Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Last night fell asleep amidst attempts to grow my bones, jerk my legs, prick me on my stroke wounds. General cruelty. Will take a shower before heading out with Dad. Showered and am clean for the most part. My butt hole smells a little for some reason. I used to have this hose to wash it with but now we just have a spray. May be a sign I have 'unfinished business' tho it seemed done with!
My new gloss black SAK is arriving today [black is a great color for SAKs]. I've laid out the money. Tomorrow, my savings will be restocked by Dad. About $100 every month. My old knife goes to my cousin. It's not junk -these things last a lifetime and it's full of my memories and love, just a bit chipped and scratched.
Later, have to finish writing my final song, "Open Up". 1 1/2 weeks till my Arip jab at psych clinic. Try to go on a run sometime this week. Always feel better after a 3-minute run round the block. I exercise very little and eat a little more than I should.
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Bought lunch for me and Mom. Spicy noodles and flatbread with bean dip. I almost spilled all the iced tea, not realizing it was unfastened. Dad is at our old house where there is a garden for him to weed and lose himself in. Many of our family have mental health problems as well as physical medical problems. No doubt most of the latter comes from the former. Then all of them pile onto me who obeys the gospel and I look / act bad. Nevertheless, they are family and some, friends. What is gospel without friends?
My parcel is a little late getting here. Hopefully it will arrive in the late afternoon if at all.
My new SAK is in the house. Forces are moving, the balance between good and evil is being readjusted. Strange things may now occur -signs and wonders laid over human tragedy and folly. Check out my FREE Medium post on my new knife and bicycle chains innovation. A bit of a luxury to own a (new) SAK in this economy. But carrying a small blade is useful and my cousin could use some love.
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Dinner is over. Mom says my ginger garlic fried chicken was good. Used a little oyster sauce and water to deglaze the pan. We also had Brussels sprouts, microwaved. I took a good shower and am no longer smelly. I think lots of people are in my bottom. Try to run a bit tomorrow morning, early, before getting clean. Feeling more relaxed and am able to explain the prophecy or signs some people are seeing. It is actually very simple.
You can choose left or right. People are like that. You cannot choose up down, or front back. We are considerers of side to side logic. For example, if you die in a plane crash, it is not because of anything but you chose left over right or vice versa. I will explain: right is associated with Yang and left, with Yin. It is not merely a direction. It is also associated with higher emotions approaching spiritual beliefs. For example, if I want to put my cousin on my right hand, I give him a Yang object and I assume the Yin black and small pocket knife. So you must count the number of hexagram lines appropriate to the outcome you want to achieve. Yang is a full line, Yin is a broken line. But the subject of I-Ching is very involved so you want a Fengshui master’s advice, not layman me!
Tomorrow, I can’t head out as my cousin(s) and uncle are coming. Will stay home and do some writing on gospel topics. Maybe expand on prophesy and how it works. God’s prophecy vs. man’s signs and wonders. Go to DogBlots where I write more on scientifically explained prophecy.
The reason for having 2 blogs is to split my readers’ reading load and flow my blog more naturally. I like to speak my mind spontaneously and sometimes I do it elsewhere from the current topic on one blog.
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Took my meds and brushed. Will work out at 11pm. Feeling okay. Was recounting WW2 with some British friends who were in / were linked to Malaya. Worked out at midnight. Feeling good.
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