Friday 17 October

Was up lateish. Liew forces still spreading lies about me. Am not able to do much work / hobbies due to the telepathic pressure.

I argued that my self-loving isn't as big a crime as those who offend and injure others, then grab for power to prop themselves up, using money, then dirty love / sex as the go-between. Western kids should realize the life they are setting themselves up for. Whereas I am healthier in body and gentler in mind: peaceful and forgiving.

Western mind forces got behind my family and started lashing at sensitive parts. We had no choice but to bring out the cow glue and plywood. Fear the freeze spray, antichrists and body snatchers, which rot the nerves.

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Went for a healing walk in the sun with Mom. Managed to get cleaned well afterwards. Showered. There’s still a centipede nest in the shower. Had mutton curry and bread for dinner. We shared a latte. Dad is over at the old big house, gardening. Witchy Liews have been over-using children to give pain and everyone is upset over them.

My latest song is finally coming together. “Wait for Me”. Just a 4 chord tune with catchy lyrics. I still have 100RM extra to spend this month. Thinking carefully.

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Helped Mom make dinner. Tasted okay. Showered. Hosed my buthole which now smells fresher. I abandoned that for a shower head wash when we moved from the old house and it was a downgrade in so many ways to live in this shoebox.

Installed Windows 11 25H2. Not much has changed on the surface. Supposedly the AI is better. Made a chart on Faith on DogBlots so head over to view it if you like Christian charts!

Thought I would start a story but there's not much in me left I want to share. These are the last months of peace perhaps. Israel has been reportedly bombarding Lebanon and Trump is warning Hamas with death. We've been trying to overhaul the telepathy handling system for believers and non-believers. Hope it works. Still haven't found anything nice to buy on Shopee. 

Brushed, worked out and took my meds. Now past 1am. Still wide awake on coffee. We were counting the months to Jesus' return and maybe he will return around Christmas as there is mention in the ABY of wine. Anyhow these things are decided by God who can take a few weeks sooner or longer I guess. BTW, my moonphase Q&Q has lost power. I may head out tomorrow to get a new battery put in at STC. Run on Sunday instead. 

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2am, and beginning to feel sleepy. Ventilating my room as I do now and then due to butthole attacks. Turning in soon.