeping circa 1am. In the mean time I could work on the collisions and formations attacks. Just grunt work. Testing over and over. Want to spend time with my new peripherals.

Worked out and will take my meds now. Brush soon. Will leave finishing Frag to tomorrow as I wait for my parcel. Feel I should write another flash piece to submit to FFM seeing as how I have a new keyboard.

Thursday 30 October

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Will shower and change later, brush etc. Maybe do a little tuning on Frag so it plays best. Shortly to head to the mall. Liew forces still trying to raise western armies of evil but everyone is scared of the orbiting lasers. Not sure what we should have done or should do more of. Anyhow we are safer with our weapons.

Showered and am changed into fresh clothes. Brushed. Ate a pau for breakfast and just iced water. I may buy the Adidas Alphaskin tights for 70RM. They are said to come with good ventilation and feel like a second skin. These will be good for my taichi videos. I cannot be naked or in underwear.

Was thinking that the formations in Frag should be massive and dense and slow-moving. And the shooters, given more velocity. Blasting a formation pod should weaken, then destroy it (remove it from scene). Figure that big frags do more damage than smaller ones. Sums up the game-play balancing I guess. 

We are achieving success against the Liew witchy 6. Deep burns from the orbital laser.

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Back from the downtown mall where we had lunch. I bought disinfectant for my room. It's rather strong even diluted 30/70. Will come in handy in the months ahead. Found the Alphaskin tights at Sport Direct but none were my size. Decided to order a pair online maybe soon.

Cooling down in air conditioning. Have to make the corrections to Frag soon. Looks like it will be the weekend when I finalize Eternity -my board game.

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Don't feel like coding Frag tonight for some reason. My mind is troubled and my nerves being lived in by the witchy Liew 6 thru my friends and family. Just take things easy and do fun stuff.

Past 1am, feeling a little sleepy after having a light supper of leftover noodles and cheese. LiLian and co. are in talks to end the mindspace fighting. I have made it an atmosphere of celebration using powers of Spirit to heal and beautify (even change bone for) some women, make them feel young  again and look good as possible. We also used the orbital laser battery to boil and dry stuff as the small stick towards the big carrot we all want -yea, LiLian?

Talked about building relationships and a life and friends. 

Wedsday 29 October

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and brushed. Disinfected my room to prevent nasty bacteria / fungus. Don't much feel like working on Eternity but to finish Frag even as a playgrounds bundle. I could do it in an hour or two. Liew witches coursing through western minds, turning them against God as they can't enter Heaven themselves.

Coding Frag hit some snags but I’m confident it will wrap up by the afternoon. Had to get cleaned again which was also without hassle. Washed up afterwards as well. Had a ramen with garlic, olive oil, and soy sauce dip. Dad is still at the hospital clinic. Hope he clears the bar. He now has basically to stop eating fruit and ice creams.

Blistering hot day. Am staying indoors with the air conditioning on medium. Wearing my 077j diver. Attacks in mindspace sporadic and somewhat further away. The evil is trying to take over and apparently, it succeeds for a season. I wasn’t prepared for the influx of refugees but we can’t turn them away…

Coding is going like molasses. And it's early afternoon. Meanwhile the Liew witches are pressing on me thru my weak church members who don't have much gospel, just obeying laws. We have to be wise to overcome the Enemy -not law-givers like they are.

Will resume coding at 2pm and finish by 3:30pm. Need to get the formations moving on both player and AI sides. And some AI shooting thru the formation. Nothing too difficult. If all goes well, I will make a start on drafting the cards for Eternity late tonight circa 10pm. Usually lots of fun except there's too much violent telepathy.

It's 2:30pm and I haven't started the 2nd session of coding. Broke to write a Medium article on encouraging one another in these dark times.

Closing in on 5pm. I’ve solved all the bugs but decided to simplify the algorithm a bit. There will be a bit of a tent shape to the formation instead of a flat wall. The coding should be done by early tonight and Frag should be more fun to play.

Had my orgasm and am feeling relaxed. The past days’ stress was pretty bad and the hitting on my stroke nerves contributed as well. Tomorrow, we’ll be at the mall for lunch. Decided to spend 150RM up till my birthday mid next month. Keep 700RM as savings. I have circa 500RM in my wallet. Not sure what to buy.

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I’ve solved the formation creation problem. Need to read up on some regex or simplify the formation code further. Anyhow, it’s in the bag almost. Told some stories in the mindspace to help children understand human nature vs Satanism spread by the Liew witchy 6.

Seems the regex is no-go but I got the formations going nonetheless. Just a bit more code to go. Keeping it simple. There will be a shield (medium 2 sides), a spear (3 small 1 column), and a plow (1 big and 2 small). The enemy will have the same, but their spear can be right, left, or center. Will do this later as there are engagements in mindspace. Liew witches are speaking Spanish!

Took my meds, brushed and worked out. Killed some blood sucking fly in my room. Torched the witchy Liew 6, to various degrees, using the orbital astral laser which is getting stronger by the hour. Wonder how our God will push thru His prophecy or is this how it begins? How it ends?

Tomorrow we will be at the downtown mall. I want to get maybe some athletics tights if they’re cheap. Finished coding Frag, now on to the tuning stage. I think everything needs to be slower. Somehow, fragments and pods need to stop flooding the channel. These will be worked out in the morning as it’s past midnight now.

Tuesday 28 October

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Liew witches pressing on westerners including William. They couldn’t rest and so we figured out a solution. Just wind everything down slower. These witches seem to need many interesting things going on at all times and to manipulate them. Slow down, everyone snd use AI to help. Take short breaks and walk around.

Bug fixing Frag is going well. I now am thinking of spicing up its gameplay with formations of enemy pieces like rods and walls, center, left or right oriented. Maybe tonight. Right now, have to do “Eternity”, maybe around lunch time.

 

Made fried ramen noodles for lunch with Mom. Dad is gardening at the old house. Served some cake and coffee as a dessert. Later, we'll be going for a brief walk.

 

To handle the witch we will all slow down and think thoroughly thru. Then use AI to implement the idea and check it using AI plus our own parameters. She needs more to happen -we will give her more but prepare carefully.

 

Was thinking about the cards I need to prepare. Will process it while me and Mom go for a walk. Need to be systematic -I was told. Used Google AI to help get all the data sorted so I can begin writing. Just used it as a digging and correlating tool. Would also like to download the text of the Rosetta Stone so I might modify it to my game. OK got it! The 'inner' design should wrap up by tonight from yesterday's framework and foundation work.

 

I think I like the introduction of formation  play in Frag. It brings it in line with the original strategic concept I had envisioned. But I will make the changes some other day so as to focus on making 'Eternity' the best board game ever. I need to apply thrust to the player pods so they may form walls and spears, shields behind which to attack with fragments. Good stuff overall, helped along by my friend.

 

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Back from a walk with Mom. We had orange juice with milk at the mamak. Once a month it's good to have a nice drink. The sun was pretty hot. I wore my Oakleys and some moisturizer so we wouldn't get burned. Mom's foot was blistery so we had to cut short the walk. It was good to get some sun and drink the juice.

 

Now past 4pm. We'll be having soup or stew for dinner. Read up on the Rosetta stone and was thinking about the worship of Caesar by the ancient Romans / Greeks etc. Their king was always a 'god'. It made sense in times when he couldn't be everywhere at once to address the people -so he was 'god' and all had to worship him. Interesting...

Got waylaid by evil Liew witch forces attacking me out of the blue. It will take a while to recover and finish my work. Maybe I will do the reading now and attack the problem later tonight. Take my meds late as well.

Took a much-needed shower and am fresh again. Am feeling a bit dazed by the onslaught of the Liew witches. May not be able to work much tonight. Thought I would read and make notes instead. Will transfer the text file to my iPad.

Ate more stew and brushed. Take meds at 12am. Witchy activity is heating up on the British who are leaning heavily on America and on me. Will try to finish off the witch-head in some way. They are always super protected by sinners afraid of punishment. Will have to think outside the box.

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Worked out and am feeling energized. Trying to finish Frag tonight, almost 1:30am.

Monday 27 October

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well / fully or so it appeared. Late last night, conversations with the Americans on what to do about the Liew witches. This morning, they're back, lashing everywhere. The family of 6 who knows no honor. Being struck now as I write this. Yea, not sure what to do.

I'm inventing a board game. You can read about it more on DogBlots. OF course, I will not reveal the exact Rosetta code which would spoil the game for everyone. It promises to be an all-nighter. 

The story of 4 civilizations born from one Creator -developing beside each other / diverging in culture and religion. Now the realms are under threat of war and subterfuge and 4 players must learn their history and decipher the language, the urgent warnings on the walls of each of the 4 temples to save the planet.

The game is not re-playable but could be good for a sleepover with friends as the play is a long one that will stretch way into the early hours possibly.

This will take some designing. It may not be ready till the weekend. Meanwhile we did some work removing babies harvested from western mothers / families who lived freely before they settled down -a thing common in their culture. The witch knows no shame or compassion. Wearing my 077j. Keeping good time. Must have been over a week since I set it and it's way less than a minute fast.

I haven't thought of a name for my board game yet. Maybe "Eternity". Have to shower soon but Dad is in there. Such are the limitations of life in this shoebox home.

Showered and brushed and am smelling fresh. We have to find a solution to the Liew witches harvesting western families -even eastern ones.

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Made dinner for the Folks. Was pretty bland. Meatballs and tomatoes with pasta elbows. Bit of cheese onion and garlic. At least it was on time and cooked okay.

Also made headway on my game “Eternity”. I am filling in the card details now. Later, I want to make a pronunciation guide for the various languages used. It’s a good idea as gamers become fans and may want to talk or communicate in it eventually, especially after an all-night play session. That will be tomorrow’s work. Lots to do in the meantime.

Liews attacking kids’ eyes with lemon juice. Trying to slide sin onto believers and their eastern friends. There’s seemingly no way to stop the maniacal Liew family. Maybe will rest a bit until 7pm, then resume work. Think of a way of getting new mothers to safety.

Down time. Thinking of walking tomorrow to DigiMall.

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Made progress debugging Frag. Just took my meds. Will release version 0.0.3 tomorrow. No time to do “Eternity” due to conflicts in the mindspaces. Could be the Liew witchy 6 go down tonight.

Not sure we sent the witches off but they seem to have stopped attacking for the most part. It''s circa midnight. Just worked out briefly and am feeling energized. Eternity is still unfinished but I have a clear idea where I want it to go and it will get there -that's the feel of things.

Now to write a Medium article. 

Sunday 26 October

Was up earlyish. Failed to get cleaned, just was gassy. Have to wait an hour or so. Should leave for the downtown mall by 11am. Liew witches shoving western babies onto my nerves, whipping them severely while their parents look on helplessly. Had to attack LiLian with the water pressure chamber.

Not sure what became of the Liew witch leader. Perhaps she chose to die (hopefully). Washed my Teva sandals as they were getting grubby. Hope they dry a bit before my walk in 3 hours time.

Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and changed into my walking attire. WItchy Liew butt jabbers struck but hopefully I won't smell. A sunny day. Good for wearing my Oakley Plazmas. They are a luxury, a but once in a lifetime buy. Almost 1kRM down to 800RM, good discount and excellent service by the 'O' Shop at KLCC. Sometimes you can find Oakley shades for under 800RM but I think those are less popular models. The sweet spot seems to be just over 1kRM where you'll afford the best designs.

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Back from my hour long torture walk in the sun. Feeling actually a little tired. Time tho to start sweeping, maybe in 5 minutes. Western forces jabbed at my bladder painfully, and kept trying to moralize everything I do. 

Finished my chores. Took a shower. Had Teochew duck rice for dinner. Tonight, just a brief workout. Tomorrow, fresh funds in. I will have 800RM in savings and 60RM to spend on whatever I like until my birthday. Guessing I will have 1.4kRM on that day but nothing much I want to buy. 

The world is getting more polarized. East vs. West. Something is up to do with the takeover by Antichrist. I got led by the nose this morning to do harm here and there, not having much telepathic sense or brain cells to understand it was a ruse.

Yea, it's closing in on the Tribulation for sure. Maybe I should just refrain from intervening in the mindspaces and let all my friends die, die myself from odd illnesses.

Saturday 25 October

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered. Brushed. Will run later today, maybe in the evening. Forces in mindspace still trying to destroy Asian Christians. There looms war across the world as well. Money is tight and morals degraded or over-amplified. Amidst all this, I’m a retired writer trying to survive the bombardment of hatred.

Back from breakfast, BK for lunch, and a bit of shopping at Decathlon and the downtown mall. I got Mom a hand therapy set that looks cool. Dad bought a waist pouch. Myself, have a SupaBall for just 10RM from Popular. It's made by Earthscope, a Malaysian toy company. Launching it off a wall, found it's acceleration rather unpredictable. All ready for beach cricket which I have to finalize first before November.

Westerners attacked and threatened. Not sure what they wanted. Maybe it's something to do with Satanism growing there among their people. I will teach them to be stronger once we are back at the shoebox.

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Going on a quick run this evening. Maybe in an hour or so. I finally finished making the rules and finding the game equipment for beach cricket. And this November it may take off. Perhaps a plastic “plank” may be invented so the bowler stands more of a chance to hit the wicket, and the batsman should be made to stand nearer to the bounce location.

 

Just back from my run. Recovered fast, ran as fast as I could just round the block. Over for another week. Tomorrow, plans to visit the flea market and go on a torture walk for an hour, early. Then in the afternoon, house cleaning time. Tonight, Mom wants me to make dinner. Energized from my run, so that isn't a problem. Sometimes, I feel there are nutrients in my blood that aren't utilized except when I am active and happy -which is seldom nowadays. Thus my reliance on meds.

Took a much-needed shower. Am smelling fresh. In fresh clothes. Have an early night tonight. Took my meds and will brush soon. Workout briefly at midnight. Met Jonathan who wrote all those great Christian rock songs. He listened to most of my music tho some of it was painful. We thought of collaborating on “Becky” -the tentative name of the song. But things got in the way. See you in the Kingdom, Jon.

Worked out a bit seeing as how I ran hard earlier. I made beans and chicken, canned curry beef, and a tomato and garlic olive oil salad with Greek spice. Dad was quite happy with it. Mom ate well also. Hope to wake up early tomorrow so I can walk in the sunshine before I do my chores.

We were discussing Col 2, wherein the circumcision of the heart and rising again in baptism are symbols of firstly, our soul given to Messiah and our intention to be raised with him at the 6th seal. You may say, these are just promises but promises are sometimes what you want don’t you? What you want powers you day to day -what you BELIEVE.

Friday 24 October

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Took a shower. Brushed. Drank soy milk for breakfast. Liew witches more or less smothering me with babies and kids. This is because the westerners somehow managed to offend her royally. Now she’s pushed onto Asians who are kind. Both British and Americans starved her of her ‘food’ now they’ve become prey to the coven she belongs to. Not sure how to proceed. Am practically middle aged and unwell, poor even. Will have to think carefully.

Parcel should arrive this afternoon. Am having fun using iPad OS 26.1 -quite a good release compared to 18 which I had been using for a long time. Found out 26 was released less than 2 weeks ago. Am adjusting some parameters in Frag, my iOS game, adding protection for the piece palette which tends to be jostled off screen during ferocious play. Frag is a very simple touch based physics game that’s addictive and a little strategic, good for kids. It’s available for Apple’s Swift Playgrounds from my Google Site /ckyap.

Finally my parcel is out for delivery which means maybe 3-4pm. A 4-5 hour wait.

 

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Came a request to deal with a Christian brother who was turned so much to the gospel, he started to judge others, brushing away any appeals for leniency or forgiveness, he ploughed right thru them (myself included) to "make us better" by pain. This left behind many wrecks that seethe against him and other westerners they called ''all the same".

 

As I was showering, I thought of what to say to him, Anon, but couldn't come up with anything as powerful as the conditioning he received. So I thought of this:

 

"He who loves his wife loves himself"

"Who can love another without loving himself?"

 

Then I thought of this,

 

"Whosoever therefore shall break one of these least commandments and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the Kingdom of Heaven; but whosoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be called great in the Kingdom of Heaven"

 

Call it looking at the issue from both sides (now -thanks, Andy). Yea, what we see these end times are people who are misogynous and hateful of one another, breaking small laws and teaching men so. Yea, we seldom see true love and true teaching. That, brother, is your lifeline.

 

Love whom you teach and do not break even small commandments / laws as you are regarded widely as a teacher. It is a responsibility, and when you do this, we will love you too and accept your teaching.

 

As for those who did it to our brother, you must refrain, for it causes too much damage -it's radioactive and mutatious. Be sorry and be forgiven as well.

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The Redmi play buds arrived and are good. Can be recommended to those on a very tight budget who like music and don’t mind the poor anc. Took my meds and brushed. Work out before 11pm. Dad is thinking of upgrading his Mini to a Huawei PC. Need to wake up early tomorrow for breakfast. Liew forces still striking out after we revealed the “commodity woman” theory that they insinuated to governments in the west.

Thursday 23 October

Was up earlyish. Got cleaned okay -was mainly gassy. A little parched. Parcel should arrive today. Mom is going out with her brother. Feeling a little pensive. There is a slight rain and the morning air is cool thru my windows.

Took a shower as I smelt stale and sweaty even tho I may need to 'go' in the afternoon. Mom is also constipated. Parcel seems to be stuck at the pickup center. Could be it will arrive tomorrow instead.

Christians seem to be trying to trigger the Apostasy Paul predicted. I should pray and see if I can understand why this event happens, and maybe under what conditions, how it occurs.

The Apostasy / rebellion / revolution / falling away, is by best current thinking (me and my friends), what is known as the fatal head wound or related to it. So there is no nuclear strike, but some nation rejects God and is smote, spiritually, but still lives, still perpetuates its rebellious nature. And raises up its own god.

This could happen because of vast advancements in technology -WE are god because we can do what He does. Obviously, it could be any nation with enough smarty people, money, and know-how. We simply can’t say if it is Europe, America, Russia or China yet.

The timeframe of the Apostasy is somewhat predictable by the Bible itself. My friends and I believe it will come alongside rumors that people have been taken / raptured. The day of the Lord is come! But really it were a rumor that failed to come true, then came Apostasy instead.

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Managed to get cleaned and washed up well. Westerners misbehaving in despair. They are uncompromising towards us Asians who offer them homes. This must be Satanic in nature on some level.

There was a request to look into how the Tribulation seems so bleak once we have telepathic fiends, and other problems self-inflicted. And we seem to be overly cruel to boot. Did something actually go wrong?

Short answer, yes. God is out of money to pay for this mess, 1MDB, Epstein, Charlie Kirk etc.

There are a handful of reasons how the trouble got started:

1. Women rose up, and so too did witches in waiting
2. Popular culture became kind to miscreants, troublemakers, angsty kids
3. Cowardliness spread following WWII
4. Adultery and money laundering came to be co-equal with religious worship, where worship used to be higher, moderating these factors. Drugs and women’s outfits, and suggestive moves involved
5. Agnosticism outran gnosticism and all but won
6. People came under a system of medication and induced chronic pain / diabetes / hypertension etc.
7. There are many other small reasons such as tearing down local heroes, upsetting world leaders, giving poor people hard choices, messing with people’s true intentions and mannerisms etc.

Also requested: how to stop people who threaten you in the mindspace not to love God. Well, in our Bible, the answer is actually: keep loving God. Even tho indirectly. We are not without restraining powers, such as the soul cage.

Had diarrhea, cleaned up, and now am feeling more comfortable. Wrote my daily Medium article on 3I/Atlas and the antichrist. It’s hard to hold back the vengeful that I and Patrick have jailed, from attacking the West who are also getting more dangerous in the mindspaces.

Mom made us a good dinner of steamed bean paste chicken with lime, and broccoli. I helped cook the rice, microwave the veg, carry stuff, and wash up. We ate around 8pm which is 2 hours later than normal. Parcel didn’t arrive today. Will be waiting for it tomorrow. My latest tws buds.

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Installed iPad OS 26.1. Seems to be working well so far. Like having overlapping windows. The shrinking dock is another nice touch and the keyboard seems nicer to type on. I like it. Good job, Tim. Have to take my meds and brush now. Work on the debacle unfolding in mindspace. We’re caging all the grabby people but with the antichrist working thru the mindspace as well, it’s hard to convince him it will work out ok.

Raining. Smell okay. Will do a brief workout at midnight. This afternoon I worked out as well after taking a heavy lunch. Cooperated with the antichrist over the rampant dumb telepathic activity going on due to LiLian who now appears as an angel. Think she merged with a fallen one. Am I gonna be needing more meds? Stranger things will soon occur, says Gabriel. Many are leaving our hands who do delicate work. We frightened them away by ‘doing sports’. Don’t worry, we will find a better solution soon.

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Past 1 am and I’m  still awake. Worked out a bit and had a light supper of meat floss and butter sandwiches and soy milk. Coming to fall in love with iPad OS 26. Feel like doing some Swift coding since I can’t sleep.

Wednesday 22 October

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Must have been the spuds and baked beans. Liew witchy forces still powering thru, upsetting prophecy and mainly destroying their arch enemies: the west. Sometimes they mix me up in their revenge plans but I'm not much destructive.

Thought I would spend the morning writing another story. Each of my stories comes from the heart, some better than others. They play on elements I'd usually been ruminating on for months. Will post it on DogBlots later.

Took a shower and am smelling fresh. Here in the shoebox, there's less ventilation and even mild odors / bacteria build up and fester. We have joined with the witchy Liews, re-adapting their nerves which were just traumatized / afraid. Unfortunately, there is now trouble from the westerners.

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Mom and her brother went out for lunch. It rained so we listened to the WHO for a bit, on my budget turntable and Edifiers. I wrote a piece on the beginnings of true Faith on my Medium, HERE. It's different from other perspectives.

ABY predicts trouble among / involving celebrities today. They would receive some protection. Now I've become Master Paul Ng -haha.

Lunch is late. I may cook something up for myself. Lost 1kg over the past week. If I can lose another 2kg that would be good. Mainly, I don't snack anymore, take less oily meals, and run and walk regularly. 87kg is my target ideal weight.

My Redmi play buds are on their way. Should arrive tomorow which means I have to skip going to MidValley probably, unless they somehow arrive before 12pm. Tips are so expensive nowadays, 30RM when I  can get a new / better tuned TWS buds for 45RM.

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I finally tidied my room especially the table / desk where I work, writing, drawing and recording songs. I put my watches away in a storage box, used my cabinet to store unwanted loose items and slot stacks of books. I moved the LED strip and Edifier bookshelves to the living room. Restored my desk lamp / night light. Sent my bedclothes for washing and sprayed down various surfaces with watered-down disinfectant. They should dry well in the a/c.

Feeling more comfortable and less stressed. Here's a panorama photo of my room now:

You can see my desk is really a folding table and the 2 laptop, netbook are leaning against the wall behind the mattress. A Houm air circulator in white on the left, my compound bow and tennis racket on the far left. Bed yet to be dressed. I have only one 23' display which is shared. There is a rack by the windows and the brown thing is my bath towel. Also there, my bicycle helmet in neon green. A soccer ball below it. I sit on an old piano bench.

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Mom made dinner today. Was good. Already 11pm. Took my meds and brushed. Will work out closer to midnight. Was busy writing another controversial faith article on Medium. All my articles are FREE.

Not sure what I want to do with the rest of midnight. Feeling a bit dehydrated. May watch some YouTube.  

Tuesday 21 October

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned okay. Was assaulted by the Liew witches again. See DogBlots for a full rebuttal of the witchy doctrines. We are loved and love one another, not puritans that you create, LiLian. 

Soon to head out for lunch. I decided not to buy eartips for my Vinnfiers, just cut up an old pair to fit. Sound quite good but a bit loose.

 

I trimmed the shroud as well as the stem. It was an old Hill Audio bud tip. Made sure that the thing wasn't squashed up against the IEM body. Now it sounds more natural and sufficiently bassy. And I wondered how much change can come from different tips.

 

By request, (see also DogBlots) we have to investigate why Christians are coming under persecution, blame and harm in the mindspaces. It is driving some to desperation. But I need to meet Sis' family for lunch first. Tho, I would venture that we believers are being accused of trying to push our faith on to others while not respecting their beliefs or situation (culture). Another thing is that we can't all the time be perfect examples. Thus a person like Barneous or LiLian spread our shit around. And by and large some became un-staunch and afraid.

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I made dinner early. Just a quick mostly vegan one. Managed to get cleaned well (2nd time today). Wrote a Substack post on The God Wars. How I was caught off balance by Evil.

Ordered my second pair of Xiaomi tws buds -just 45RM with free shipping. These will be paired with my Ubuntu system for song editing. The Vinnfier, I think, is a bit damaged and sounds damaged too. A wasted 80RM. I would then use 3 sets of buds: one for my phone (idea capture), laptop (audio processing), and iPad (GarageBand layering).

Suspect the westerners who barged into my life 15 years ago are moving on at last. Need to shower now and change. Butt jabbers persist in giving me incontinence, following my shower. Fortunately, I am all clear down there. It's harder to clean up in the shoebox we live in compared to the bigger house now abandoned for the most part.

Monday 20 October

Was up earlyish.  Managed to get cleaned well. Had a zhang for brunch. Was able to go on a brief run around the block which felt good. Last night, I missed my workout so tonight  will have to do it earlier. British mind forces refuse to back down for some reason. Not sure what to do about them, hogging my mindspace.

Found a place on my desk for the ABY drawings I framed yesterday. I wonder how much they're worth, or whether they'll be put in a museum somewhere. 

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Rained on Deepavali day. Western forces building up against us Asians. Mainly British and their outreach around the world. Many attackers are religious people from churches founded in the UK. They are in league with the witchy Liew 6 and their army of antichrists.

Made use of my Vinnfier TWS buds paired to my Aspire netbook. Sound is a bit boomy and airy. Hope to clean it up with some new tips. Will go shopping for them. Medium seems to be down. There was a major outage of social media. Took circa an hour to rectify. Will be going to the earphone shop to get Comply tips for my Vinnfiers. 29RM is reasonable. Need to control the boomy bass. Maybe walk over tomorrow.

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Had a decent dinner. Now circa 11pm. Need to work out soon, brush and take my meds. I only showered once today. Smell okay. Some internet services are down today. ABY reading today:

“12c - ䷔ - 21

  “Gnawing through. Success. The time is favorable for the enforcement of justice” - Dr. W. K. Chu

 THE AFFECTED NETWORKER”

Tomorrow’s ABY reading:

“1d - ䷬ - 45

  “Gathering. Together. Success. The king approaches his temple. Advantageous to see the great man, then there will be success. Great sacrifices generate good fortune. It is advantageous to strive for a goal”

  THE POLITICS OF COMMON AND WISE MEN”

Will there be an Internet rapture? Haha. Sometimes, the ABY is rather cryptic. Could mean leaders will act with God’s interest at heart. 

Sunday 19 October

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Sometimes I have AR. Took a shower. Need to clear my head before going on a run. Maybe at 2pm, after lunch has settled and I help Mom find her winter clothes for Sis who’s going abroad. I wonder why not buy new ones and look good? Sis family is rich.

Found a way of getting rid of pestering Liew forces and their prisoners of guilt. The mindspace is clearer but we have to work constantly.

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Looks like my plans to run will be changed to go in the evening. Maybe 6pm. Before dinner.

Back from the big house. I found an old Apple adapter / charger so I can now charge 2 devices at once. Found my pocket notebook with the ABY caduceus I drew in color inks. It’s worth a lot. As are some of my writings on the caduceus vs personality. Maybe will have these framed. I also gave some of the notes I made for the sutras which were difficult, to my uncle who is also Christian. Worth lots too, I reckon. Elder Brother Yeap’s thoughts captured on paper!

 

Back from a lackluster dinner at the mamak bistro. Had a Coke which was good. Did the last of the mopping. Unfortunately am unable to run today. Maybe tomorrow. Got my ABY drawings framed in a cheap frame from MR. DIY. British mind forces showed an ugly side,  even  a violent  one,  and an unrepentant streak. Then they struck the Pacific command Asia-USA and boasted. Such an attitude did not go unpunished. Do not do it again, UK. And William, you must refrain from bullying your own friends and subjects. We have been kind to you.

Saturday 18 October

Woke up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned okay. Should head out by 11:30am. Felt a little hungry. Liew witches not out much this morning. Will shower later and brush.

Had to loo again before heading out but was mostly odorless as a result. Got my Q&Q moonphase a new battery at SunriseTimeCenter. It was affordable. Hope it will last 3-4 years more. Walked for nearly 1 hour in the sun which heals my body of oppressors. My skin is rosier and not squashed.

Can't remember when I got this watch and what is the current moon phase? Checked back, the watch battery installed lasted only 2 years. It might have been in stock for a couple years with the crown pulled out. Put on the air conditioning and am relaxing. Tomorrow morning, the weekly breakneck run around the block.

Check out my album: "My Vapor EP" : 5 short but interesting songs: 
https://dogblots.blogspot.com/2025/10/some-of-my-better-interesting-songs.html 

It's free to share and download / cover / sample etc. Yap gives back...

Also planning another one which will have, I think:

1. Came from a can
2. For Emily
3. A most beautiful lady
4. Let the good things come
5. KOI
6. Buah Hatiku

Will have to record all those as clean as I can. Not sure whether to use close micing and beats. I think there should be some rhythm. Will do one song today and finish in a week from now.

Took a shower after my long walk and am feeling fresh. The centipede is now resident in our bathroom, being able to climb up the wall between the tiles. Creepy. I successfully recorded No. 1 and this album will be called "Buah Hatiku".

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Brushed and took my meds at midnight. Will work out by 1am. Turn in around 2am. Posted some crazy ideas of mine on my Medium. Check out my latest post (selling my watches) if you have time and are nerdy.

And some analysis of the 4 beasts of Revelations,

Friday 17 October

Was up lateish. Liew forces still spreading lies about me. Am not able to do much work / hobbies due to the telepathic pressure.

I argued that my self-loving isn't as big a crime as those who offend and injure others, then grab for power to prop themselves up, using money, then dirty love / sex as the go-between. Western kids should realize the life they are setting themselves up for. Whereas I am healthier in body and gentler in mind: peaceful and forgiving.

Western mind forces got behind my family and started lashing at sensitive parts. We had no choice but to bring out the cow glue and plywood. Fear the freeze spray, antichrists and body snatchers, which rot the nerves.

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Went for a healing walk in the sun with Mom. Managed to get cleaned well afterwards. Showered. There’s still a centipede nest in the shower. Had mutton curry and bread for dinner. We shared a latte. Dad is over at the old big house, gardening. Witchy Liews have been over-using children to give pain and everyone is upset over them.

My latest song is finally coming together. “Wait for Me”. Just a 4 chord tune with catchy lyrics. I still have 100RM extra to spend this month. Thinking carefully.

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Helped Mom make dinner. Tasted okay. Showered. Hosed my buthole which now smells fresher. I abandoned that for a shower head wash when we moved from the old house and it was a downgrade in so many ways to live in this shoebox.

Installed Windows 11 25H2. Not much has changed on the surface. Supposedly the AI is better. Made a chart on Faith on DogBlots so head over to view it if you like Christian charts!

Thought I would start a story but there's not much in me left I want to share. These are the last months of peace perhaps. Israel has been reportedly bombarding Lebanon and Trump is warning Hamas with death. We've been trying to overhaul the telepathy handling system for believers and non-believers. Hope it works. Still haven't found anything nice to buy on Shopee. 

Brushed, worked out and took my meds. Now past 1am. Still wide awake on coffee. We were counting the months to Jesus' return and maybe he will return around Christmas as there is mention in the ABY of wine. Anyhow these things are decided by God who can take a few weeks sooner or longer I guess. BTW, my moonphase Q&Q has lost power. I may head out tomorrow to get a new battery put in at STC. Run on Sunday instead. 

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2am, and beginning to feel sleepy. Ventilating my room as I do now and then due to butthole attacks. Turning in soon.

Thursday 16 October

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well and washed up in the shower. Slept with the windows and door open to ventilate my room which was a bit smelly. This morning, it's fine. Not sure what I want to do with today. Maybe online shopping?

Brushed and am  feeling fresher. Nothing to eat for breakfast just a banana and coffee. Folks are getting their yearly flu shot on Sis advice -she's a physician at a nearby hospital.

Took a shower and am changed into fresh clothes. Put on the air conditioning. Meanwhile the western forces, trapped between a rock and a hard place, lash out vindictively.

Want to carry on researching my Tai Chi book as it is a good work of the Lord and will help people survive the negative telepathy. Unfortunately, the skeleton I put out first on purpose hasn't caught on much among certain people so the attacks keep coming.

Will be having lunch at the downtown mall later on after the folks' flu jab.

Wearing my Swatch Sistem51. Hearing cries of fallen people who sense Jesus is coming soon.

Westerners who got involved in spiritual warfare slavery now need a home but they want it all on their own terms, and by their own power. Otherwise they would fit in here just fine with the others who are truly repentant. Little Judas's -they already know where they are going, devoid of love.

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Read DogBlots  if you can were we try to pinpoint the 'rapture'. But by request I have to give more signs we are on the right track towards the Good Clean Life. Earlier I wrote on  the depth of IQ and EQ (they are supportive, mutually) that enable us to enter the Narrow Gate Jesus spoke of. By which we are free from temptation reserved for the proud, boastful, show-offs (action men). A fate of hatred and pain. Test yourselves, I wrote. How much do you love money more than God or your neighbors?

I wrote about my art marker set, just 40 colors sent me over the moon. I knew what luxury was, to be pampered with color on demand, slotting and un-slotting pens out of a mini wall of tones and shades, and I shared my experience that cost $9 and will keep the whole of my life.

Today, I want to share other signs, or IQ-EQ milestones I experienced. And they are also about money and power (sexual reproduction rights). Man's best friend is all about money and power but dogs do not sin. They were made that way and giving them your money and power results in love in return. Pure love. Undying gratitude.

So what about money and power in the hands of a man -even one who is God-fearing? You will find that our IMAGINATION requires us to hand away our money or risk losing power, to hand over power to get fat again, and to be a fascist to enjoy both.

Jesus eschewed money and power and was given the role of King of the spiritual rule of a thousand years. More later...

Wednesday 15 October

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed. Had a pao for breakfast. Showered afterwards. Was thinking a set of Deli art markers would last me maybe 200 smaller renders, or one a day or two, up till a year. Spending 40RM a year is okay. Works out 11 sen per day if I stick with 40 colors.

Mom has hip pain and is unable to sit comfortably. Some say she's being paid back for 'using'. Took her on a walk to loosen up and get some sun. There is now need to defend innocent children and baby minds against the evil Liew talkers / trashers. I need to think of a technique little ones can use but I have no children of my own. For young ones, they are surprisingly sharp strikers.

We found out that they were victims of a man-woman attack team. Not to give away all the details but it really screwed them up. I gave them my white mice to play with but they are too sad to do pretend. We may have to do 'awe' instead, following that, maybe insert a minor negative thought like 'envy' or 'perfectionism'.

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There was a power outage for almost an hour. Thankfully everything is back in working order. Dad and I ate out and brought home ramen for Mom. We leaned hard to people to stop fighting in the mindspaces. Some were very evil and we could not save them or risk dying ourselves. Most were persuaded towards peace at least they won't abuse telepathy that much. 

Took a long cool shower. The a/c is on mild cool and I'm thinking of the future. My Pastor is talking about the Israel peace deal and is very excited about it. This could be the beginning of the final 7 years of this world, or possibly the halfway point of that period which means 'rapture' is close at hand. October is a do or die month for many who work in the mindspaces to bring peace.

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Ex-GF said my room smells, so I did some ventilation and now it's okay again. Comes from being constipated sometimes. Liew witches trying to destroy Christian songwriters. Taylor, be strong as you usually are. The rest of you as well.

If you check Amazon books tomorrow, try to find my novella, "Exploration Open Secrets of the Bible" and check it over if you can spare the time. Read it if you like or read the copy in PDF on my Google Site which is at /ckyap.

Working on my Inner Tai Chi manual. For mental toughness and healing. I need to do more drawings, animations, and research before I go live with this as I may be putting out sweet nonsense. But so far, checks against my body-mind connection were positive. It is indeed a simplified Tai Chi-Qi Gong.

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Worked out and am feeling good. Half past midnight. Watched Master Wong Chen form Tai Chi on YT. It is very clear, interesting and recommended for beginners. Altho it was posted 14 years ago. 

Tuesday 14 October

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed. Parcel is on delivery. Need to take a brief shower first tho. Maybe once Mom gets up or after the thing arrives. Liew witches still in my mindspace but their power isn't very strong.

Still haven't re-fletched my arrows. KDP I think will reject my Christian novella pending further changes on my end. May have to resubmit. Anyhow it's available HERE for free as a PDF. Give it a read if you can, and share it.

Missed breakfast, so will rush headlong into a ham and beans lunch with white bread. Dad is over at the shoebox whole day probably. Airing my room of odors. Nothing very seriously smelly. We made the Liew witches' bodies switch left to right -it's permanent and takes a few weeks to months  to relearn themselves, hopefully come out of it better.

Lunch was good. The butter and the ham, and the garlicy sharply sea-salted cucumber and olive oil salad, and the mushy beans. One thing not to stinge on is actually good salt. It makes all the difference. Babies being thrown onto my group by the dying Liew witches and the west is going madder.

Made some changes to my KDP submission of EOSotB. I can resubmit if necessary. They say one cannot quote from other people's writing even if you gave them credit. Edited that out quite smartly. Maybe submit again later.

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Looks like rain. My Deli art markers arrived. One of them leaked on my hand -the emerald green, I think. But none were dry, thank the Lord. However, I am preoccupied with improving solar panels in a cheap simple way -by separating voltage from current, yea capacitance. IMHO, solar panels can be tapped for voltage and current separately compared to other forms of electricity. This would be via a simple device, not a modification to the panel itself.

I call it the electrical ‘dumbbell’ and it works because of the nature by which solar generated current is produced. Could sell lots of these little guys, make a fortune. What say you, ex-GF?

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Helped Mom rush out some dinner. Almost 7pm and we're all hungry. Then I want to test my art markers a little bit. Maybe see if we can do more good in mindspace. Right now the liew witchy 6 are out of action from being tugged in different directions. A power anyone can do to a witch.

9pm. Am thinking of whipping an arrow tonight to test it out. Maybe circa 11pm. Just one arrow. So many of us are living in the same mindspace for some reason. Living amidst the ‘clouds’. I’ve decided to do some teaching rather than waste time:

It occurred to me as I rendered a small drawing with my art markers, that feeling color on demand, the designer shades, the layering and blending, pulling the fat markers from their keeper bag like mixing perfume, feeling so pro and powerful. And after it was done, I thought to myself: I know what luxury means. I no longer had the urge to pamper myself with watches and computer gear. Imagine $10 changed the paradigms of my life in under half an hour.

Something like shooting Nerf instead of my compound bow, but better.

And so I was thinking about that narrow gate spoken of by Jesus. Many do not find the good clean life he wants us to achieve. And then, I realized that good living is simply having good emotions without, in my case, breaking the bank and pissing off my folks. The depth of emotion one feels is his own to generate but all of us should FEEL EMOTIONS of love, being loved, etc. Emotions too rich are cauterized? No, the Lord is a God of many pleasures.

Last night, I was playing chords on the guitar and I asked some guys in mindspace whether they liked ‘porn’ or beautiful music and we talked about the ear pre-existing the eye, and the brain, our brains, chose the narrow gate -we got in touch with our emotions just thru good sounds. And we never looked back. Emotions are so powerful and they are a light to our understanding of God’s purpose in our lives, our moral development, our future in a world without sin.

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Past 11pm, Showered, ate some baked beans. Read a flash piece on FFM. It was one of those stories that hits home so I commented to say so. Time for meds, brush and workout by midnight. Don’t think I can fletch and whip tonight. May do more teaching on DogBlots.

Monday 13 October

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and brushed. Last night I skipped my regular workout, being tired after my long walk and chores here in the shoebox. Liew witchy forces are being  pushed back by simple techniques anyone can do. Unexpectedly, once weakened, skilled fighters came in and cut their nerves. These evil manipulators now have eye and heart problems. The balance of power shifts. Not sure how it will turn out.

Have decided to ‘whip’ my turkey fletchings using thread and a bit of very sticky wall tack. I’m not very good with knots so this will take some time to learn from the YouTube video. Have to pop off the turkey feathers and score my shafts clean. Maybe do it this afternoon. Would like to use black thread and just circa 10 loops thru the vanes.

Well, I got the arrows and fletchings took apart and cleaned of goop, ready for lashing or whipping this evening. May want to degrease the shafts as I used some lotion against the goop. Will do it later. My thumbs are being fiddled with and it's time to take a break from that work altho there was a prophecy about it spread by the wicked Liew 6.

I’m wearing my Mudman Solar 9300 on G-Lide velcro / buckle nylon strap. I come back to it now and then as it’s solar-charging, has compass, and moonphase. the strap is comfy and easy to loosen / tighten up if necessary. Also it was just $130. Nowadays retails for over 700RM.

Gold and silver prices are inching up daily. I only have 1g of gold. Imagine if I sold it for 800RM by EOY? I also have an ounce of silver I bought for 220RM because it was collectible. IIRC, silver prices then were in the low 1xxRM. Now it’s fast approaching 220RM. Won’t be surprised if I got 300RM for it, EOY. Feel like a nap.

Check out some prophecy analysis from the ABY on DogBlots if you have the time when I was asked "when will Christ come?" -family who spy on my daily life. 

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Was talking in mindspace all night and just took my meds past midnight. Brushed and worked out. Now almost 2am. Wide awake. Made a good tangy tofu and fish dish for dinner earlier, some Brazillian spinach too. Showed some people what they need to do to escape telepathy hell. It was popular and I think the Liew witchy 6 are unhappy with this. Got hit a few times. No time to fletch and whip arrows and tomorrow, my art markers should arrive.

Sunday 12 October

Was up early, circa 6am. Last night I laid down all the remaining 14 footnotes and this early morning will begin checking / filling them in. Feeling a little hazy as it's just 7am now and my head is still half asleep and I failed to get cleaned due to gas plugging up my gut. Happens rarely but I should be able to go in an hour or so. Drank some water. Must make my long walk circa 10am-11am.

Yea, managed to get cleaned well circa 8am. Feeling much more comfortable. Need to shower before heading out in a few hours' time. Noticed I am less pudgy since last night. Maybe a weekly run and walk are just what I need.

Tried to build an online store somehow but failed. It may be that I have to distribute my books on my own and manage the ads etc. Try to do it locally first as I have to ship physical merchandise.

Heading out soon. Showered and brushed. Need to eat some breakfast because I will be walking for over an hour in tropical heat. Sky is cloudy right now which is good. Some days the glare is squintingly harsh. I finished editing and annotating chapter 11. It was a little hard going and I need a rest before doing the final chapter of which there are 7 difficult footnotes I have to explain. Yes, the book will be free to download as are all my other books. Hard copies may be offered for a wee profit once I get round to setting up a store.

Back from my weekly long walk. Must have walked about an hour. Sun didn't peek out today so healing wasn't maxed. But I feel good and ready to tackle the housework. Meanwhile, Mom is cooking bacon and eggs for lunch. Yea, I was out for 1 1/2 hours. Will try to resume editing, then at 2pm time to sweep, 3pm to mop. Tonight, a brief workout. Am eating less, ahead of my blood test in November. There was a fight along the way, and the Liew forces got hurt pretty nasty. As usual, if they are good it can be overturned.

Signs of the economy: decreasing prices on American Nerf blasters. Thought of buying lemang. 10RM could be dinner for 3. But cash is precious or maybe I've regressed to being stingy like I was 15+ years ago. I'd head out every week, and just buy a 3RM drink along the way. This time I didn't buy anything at all.

Finished sweeping the shoebox. Raining outside. A day of little sunshine. Dad is feeling more upbeat. Perhaps the prophecy is changing in his favor.

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Helped make dinner as Mom was tired, bitter gourd and canned kurma. Tomorrow, they have an early day at the hospital, both midway thru their 70s. Don't think I can come along as it will be early. Went on a walk with Mom and we washed our Tevas. Mine were a bit grubby. Have 6 more footnotes to write in chp 12 before the night is over. I am eating less excessively nowadays so I loo only once a day, hopefully. The fat on my left pectoral has reduced, so too my love handles.

Showered and will brush soon. Work out after midnight. Take my meds now. Just finished uploading my 3 edited books to my Google Sites /ckyap -you can read these PDFs FREE from the Link to FreeLunch on the right sidebar. Download and share them if you like.

Saturday 11 October

Was up late due to my arm falling asleep circa 5am. Fortunately, I had help to revive it. Lots of revenge going on between good and evil in the mindspace. The feel of the world around me is very different from before. There is little time to rest or for recreation. Am going on a run in half an hour. Mom wants to walk. Brushed, managed to get cleaned well.

Back from my run. Feeling good, energized. Drank Coke. Will eat something as well, maybe a cheese chili sandwich. Mom wants to walk but maybe in the evening as it is rather hot outside. Killing time until I get to work tonight, editing again.

Made a start to the editing. Chapter 9 is not that heavy on the math of theology and I should make chp 10 by evening. Then tomorrow, finish off the work, help clean our shoebox, go on a long walk. A busy weekend.

Had zhang for lunch. Ice cream to finish. Western people are filtering into our peaceful group and we are trying to get along. Now it’s time to weed out the Liew army, seemingly fronted by William. Not sure how to do that yet.

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Having duck and noodles takeout tonight as Mom is tired. I am also floored by the sheer amount of people surging through the mindspaces. We are trying to control the UK as they are the most unreasonable, offended, and cruel mind fighters, plus they are protecting the evil Liew witchy 6.

Not sure if I can work much tonight on my editing with so much pressure. I was supposed to work something out but the offendedness is too much on all sides. I guess there should be a settlement instead of the constant violence and sabotage from both sides. Maybe it comes from a super power we can call down.

Taking a break to see if there is anything to buy for 150RM. I have 500RM in my wallet and 400RM saved. Don’t know what $35 can buy me on Shopee but let’s have a look. I got Deli pro art markers on Shopee, 40 colors for 40RM. 1RM each. 10x cheaper than certain other brands. Must remember to store them flat and cap them well. Now to watch marker technique on YouTube.

Got through chapter 9 which was mostly action, not much explanation. It read rather exciting as is, and I’m digging into chp 10 now, coming up to 9pm. Managed to get clean well. Showered and am changed into fresh clothes. Tried to explain God’s existence to as many young minds as possible who used to cause trouble. It kinda worked, I sense they know something else is up besides daily life. There is a God.

Can’t wait for my pro art markers and to draw stuff to render in the quick technique.

Brushed and took my meds circa 11pm. Will work out a bit soon. Chapter 10 is also finished and I backed up to Google Drive. Taking a rest. Tomorrow, a lot of footnotes to get thru when I wake up. Then off on my walk in the sun to heal. Chapters 11 and 12 which make up the end, are full of Gospel wit (finish strong they say) and they will be tricky to explain.

Friday 10 October

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Took a brief shower and brushed. Yesterday, started getting a rash but today it's better. Churcb wars are ongoing due to blackmail from the Liew witches who dug up the dirt on my Pastor who is now trying to dig up my dirt of which there is none significant so he ridiculed me to the other members. Not sure what to do about it.

Anyway, we'll be heading out for lunch later, Dad says. Will wear my Orient Tristar -an affordable watch. It gained about 5s in 3/4 day which is about +7s / day.

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Back from lunch at the mall with the folks. I bought a Tachikawa nib holder for 22RM. Also got Coke and some baked rice snacks. I bought a square ruled notepad. Something portable which I can draw on with my Isomars before I transfer the studies to my main sketchbook which will be for sale or a copy-of which is cheaper. I find my character designs are improving a lot. Maybe I deserve the Tachikawa. Aesthetically, it's very pleasing, with a slight waist and flare.

Managed to get cleaned well again. I sometimes go twice daily as the evil Liew witches keep some of my waste in to make me smelly after my shower. Such are our sufferings that I for example cannot be very peaceful in the heart or careful in my labors for God. Worse still that we live in the confines of a shoebox house without my private bathroom and shower. At least we're no longer neighbors to the Liews. Visiting the old house, a swarm of a dozen dengue carrying mosquitoes flooded into our metro despite the dry heat of early afternoon.

I won't be starting my art hobby / career until next week. Today, I have to edit EOSotB some more which will take up the whole night. Mom is cooking bacon and eggs for dinner -a welcome change of diet. I drank Coke and ate rice crispies. Tomorrow, a hard 3 minute run round the block, then tomorrow a long walk just nearby. 

Ended up I had to cook dinner as the folks were tired. Quite a good dinner finished off with Haagen Dazs ice cream, caramel and cinnamon flavor (Spanish recipe). You can tell if bacon is cooked by it shrinking and crinkling, so Dad would know it were well cooked despite the lack of crunch.

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Finished today's editing work on EOSotB. It was invigorating to work my brain. Now time for meds, to brush and work out before midnight. Hit by butt poking again but managed to clean up okay. Will work out circa midnight. Just take a rest from thinking so hard on the editing. I went out on a limb at times and I hope nobody calls me out as false, dissecting Gospel at such a low level!

Thursday 9 October

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Took a shower and ate sardine sandwiches for lunch. It came to pass that the west asked for a shift of blame off their backs from using negative telepathy and it was time for that to happen so I and the Lord engineered a solution.

Right now, there is an outcry from Asians and some westerners about going to heaven. This, the Lord prepared me for. Last night we talked about the purity of gold and the difference between 18k and  22k gold. For the Bible says God shall test us like gold. A few small scratches on the chain clasp of Dad’s handed down necklace show it had been tested destructively but just a smidgen. And I reckoned it had been handed down from mother to son (granny was old money), then changed hands to a family who married in, and therefore was tested for authenticity by the wife of the heir before she handed it down herself. It must be a very old chain to be twice tested.

And the point is, God tests us but it is just a scratch on our pride. And the mark of having passed God’s test is worn with honor, exalting us even as we remember we were once unclean. And this brings me to the book of Zechariah, chapter 13. It is obviously post 2nd coming, and people are becoming attuned to the Lord. Such that if any should prophesy, he would be in shame / put to shame. And he would say, my friends beat me up in their house(s).

The truth is there is no power (to save) without sacrifice, letting of blood, the passion of Christ. The gift of salvation is like handing down gold to a strange one, and it will be gouged for testing, our flesh will bear the wounds who preach. And so it will come a time when heaven is on earth and we gouge ourselves for any in-appreciation of the Savior.

What does this mean for the salvation of our common folk? Well, you have tested the gold and afterwards God says you have to test yourselves yourself when “I am among you”. So how is salvation then such a mystery to those with eyes and ears to understand? More later…

After some discussion, we arrived on Jesus’ simple answer which puts our analysis to shame: “if you do any good of yourselves, then be keeping with it, likewise if it be wickedness, then so be it that way”

 

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Just finished a day of editing my Christian novella. I did chapters 5 and 6 which were pretty hard going. Am now halfway thru augmenting and elucidating the book otherwise others may think I am a Christian hoax. The book is rather freewheeling and the math is a bit cutting veering on the heretical. It was meant to spark debate, revival. 

 

Wearing my budget Orient automatic. It looks the part of the poor man that I am while being of some quality and heritage. Nevertheless, I am not poor in Spirit, as I continue to work on and off, teaching Gospel until the end of my allotted days.

 

Thought of buying myself some stuff as life is a bit depressing and both Mom and Dad got premium presents (from me). But I can't think of any premium presents I need...

 

Brushed and took my meds. I am a little constipated again. Bit of a rough patch lately with stress from church etc. Have to work out before midnight. Kidneys are healthier tho. But the niggling little attacks from the Liew witchy 6 on my body carry on. 

Past 11:30pm. Worked out. Feeling good. Was sedentary most of today except for a short hop to the grocer. 

Wednesday 8 October

Was up early, circa 5am. Managed to get cleaned well. Throat felt a little parched. Almost developed a cough. Liew witchy forces pain-giving my ex-GF again. Might as well take a shower. Just had a brief one, not to take up the washroom in case Dad or Mom need to go. Such is living in a shoebox.

Almost 6am. Might as well resume editing my novella, EOSOTB.

Took a nap instead of doing my work. Parcel may go on delivery in an hour or so. Haven't prepared yet. Parcel went on delivery just now. Prepared the money. Also shaved my groin area with a women’s Venus razor. After some months, it gets overgrown and unkempt. Tried to do my nuts too. Worked quite well. Needed moisturizer afterwards. Should receive my parcel in a few hours.

While waiting for my parcel, now 2pm past, I decided to write pseudo equations based on Gnostic Biblical beliefs.

We often hear, "times, a time, and the dividing of a time" which is 7/2 also written as 2 + 1 + 1/2

If we arrange 1, and 1/2 in a right angle, we get 1.118 as the hypotenuse. Multiplied by pi, this gives very nearly 3.5 which is times, a time, half a time as the circumference of a circle. Then if we take 2 and multiply that to 1.118 and pi we get a circle roughly 7 units in circumference.

Creepy that the ratio of the areas of the small and big circles is 4:1.

1/2 , 1 , 2 , 4 , 3.5 , 7 are 'holy' numbers. They define an ecosystem of relationships that perpetuate. More interesting would be to speculate and see if we can get exactly round figures as there is a bit of decimal place error in the calculations, or perhaps define a standard error amount.

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Checking back, I noticed the Deathadder v2 used to sell for 200RM. Now is 153RM, quite a good deal. Already 4pm. Shouldn’t be long to wait. I tore off my beach shorts’ inner underwear and just wear a normal underwear inside it as the original fabric had ripped badly. This morning, my ex-GF’s friend almost erected me while I was out and some may have noticed it. Me and my ex still hang around one another in mindspace, and sometimes we play.

The parcel came at last, almost 6pm. The Deathadder v2 is certainly well-built and you can feel the quality. It's definitely better than the Logi G-series mice tho those are a bit cheaper. The feel of my Armageddon Foxbat-III -you can tell it was cheapest.

Had dinner out with the folks. Just basic Chinese fare. Stewed eggs, stewed dried tofu, pork cuts, fried bread, fried lettuce, fried fish. Not sure what was going on -something is up in the western parts. Just have to be patient and wait till it becomes clear what to do.

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I managed to finish editing chapter 3: an exhaustive discourse on money. And now I can explain how the second half of the book comes to be that way -the liberal sexual themes towards the end.

Brushed and worked out. Take my meds at 11pm. Will write a Medium article before I resume editing. Sleep around 2am.

Took meds at midnight. Talked to Mom who is sad, counting the future with her family, as usual. Almost 1am and still 4 pages to edit before turning in. Drank black iced coffee. Feeling okay. 

Tuesday 7 October

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Did some good editing work on my Christian novella. There were a lot of formatting errors. Soon to head out to psych clinic. My church is under attack again by the evil Liew witchy 6 and their western baby posse. Not sure what to do. The mind wars are very convoluted and can't be ended easily.

The mouse I ordered for Dad should ship today and arrive tomorrow. Can't wait. 

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Back from psych clinic. Everything went well. We had lunch at the downtown mall. I had to loo again after last night’s supper of beans. Took a shower and resumed adding my footnotes. Explaining the text to the reader is quite fun. Making good headway. It will be done by the weekend. I think one of my church mates has fallen in love with me but is already married. This is odd. But natural. Anyway, I am staying away from church for some time until everything cools down - the witch fight and all its fallout.

Took a shower and changed but was roped into kitchen duty by Mom. So I made the folks pasta, tomatoes, and meatballs. Quite tasty. Will carry on editing later tonight as there are wars breaking out against Christians right now. I will skip tonight’s workout, maybe just do some stretches.

Dad’s mouse has shipped. I am contemplating letting him unbox it himself as it will be his actual birthday when it arrives.

Mom showed us the moon. It was huge. Biggest and brightest I ever saw it. Glowing like a torch. This, the penultimate day of mid autumn festival.

Monday 6 October

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed. Didn't work out last night, just talked about the reality of the Kingdom of God, the Word and the Spirit in mindspace. Will take a shower. Head out soon. I need a change of environment and a walk will do me good. Tonight to work out before my Arip jab tomorrow when I usually take a break.

Editing my Christian novella is going slow. May take another 2 days.

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Back from my first long walk in many weeks. I was at Decathlon, later Amcorp. Monday but the traffic was light. I used the overpass to cross the roads -get some exercise in. Had an iced coffee to rehydrate and donated a few coins to charity -all my metal change. I still keep it up, doing my little bit.

Feeling really refreshed. A long walk every week would be good and one breakneck run too. My blood test is coming up and I need to fit in more exercise, diet a bit more. Don't feel much like editing my Christian novella but I have to give it a once over like iS and The Gold Jacket. 

LiLian and co acted out again, their pain from living a wrong life was palpable. But we have to defend our lives too, not betray one another. We are all worth something to God. To our families and community. Feel like buying something on Shopee. Maybe just 1 or 2 hundred RM.

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Almost 4pm. Took a much needed shower and am in fresh clothes at last. Haven't been editing for the past few hours altho I had nothing much to do. This novella will take some time, I think.

Bought Dad a bigger mouse, he has large hands and has been suffering my smaller mobile mice since he lost his Sculpt Mouse. Hope it arrives later tomorrow, not in the morning as I have psych clinic. Helped Mom make garlic ginger stir-fry chicken for our dinner. Tastes okay.

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Took my meds circa 9:30pm, brushed. Worked out, feeling energized. Am being prevented from editing my Christian novella right now. William didn’t feel safe without some havoc going on around him. I guess that’s logical. But within reason.

Hope to sleep by midnight. Am getting better at playing the 12 hole ocarina. Liew witchy forces are still lashing good people. Can’t decide what watch to wear tomorrow. This morning, I didn’t wear one out. I think I will cold turkey give up on buying more watches even if I were saved up.

No more computer gear, sports gear, shoes and apparel. Less records and books. No more stationery or toys. By EOM, I will have 1.2kRM  saved. By my birthday, maybe 1.8kRM. Can’t buy even a mid high end G-Shock or a Mac Mini M4. And if I were to save another 2 months, I could have one and just 200RM left saved. Not prudent. Live within our means.

Had my occasional orgasm which melts the stress away of being a trained monkey for the very important, deceived by the Liew witchy 6. Almost time for bed. Tomorrow, an early day. Hopefully a good one.

Sunday 5 October

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well. Will take a shower at 10am. Go on a long walk tomorrow morning. At 3pm, house cleaning starts. May go on a brief run in the afternoon before lunch. People from America crashing heads together. They seem needy of comforting.

Bad people in the mindspace mistreated me and now are facing a reality that I'm the best place for them to roost, where increasingly they do not trust / enjoy being at. A pitiful situation that is gradually eating up the world of telepaths even non-telepaths.

I wrote my daily Medium article on Bible study: are we sinners who love Christ? Give it a read if you can -its' FREE.

Will be going on a run in half an hour. Just round the block, to re-energize and  burn off the rich food we've been eating since yesterday. Back  from my brief run. Recovered fast despite going at breakneck speed. Am feeling quite good. Another one, later next week. An hour or so to rest before house cleaning. Want to work on formatting my short story collection.

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Had kurma curry and a salad for dinner, with some brown bread. Finished editing my collection of short stories 'The Gold Jacket". Now am editing "Exploration: Open Secrets of the Bible". This will be the final book I edit (that I wrote myself). I am working at top speed to get all the new info I gleaned, into this novella and to make it more perfect so that believers may be encouraged.

Managed to get cleaned well again. Was uncomfortable thinking I had gas. Do I actually eat that much? Vital to cleanse before undertaking spiritual work! 

Saturday 4 October

Was up earlyish. Managed to get clean well (had to go twice due to gas). Brushed and will shower soon. I didn't finish editing iS nor do I feel like a long walk to New Town today. Mustn't rush the process. Will probably print on Monday.

American kids realize that the Liew witchy armies are well-oiled and efficient -they tortured me in passing towards their objective, delayed by a few hours from full success.

Somehow I can’t wear my Mudman Solar which I quite like. I have to strap on the Prospex diver with the stripped crown tube I DIY repaired with a sliver of sticky store ‘paid’ tape. I also am not allowed to appreciate my handiwork by Americans put on ‘Jesus watch’ by LiLian and co. She made dozens of antichrist mines and bombs. Most triggered onto trusting innocent Americans.

It’s now my job to dismantle machines made by Allen, onto the westerners who were innocent, thus crippling their consciences. He used the Bible in a negative way to destroy those claiming to have faith. The best way out is to understand your body. Not your mind, soul, spirit, but BODY.

The best way is thru fasting and prayer. I will show you how. Then orgasm or experience great pleasure in celebration of umm… freedom? Pain and pleasure are the motivations of your body. Not hope, grace, or faith. These are things of HIGHER LEARNING and they exist in the collective unconscious or the Spirit Christians share. Let me explain,

Fasting and prayer should be done in a cool space with no distractions. You can sit in the park, by the seaside, in your a/c room, a library, anywhere comfortable. You may only eat and drink after 6 hours, a limited bite and sip. You must fast for 40 hours. Prayer is not talking to the air, pressing your mind and heart together, but knowing and amplifying your body’s needs step by step until you enter a state of mind close to Spirit. For example, I may need food, sex, sleep, exercise, a makeover, therapy, more hair -that’s the first step. How to go up one more is prayer. Then pray again, again, until you are in Spirit with the Lord. Ask him to bless your study of gospel / what have you.

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Christian values: are they shown or known? Are they on display or for game-play? Do we behave like Jesus? Can we choose our 'Saint'?

The simple answer is that people are not the same in circumstances and the Lord calls people of a-like together. Not people of diversity. Always people of a-like.

Having done so being gathered, there is no need to display or show anything extra than who you are. And if nobody respects who you are, then you may choose to leave -it's a free world. You can always rejoin when circumstances (for you) have changed.

As I am shepherding online, for free, and without a fixed church venue, I must tell you that if you cannot find a church, you can find my church. The door is always open to my heart and my e-mail. There is no charge or obligation as it is all online only. If we happen to meet in person, then call me 'Kuang' and I will buy you an Americano.

But what are these values all believers share? They are the values of Abraham -he was simple like a child, righteous like a leader of men, intelligent as a master / trader, forgiving to his wife, willing to break laws to survive his family and friends, knew he was important to God -a father of many nations. Accepted circumcision. Likewise do we control our sexual urges for the Lord.

Sexual urges for men and women are different. A man must, in circumstances, be ready to give seed. A woman must not cry out as if she were birthing. Such does the Lord expect. He is merciful to those without a partner. Do not be gay if you can stand it -it will do you good in the Kingdom.

Do not go near negative places or people. They engender diseases. Even so, avoid certain negative thoughts or emotions. They engender weakness of the immune system. Of course, if you have to destroy, then destroy but teach first if possible that it might be known you tried. Build a rep beat the trap.

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Not sure what to wear out today. Don't feel like taking my vest. Just bring my keys maybe. Like when I go running. I've almost finished editing the final draft of iS, my sci-fi novella. It even as a cool cover I made in Photoshop and Canvas. And I wrote a blurb on the back that's decently enticing. My genre is pulp speculative fiction, a bit upmarket.

Some UK witches pushing me to marry Sara Lubratt but she has her pick of men so why bother? Being unwell and besieged by telepathy. I may not make my 49th birthday, which somehow worries the witches.

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Took a much-needed shower and washed down there. I have been gassy today. Editing work is done. I don't think I can make iS any better. Waiting for Monday to print and bind a few copies. We are stretching the Liews' clothes out of size -a cheap prank but most annoying. We can also shrink their bodies permanently, if they place their magic over the expanded clothes.

Tomorrow, I want to finish up DeepSeeking my Tai Chi book's first 1/4 into English. Hope it works. Need to rescan 3 pages with the iPad.