Saturday 6 June

Just read chapters 10 and 11 of Ivy NGEOW’s The American Boyfriend and noticed a certain in-depth camaraderie between women and the fragility of Phoebe’s emo-vulnerable boyfriend. I thought these were handled well. Not too gratuitous but for that I am such a reader (not a woman tho). Yea, Ivy can pull a novel together that way. And I struggled to review and say if her readership base should be xyz. She has an urbane maturity and isn’t shy to use it. Yea, not sure who this is for -just like my novella.

Put my Q&Q moonphase on a spare bracelet. I had struggled to find a strap for it as it’s got 50m WR.

Had a nice simple dinner and matcha afterwards. My cousin's treat. Am writing a new mini story. Maybe circa 11pm. I just have this good feeling -we're all gonna make it to the wedding feast. Most people I know.

Sunday 31 May

Just past midnight Saturday. Starting the journal early. Wasn’t able to get much work done. Am writing a new free short story for my story website which will go up tomorrow night. It’s about music and something forbidden.

Was thinking I would not upgrade my used ThinkPad but may get an M or A-series Mac Mini for Dad. Don’t feel like working out tonight. Maybe at 2am. Now past 1am.

This morning, managed to get cleaned well, ate lotsa small fiery chili peppers last night. Showered and will brush soon. Got viciously attacked by Allen who’s guarding the alterations to God’s prophecy -to give Jesus a hard time. We poured flour into his head as he lingered to strike again.

Have to work out soon, brush by 9:30am. Brushed but haven’t worked out yet. Recorded my latest song, “Mary”. Sounds good just vocals and nylon guitar. We worked the babies and kids off our backs and slipped OJ into the genius hitters. All non violent just the way the British like it.

Back from lunch out. Bought a rock melon. Haven’t had that in decades. Just chilling in my room. May write today’s fresh short story later. Maybe 3-4pm. Work out after that, since the brain bruising attacks persist. Turning the Liews into slime didn’t work out that great but it’s one way of attacking.

Witchy Liews gave up altering God’s prophecy because He’s too complex for them. Thus we escaped with our lives. Managed to debug SeTT, so it stops missing eating opportunities which was poor form on my part, as a programmer. Also cleaned up the skipped moves feature that was being abused by the AI, refusing to surrender.

Later, will be debugging net4spice as well. Quite confident of a breakthrough.

I decided to use the ‘look-see’ approach to node finding as my circuit is indexed horizontally and vertically. It should be what I need to go forward. Around 2am, will exercise, brush.

Workout went well. Am very out of breath for some reason. Managed 18 full planks, 20 cross situps. The netlist is populating but not fully yet. Need to go over the the indices but it’s past 2am and I need an orgasm.

Monday 1 June

I have somehow memorized 10 of my many guitar songs,

1. Sandy
2. Lady so fair
3. Trouble we start
4. The well
5. Good things come
6. Mary
7. Rock and paper
8. This close space
9. Sugar cube lumps
10.  Emily’s song

Not sure what they have in common. Maybe they’re ‘classic’ thus easy to retain and learn? Maybe they’re just easier.

Did some drawing and coding. More tonight. 

Just showered and changed into fresh clothes. Managed to get cleaned well. Disinfected my room. Need to work on my micro story until 10pm. Then code a bit more.

Was late finishing the story which was very short but evocative. Put some love into it. Tomorrow’s tale will be, The Brocade Purse. Something about a old-young wedding and money issues. Will use my characters from ‘The Unchained’.

Liew witchy forces smashing into sensitive institutions and important people. I have to guard for an hour or two. Code later. Almost 11pm. Ate a banana and some strawberry jam on barley bread. Workout and meds by midnight. Brush too.

Liew witches’ attack was blunted without use of force. Mandi garam, suckers.

Tuesday 2 June

Was up earlyish. Had roti telur for breakfast. Am planning a one book giveaway as a small marketing effort. Yet to finish coding n4s.

I found a site that published my Android strategy game, SeTT. Can’t wait for the downloads to begin. Apparently today is ABY 9d, ‘The disabled son and the tedious job’. There is mention of a house. Could this be the house Jesus spoke of, whereupon I begin earning again and go off the dole? It’s also ABY month-year 6b, whereupon I apparently invent many things and Jesus is mentioned prominently (as Elder Brother).

Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and am changed into fresh clothes. Wearing my Q&Q moonphase. Made dinner for the folks earlier. Was tasty. Mom is becoming increasingly ungrateful to Dad who is sullen and irritable. I guess I should do something but I’m not very smart. We had cantaloupe for desert, locally grown which is cheap. First time in over 20 years IIRC. Not well ripened but ok-lah.

Am called to speak on Gospel. Will resume writing my Facebook sermon now. Work out and brush, take meds around 11pm.

Have to write my daily story now. It should be easy, take an hour. Okay done, now 10:30pm. Coding beginning after 11pm.

Almost 1am. No coding got done. Time to work out soon, turn in at 2am. Liew forces trying now to adjust the timeframes of high level decisions, failing to manipulate the executors of God’s plan. 

Am wondering where to keep my wallet-purse so it’ll be protected from scrapes. Maybe shift my mobile to the outside pocket.

Wednesday 3 June

Was up earlyish. Feeling okay, a bit achey. Not much got done. Nobody bit on my book giveaway idea. Haven’t checked  SeTT’s download stats yet. Witchy Liews spreading word of my sins and choking the whole world. They no longer care.

Heading to the mall for lunch. Running late. Have to remember I’m retired. There’s no need to rush anything.

Helped lug Dad’s new computer chair to the car and into the house. The box was heavy and quite overly large. IKEA, 799RM with 50RM rebate on-spend subsequently over 300RM. I suggested Dad shift his desk away from the door which is better fengshui. We have to assemble the thing now. Mom had diarrhea eating a half cooked burger so it seems. Myself have a mild tummy ache.

Was able to get cleaned well. Showered and am wearing my Q&Q moonphase. Earlier, I assembled Dad’s new chair on my own. Mom helped center it as I locked down the gas lift piston. I think it was a good buy. Mesh webbing and adjustability almost everywhere. There is a cool feature, it only rolls when you sit in it. Nice.

Earlier, cancer rebounded off me onto millions of kids. The problem is American Christian housewives, primarily, not so much Asian, Malaysian kids. I will be doing healing and teaching, as we cannot allow kids to go down this way, pushed by LiLian’s witch army, pushed by Christians who tossed in the towel.

Did some writing, preaching, was about it. Now 1am. Will work out later tomorrow afternoon, as I strained my muscles carrying and assembling Dad’s new computer chair. Need to brush and take my meds. Been running my a/c on quiet mode which is efficient and low compressor noise.

I may come into 50-100kRM from grandpa’s will shortly. I have nothing to buy, having sunk a couple hundred RM into art materials -what I’ll be using in my retirement soon. I no longer care for watches and fancy gear, computers, edc, musical instruments, collectibles, etc.

So my cousin suggested we start a company / business. The trick to efficient delivery of goods is to use specialized hitching poles and spin-drop mailbags. Therefore a large drone may canvas Australia’s boonies far more efficiently.

2am, worked out a bit after all. Ate some supper, brushed, talked about the drone delivery system -to start small with minimal equipment.

Thursday 4 June

Coming up to 3am and am feeling sleepy. Later in the morning, will work out a bit. Have an orgasm. Resume editing ‘Encounter’ for my daily stories page, post it circa lunchtime.

Was up earlyish. Had a bit of a stomach ache but it passed. Ate rice crispies and drank soy milk for breakfast. Working on my mini story as it’s a little late to be posted. Shoulda been last night.

Finished my tale on UFOs. Okay but not great. Need to get some lunch in. Work on net4spice afterwards.

Managed to get cleaned well. The red IKEA potpourri really keeps the toilet smelling fresh, along with some Dettol spray. Will shower soon then attack the code. Surely it will come together today.

Had an egg for lunch. Am losing weight, circa 1.25kg over the past 3 weeks. Mainly, my workouts have become more intense as my appetite is now lower. Yea, I consume less munchies lately.

Seriously thinking what I might do with 50kRM. Materially, I’m pretty solid and I don’t believe in owning ornamental deadweights you can’t take with you, bigger barns etc.

1pm. Showered and am in fresh clothes. Workout before dinner. Start coding at 1:30pm. Last night, enabled several energy saving options on the ThinkPad which now has much better battery life.

The mindspaces are unsettled as the witchy Liews panic. The culture of poking into others’ business is over, kids and babies the same. But for now, priority is to stop fear-mongers who are violent.

Wearing out the Liew assault, as they discover here are only lean pickings. They are forced to trigger the peace deal they’d been holding hostage. Amazing coincidences between 4 parties: God, Satan, me and the Liews.

Resurrected my old Windows netbook with… Windows 11 and PrimoCache. I shall have to pay 140RM for it next month. I think it does work well.

Friday 5 June

Was up lateish. Brushed. Will try to get cleaned in the mid afternoon. Sis’ birthday is today. Not sure I want to go. Working on a very nice speculative story, if I can pull it off. Helped hang the washing. Dad’s metro / car is in for an oil leak.

By request, how special can a Christian be? And how ordinary can a believer be? Like wealth is distributed to the smart and beautiful, so the Lord says, I distribute my Spirit to the crestfallen and misfortunate. God did this to preserve His control over the world. He would not let key decision makers have divine control. In a sense, He would humble the mighty and gladded the small at heart.

And I have said for some time, the tempters, witches of evil covens, they went after the cream and then spoilt the milk. Satan has been really clever. But enough on that.

I uploaded a first video taken with the handycam of me performing ‘Bolehkah?’ Sounds okay, used OBS Studio, FFmpeg, Audacity, and Apple Photos to filter it and denoise.

Tonight will be writing a mini short story, I guess that’s all. Now almost 5pm. Giving Sis a good mouse. I have too many of them.

Losing followers and gaining some on the socials. Hope I’m playing things right. As they say, be law-abiding where you live, and love thy neighbor -in and out of the mindspaces.

Have taken over Dad’s IKEA chair as he somehow did not like it. My aunt from the north has arrived in Kuala Lumpur. Time to get cleaned and shower. Brushed the loo as well, something Folks hate doing. Dettol-sprayed the brush to be safe.

Will tinker with my Windows PC a while, write my daily story at 9pm. Linux, I use for coding, writing, recording (video), and graphics. iPad for socials, photography, journaling, and surfing. I think Windows will be used for writing music using my Python sequencer.

2am. Just finished my more strenuous workout. Feeling good. May walk tomorrow morning, to Digimall. Want to get Dad a second HomePod Mini since he gave me his new computer chair. Sis got my DeathAdder mouse for her birthday, aside from the seaweed gel face cream, earlier. I may show up later at the buffet lunch after all.

Saturday 30 May

Was up earlyish. Am a little backed up. My new wallet should arrive in Malaysia today. Delivery on Monday. 

Read my latest speculative short stories on https://sites.google.com/view/ckyap/home including my latest, on ‘creating’ God. Updates every 24 hours with a new and interesting tale. All stories are free, nonags. Why do I do it? It gives me great pleasure to share my works, and I myself love to read short stories with a twist. Bookmark it, you won’t regret it.

Monday 25 May

Was up lateish. Managed to clean out my gut stoppers lodged in there by the Liew witches. Will get cleaned again in the evening.

Been doodling with my stylographs quite a bit since yesterday (Sunday). My Variant was clogged with dried yellow ink and the new black successfully dissolved it at long last. Can’t beat Rotring quality. Found out how to operate my Isomars. It needs a flick backwards to get the ink flowing again if it stops.

Waiting for lunch, and my allowance of $100 / mo. so I can restock my wallet and savings caches after 2 months of online shopping frenzy.

Bought a Princeton Snap watercolor paintbrush for over 40RM. I must be crazy but you get what you pay for usually. Due to Hajj holidays, it might arrive on Friday which is cool. I won’t be painting anything this week.

The guitar song I wrote yesterday is finally getting some lyrics. Feeling lazy. Need a rest for some reason, perhaps following last night’s 3am turn in.

The a/c outside is no longer noisy. Helped Mom make dinner. Was quite tasty. Managed to get cleaned fully and showered earlier. Tonight, will stay up late again. Lots of things I want to achieve.

Sis is stressed by an outbreak of dengue fever, being in charge of intensive care at the nearby hospital. There’s been many cases, some particularly tragic. Her job may be on the line.

Tuesday 26 May

Back from lunch a the mall with the folks. Liew witchy forces tried to push me to death again but instead their armies were mostly put under control and neutralized without bloodshed and the Liews themselves were given brain damage and severe pain.

I hope my wallet ships soon. There won’t be delivery tomorrow because of Hajj holidays.

Am trying to make a 3D printed model of my bow sight in Sketchup. I have more or less designed it and now need to simulate it and produce it. Watched a tutorial video on YouTube.

Looks like I will be manufacturing the bow sight myself from cardstock. Wonder if I can sell it or at least share it?

Wednesday 27 May

Was up lateish. Brushed. Drank some water. Taking the day slow. Aircond is no longer vibrating / noisy. Am thinking of different things than my work. Maybe I’ll never amount to much. Liew witches moving on, seems like it.

Should do some art tomorrow with my new brush. It’s supposed to hold its shape and the bristles snap back after pressed. Have decided not to post more stories on Medium for a while, or on X, Blogger etc.

Managed to get cleaned well. Washed up a bit. The IKEA potpourri in the bathroom works really well. Finished designing the basic bow sight at last. Want to work on n4s now. That should be all for today.

It’s very hot out and Sis and Mom and the nieces are off to the park. Later we’ll have ice cream and chilled soy milk, an espresso for Sis. Both my new wallet and brush have shipped. Can’t wait to do my character designs. I will call it Designing Characters, 1000 examples. And I will paint some of my favorites, draw them from different and dynamic angles and poses. This will be fun.

I have set up the Aspire netbook with Alpine Linux, to record Mom’s playing at the piano. Also gave her the Creative Pebble speakers which sound pretty good. The speakers and mic fell off the piano and now are a bit of poorer sounding. Seems better now somehow.

Almost midnight. Brushed and rehydrated. Managed to get cleaned okay. Shutting down my social media for now. Maybe until late June. Will work out at 1am. Take meds at midnight. I’m not achieving much daily, but that’s okay.

Preached the kingdom and solved some family issues. There needs to be more talking so it seems…

Was able to control guilty Allen’s mind until suddenly he went berserk or seemed to. Side effect of unfairness and evil sinful willfulness.

Switched from Gnome to Sway and saved almost a Gig of RAM. Every Gig is precious when you only have 8 GB. Workout postponed to 1:30am.

Ate cheese and canned peach before my workout. Some black espresso. Almost 2am. I could only do 17 push-ups from cold on the floor up and back down. Yesterday, I did 18, but was more tired afterwards. Not sure what is going on.

Thursday 28 May

Was up earlyish. My watercolor brush is on delivery. Hope it’s good. Was 45RM. Made lunch for Mom and myself. Served her peaches in yogurt as she’s feeling lowly of late. Late an espresso latte.

Submitted my app, SeTT for review by Google who had been flagging it for many months now. I wonder what’s so suspicious about a game that asks for no access? Perhaps a similarly named game exists and is malicious.

Not sure what I want to do with today. Maybe some drawing and coloring. Ended up debugging SeTT instead. Just one very odd positional decision bug that sometimes occurs tho consistently and specifically. I should solve it by tonight. Google has found no virus in my apk which is good news.

I got my watercolor brush in just now, 6pm. It’s one of the most premium brushes I’ve seen / owned. Made by Princeton, USA. Tempted to get started on ‘1000 character designs’. But I need SeTT ready for primetime ASAP. Some trouble with a sticky cached JavaScript.

By request, my author friends picked my brain on genre targeting. And it sprang to mind that character(s), plot, scenes, and narrative (voice), have to target a niche as possible audience. For example, if I had a kid’s story about a dream of being someone / somewhere else, you gotta know these kids are dreamers. So your references are Never Ending Story, Through the Looking Glass, etc. And it has to be emotional as dreamers often journey thru their hearts.

Started promoting iS again. Giveaway coupon included. Uptake is slow. Hope someone kind leaves a review. Any fair review will do.

Managed to get cleaned fully. Took a shower. Disinfected my room. Brush and take meds by 1am, workout at 1:30am.

Now 2am. Yet to exercise. Maybe soon. Wrote on SubStack on prophecy in my new brush. Will check the ABY now. It was hexagram 25, 4d. ‘The success of the wood element man who lacked fire’. Reference to ‘irony is purely mechanical’ and my supposedly ‘simple tools’.

Almost 3am. Worked out. Did 19 floor up pumps vs 17 yesterday night. Am getting stronger. British children very unruly.

Friday 29 May

Am up lateish. Drank some water. Mouth felt dry as I ate fries at Burger King. Yes, we were at Megamall for lunch. Sales were on. Western kids corrupted by the also corrupt Liew witches attacked. It makes no sense to suffer or push attacks to others but to teach the attackers why it’s wrong, give them more stick but not too much sick.

Being oppressed, not much luck doing any work. Thought I would write some articles to kill the time. 

I’ll mostly vanish from the Internet shortly, even as my Google Site has now been hijacked. Helped make dinner, pasta and meatballs. Was tasty, almost a little too salty. Writing a new song about Mary the secretary. Actually last week’s chords with new lyrics that aren’t depressing.

Was shoved onto people and hit on their behalf by the Liew witchy 6 and cohorts. Apparently, Jesus says not to harm the witches who are making life hell for many. I suppose we can overcome as one church, under one God, by being thus blameless in one another’s eyes / hearts etc. We should try that. As many as possible.

We can also raise the sins of the Liews just a touch, until it hovers above their awareness, that way they’re inclined to repent.

Repurposed my Google Site and hope it will be indexed again. My wallet has left China. Should be a few more days before I get it. Just chilling and doing my routine as the Liew witches live it up on my account.

Took a relaxing shower and am changed into fresh clothes. Disinfected my room with diluted Dettol spray, I mix myself. It really only requires a little Dettol otherwise it tends to choke me. Just till the water turns a bit cloudy. Decided not to loo today, do it tomorrow morning. Cuts some stress in this shoebox of a house. Last night’s was enough.

Was thinking of debugging SeTT later. Maybe around 11pm. It’s hard to sit at my desk somehow, but to recline on my bed.

Was thinking of the browser wars. And good ol’ Mozilla who always put users first. And I was thinking of something I call ‘unlimited tabs’, where you can have everything you open, open, with history of each tab archived so you never have to nix a tab -it’s automatic and efficient. And another feature I always wanted was browselets. Tabs that hover over the main view on a mouse or keypress that I can interact with simultaneously -that intercommunicate. Such as spellcheckers, currency value monitors, news feeds, translators, social stuff, etc. even videos -all the videos I haven’t finished watching, play and pause on command.

As for Google AI. There is a simple tool called versioning learning. I can’t say a lot about it but it goes against the grain of traditional software development. And it is my gift to all the good people who gave us the Internet free lunch, and such cool and increasingly affordable Apple computers.

1am, just finished my workout. Am a little short of breath as it is rather intense tho brief.