Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed. Parcel is on delivery. Need to take a brief shower first tho. Maybe once Mom gets up or after the thing arrives. Liew witches still in my mindspace but their power isn't very strong.
Still haven't re-fletched my arrows. KDP I think will reject my Christian novella pending further changes on my end. May have to resubmit. Anyhow it's available HERE for free as a PDF. Give it a read if you can, and share it.
Missed breakfast, so will rush headlong into a ham and beans lunch with white bread. Dad is over at the shoebox whole day probably. Airing my room of odors. Nothing very seriously smelly. We made the Liew witches' bodies switch left to right -it's permanent and takes a few weeks to months to relearn themselves, hopefully come out of it better.
Lunch was good. The butter and the ham, and the garlicy sharply sea-salted cucumber and olive oil salad, and the mushy beans. One thing not to stinge on is actually good salt. It makes all the difference. Babies being thrown onto my group by the dying Liew witches and the west is going madder.
Made some changes to my KDP submission of EOSotB. I can resubmit if necessary. They say one cannot quote from other people's writing even if you gave them credit. Edited that out quite smartly. Maybe submit again later.
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Looks like rain. My Deli art markers arrived. One of them leaked on my hand -the emerald green, I think. But none were dry, thank the Lord. However, I am preoccupied with improving solar panels in a cheap simple way -by separating voltage from current, yea capacitance. IMHO, solar panels can be tapped for voltage and current separately compared to other forms of electricity. This would be via a simple device, not a modification to the panel itself.
I call it the electrical ‘dumbbell’ and it works because of the nature by which solar generated current is produced. Could sell lots of these little guys, make a fortune. What say you, ex-GF?
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Helped Mom rush out some dinner. Almost 7pm and we're all hungry. Then I want to test my art markers a little bit. Maybe see if we can do more good in mindspace. Right now the liew witchy 6 are out of action from being tugged in different directions. A power anyone can do to a witch.
9pm. Am thinking of whipping an arrow tonight to test it out. Maybe circa 11pm. Just one arrow. So many of us are living in the same mindspace for some reason. Living amidst the ‘clouds’. I’ve decided to do some teaching rather than waste time:
It occurred to me as I rendered a small drawing with my art markers, that feeling color on demand, the designer shades, the layering and blending, pulling the fat markers from their keeper bag like mixing perfume, feeling so pro and powerful. And after it was done, I thought to myself: I know what luxury means. I no longer had the urge to pamper myself with watches and computer gear. Imagine $10 changed the paradigms of my life in under half an hour.
Something like shooting Nerf instead of my compound bow, but better.
And so I was thinking about that narrow gate spoken of by Jesus. Many do not find the good clean life he wants us to achieve. And then, I realized that good living is simply having good emotions without, in my case, breaking the bank and pissing off my folks. The depth of emotion one feels is his own to generate but all of us should FEEL EMOTIONS of love, being loved, etc. Emotions too rich are cauterized? No, the Lord is a God of many pleasures.
Last night, I was playing chords on the guitar and I asked some guys in mindspace whether they liked ‘porn’ or beautiful music and we talked about the ear pre-existing the eye, and the brain, our brains, chose the narrow gate -we got in touch with our emotions just thru good sounds. And we never looked back. Emotions are so powerful and they are a light to our understanding of God’s purpose in our lives, our moral development, our future in a world without sin.
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Past 11pm, Showered, ate some baked beans. Read a flash piece on FFM. It was one of those stories that hits home so I commented to say so. Time for meds, brush and workout by midnight. Don’t think I can fletch and whip tonight. May do more teaching on DogBlots.
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