Wednesday 1 October

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and changed into fresh clothes. A new month. Rumors of martial law in the US. Health is still serviceable, money not too tight, stress levels manageable. Why not carry on?

Yesterday's prophecy concerned my Tenor-Dorly watch which is on a lizard strap I sourced online from Vietnam. The watch is square (has 4 sides: east west north south). According to the ABY caduceus, north corresponds to Islam, south to Judaism, west to Christianity, and east to Buddhism / Tao / eastern mysticism.

The T-D is damaged mainly in the south and the south-west but this is being repaired (by me) and so it is being patched up on the political stage as well. There is or will be an agreement between America and Israel, perhaps some NATO members as well but that seems less likely. The lizard strap symbolizes the 'Dragon's tail'

October 2025's ABY reading:

10a - ☰ [Anchor] “Heaven. Power, creativity, logic, and courage” -Dr. W. K. Chu

"Thank you very much for buying this small book. I apologize for the simplistic, sometimes disused language or any inaccuracies in translation if you have a non-English version. Here are the experiences I had since being diagnosed with mild schizophrenia and put in contact with other schizophrenics and schizoaffective[1] young people. These sutras[2] may help such people combat their urges, fend off others’ demands, and bring joy to those more peaceful, like myself, because strange as it might seem, an unbroken promise can be as emboldening as, and eventually stronger, than a sword, shield or chain. I hope you scored this book at an affordable price and keep it with you as you go through life, even if only for this heartfelt introduction from someone who loves people like you – like us. - C. K. Yap, Petaling Jaya, July 2013"

 [1] Not to be confused with the relative mildness of schizophrenia, this variation requires close care for angst, edginess, anti-socialism and pessimism [2] Concise observations with explanations, full of deep meaning and memorability

As DOG-monkey dominates, conflict arises between the conservative and loyal and the witty, manipulative.

More later... I think the interpretation of this is that we will see an 'impossible / astonishing deal' to end war across the world especially in Gaza / the West Bank. The deal will seem to come with God's blessing. There will be increasing distinctions between victims and perpetrators. But the overwhelming feeling this month is of love and hope, and renewal. Read DogBlots for more on the wounded Beast with 7 heads.

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Finished touching up my watch case with a silver 900XF Artline marker and put it on a plainer nylon strap than its normal flashy lizard. I think it looks decent. There is a lot of pain in America right now and I have to stop my work / bogging to help solve problems on a grassroots level in the US.

Dinner was roast chicken wings, some slaw, and Chinese French beans. Rice of course. We had green tea afterwards. Mom was upset that her chicken wings weren't well cooked for some reason and Dad was also upset when Mom ignored his birthday preparations. These are clues or hints at what's going on in their mindspaces but then my telepathy isn't very good.

Read my FREE Medium post on earning money in today's economy. Will work out at 10pm and take my meds around there too.

Tuesday 30 September

Was up early. Liew witchy forces pain-giving again. They know no peace, trying to erode the last vestiges of my health and sanity. Many are focusing on my neck. All from the western parts. Behind them, the Royals going mad, most likely from the Liew threats.

I used Deepseek to translate the first quarter of my Tai Chi book into English as I can't understand Chinese well. It did a fairly good job, missing only 3 pages which I need to rescan. Quite pleased.

Managed to get cleaned well. The loo wasn't blocked much either as I used less TP. Waiting for the folks to have a go before I shower and change. We may be headed to the mall for lunch. Shot some Nerf. I love my xx-100 blaster. Will try to rescan pages 8, 10, and 22 this afternoon. I have 5 parts to translate over this week, meanwhile I can learn part 1 today.

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Back from the mall. I am restoring my watch case, Tenor-Dorly -the manufacturer back in the early 70s. Dorly or Dor means generation / lineage / age while Tenor obviously is to hold a position but is also the name of a boy, fawn / young deer [namesabout.com]. Here is more info on deer in the Bible. You can see God's swiftly coming / longing love for believers and those who work his Kingdom come are symbolized by the deer / TENOR. And DOR(LY) indicates the end of the age. The strap buckle is signed "Morantz".

The surname Marantz is of Ashkenazi Jewish origin and is derived from the Hebrew personal name Menahem, meaning "comforter" or "consoler." It is a patronymic surname, indicating that it was originally used to identify the descendants of a man named Menahem. Over time, the name evolved into various forms, including Marantz, and has been adopted as a surname by Jewish families. --https://namediscoveries.com/

Thus God cared for the woman in the desert. Why this is shown at this time is probably because we are near that point in Revelations. [Rev 12]. This would mean that the 7th Trumpet has sounded or will soon be sounded. This is important as it precedes the Harvest / Rapture / Resurrection whatever your denomination teaches.

What of the 2 witnesses? Will they appear around now?

Monday 29 September

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Took a brief shower. Liew witches still rampant somewhere despite our countering force. Not sure what to do with today. Dad's Felet tee shirt may arrive. Can't wait to inspect the locally designed wicking fabric.

Shot some Nerf Rival rounds. Felt good. Wearing my LW-200 -great little inexpensive watch. Found out it was introduced in 2003, has a 10-year battery life. The fit is rather good and doesn't mark my wrist much.

Found my lost rounds under my bed which is a very narrow space. Lost a good (straight shooting) one somewhere in the kitchen. The quality of Accu-rounds is a bit spotty and some go all over the place.

Dad's parcel is late. Should arrive circa 4pm. Just arrived and is pretty good. Dad will be taking it on a walk later -just $3. Will be making poached salmon tonight. Unfortunately, we ran out of the all-purpose seasoning I like to use. May venture out later to get it. Maybe 6pm.

Back from a brief impromptu run. Ran almost full out and recovered fast. Need to rehydrate as it was super-hot out at 4pm. Will run again this weekend. 3 times a week is good IMHO, provided I do not get  out of breath much.

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There was a blowup in the UK mindspace and we got stung by British pride which led us to define what pride actually is. Due to my amnesia I forget all we said but we talked about being more gentlemanly as a whole, both Asians and westerners alike. So we drilled in music, sports, and courtship and I showed the fighters how beautiful Tai Chi really is -as I had scanned the book I bought into my iPad so as to translate it into English via AI. We talked about the gyrations of the waist and the ready positions, the way of the unclenched fist and its other beautiful forms. Yea, I would like, one day, to be a Tai Chi exponent more than a musician or a writer.

Took my meds and brushed as it's closing in on 12am. 1am and I haven't worked out yet. Soon, I guess. Workout went well. Feeling energized, especially after eating 4 sandwiches for supper.

Sunday 28 September

Yesterday was a little hectic. Running around a bit and my cousins and uncle visiting. We had lunch at the downtown mall where a dance competition was being held. Lots of cute girls.

Spent the night with my relations in the old house which is bigger and more comfortable. My cousin got rhinitis during the night. I slept on the parquet floor as I used to do and was quite comfortable. Went out for breakfast at an Indian bistro under a gloomy sky that later rained with a cool breeze.

Was assaulted by the guailo Christians who seem to be about to apostatize / fall away over the Liew witch scandal.

I bought a new Casio, just a $30 one. Got it from an AD at 3D, otherwise it comes in around $20 on the gray. Like it because it has a metal finish and a bright colored band and dial surround. Is also quite small and has good 50m WR. Looks a little expensive and has a circa 10-year battery.

Now using my Creative Pebble speakers with the turntable for some reason. I need to dig into an e-SATA drive now to find out if it was useful data from the past but it can't mount on Windows.

Wasn't much on the drive. Copied it to my Linux install on the used ThinkPad anyway. Had chapfarn for lunch. Was tasty. Saw off my relations after a simple Indian breakfast with coffee. 2 hours till I help with the housework. Feel like going on a run in a bit but there's a light rain falling. Americans trying to dominate the East, perhaps even give us the Mark of the Beast, turn us Asians sick and powerless. There is something sinister in the mindspaces now and Asian traitors addicted to Western sensuality abound.

Back from a brief run. Feeling better despite the oppression from compromised family members. I have to advise them well -there is something evil brewing among certain Whites, IMHO.

Read my latest post on DogBlots on false teachings and their manipulators.

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Took a thorough shower and am not odorous anymore. Managed to get clean well, twice today. Need to rehydrate a bit more as I am running seriously orange lately. Suspect that evil is plying its way up the ladder of command and control right now.

Dinner is late. I helped prepare fancy Brussels sprouts. Mom is getting increasingly cynical. It seems she’s afraid we may lose Dad sometime soon. Maybe later this year. Some believe his cancer could reoccur. His birthday tee shirt should arrive tomorrow. Was really cheap and I don’t know if it’s quality.

Friday 26 September

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered, brushed and changed into fresh clothes. Couldn't make the morning run. May do it later. Western forces pressing in with their babies and children, realizing there's nothing much going on here -they stopped it all, leaving my life empty and rather meaningless.

Mom is heading out on a long day, to hospital, the bank, and to visit Grandma as it's close to her birthday. Grandma's been feeling better lately and is more positive. She has little to no health problems aside from the dementia she has to bear.

We were talking about telepathy and doing crimes in the mind i.e. using powers (mass effect), and chain-lettering slander, to ruin others. And my friend wondered how he would ever be safe. It’s common knowledge that minds and hearts pack side by side with one another, anyone can be in your thoughts. Why reach to your left and maim, to your right, and blame. What will you have left? Silly friend, you need protection for the rest of your life. And you’re beating down our door, this home, while the world watches. I will organize your protection -don’t anyone do it again.

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Just 2 hours or so until my cousins get here. The toilet's been unblocked, and I've cleared the stray hairs from my room floor. Lubed my old SAK before I pass it down. Just used a little cooking oil. Mom is being more independent and is now driving to Grandma's nursing home by herself. Helped her get going. All of us are suffering from a bit of dementia / brain fog due to family squabbles. Not to say being used as scapegoats. There's nothing we can do -these are the times of sorrow, near the end of the age.

I made my bed and put away some laundry that was on it. Changed my pillowcase. I had been falling asleep each night on a bare mattress, consequence of being run around, shitted, and pain-given in the mindspaces. Everyone who does evil is now afraid of God's ever encroaching prophecy. They tried to turn it back -the Liew witchy 6 and their posse of downfallen VIPs, but they have so far failed. It won't be a surprise if they turn to outright violence. I now know why I was put here -to oppose the Liew 6 for as long as possible, that they do not prevail.

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I took a quick shower and will wrap up tonight as lazily as possible. Had good fun with my cousins, uncle, and other relations. Half past 11pm. Need to take my meds and brush. Maybe work out a little bit. We had fried noodles for dinner. Seems nobody divorces, unlike as my psychologist predicted and my bow string won’t snap either. My cousin didn’t fit in in Europe as she thought she would -it wasn’t anything more serious than that.

Helped Emma write a song because she insisted, since yesterday, and told her to put up her hair for the video. I only had a little of the riff and the grain of a lyric concept. Her team are putting it together for her professionally and she’s happy which is what matters.

The exchanges in mindspace are flying even as Israel steamrolls the West Bank. I can bet America is holding Iran’s leash and the UK are restraining Russia whose motives aren’t as clear. It’s a mess. Must remember to pay for Dad’s badminton tee shirt, his birthday present, that is ‘dry fit’ and hope it wears cooling.

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Liew witchy attackers launched at our eyes, they have a beeline on our weaknesses and one is my sister who has some of our family on leashes. We played / planned our mindspace strategy somewhat wrong and it’s breaking apart. I said I would help stitch it together but it seems a mountain to move. There are 3 important things to do:

1. Present a united family and friends in mindspace and this starts from the outside. It starts by me talking frankly. Please tell the others for me, what happened the day of the ‘spying’ and the ‘dog’.
2. Those who are guilty to admit it and change. It starts with offerings and declarations to the most high god. I will explain, we all secretly believe in god in the highest but never offer delicious acts / deeds / beautiful behavior, or declare / swear oaths of peace and love by Him. How else does guilt have any end? He, god most high, is the ultimate broker of love and forgiveness, the invisible mover of hearts to reconcile. Feel His spirit and comply.
3. Those who have sin have to learn Gospel! The science of your body -the way it was made and functions. For example, a coward has to be brave. Who can make a coward brave but Jesus, his atoning blood. When we think of the Savior we can do anything he can as well. How then shall a coward not be brave, and be so without shame?

Thursday 25 September

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Last night fell asleep amidst attempts to grow my bones, jerk my legs, prick me on my stroke wounds. General cruelty. Will take a shower before heading out with Dad. Showered and am clean for the most part. My butt hole smells a little for some reason. I used to have this hose to wash it with but now we just have a spray. May be a sign I have 'unfinished business' tho it seemed done with!

My new gloss black SAK is arriving today [black is a great color for SAKs]. I've laid out the money. Tomorrow, my savings will be restocked by Dad. About $100 every month. My old knife goes to my cousin. It's not junk -these things last a lifetime and it's full of my memories and love, just a bit chipped and scratched.

Later, have to finish writing my final song, "Open Up". 1 1/2 weeks till my Arip jab at psych clinic. Try to go on a run sometime this week. Always feel better after a 3-minute run round the block. I exercise very little and eat a little more than I should.

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Bought lunch for me and Mom. Spicy noodles and flatbread with bean dip. I almost spilled all the iced tea, not realizing it was unfastened. Dad is at our old house where there is a garden for him to weed and lose himself in. Many of our family have mental health problems as well as physical medical problems. No doubt most of the latter comes from the former. Then all of them pile onto me who obeys the gospel and I look / act bad. Nevertheless, they are family and some, friends. What is gospel without friends?

My parcel is a little late getting here. Hopefully it will arrive in the late afternoon if at all.

My new SAK is in the house. Forces are moving, the balance between good and evil is being readjusted. Strange things may now occur -signs and wonders laid over human tragedy and folly. Check out my FREE Medium post on my new knife and bicycle chains innovation. A bit of a luxury to own a (new) SAK in this economy. But carrying a small blade is useful and my cousin could use some love.

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Dinner is over. Mom says my ginger garlic fried chicken was good. Used a little oyster sauce and water to deglaze the pan. We also had Brussels sprouts, microwaved. I took a good shower and am no longer smelly. I think lots of people are in my bottom. Try to run a bit tomorrow morning, early, before getting clean. Feeling more relaxed and am able to explain the prophecy or signs some people are seeing. It is actually very simple.

You can choose left or right. People are like that. You cannot choose up down, or front back. We are considerers of side to side logic. For example, if you die in a plane crash, it is not because of anything but you chose left over right or vice versa. I will explain: right is associated with Yang and left, with Yin. It is not merely a direction. It is also associated with higher emotions approaching spiritual beliefs. For example, if I want to put my cousin on my right hand, I give him a Yang object and I assume the Yin black and small pocket knife. So you must count the number of hexagram lines appropriate to the outcome you want to achieve. Yang is a full line, Yin is a broken line. But the subject of I-Ching is very involved so you want a Fengshui master’s advice, not layman me!

Tomorrow, I can’t head out as my cousin(s) and uncle are coming. Will stay home and do some writing on gospel topics. Maybe expand on prophesy and how it works. God’s prophecy vs. man’s signs and wonders. Go to DogBlots where I write more on scientifically explained prophecy.

The reason for having 2 blogs is to split my readers’ reading load and flow my blog more naturally. I like to speak my mind spontaneously and sometimes I do it elsewhere from the current topic on one blog.

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Took my meds and brushed. Will work out at 11pm. Feeling okay. Was recounting WW2 with some British friends who were in  / were linked to Malaya. Worked out at midnight. Feeling good.

Wednesday 24 September

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Washed up afterwards. Later will be heading to the mall with the folks for lunch. Liew forces egged on by the westerners to judge me thru western baby and kid minds. It's getting more devious. Can't wait to receive my new mini pocketknife and to hand my cousin my old one which actually has more functions.

Stomach feels okay but a wee bit unsettled. Had some bread with marmalade and it’s now less growly. Brushed. Still an hour or so till we hit the mall. Baby minds and kids too are being used against Christians across Asia and some in the west as well. I can’t think very much or very well but I believe the west has gone mad, at least at the command level, in the mindspaces.

Had diarrhea probably from the home made soy milk I drank yesterday. Dad keeps buying it. At least my gut is flushed clean once in a while.

There was a tremendous mindspace argument and hits were thrown on every side as Israel inches the world towards Tribulation. I was caught in the middle and played around with by these lions and savage wolves, deceived trash the Lord once loved. Myself, am just a dog waiting for table scraps. I have Jesus’ promise to save me, and Gabriel’s guidance.

My SAK has shipped. Should receive it tomorrow afternoon. I think my Sis is very sick and leaning on me and Mom for dear life. Not sure if we should help her as she is a spring of evil things yet she is family.

We started a few things going that are interesting so the telepathy mistakes of many are eclipsed by the encroaching supernatural. I think this is the right line. Later, we have to talk religion and forgiveness. It is not easy, both of these things, when you have many haters. Times will change, people will relent from circumstances. Human nature is like that.

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11pm and time for my meds. Tomorrow, Dad and I will go pay the car insurance. We are driving a 22 year old compact car from 2003. It used to be my work car but after I was fired for being unprolific, Dad took it over and has loved it ever since. Same with my orange tennis shorts and my 5600 G-Shock. Think I will do a brief exercise session later, just the minimum.

Workout went well. Feeling a bit more energized and regulated. Dinner was light, some potato wedges fried in the microwave in olive oil, a tomato-onion-garlic salad with herbs, and a can of Campbells mushroom soup.

Had 3 loos today. Unusual. But necessary. It's become necessary to drain more energy from the Liew witchy 6 and to zero all their cash reserves. Be smart about it, those who help me, and maybe we will win.

Tuesday 23 September

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned after 3 goes. May head out in the afternoon as I can't wash up well due to the bathroom arrangements in the shoebox we live in. Wasn't able to read my new Bible as there was a lot of action and explaining to do in mindspace. We burnt the Liew core force out of their skulls and anyone who opposes us on their behalf too. Of course, we can also heal the repentant ones which is why we do it so harsh.

Went for a walk with Mom who returned with a better appetite and saying she's feeling healthier. I wore my Oakleys and was assaulted by a primed western baby. Really, these Shades are a once in a lifetime purchase. For the experience of quality that's affordable (after a few months saving up). Mom is thinking of getting Dad a pair of Teva sandals as well. She must like them. Myself will never wear any other brand.

And thru all of this, I haven't had much time to dip into my new Bible. Family are reacting, quashing all my opportunities to live a meaningful life. This is the madness of these end times.

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Had some leftovers for dinner. Read a bit of Bible. Tried to nap as I felt sleepy of a sudden. Watched everyone walk out during the Netanyahu UN speech. The power of the Holy People is about to be broken. Jerusalem, to fall by early next year. The CCB I have says that the rumors of wars and false Christs will come first. This is somewhat happening especially online. Then wars break out and there are pestilences, food shortages, possibly UFO sightings. Leading up to these events are persecutions of the faithful. This also is occurring here and there. Jesus tells of Jerusalem's destruction which I suppose occurs at some later point. Says it will be a 'wasteland'. Pleased with themselves, the world leaders will be shocked by Christ's coming from the sky as a bolt of lightning. I guess this begins the rebuilding of the city and Temple.

As for whether the Jews receive the real Messiah or false Messiah prior to their defeat, Luke 21 isn't very clear. And I don't quite see how the covenant of peace for 7 years can be made, except by Pope Leo or his representative. And it is HE whom the armies of the west attack, destroying the Vatican eventually.

I think Luke 21 is a good start for analyzing Revelations. The 5th seal must come before Jerusalem's destruction and the 6th seal, at Christ's coming. It seems that afterwards, Ezekiel and Revelations agree that the Temple is rebuilt, and the Two Witnesses begin their preaching in its city. (7th trumpet). Then, afterwards, come the signs of the woman, male child, and dragon, followed by the 2 beasts.

This last bit is hard to place because soon after the beasts and the mark 666 is given, Babylon (which is an empire of 7 beast nations) is routed and the earth is stricken by the cups of God's wrath. 

As my Pastor said, by the time of Babylon's fall, Christ is already at work in the world, and perhaps the male child and woman are of his making. This would also explain the fatal wound on the beast perhaps supernaturally inflicted and supernaturally healed.

Kinda makes sense now...

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I bought a new SAK, giving my old knife to my cousin when he arrives. It is full of memories, and may he find joy and peace in life as I have. My trusty companion of 27 years, close to my heart. I also bought a new one for myself, a small unit with 6 functions versus 11 on the bigger one, a Mountaineer. I don’t need, at this time -the closing of my life and the world, such a big knife. My new knife is jet black and shiny. O-yea!

Worked out and am feeling good. Wearing my $80 Orient Tristar, gold and steel on a coffee calf strap. Looks humble like I am. Also am no longer dehydrated. Liew witches have moved elsewhere for now.

Monday 22 September

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Drank some water. Not very hungry since I had a late supper last night. Have laid out the money for my Bible: 66.6RM. This is a round-up as we generally don't use 5 cents anymore here in Malaysia. Wearing my Orient Tristar on leather strap. I believe it has the 1942 movement from circa 1965. Brushed.

Folks are going to the bank soon. Dad has become rather deaf. Mom, ill-tempered. There are discussions over what to do about our group of believers here, trapped by the witchy conspirators who use babies then mind wash them thinking the kids are not scarred from doing unjust harm.

I had not expected a full-blown telepathy outbreak of evil so long before the resurrection. Waiting for my Bible to arrive. Will have to loo again sometime later, then shower. My life revolves around being stinky of late. This morning isn't that much bad but you never know...

Parcel is on delivery which means it should arrive within several hours. I think this will be one of the last things I buy before Jesus comes. And I was thinking of Daniel asking: how long will the end take to come? And the angel responded:

And I heard the man, who was clothed in linen, who stood over the waters of the river, when he had lifted his right hand and his left hand up to heaven, and had sworn by He who lives forever, that it would be for a time, and times, and half a time. And when the dispersion of the hand of the holy people is completed, all these things will be completed__Daniel 12:7

The thing is that we are living in the half a time period from Christ's birth / death up to 2025, which is circa 2k years and counting. How do we figure 2k years or 2025 is the tail end of the half a time period?

My theory is that the curve of hope-grace rises exponentially since Jesus' time, compressing more years into the 'half a time' period. This of course gives God a lot of leeway to trigger the 70th week of Daniel, while keeping everyone guessing. Without the 70th week, there will be no end or restitution of prophecy and an end to sin / inequity. Thing is, we know it hasn't settled in yet as there are no supernatural happenings. There are tho, a lot of unusual politics and economics which would be expected to begin the week with.

The crushing of Israel hasn't happened (see verse above), so we wait to see when that will occur and be the final milestone for our redemption.

My CCB Bible arrived early. It's great. Head to DogBlots for my first impressions review. Read my FREE Medium article on it.

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Had Indian food for dinner with Dad. Dad ordered too much food yet again. Says my cousin from the north may be arriving within the week. We shall have a lot to talk about. And the other house is now quite clean and habitable. Bought Mom soup and rice noodles for her supper or tomorrow's meal as she has ulcers.

Sunday 21 September

Was up lateish after only a few hours sleep. Mom and I had supper last night circa 3am. Managed to get cleaned well and showered. Last night was a hell of constipation. Even a huge fly found its way into my room and I regret to say I killed it for fear it might carry a disease. Liew witchy forces being rammed onto me by western kids but they miss the big picture -the tentacles of the antichrist Liews are long and powerful, surging thru hated western countries regardless they tie down the command unit of 6.

Wrote a new song which is quite nice. Called "open up". You can hear it on Tumblr here. 

Some kind of blowup going on in American mindspace. I'm still coming to terms with the misleading statements and misdirection of blame by the British and Americans, that led to these end times troubles. Not that I'm a puritan or activist, but I struggle to understand what mess these telepathic witches -the Liew 6 dragged the guailo into. IDK anymore.

Surprised. My package from Philippines has arrived in Malaysia and could be delivered tomorrow! Can't wait. We talked about love and self-control in the mindspaces, then about breaking up the mass-effect telepathy that clouded God's will for us -the faithful, and the others who will learn later.

Helped clean the floors earlier. Am not very smelly anymore somehow, after 2 loos today and 2 showers. I lost 2 Nerf rounds somewhere in my room. A bit confused where could they be hiding?

Helped cook dinner as well. Bitter gourd and egg.

Brushed and took my meds. Had a late supper of luncheon ham sandwiches. Will work out by 12am. Workout went well. I felt really heavy for some reason during press ups. But the overall feeling is good. Feeling refreshed and re-regulated.

Past midnight and am wearing my Orient Tristar. My current EDC along with my s300h beater. Tomorrow, fresh funds in. I will have enough to get a used Mac Mini M1 but I don't really need one. 

Saturday 20 September

Was up earlyish. Couldn't get cleaned that well but am not messed so that's okay. Unblocking the toilet with dish soap and hot water. Will pour the hot water in an hour from now. Maybe take a shower soon. Liew witches survive to slander again.

Fortunately, I am not smelly today. Bible seminar has begun and one of my Nerf rounds is stuck under my bed. My aunt and Dad are gone for lunch probably. Hope he will tapau something for me.

Had chapfarn for lunch. Managed to get cleaned well and washed up afterwards. There is an hour till the seminar recommences. I have been using my CSB study Bible to read along. Later I can use my CCB which is in transit from Manila. And it's so good to belong to a church that's true -to belong anywhere good in these end times is a privilege. 

Past 5pm, and I will be making mince and beans for dinner. Mom will get some veg together. Maybe tomatoes and potatoes and some red onion. I can't help but feel my redemption is near and that of my brothers and sisters in Christ as well. Even as a dominant evil force attempts to derail God's plan for salvation thru telepathy and witchcraft whispering to gain power.

The evening is stormy and rainy. I decided to stay home instead of heading out to the flea market. Tomorrow, house cleaning. I may venture out early and return to do the housework after lunch. Or perhaps not.

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Cooked dinner. Mom couldn't enjoy the dish as she has ulcers for some reason. I rarely have them and they're pretty mild. A bit low sodium but tasty. 

Friday 19 September

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned quite well. Not super gassy. Gave myself a wash and drank some water. My arm was dead when I woke up but a bit of shaking and maybe some help from friends brought it back to life. Liew witches marauding like mad. Tried using some weapons to dissuade them.

My Bible is still in the Philippines. Expect it will depart Manila by late tonight. Then another 4-5 days.

Managed to get cleaned fully and am no longer constipated. Took an early shower and changed into fresh clothes. Dad is buying breakfast. All is right in my world again.

Had a prata bread with bean curry. Will work out later tonight. Feel like writing another short story -these things come from the heart, experiences. The last one I wrote was multi-layered as I often like to do and contains some elements that really happened to me, that I stitched together and extrapolated. Not sure what I will write on next. Maybe about being a songwriter?

Had to get cleaned again and washed up well. Feeling more comfortable now. Later may go on a walk with Mom to get some foodstuffs. Strange Horizons' submissions window is closed. I really did want to get published there but I guess FFM will do as well. They are friendly and hard-working and they care for authors of very short stories. My typical word count is under 1k most of the time.

I think I will go ahead with the songwriter story but it has to be rethought so as to be relevant to something important, not just music.

Seems the story will be about 1.5k words. I have everything in place, just to craft it until it reads more engagingly. Will do it tonight. Seem to have to get cleaned again. Try to hold it till tomorrow morning as the shoebox doesn't have adequate facilities. Liew witches still lashing out. They know their time is short and their end is brutal.

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We successfully liberated many babies and kids from Liew witchy oppression. It was with a mix of teaching and showing reason-emotion, plus knowledge of the body’s coping mechanisms -all people touch their bodies who are vexed.

Helped Mom make dinner. Steamed omelette with 2 kinds of preserved egg and long beans, fried. Took a shower. My butthole was soiled again. This comes from constipation over the past few days, pushed out by the Liew witches and their baby minions. Tomorrow, there may be something exciting at church meet but I don’t think I can make it physically. Will be there thru online.

There is a paradox in Christianity. Be very good or be fully free. Remember Jesus said to be wary dealing with the sinner, be wise like serpents, be gentle as doves. But to one another in Christ, just show love. It is a common misconception that we live as Christ lived. It is also a misconception that we are forgiven no matter what we do. The razor here is, as mentioned above, the watchful eye of the sinner -the worldly man / woman / child.

In the Kingdom, there is no such judgment and pitfall but right now, in the world, those are aplenty.

Brushed and took my meds. Will work out at 10pm. Am not smelly so far. Feeling uncertain, anxious, the calm before the storm. Workout went well. Feeling the cardio. Liew witches spreading lies among little girls.

Thursday 18 September

Was up earlyish. Had breakfast with Dad. We dropped Mom off at the hospital and later took her to the bank. I got my disability (mental / amnesia) aid: 450RM. So I now have 800RM savings and 500RM in my wallet. We have 200RM in my debit account. All covered for the rest of the year.

My Shopee buy got cancelled as the seller didn't ship. I am in 2 minds what to do about getting my pastoral Bible. Ordering it from abroad isn't ideal. Will have to think carefully.

Think I may not head out today, just stay home as my butt is being poked. We settled lots of things for the guailo. They were in some kind of bind that ate up our Asian society. Now they have to find their own way out of it. And we will be waiting to receive them and support them afterwards.

I ordered the Bible from the Philippines for less than it costs locally -there was only 1 seller. May have made a mistake as it is 5.5cm thick. Not sure if it will fit my zip up case. Anyhow it will be exciting to receive it middle of next week.

Scheduling a run for late this evening. Just once round the block. There seems to be people watching out for prophetic signs, over my shoulder. These people are either suffering or making others suffer. There is no telling what the 'big small' Bible is for or will lead to. So I might as well answer thru the Spirit,

When I was very young, Jesus showed me the Bible I would have. He said it would contain teaching notes and thumb indices. He said it may be rather thick thus complete, and I would read it during the times of trouble and I would be safe. As for when the trouble peaks, the Lord didn't say. My best guess is from the news: faith is on the rise among youth. Yesterday, my evangelism blog, DogBlots, got well over 500 visitors.

This revival seems to be at odds with the 'apostasy'. Perhaps some, grizzled, will leave the faith, disenchanted, and others join it who are more intelligent and seeking truth honestly. I really don't know but I think this CCB I just ordered will be the start of a spiritual fork in the road.

As for pre-Trib rapture, most American pastors believe Christians will not go thru the 7 trumpets and vials of wrath. But will stand as saints before the Father, just as our persecution ends. My best guess is that there are indeed a couple of resurrections. Such that the swinging of the sharp sickle, the harvest of the wheat and grapes, is not the same as the resurrection of the dead in Christ (told by Paul). So if the dead are resurrected separately, then so are the saints separate from the wheat and grapes, and the after thousand years resurrection obviously.

Yet many see 'saints' fighting the beast and one wonders if there were some made so after the sixth seal calling of the elect. The elect being God's favorites -those who support(ed) Him thru thick and thin.

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My enormous 2088-page Bible just shipped! It should arrive shortly. Somehow I'm being lived on by my church members from America. I guess they've got nowhere else to go.

One thing led to another and we're now disentangling the witchy Liew web over western society, having repaired a lot of damage (some done by ourselves). This Gordion knot of pride and offence had to be cut somehow and I cut it. Now the mass gang ups have stopped and the witchy 6 are exposed as the manipulative liars.

Back from my brief run, now just past 5pm. Feeling pretty good.

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Made tuna salad and mash as planned. I cubed the tuna roughly and pan fried it both sides. It almost stuck to the pan tho I dried the pieces of fish with a kitchen towel. Seasoned it and dabbed on flour. Then I cut Indian bitter gourd and tomatoes drizzled with olive oil, garlic, vinegar all over the tuna placed on top. For the mash, I used a little milk and salt. A low sodium meal for the folks.

Will be going on a brief walk with Mom soon. I smell of cooking smells and need to loo again later. Earlier, I wrote down some of my guitar / uke music on my iPad, helped by a keystation mini. I used Apple Pencil in FreeForm and some mixed tab-ABC notation. Another 5 / 7 songs to go.

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Did some writing. Managed to get cleaned somewhat well. Will skip workout today since I ran. Take my meds now and brush. American Christians being pushed by the Liew 6 to give up thier brothers on the excuse of sin.

Wednesday 17 September

Was up earlyish. Couldn't get cleaned, was just gassy. Last night, we took away millions from the Liew witches' armies, but this morning was attacked by western antichrists, jealous of our peace here in Asia. No time to write them words of consolation as we are headed out to breakfast and to pay some bills. Please western people, don't attack us in the mindspaces!

Back from breakfast and some banking. My uncle's TT didn't get through. There's a lot of cheating going on since the COVID sapped our economy. I bought a recored for 60RM. I think it's by The Who. They have a great sound you don't see much anymore. The album "By Numbers" dates from the mid 70s.

Mom and Dad are losing their minds. Mom can't use the ATM alone anymore and Dad has forgotten how to operate the turntable. They are also in league with the evil Liew witchy 6. Seems like it's my responsibility to be a one-man-kick guy against the evil rooted in the mind. By the Lord we must prevail and free all thought space, east as well as west, from these hell-senders.

Think it’s time to service my Nerf blaster. I need silicone grease and watched a YouTube video on reassembling the thing. Main part is the gas chamber that’s all.

Tuesday 1 September

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. It's still Malaysia Day holidays. Church members and other westerners trying to contact my mind but finding it full of curious and anxious Asians wanting to experience God thru a 'prophet' which of course they believe I am. Not many know why I'm packed to the brim -it happened from an early age. I am deaf and blind, spiritually.

Mom is reheating a zhang for my breakfast. Could use some food soon. Looking forward to receiving my new Bible later this week and reading more of God's word.

Fired some Nerf with mixed results. Will wait for the afternoon to warm up the air and see if the rounds shoot faster and truer. There was a spontaneous misfire in the middle of the session which could have been dangerous as I didn't wear eye protection. Yea, will wait a few hours and shoot some more.

Earlier, I wrote on my Medium about the 2+3 things that will soon culminate in the Tribulation:

1. Coming of false teachers / antichrist / false prophet
2. Coming of false god / beasts
3. Israel perpetrates genocide for land
4. Moral decline in the west
5. Persecution of believers worldwide

The proof of God and his salvation is that 3-4-5 covers 1-2. Imagine all five things are predicted by Revelations but we see the pattern of 345 / 12… repeating. By saying all five occur we prove nothing 100%, but by saying 345 covers 12 covers 345 covers 12, there is revealed, a machine at work AGAINST God PREDICTED by God in the Bible. When you see a machine what does it mean?

My friends, it is a power at work. A power that will reveal itself when it has gained support enough to rule but we will see it and just as it happens, we will know -it is trying to replace God’s salvation plan. The same plan Jesus promised.

Maybe you may say -“he is Jesus” or say “it’s all a lie”. But then again, 345 occurs and 12 rises from under it. No, it’s not a coincidence but a machine to steal God’s harvest. We must know that therefore God must come.

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I made a stand for my compound bow, seeing as how commercial stands are pretty expensive, circa 50RM and they’re not perfect either. So now my bow stands upright as it should, a sign of the male potency, the Yang force versus the curve of it, the Yin force. IMHO bows are yin but compounds make them more yang.

Making pasta and meatballs for dinner with the folks. Should be good. Lower sodium as Dad needs it. Discussed John 1 where it seems Jesus _is_ God from the 'beginning'. The Bible is full of contradictions and the one I ordered says Jesus was God become man, something Pastor disagrees with vehemently.

The answers lie in Strong's concordance but that will be a topic for another post. May need to get cleaned again as I ate bean dip for lunch. Legumes have that effect on me.

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Dinner was okay. Tasty, said Dad. I didn't eat a lot as I was full of lunch and a heavy breakfast.

Monday 15 September

Was up earlyish. Managed to loo okay. Need to shower soon. Maybe by 9am. Liew forces marauding this Malaysia Day. They have no other joy since they acted out in the mindspaces.

Fired a few Nerf rounds and I'm getting better at targeting from circa 10m away.

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Back from lunch at the mall with the folks. Was attacked by American mind forces, even in my church circle. The telepathy in these last days has gone far awry. There’s no stopping the Asian demolition of the once superpower nation, no matter where the witchy Liew 6 are pushed. No peace for anyone White probably. But they won’t stop hijacking innocent lives. Maybe just play videos for them to watch, on the reality of the situation.

Just bought a new Bible for myself, circa 68RM. The Christian Community Bible. It’s nice because it has cut indices and it should fit snug into my Bible case. Wondering now what to do with my old ESV. Maybe pack it along with my EDCs? Not sure if it’ll ship / arrive early as tomorrow is also a holiday.

Refletched my arrows pretty badly but they’ll fly. Last night I pulled my bowstring and the thing / cams and cables and all,  still work. Thinking of shooting them one day down at the park when things get rougher and people won’t care. Seems Allen is building himself a bow, staying out of trouble is wise, old friend.

I am feeling a premonition. Somebody needs help / has been destroyed / is unwell. Perhaps there are legal proceedings if the ABY is to be believed.

I think Nerf rounds fire faster if the blaster is warm. This is probably due to the air compressed being higher in volume when it warms up after being kept in a/c over an afternoon. The difference is amazing when the air warms up just a few degrees. You can't see the flight of the ball, but with cold air in the chamber, you can track the ball easily and it tends to drop more.

Managed to get cleaned well. Will shower soon. Maybe work out a little earlier tonight. Something is not right... what could it be?

As Dr. W. K. Chu translated from the I-Ching:

 “Resoluteness. One must make the matter known truthfully in court. Also, one must announce it in one’s own city to avoid a resort to arms. Advancing is advantageous”

I wonder if my novella will be published then? And the Liew witchy 6 charged in court?

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Helped Mom make poached salmon. This time it was delicious, just cooked and still juicy inside. I sprinkled all-purpose on the outside with olive oil and garlic and a bit of white wine vinegar, garnishing it with tomatoes. I think the secret is that I turned the salmon over in the poaching water, so it cooked more evenly and all way thru. Dad said it was good.

Then suddenly, after my shower, I was struck with a belly ache. Thankfully, I got cleaned well and washed up well. About an hour to go till my workout. Decided not to attend church anymore as it seems people don't really like me. I will drop in online instead. Some of the info they give out is precious and it can fuel my preaching online as well, indirectly.

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Took my meds, almost 11pm. Fired more Nerf rounds. I am getting more accurate with the blaster. Just a few inches off target.

Sunday 14 September

Was up a little late. Managed to get cleaned well. Took a shower and brushed. Was tired from all the walking I did yesterday so I didn't work out last night. Will do it earlier this evening. I put on 400g which is unexpected. Guess it was all that water I drank yesterday at the Bible seminar. Later, will be doing the weekly house cleaning. Liew forces and Americans still pounding away on Christians. Seems everyone is stepping on one another's toes, and we get the blame who are gentler.

At KLCC yesterday, there were many youth loitering and smoking. The number of beggars around Bukit Bintang have also increased. I noticed a surge in dodgy goods on the online shopping networks. You can’t trust people much these last days.

Can’t wait to wear my new cheap Decathlon basketball shorts.

Just swept the floors here at the shoebox. Mom dusted. To mop at 4pm. Nice to have a rest pushing 50 and bearing telepathic loads and attacks. Put on the air conditioning to cool down.

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Liew witches satay-ing me and my brothers in Christ, pushing me out of my writing mood. Perhaps the gospel will have to wait a few days while the 6 have their fix of persecuting us. But anyway, I think I've settled on my favorite Bible -my vanilla $2.50 paperback KJV printed in America. Its spine split so I taped it back together. The cover came off, so I replaced it with craft paper and some plastic book wrap around the last and first pages. Seems to be holding okay. Maybe it's a sign that I scored a Bible for 10RM. Maybe it will accompany me on many meets and travels, soon.

Tomorrow is 1a in the ABY and I will try to publish a short letter, if not with a Christian website, then on my Medium or Blogger, probably DogBlots. Maybe I will send it to Jimmy Evans who talks on the end times. I need to decide as the ABY indicates it is the right time -a time of winning the debate from the Enemy's own actions.

Just finished my chores for another week. Almost a week from my Arip jab at psych clinic. Liew witches grabbing hold of baby minds again, pushing them all kinds of illogical information. Their mothers and fathers can't believe the threats LiLian makes to win over their support. So many millions are doing this because a small number of people acted very wicked some time ago. Must think of a solution soon. ABY says today many turn and repent.

Worked out. Feeling good. May do some online shopping tonight or tomorrow since the next few days are holidays here in Malaysia.

Saturday 13 September

Was up earlyish. Couldn't get cleaned due to gas buildup. Coming up to 9am and I'm not ready to head out. May be 15 minutes late by the looks of things. Drank a bit of prune juice and had bean dip with prata bread for breakfast.

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Managed to get cleaned well after all and headed out to church meet. There was an enormous Malaysian national day parade with people in their traditional dress. I can't understand how being held up by the procession, I made it to KL in one piece and on time. A brother from Canada talked about the parable of the sower and its hidden meaning -it was great to learn a wisdom and be friends with a true church. He talked about faith in following the Lord Jesus' footsteps and it was a wakeup call for all of us who'd fallen asleep. Thanks to our brother for coming down to encourage us.

Later, American kids started a revolt, and I don't really understand them. Apparently, things in America are getting hairy. Things not normally heard of in the media. So, we helped out after some heated arguments but as Christians we had to make up and, in the end, cooperate on it.

I bought 2 pairs of basketball shorts which are quite weird. I think the material is very thin and has tiny holes but what the hey, they were 19RM each and 2XL which I require. I now have 4 pairs of presentable shorts which should do the job over the next year or so.

I have to talk about lust and the relationship between men and women.

But I say to you, that anyone who will have looked at a woman, so as to lust after her, has already committed adultery with her in his heart__Matthew 5:28

This is an interesting passage and a logical one. Earlier, Jesus says: who can make an offering to God at the altar with hate burning his heart -of his brother / friend etc? Who can serve two masters? Hate and Love? So it is with sexual desire: if you gather to yourself wives in the heart, how can you ever marry? And how will those women ever marry with a clear conscience? Sexual desire has therefore to be moderated just as anger -both natural behavior that destroys society -the perfect society God is preparing for those who want it / can understand why it is better and more pleasurable. 

Friday 12 September

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned. The w/c is slightly blocked so am doing the dish soap and hot water thing which worked the last time. Thankfully, this morning, I'm not constipated. Need to trim and shower in half an hour. Feeling generally okay tho family is using me to misdirect vengeance / hits.

Need to teach my family who destroyed other families of innocents, in their anger at the west. They were arrogant and using me as a shield, the donkey’s ass.

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Back from the mall. Mom got her Teva sandals. I paid circa 220RM. Quite affordable and is good-looking in a feminine way. The Liew witches lashed out everywhere using western babies. It seems like 2 enemies locked in a death embrace, reaching out for innocents to blame.

I’ve begun to write my 3rd book, a full length novel of over 40k words. This time, my technique will be to lushly describe everything as if every detail matters. I will pursue all leads and possible outcomes like a man possessed. But really the plot is very straightforward: salvation and physical safety. There will be just 3 major characters / protagonists, and lotsa extras who don’t arc. It will be suspenseful as all try for the prize in very different circumstances. Yes it is a Christian novel in essence but highly readable otherwise.

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Dad took us out for dinner at a nearby Chinese joint. Once again, he ordered too much food so we had to doggy bag it. I can sense he is a man who feels / knows his time is near. And Mom fell to a headache shortly afterwards. These are simple people who wove their houses a foundation of palms and felt rather good about it. "Build on rock," says the Bible. I'm not sure I want to go over to the BEC tomorrow tho it should be good.

Meanwhile, the Liew witches strike again and again in an end times nightmare. They have been disfiguring women and driving all the love from their hearts. A tremendous strain on the economy as well.

Taking stock of my wardrobe, more ripped shirts and shorts retire for sleeping in or discard. I now have only 2 pairs of presentable shorts but 8 good tee shirts. 1 have 2 good slacks and 6 good underwear. One formal shirt in case I ever need one. I need to get 2 more shorts, maybe Decathlon’s 19RM basketball shorts. Can’t go tomorrow as we have church meet. Must whatsapp Pastor now. Turns out we have friends over to talk to us in KL. Must try to attend punctually. Then I can get my shorts afterwards.

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Took my meds and showered. Am feeling a little gassy. Yet to brush and it’s almost 11pm. Worked out earlier and am feeling good. I think I will wear my hiking shorts tomorrow. One of 2 serviceable ones left. Need to sleep early, maybe by midnight.

Ate some leftovers after my workout made me hungry. Brushed. Was indeed just a wee bit gassy, not constipated. Past midnight and am still wide awake. Planning to get Dad rum and coffee tomorrow. Everyone gets an early birthday present! 

Thursday 11 September

Woke up late after experimenting all night with Hackintosh. I got it to run Catalina on my 2015 ThinkPad which was cool but pretty useless. I seem to be distro hopping too much lately. Folks have to go to the hospital to make another payment for Grandma. This has been a pretty lazy day overall. Liew witches flailing wildly so nobody can enjoy life. May have to mix / blend her heart as well. Because I can restore hearts it’s safe.

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Coming up to dinner time. Mom will be cooking. I slept before working out last night. Will work out earlier today, in preparation for tomorrow out to the mall, sandal hunting with Mom. Blended more hearts and will reverse it later tonight. Finally got round to shaving. Am using Rocky Linux now, with Gnome-Lite. Saves a couple hundred megs.

Workout felt good. Am a little constipated tho I got cleaned mostly okay. Mom has cleared her constipation. Should be fun to head out to the mall tomorrow.

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Will be showering soon. Need to get cleaned again. Feeling hectic for no apparent reason than other minds pressing in with their concerns. The news is rife with tragic crimes and frivolous monetary hijinks. It does feel like the storm is brewing as in the days of Noah.

Wednesday 10 September

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Was assaulted by Barneous Liew, brought to me by western babies and kids. Much of the west is corrupted by sorcery and blackmail, grooming / conditioning and the mind insurgents strike almost every target with precision.

Pagemaking is going well. Caught a lot of errors. Just a bit more to go. Have to fetch Mom from the hospital, then head out for lunch. Will run in the evening.

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Back from my brief run. Feeling good. Cooked pasta for the folks. Healthy, with fresh tomatoes and bitter gourd (small Indian ones). Used some olive oil and spices, optional cheese for protein.

Saw Grandma at the hospital where she's being taken care of round the clock. Think she feels better at least a little. This weekend, she'll be discharged to a recovery home for a while where she usually has a lot of fun. Trouble was we couldn't afford it full time but these are the last years of her life. Mom wondered about her last years as well. And so did I. Dad said the pasta was bitter. He is rather surly of late for some reason.

So "The Lesson of the Single Line Story" prophecy in the ABY came true -I finished typesetting 'iS' and will read it thru one last time. Caught a few errors earlier, hopefully no more. Then I can get it printed and distribute it sometime next week or so.

Need to shower and take my meds by 10pm. Work out a bit at 11pm. Getting more melatonin production from my floor level lighting LED strip which is less bright. Mom resting in me made me sleepy altho she was the one with insomnia. But I guess there's no other way to survive for the folks other than using and blaming me like countless others.

We tried to raise a morality bar and get the witches to measure up since they claim they can't survive. The network we stitched together is pretty strong but she's [LiLian] still nervous and her family plans to celebrate 9-11 are derailed and open for all to see about right now.

Read DogBlots for an AI analysis of my novella, iS. It borders on amazing -what it uncovered that I couldn't explain.

Zapped the formatting gremlins in the PageMaker file under 'Story' view. There were just a few. It is raining again. Been a while since I used DTP software which is so useful and precise.

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10pm and time for my meds. Shower was good. Am feeling more comfortable in fresh clothes. Less gassy. Brushed and will work out a little bit soon. Guess that's all for tonight. 

Tuesday 9 September

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. A long day at the bank waiting for the coin machine to be turned on for use. Dad and I got over 210RM from the loose change sitting about the house. And I volunteered my account number to receive the credit. Not that I have anything much to buy but just in case we go somewhere that's cashless.

Liew forces and westerners collaborated again, against God and the 2nd coming of Christ. There is no good way to settle these deceived and deceiving people down. Hell burns under them, metaphorically.

Today, I have to edit my novella one last time. Yesterday, I designed the cover well. Today, anything odd in the text has to be fixed. Then we go for print.

Am now typesetting the book in Pagemaker. I have an old version for PowerMac. Will need a few hours to finish the thing and generate the PDF. Meanwhile the Liew witchy 6 are destroying the world hand in hand with sinners they caught and threatened to expose. 

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Had Teochew duck rice for dinner again. Making good headway Pagemaking my novella. I guess it’s better than using OpenOffice. Now deciding on the fonts. Need to convert Windows Chinese accents to Mac accents somehow. Should have my PDF by late tonight. Somehow, lotsa women masturbating around me and my ex-GF twiddling my thumb.

Monday 8 September

Was up earlyish. Had a good sleep. Managed to get cleaned well. Liew witches still marauding. Nobody viewed my YouTube video overnight. It may take a few days to be slotted into others' feeds. 

Brushed. Room smells fresher. May head out with Dad later to drop Mom off at the hospital. No word yet on my querying.

Had a prata bread and iced coffee at the mamak (Indian bistro). Gut felt okay. No constipation. Need to get the LED strip from the old house as a night light. Today, Grandma may be moved to a home from hospital. It cost a substantial sum but she needed the treatment and later the round the clock care as she's over 95 years old.

Not sure what to do with today. Maybe will run in the evening. We clamped down on unreasonable children in the gentlest way possible. That one or two of them every day would pay for mass disobedience we've been tolerating so far, and in fact, dying from every day by the handfuls.

It's now time to design the cover for IS as today is 6f: "Lessons from the Disinclined Artist" in the ABY. Think I will do it in Canvas instead of hand-drawing it.

I did the cover design and am quite happy with it. Will print it on thinner glossy card with a saddle staple binding. Perhaps the edge of the pages would need trimming, so they do not protrude. Will get this done before the weekend. I will also be editing the book once more.

Done editing. Found a few errors which were corrected. Tomorrow may have a few copies printed as it is "Lesson of the Single Line Story" in the ABY. Will use something like Manila card.

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Liew forces pressing in on us, using false Christians as their shields. Need to think of a way out. Surely we live in the end times. Drank a Red Bull in preparation for tomorrow's long walk. Need to bring a bag of some kind to store the 5 copies of iS.

Sunday 7 September

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well. Today is chores day. Dad wants to start early as the folks will be out later, tucking Grandma into the care home to recuperate -where she's most happy being with other old people and being taken care of round the clock. It is expensive tho but for love, spend generously if you are able.

I swept the floors at our shoebox and Dad and I will be mopping. No running today, just a good workout tonight. Had a nice chapfarn lunch and drank soy milk with iced water. Talked a lot about religion in general, pertaining to salvation. It was a good discussion and altho I've lost my memory; everyone feels freer from the Enemy.

The gist of the discussion was centered on privacy, charity, and humanitarianism. These are a trinity of man's values superimposed over God's perfection, and riding over gospel so to speak, they entrap many who do not know that salvation is free. Not metaphorical but literal. Salvation from needing these trinity of laws cannot be bought and sold. The currency is not Christ's blood even, but forgiveness in light of the coming of God who makes all things right.

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Past midnight. Worked out, brushed, and took my meds. Also showered. Was strumming my guitar, my favorite Kepma + Daddario folk nylons, and came up with a song. It’s one hold pattern repeated up and down and middle of the first 1-5 frets IIRC. You can view it on my youtube channel, ChenKuang YAP. Had a lot of fun making the video and writing the music too.

Saturday 6 September

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and brushed. Head felt sore so I didn’t run. Bible meetup in a few hours. Dismantling the Liew witchcraft machinery over the west and parts of Asia. Took some hits. All must be patient.

Loads of genius level youth pressing in on us Christians and otherwise good people. They are mostly Asians. Not sure what to do. Meanwhile the Bible seminar is starting.

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We are compressing and isolating the errant telepaths so easily coerced into doing evil, there were a few adepts at picking up thoughts who savagely wrecked our emotions (between our church members). The trials of our brothers and sisters in Christ may be nearing the max yet world events are moving by the week as we suffer hour by hour. God help us.

I have decided to wear my MudMan solar day to day now. Swapped out the rubber strap for a stretchy NATO with a gold / yellow highlight. May run this evening at 6-7pm when my head is less packed. Right now, I'm feeling strained.

The MM solar is a watch not many people can love. It's bulky, oversized, and a bit amorphous. But I guess it's the most practical, having moonphase, thermo sensor, and compass. The one I have is the unpopular negative display model.

Back from a brief run around the block. My legs felt heavy but I persevered and was not out of breath almost at all. The benefits of running this way are enormous for me. My whole body now feels regulated and set right, burning calories and rejuvenating cells and organs as it should. BTW, I wrote another FREE article on my Medium: The strange case for Messiah. Read it if you can.

Feel like writing a full length novel right now but don't have a story to tell yet. Seeing as how I have a whole Saturday half of to do something good.

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Recovered some files I lost in the OpenBSD install on my used ThinkPad. Dinner was okay, frozen vinegar chicken my Dad’s aunt made. She’s now paralyzed and bed-ridden from a stroke. Such are the fates of people who grow very old and are protecting younger ones who made mistakes using telepathy. I protect some of my cousins myself. I get stuck quite often but it’s okay.

Skipping workout tonight as I ran earlier. Tomorrow, house cleaning day. Then the next day, my Arip jab at psych clinic.

Friday 5 September

Was up early. Planning a long walk circa 10am. Managed to get cleaned quite well after drinking a bit of prune juice last night. Mom is still backed up. She has a busy day, banking and visiting Grandma. Had a latte for breakfast and am feeling fine. Took a quick shower. Yet to brush.

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Went out for a walk a little late. The streets and shops seemed barren, most closed. Found out it was Mohammed's birthday. Still, I got IS (my novella) printed and bound for 14RM. Not sure what to do with it. Maybe deposit it in a book nook somewhere, have to Google for it and travel there this Sunday.

Didn't walk very long but I climbed a pedestrian crossing and mostly skipped lunch, having just one charsiew pao. Not sure what's the status of my query for IS. I did two publishers some month or so ago. Feels good to have a hard copy for my own.

And I still can't seem to read Ivy's book "The American Boyfriend". Somehow it's not something that excites me. I also failed to read The City and the Stars by good ol' Arthur C. It was a bit slow moving, and I put it down prematurely.

After dinner to get cleaned again and take a shower. Will eat less today, try to diet a bit. Today is ABY 3f, “Marsh. Business, pleasure, and psychic powers” VANITY, LECHERY, AND LOUTISHNESS [the quotation is from Dr. W. K. Chu].

Hexagram 58 – Marsh – Metaphysical Marvels: Unlocking Bazi, Feng Shui, Qi Men Dun Jia, Yi Jing & Date Selection

'Marsh' is apparently a time for sharing love and joy. Interesting that the Prophet was born on this day. My Book's title is 'IS' which stands for Inexact Science, so we have IS-علم (which is IS-alam) sounds like Mohammed's religion. Where I put it later will be important.

Got cleaned again easily and took a relaxing shower. Mom is still sitting by Grandma at the hospital with her maid who is Christian. They are at a Christian-run hospital. A good place to get to know God, even this late into life, with dementia and all, Mom included. The Lord works in mysterious ways.

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Helped Mom make dinner as she was tired. We had a long day all of us. Folks ate some ice cream. Comforts and love are what make growing old more livable. Talked to kids deceived by the evil Liew 6. They are now more decent citizens of the mind. Most were saved but there are a few percent permanently damaged. We tossed them away.

Tempted to get a Casio glx-9600 tidegraph moonphase for circa 220RM. Will wait a few days. Mostly, I don’t really want to spend so much on non-essentials anymore.

Brushed, worked out and took my meds all circa 10pm. Incontinence by tickling struck again but was easily handled with just a wet wipe. There are so many dumping thru me and otherwise betraying me. Managed to scrape off some tartar buildup so it doesn’t become excessive under my retainer. Generally feeling better overall.

Past 11pm and I’ve been considering the cheapest binding method: saddle stapling. I will use soft card for the cover, and color printing on the front with some advertising in b/w on the back saying it is a low cost edition. Sneaky me. If I can print 10 copies, it should cost 130RM+. Will work on the cover tomorrow. I have some idea what I want.

Thursday 4 September

Was up very early. Managed to get clean -was just gassy. Another round of prune powder water maybe? Mom being a night bird, woke up at 1:30am. Morning air is cool. Liew forces still at large together with sinful American kids whom they deceived. We have no choice but to fight back albeit gently.

Finally got cleaned fully and will take a shower soon. Salt prune water is a never-fail for me (being Asian). Prune juice might be the best way for the westerner. May wear my running vest out. Packed it last night.

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Back after a long morning-afternoon ferrying Mom and the maid to Grandma's and to the hospital. We had lunch out and I had my favorite sirap bandung ais (iced rose essence with fresh milk). I bought replacement energy gel as my old energy bar had expired 4+ weeks ago. Still tastes okay but the gel can last up to 2027 which is cool. Only cost 10RM.

After the rain, I should head out on a long walk. BTW the Koda energy bar tastes like fruitcake, only chewy and dense.

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It never stopped raining so I didn’t head out. Instead, I helped poach a slab of slamon for dinner. We also had sprouts and mash to go with the fish. Mom was pleased with the flavors. Afterwards we had watermelon.

Grandma is happy in the comfy room at the hospital. Mom will visit her tomorrow. I am sleepy from the morning’s early start and took a nap while we were eradicating the Liew forces who hide in important people to escape and use babies to rejuvenate their damaged cells.

Wednesday 3 September

Was up very early. Had ice cream for breakfast. Drank some water as I was parched. Went on a brief run. Can't say I feel great, running just an hour after waking up, but yea, I'm okay, stronger. Managed to get cleaned well. Shower later, maybe 10am. Day two of my overdue retirement.

Dad is watching the Chinese victory day parade. He is a sinophile, we being mostly Chinese by ancestry ourselves. Later Mom is taking Grandma to the hospital for skin treatment. Possibly she needs better circulation. Either way we mustn’t be negligent.

Talked about the communion actions of the bread and the cup, and the end times confusion (as predicted by Pastor) that will cause Christ to be mistaken for the Antichrist. We figured that the slain beast that still liveth must be the false Messiah or his nation / subjects. Possibly that nation will give rise to the 3 horns uprooted before the Antichrist himself.

Later I hope to link the mark 666 for buying and selling to the false Messiah and also the cashless economy / AI.

Applied some sideways vectoring changes to Frag so it plays more challenging.

Wrote a Medium article on the Pope -is he the / an antichrist? As usual, all my Medium articles are FREE. Need to get cleaned again but will wait for the Folks to go take Grandma to hospital. Getting cleaned in the shoebox is inconvenient compared to our bigger old house. Had chapfarn Dad bought us for lunch. Less than a week till my Arip jab at psych clinic.

Being retired is cool, also I get less disturbances from the Americans. Managed to get cleaned well. Hope there's no more to go. Unfortunately, the toilet is now temporarily blocked. Will wait for the TP to soften and dissolve which may take a few hours.

Found this website which details dissolving TP clogs. It can take over 24 hours. They recommend adding dish soap and hot water.

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Decided I will not be making my own PVC lever bow. It ought to work but I won't be the one who profits. Concentrate on Tai Chi and Nerf.

Did some coding on Frag, just to make the pods harder to break apart. Found the source of a nasty UI-defacing bug but will take my time solving it.

Worked out which was invigorating. Ate some noodles for supper. Tomorrow, a long walk in the sun. Took my meds. Brush at midnight. 

Tuesday 2 September

Was up early. Must have slept 5 hours. Feeling okay. Will get cleaned soon. Prepare to head to the mall. Liew witchy forces are more subdued. Need to do a little more coding.

Drank prune powder water as I'm backed up. Morning air is very cool, 25C. Liews starting to push in with pains. 

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Apparently, I was so busy I failed to update my blog. I made a sight for my Nerf blaster that is dead cheap and maybe somewhat effective touch wood. Just a mirror overhung with a length of red wire. The whole contraption sits on the barrel knob which is used for rough targeting anyway.

Didn't get anything from the mall, just prodded in the butt by people who seem to by my own family, making me a little uncomfortable and smelly. Overall, the prune powder did its job and I'm now clean and fresh again after a shower and change of clothes. First day of my retirement.

Was thinking of adding one or two features to Frag seeing as how the night is pretty free of chores and mindspace duties. Would like to counter the angular thrust of the player fragments / pods and launch some fragments zig-zag to clear off pod swarms.

Had Teochew duck rice for dinner. I may eat some fruit later as today I only had cucumber slices. Will work out at 8pm. Code afterwards.

LiLian and her army of sinners roll on, devouring the average housewife and her kids / babies. I don't know what to do about this -it's a major problem. And I wonder when it will be brought to light by the authorities.

Not yet 9pm. Took my meds and worked out. Brush soon and just doze off without a care. Plan to run tomorrow morning, before it gets light, if possible. Grandma has contracted some kind of infection and we're planning to send her to hospital tomorrow. Better late than never as it is a negligence in the making.

It's a minor paradigm shift to be retired i.e. to have enough under one's belt to say 'that's enough' to yourself. Been thinking of what I would like to own that I haven't got already:

1. Not strictly an own, but I would like to take up Tai Chi down at the park every weekend.
2. Want to own a Kijang Emas -Malaysian gold bullion but the price of gold is sky high
3. Want to learn Math and Computer Science
4. Think I need another buzzer before too long
5. A big bag of salt prunes for my constipation (I swear it's my folks' issue not mine)