Monday 6 October

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed. Didn't work out last night, just talked about the reality of the Kingdom of God, the Word and the Spirit in mindspace. Will take a shower. Head out soon. I need a change of environment and a walk will do me good. Tonight to work out before my Arip jab tomorrow when I usually take a break.

Editing my Christian novella is going slow. May take another 2 days.

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Back from my first long walk in many weeks. I was at Decathlon, later Amcorp. Monday but the traffic was light. I used the overpass to cross the roads -get some exercise in. Had an iced coffee to rehydrate and donated a few coins to charity -all my metal change. I still keep it up, doing my little bit.

Feeling really refreshed. A long walk every week would be good and one breakneck run too. My blood test is coming up and I need to fit in more exercise, diet a bit more. Don't feel much like editing my Christian novella but I have to give it a once over like iS and The Gold Jacket. 

LiLian and co acted out again, their pain from living a wrong life was palpable. But we have to defend our lives too, not betray one another. We are all worth something to God. To our families and community. Feel like buying something on Shopee. Maybe just 1 or 2 hundred RM.

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Almost 4pm. Took a much needed shower and am in fresh clothes at last. Haven't been editing for the past few hours altho I had nothing much to do. This novella will take some time, I think.

Bought Dad a bigger mouse, he has large hands and has been suffering my smaller mobile mice since he lost his Sculpt Mouse. Hope it arrives later tomorrow, not in the morning as I have psych clinic. Helped Mom make garlic ginger stir-fry chicken for our dinner. Tastes okay.

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Took my meds circa 9:30pm, brushed. Worked out, feeling energized. Am being prevented from editing my Christian novella right now. William didn’t feel safe without some havoc going on around him. I guess that’s logical. But within reason.

Hope to sleep by midnight. Am getting better at playing the 12 hole ocarina. Liew witchy forces are still lashing good people. Can’t decide what watch to wear tomorrow. This morning, I didn’t wear one out. I think I will cold turkey give up on buying more watches even if I were saved up.

No more computer gear, sports gear, shoes and apparel. Less records and books. No more stationery or toys. By EOM, I will have 1.2kRM  saved. By my birthday, maybe 1.8kRM. Can’t buy even a mid high end G-Shock or a Mac Mini M4. And if I were to save another 2 months, I could have one and just 200RM left saved. Not prudent. Live within our means.

Had my occasional orgasm which melts the stress away of being a trained monkey for the very important, deceived by the Liew witchy 6. Almost time for bed. Tomorrow, an early day. Hopefully a good one.