Friday 26 September

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered, brushed and changed into fresh clothes. Couldn't make the morning run. May do it later. Western forces pressing in with their babies and children, realizing there's nothing much going on here -they stopped it all, leaving my life empty and rather meaningless.

Mom is heading out on a long day, to hospital, the bank, and to visit Grandma as it's close to her birthday. Grandma's been feeling better lately and is more positive. She has little to no health problems aside from the dementia she has to bear.

We were talking about telepathy and doing crimes in the mind i.e. using powers (mass effect), and chain-lettering slander, to ruin others. And my friend wondered how he would ever be safe. It’s common knowledge that minds and hearts pack side by side with one another, anyone can be in your thoughts. Why reach to your left and maim, to your right, and blame. What will you have left? Silly friend, you need protection for the rest of your life. And you’re beating down our door, this home, while the world watches. I will organize your protection -don’t anyone do it again.

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Just 2 hours or so until my cousins get here. The toilet's been unblocked, and I've cleared the stray hairs from my room floor. Lubed my old SAK before I pass it down. Just used a little cooking oil. Mom is being more independent and is now driving to Grandma's nursing home by herself. Helped her get going. All of us are suffering from a bit of dementia / brain fog due to family squabbles. Not to say being used as scapegoats. There's nothing we can do -these are the times of sorrow, near the end of the age.

I made my bed and put away some laundry that was on it. Changed my pillowcase. I had been falling asleep each night on a bare mattress, consequence of being run around, shitted, and pain-given in the mindspaces. Everyone who does evil is now afraid of God's ever encroaching prophecy. They tried to turn it back -the Liew witchy 6 and their posse of downfallen VIPs, but they have so far failed. It won't be a surprise if they turn to outright violence. I now know why I was put here -to oppose the Liew 6 for as long as possible, that they do not prevail.

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I took a quick shower and will wrap up tonight as lazily as possible. Had good fun with my cousins, uncle, and other relations. Half past 11pm. Need to take my meds and brush. Maybe work out a little bit. We had fried noodles for dinner. Seems nobody divorces, unlike as my psychologist predicted and my bow string won’t snap either. My cousin didn’t fit in in Europe as she thought she would -it wasn’t anything more serious than that.

Helped Emma write a song because she insisted, since yesterday, and told her to put up her hair for the video. I only had a little of the riff and the grain of a lyric concept. Her team are putting it together for her professionally and she’s happy which is what matters.

The exchanges in mindspace are flying even as Israel steamrolls the West Bank. I can bet America is holding Iran’s leash and the UK are restraining Russia whose motives aren’t as clear. It’s a mess. Must remember to pay for Dad’s badminton tee shirt, his birthday present, that is ‘dry fit’ and hope it wears cooling.

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Liew witchy attackers launched at our eyes, they have a beeline on our weaknesses and one is my sister who has some of our family on leashes. We played / planned our mindspace strategy somewhat wrong and it’s breaking apart. I said I would help stitch it together but it seems a mountain to move. There are 3 important things to do:

1. Present a united family and friends in mindspace and this starts from the outside. It starts by me talking frankly. Please tell the others for me, what happened the day of the ‘spying’ and the ‘dog’.
2. Those who are guilty to admit it and change. It starts with offerings and declarations to the most high god. I will explain, we all secretly believe in god in the highest but never offer delicious acts / deeds / beautiful behavior, or declare / swear oaths of peace and love by Him. How else does guilt have any end? He, god most high, is the ultimate broker of love and forgiveness, the invisible mover of hearts to reconcile. Feel His spirit and comply.
3. Those who have sin have to learn Gospel! The science of your body -the way it was made and functions. For example, a coward has to be brave. Who can make a coward brave but Jesus, his atoning blood. When we think of the Savior we can do anything he can as well. How then shall a coward not be brave, and be so without shame?