Monday 1 December

A new month. I'm up at 6am. Couldn't get cleaned so I took dried salt prune water like I did 2 days ago. It didn't work for Mom yesterday. She's still backed up. Wonder why it works for me?

Today, will be seeing my psychiatrist for my monthly Arip jab. Then we'll be going for lunch afterwards. Do some coding in the late afternoon. The final bits of it. Liew witches taken to striking me on my ribs, secretly giving me cancer etc. thru family and certain friends who sinned. Life is like that, I guess. When you're unpopular with kids and babies around the world.

Brushed and am waiting for the prunes to do their job. Drank more water. Hope to go by 8am or before. Debug FastCN later on.

Found the bug. There was one more I had overlooked. There are not 1x3 1x3 1x3 but 3x3 3x3 3x3 to compare. Also managed to get cleaned well despite the Liew witches’ attempts to block my laxative. They also tried to keep me awake all night last night but I took more rivotril and fell asleep easily.

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Back from psych clinic. Jab went well. Will pick up Dad's parcel from the PO later this afternoon. Had lunch at the downtown mall. Mom wants a square pendant but it rather picky about it. 

Super hot out. Wore my Oakleys or I wouldn't have survived. Collected his Shopee buy with no hassle. Just had to wait 15 minutes as there were other customers. Tonight, Mom will be cooking dinner. Need to rehydrate. There are still recognition bugs in FastCN but it's too hot to do much work. Maybe in the evening if it rains.

The heat carries on into 7pm. Helped make a salad for dinner. Bittergourd (Indian, crinkly) and tomato with garlic and salt, vinegar, and tomato truffle sauce. The larger Indian buttergourds are less bitter.

Reordered FastCN’s stroke dictionary for easier learning. Other than that, did little work on the applet. Liew witches sensed a bad prophecy involving many things they are now proceeding to crush. Need to talk and explain a bit.

The explanation was good, and now Allen is left out on a limb for fraternizing too much with Americans who don’t trust him. Dude, you have to come home to Malaysia / Philippines(?) for safety.

Managed to get cleaned fully at last. Uncorking a wine -sorry for the analogy. Need to rehydrate more I guess. Meanwhile threats of cancer radiate round our family. As usual I am the default bearer.

Need to take my meds and shower soon. Will skip workout tonight and go walking tomorrow. Produced a chart of all characters on one page, so I can better work out the sub-strokes. Imagine just 30-something strokes can be so laborious!

Feeling fresher and more comfortable. We'll see if my digestion improves tomorrow for my trip to Kuala Lumpur. May stop at KLCC and branch out from there, get a few hours of walking in. Sun heals damaged parts, YMMV. 

Sunday 30 November

Was up earlyish. Couldn't get cleaned much, mainly gassy. Need to drink more water I think. Haven't been doing my coding. Writing a new song on guitar. The melody and lyrics are still floaty / haven't gelled but the chords are nice, just 4.

Been coding for a solid hour. Weeded out many bugs and kludges. Running fast.

Had to stop to help sweep the floor of the shoebox we live in. At 4pm to mop. Dinner will be takeout. Despite the sheer speed I'm getting from this Python script, it's got the indices all wrong and will take a while to correct. Just scanned the print outs and they are a mess.

Unfortunately, there was a blowup in the mindspaces which needed some attention but it doesn't appear people will stop their war-telepathy anytime soon. It may be incurable -something we have to live with for the rest of the birthpains years / months / weeks.

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Just finished weekend housework. Tomorrow to collect Dad's oil from the PO nearby. Later Folks will be bringing home dinner. I finally finished that song with Tommy's help -he found a key chord mod I needed. So shortly, there will be "Spring's Early" on my Tumblr blog.

Coding is going well. I have the indices almost corrected and the new more abstract strokes plotted out. Liew witches are not happy with the prophecy unfolding. The prophecy by which they destroy music and champion heterosexuality. Can’t wait for dinner.

Dinner was good. I gave Mom a laxative drink as she’s been blocked up for 3 days (today included). Myself have been a little blocked up today. Stabbed in the ribs by the Liew witches. Rehydrated more ahead of tomorrow’s visit to my shrink. Need to wake up early, circa 6am.

Took my meds, brushed with my special gritty toothpaste and slanted bristle toothbrush, supposed to be good for healthy gums. Workout at 11pm. Wrote on Medium about December 7th -next Sunday. An interesting sutra in the ABY, 12a: day, also month, and year. There will be a powerful force of hidden power for good. Maybe thru my music too.

Worked out 11:30pm. Feeling good. Getting progressively stronger. FastCN detected its first correct characters, including some odd bracket glyphs I need to remove later. ceDict search fired up nicely afterwards. Disinfected my room with a spray bottle. Once in a while it removes germs and mild odors. Seems I just need more intelligently plotted stroke matrices and perhaps more of them strung together (by the user). The first thing it spewed out right was ⺬which really is a radical IMHO, not a character.

Closing in on midnight and I'm sleepless somehow. 

Saturday 29 November

Was constipated yesterday and this morning too. Took a salt prune + water laxative. 3 prunes, grated and 2 large glasses of water as I am 90kg. May take an hour to work.

Last night's cover re-design was good. Still feeling the good vibes from the successful graphic design which I chanced upon while pushing pixels. I didn't use a font, everything was hand drawn in GIMP.

Finally was able to get cleaned. But will wait another hour or so before heading out in case I have to go again. Prune water is a little unpredictable. Disinfected my mattress and room. Later to shower, brush. Liew witches not as powerful today. Nobody is loaning them their kids and babies, usually done for fear of blackmail / health / disfigurement attacks.

And... I am free to walk today! Will be heading out at 11am. Need to brush. The newfangled toothbrush and premium toothpaste makes me eager to clean my teeth twice every day.

Dad is buying us lunch later so I will stay home till after, then walk. Shower was good. Feeling clean, odor-free again. Room also smells fresh. Will take a break, then try to finish my Python applet.

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Back from over an hour out, walked in the sun about 40 minutes. Also walked up stairs and a pedestrian overpass on the way home. Bought Mom a knitted octopus -yea a 3D knitted one for 28RM. She likes it. Something to brighten her day. Tomorrow, house-cleaning chores. Not to mention the parcel from Perak to self-collect nearby as the shipping was less that way. 

Took a shower. Helped diffuse a confrontation by push and pull love. Building confident relationships that are holistic unto now, later, and forever. Will take my meds at 11pm and work out thereabouts, brush too.

Talked a lot about falsafah, and how it is important to religion in general. About how God doesn’t come from thin air or from nothing. He comes from our philosophy -our world view. He exists in our nature, good and bad, to choose good. And that would be a positive outlook. We would be blessed. This is not idle talking but the product of falsafah-agama. We know God thru this relationship. It is self-explanatory. Those who fight God are cowards by nature, who doubt God are lower intelligence, who hate God are destructive. Tomorrow we shall talk more on Atheism as a function of falsafah negatif / self-destructive nihilism. Where there is no doubt, there can be no logic. Think about it!

Friday 28 November

Was up early. Unable to get cleaned, just gassy. Maybe last night's diarrhea. We'll be going to the downtown mall for lunch. Brushed, will shower at 9-10am. Don't have much mood to code, this damp and cold morning. Liew witchy forces still working the mindspaces.

Back from the mall. Didn’t get anything for myself, just a light jacket for Dad who needs to keep warm, dry. Don’t feel like coding much but FastCN has to progress. Will be more diligent and hope to see better results soon.

Trying to find a way to ignore a character in a string from being matched. Like a wildcard. Decided to use a set of indices to define the pattern of 1s. By the side, I will plot the pattern it refers to in comments. And I will use 1-7 for black pixels and 0 for pixels that must be white. There will be 3 strings in an array for each row, keyed to by the ASCII the user entered.

Liew witches admitted that the west is an invaluable friend to the east and the east, somewhat stunned by Donald, has always seen America and Europe as good for money. Liews, you were wrong and misled many unto the brink of poverty and emotional desperation. Hereby the war in mindspace will wrap up well.

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Feeling lazy after making dinner for the folks. There is actually serious coding work to get done. Or should I say comparing work. I have to look at lotsa characters, maybe a few hundred, to determine what are unique parts that fit in with 35+ strokes. The matching code I did earlier, and it was quite easy.

DIYing a papaya picker for Dad based on a video on IG [purple papaya picker] as it doesn’t ship hereabouts. I guess it’s up to me. Bought him wood essential oil. He somehow likes polishing stuff.

I drew this in Freeform with Apple Pencil. A 3-split Coke bottle with rubber band seams. Note the out turned lip to avoid abrading the fruit. This was my original idea in the raw but it was reinforced by the PPP, mentioned above so we’re gonna try making it.

Past 11pm. Just brushed and took my meds. Thinking of heading out tomorrow on a long walk. It should be a cloudy day according to forecast. Slight chance of brief rain at noon. Will do a quick workout at 11:30pm. Seriously need to analyze the char strokes this weekend and finally release FastCN, as all the logic is in place and the data too. Next week, appointment at psych clinic for my monthly Arip jab. Looking forward to seeing my shrink again. May buy him something for Xmas as my money situation is stable this month.

Almost 2am. Feeling sleepy despite taking a cup of coffee for some odd reason. I redesigned my eBook’s cover. Looks great, see DogBlots. Also worked out earlier and am feeling good. Did some work on the stroke dicrionary as well. Finished a quarter of it. Rest is harder.

Thursday 27 November

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and changed. Brushed. Feeling more into the groove, lately. Coding going well. It’s not a complicated applet by any stretch. Shoulda finished yesterday but my mind was hazy and pestered by vengeful western kids. This morning, more were brought in, suffering and disenchanted, under a witchy spell woven by the Liew 6.

Will be running before lunch, in 3 hours or so, just around the block and back. This weekend, a torture walk. May try to use my Garmin to navigate to Asia Jaya.

Disinfected my room, mattress particularly, otherwise vermin comes in, flies, roaches, moths, etc. This morning, the air is cool and a breeze is blowing thru my window. No bad odors.

Coding requires some thinking. Indexing issues to be finalized before tweaking the match patterns, etc.

 

Back from a brief but invigorating run. Twice a week to heal and feel better. Also one or two long walks. Will go walking on Saturday. Meanwhile FastCN is throwing some errors. Have to review the list separation code and loops. Can't believe this tiny applet took so long. Was supposed to be in beta testing by now. Put on the air conditioning to cool down.

 

More string indexing issues clogging up the search routine. I was careless with that part. At least it runs and tries to find a char, which takes a whopping 6 seconds. 2 would be better, even on this very old i5. A cause for celebration. 2 weeks of designing and coding finally produce a Python applet.

 

Nasty scare when my BT Wavekeys got hijacked -same as my air conditioner previously. Somehow it's back under my control. Maybe the guy got tired of jamming me. Mom's underwear is arriving today. Taking a break from debugging for now.

Saw some videos of opening up a garmin watch. The batteries are circa 80RM, and there’s a solvent needed to unseal the bezel-screen. You have to remove the old glue and put new glue on. Then clamp with tight rubber bands for some hours. So actually, A Garmin could potentially last until it’s fried, say in 20 years, with 160RM worth of repairs. A cost of ownership of 60RM per year which is reasonable.

It is the same cost as owning a Bambino, 60RM a year or roughly $14 /yr. But you get a lot less functionality with that option, tho more resale value if you chose the sub 40mm model which is hot and rarer, especially the coffee-cream hilited dialed versions -or were those in the Orient Star line?

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Made pasta for dinner, for the folks. Semi vegan. Just veg and dairy, no eggs. It’s raining again, just after the delivery ninja delivered our parcel. He braved the unsettled weather just to earn enough to survive. Apparently, Malaysia will be hit by a cyclone within 48 hours. Never seen a cyclone before.

Been prevented from finishing FastCN. Will resume at 7:30pm -just sort out the indices problem. I already regenerated the file so that there is even spacing between strings of 1010s. This tweak will take maybe 10 minutes, then I will redraw the 38 strokes in the dictionary to be as abstract as possible, focusing on the uniqueness or distinctive shape of each one.

Tomorrow, will be going to the mall for lunch. Not sure which mall. We have a lot of aid money from the government to spend on necessities. Am not sure what to say about aid distribution, looking at how some are suffering. Yea, seems unfair.

Also on the issues table is women’s problems. The oldest trade is selling the beauty of women. The second  oldest trade is jealousy. Together, this formed the economy even until modern times. Yea, money is the result of the above and by and large politics, which are economics moderated by Faith / religion. Love of money naturally leads to enemies and to diseases. All luxuries are a love of money. But in these times, we need luxuries, superlative professional products, to earn money, superlative skills and plenty of flesh. 

Such as I own an iPad 10. And my Garmin E. The only way to fight the love of money is to be charitable, there is no other way. And as for being labeled a tempter, a sinner, know that as I said,

Only the wise are tempted, the others are temptations as surely they will be forgiven.

So be you self-controlled. It is a virtue that breeds confidence in showing love, and leadership among men. It is a virtue that leads to being taken good care of by the Most High.

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Had diarrhea for some reason. Found out how to fill the cistern faster, using the hose. Shower soon. FastCN produced too many results. Need to limit it somehow and / or be more specific. At least it's searching the data file fully now that I corrected the string indices.

Taking a shower soon. I can't fix the app tonight. Hopefully the fix is easy as changing the stroke matching arrays. But soon it will be 10pm and I have to sleep early tonight.

Sprayed my room with diluted disinfectant. Particularly my chair (piano bench) and mattress (where I lie on most of the day). So far no more flies attracted to my room and its occasional odors. Kills germs too. Just need a little of the stuff, and quite a lot more water. I have it in a small spray bottle.

Time for meds and to brush. Sadly I can't finish coding tonight. May skip my workout and do it tomorrow during the day.

I got 21 reads on Medium and there are still 3 days left in the month. And my Sci-Fi story was rejected. I've come to accept I'm not much of a writer. Maybe I will quit trying that. Call me slow, but I haven't figured out what I want to be yet. What I excel at. Heading over to DogBlots now. 

Wednesday 26 November

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed (with my hi tech paste and toothbrush) -it seemed a wise move to avoid oral problems this near (yet possibly a year or so) to the resurrection / rapture.

Made good headway on the bitmap font thing. Being small, I can track pixel direction changes more easily and quickly. Unfortunately I have to learn about byte manipulation which I’ve not done before.

Liew witches attacked sensitive Asian people together withe UK mind forces. We had no choice but to power them off or the whole of Asia will be affected. I am not happy we had to do this. It is reversible with medical / chiropractic attention.

 

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Mom and I headed out to get some lunch. We had orange juice with milk and fried ramen, some meat and fish. It wasn't very hot and might rain later. I finally got all the Chinese character bitmaps (.png) made. Now for the compare, which I already started yesterday, then we should be done. I also need to redraw 35 strokes as 1-bit pngs. May take some time.

 

I will be using direct array comparison instead of  redrawing the strokes. I'll just enter them as arrays of 1s and 0s. Already dumped the char array data into a file, chardata.txt. Searching thru it is pretty fast, a fraction of a second but may be 10x longer if the search involves array compare.

Managed to get cleaned well again. Musta been the curry I had for lunch. Should shower now to avoid the centipedes which sometimes appear at night.

Read my SubStack post on Time. Does the definition of time actually exist?

Am being attacked by Liew witches, bullying Malay families and inciting hatred towards me and Christians in general. This is since they lost Western kids and babies’ support.

 

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Worked out and will take my meds now. Feeling energized from my exercise routine and am looking for a way to produce calligraphic-looking bitmaps which are 13x13 pixels. Brushed with my new toothbrush and toothpaste that care for my gums. I have been happier since owning premium things like the oral care, and my Garmin tho it's entry level with GPS and simple monochrome maps. Premium things that aren't wasteful but useful, I guess you could say.

 

It's after 10pm and I have to rough in some stroke bitmap data (array form). Then I want to deviate to look at calligraphic bitmap fonts -can those even exist or can I roll my own using a Numpy or Pillow algorithm? 

Tuesday 25 November

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Went out for breakfast Dad after dropping Mom off at hospital. Should be getting my $100 in today. I will have 700RM in savings, 500RM in my wallet. Just got this rejection e-mail from FFM:

There were 3 judges, and…

Reader 2 Vote: Yes

Reader 2 Comment: No comment was provided.

Haha, I got my first yes! Albeit not enough to be published apparently. Thinking of it as a rare and special thing. My other submission is ‘under consideration’. I will get my first trad pub acceptance or rejection e-mail soon. Either way, it will be an experience.

Coding started last night hit a snag. I can’t use the TC font so had to switch to SC, or simplified Chinese. This was fixed and now am dumping points into the arrays.

Mom’s 2 undies should arrive tomorrow all the way from Singapore. Am being forced out of my own mindspace somehow. Need to counter with some blunting shrouds.

My story got rejected yet again. Well, it was worth a try. Am focusing my efforts on FastCN, my Python app. Need to get all the strokes in each character and their slope.

 

Am being prevented from writing my journal today. There is something going on. People in trouble. And a giant volcano has erupted in Ethiopia. Evil forces are on the retreat but how long before they strike again, gathering newborns etc?

 

Coding going slow but steady. Am sitting at my desk but feeling distracted and a little lazy. I’m trying to get a 10pt bitmap font into FastCN cuz it will reduce overhead a lot, plus simplify stroke detection. I already wrote the detection algorithm which would work well on a small b/w glyph. But it’s almost 2am and tho I drank coffee and managed to get cleaned well, and am comfortable, sleep comes soon. Will read up on font to xbm conversion in Python.

Monday 24 November

Was up earlyish. Was gassy. Couldn't clear my gut much. Raining quite heavily. Dad took Mom to her hospital appointments. Didn't do any coding last night. Will have to put in an hour or so today.

Ubuntu 25 uses 4GB RAM with VSCode and Firefox (4 tabs) open, a terminal, and a PDF reader. Windows 11 uses nearly 4GB RAM to run just itself and its caches. Linux is the best for old computers like my 2015 second-hand ThinkPad provided you avoid Gnome and KDE, set up your own minimalist desktop. I use OpenBox and Tint2, displacing the original Unity while still having access to most of its apps and utilities.

Managed to get cleaned and took a shower. Am changed into going out clothes, Brylcreemed my hair back. Just waiting for the rain to stop to head out for some walking.

Witchy Liew forces based in the UK hammer on my churchmates, mostly Pastor, whom they know is important to the mission. Every Christian is hobbled by interpreting the Bible before the technology and intelligence to prove the point became available. There are loads of speculative commentaries which read this way and that, and a lot of 'maybes' and 'we do not knows' in Christian literature. A religion like a minefield. Best to believe -believe and be happy for the Kingdom cometh.

I am finishing coding FastCN today. The constellation algorithm that logs scattered black pixels and matches their array with strokes, array defined as well. Should be fast. I need to write 2 routines, gather and compare. Both are tricky. Gather has to capture twists and turns, and compare has to calculate slopes. I guess gather could do a simple LRUD sampling at say 2+ pixels apart, dump into array and iterate blindly. Compare could have a slope envelope +/- say 4%.

I watched too much YouTube and missed coding before dinner. Instead watching Christian videos on predestination etc. I wrote about it on DogBlots -that is the real work I am supposed to do, not match Chinese characters with certain strokes. But I will code around now, Just have to figure out the LRUD part. So if a non black pixel comes after a black one then it should seek again? And again? Cool...

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Past 1am. I'm coding like molasses after having dropped a lot of knowledge about controlling the mind. The Liew witches aren't giving up and have abused children again. They should be condemned. But it's late and everyone has gone to bed. Sinful people are their diet and they have machined into our head nerves with these western kids. 

Sunday 23 November

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Moon is starting to peek out a skinny crescent on my Garmin E. I sent out a story to a reputable Magazine that was accepting. Got careless and put our old house number there instead of the new one. Hope I can fix that later if it's published. Imagine, I could be published by late tomorrow!

The prophetic signs seen by my friends and family came to no good. It was not my story, Sea of Storms that was published but that the moon (hence sea of storms) showed up on my watch. One of my books became a movie. It should be Exploration: Open Secrets of the Bible. And I never made much from both -just a few thousand USD all in all.

As for FastCN, it got there eventually, and was the method used for teaching Chinese literacy in the near future. Some of my friends are selling the system even now -they can't wait. Again, I get little to no remuneration.

The scrying: I am later to be rich, came from probably the sale of our bigger house. I got a million from it. Sis got the rest. And with the money, I did not buy a Grand Seiko. But I and some family visited a boutique where Sis got her husband a better watch. They took me along as I'm a bit of a WIS. I was still wearing this Garmin E.

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Took a shower. Later to sweep and mop the shoebox. Dad might help but he’s still ill. Don’t feel like coding for some reason.

About an hour till chores begin. I worked out hard, having missed last night's session. Got a wee bit out of breath which is unusual. Felt some phlegm in my chest region but it soon passed. Dad is still coughing and Mom a bit too. Some reason, I feel sleepy -could be Mom using me. God knows she could've given me the acute insomnia back in 2007 and is being payed back who loves to push my meds dosage higher and higher.

Anyhow, it's my responsibility to stay healthy as possible, not Mom's or Dad's.

Was eavesdropping on Mom's YouTube feed. I think they (old Folks) need to drink more milk and eat soluble fiber to build and maintain muscle. They should drink more soup and take the ProEnzyme. Also a bit of exercise would be good.

Swept the floors and will mop in an hour from now. We had good food tapau from the chapfarn store nearby.

Mopping done. Requires slow moves and patience unlike sweeping. Almost half past 4pm. Thinking of what to eat for dinner but it's raining outside. Feeling a little gassy as I usually do in the evenings before a second go or none, depending. I'm growing old.

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Had a Maggi goreng for dinner. Was light and tasty. Don’t need to exercise, just brush and take my meds. The press of many people makes work hard to do. May code FastCN later, circa 11pm. So far nobody is reading my book on KDP. The system of evil played by the Liew witches bends all our doings and feelings to their supreme will. Sinners are born every minute, good people every morning, evening, a new day. Such are the few who are saved, harvested early -firstfruits for God. 1440 sinners to one saved. We are outnumbered if there were commanders of mindspace who were corrupt.

Saturday 22 November

Was up early after only 3 hours sleep. Mom didn't sleep at all and took some of my Rivotril. I guess she's worried over something important. 3 hours till I try to walk a course with my Garmin E. Should be a lot of fun. Will do it every week.

Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes. Don't feel much like coding. Maybe at 10am. Walk at 11am. Western people threw their kids onto my back to push me to death / madness, because I don’t understand western concepts of religion. I mean, isn’t “sin” our basic nature that fights against God. There is also guilt -unable to pay back for something you broke. Shame, for being exposed as a closet unrepentant. What more is there?

Hey, I can fix most of what the Asian witches broke. I am a (jointly powerful) clairvoyant with many telekinetic friends and holy ones. I have Jesus by my side, and Gabriel. Why do this to us? We are the dream team of telepathic healing!

Westerners attacked and threatened me with death blows to my stroke nerves. I have no choice but to cancel my course walk with my new Garmin E. Will probably run instead before lunchtime. We tried to offer an olive branch, to share some powers we have with the west in exchange for not hitting us.

Back from my brief run round the block. Feeling fresh, cardio, mental functions restored. Every once a week. Tomorrow, I may try to do the long Course walk from my watch.

Changed watch faces. This new one looks quite professional. Gradually becoming more familiar with this useful gadget. I managed to add a storm alert to the altitude and daily step counter. Can't wait for the moon to appear tomorrow night.

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Managed to get cleaned well. Took a much needed shower and am changed into night clothes. Dad isn't home yet and it's past 6pm. Hope everything is okay. We are lost for what to cook tonight. If you check DogBlots, my post (tagged "sale" or "sales") has prices of all the watches I'll be selling at a steep loss. All must go.

This is to fund a new iPhone for Mom after the previous 1.2kRM deal got nixed. I realized I have to raise more cash for a newer model, maybe the 'e' series or mini which might be cheaper.

I will still have 3 traditional watches (mechs) -Dad's college watch, his professorial watch, and Mom's birthday gift to me some years ago after my rehab. These I cannot sell.  

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I invented a fruit picker for bigger ones like papaya. It’s easy to use and cheap to make. Dad will be pleased. Just need to buy a pole. Next week we will be checking out garden power saws nearby as they are rather affordable. I need to walk tomorrow morning. Just a regular long walk to the downtown mall.

Time for meds. Will skip my workout today as I ran this morning. Maybe just do some stretching.

Friday 21 November

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. My Garmin is on its way over. Should receive it before dinner time tonight. Dad bought Mom dim-sum for breakfast and fresh flowers. Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes.

Tomorrow, going on a run in the park. Yet to complete FastCN. I think it needs more refinement. Am thinking that if x:y branching occurs it should be noted as well.

My Garmin is on delivery. Should receive it circa 1pm. Thinking that my general algorithm could work round dips and corners as it would hit the upper black pixels, having nowhere to go. But this complicates the matching conditions somewhat. Perhaps there should be a compare time threshold to ignore big deviations from the main stroke, concentrating on the x:y of the stroke the user wrote.

Heavy rain. My parcel will be late. It was 2 hours late but better late than never. Thx, DHL delivery guy for braving the rainstorm this afternoon.

Very pleased with the watch. Kudos for this, Garmin, and for putting on such a generous sale this holiday season. I will review it on my Medium and DogBlots soon.

Bought Mom orangey Sloggi go-allround underwear which was on sale. 2 pairs. Hope they fit well. Circa 30RM with delivery. Happy birthday! Sis got her her favorite orange cake. Yea it’s 5 weeks to Xmas. Later I will get Dad a gardening saw and fruit harvester. I have 170RM to use up.

Revenge from the Liew witchy 6, blowing out people’s asses near to me. I think of my work and my presents, those I gave to others, and am happy. They’re going wild after their faces and expressions were followed. They are hard hearted criminal minds.

Wicked kids from the west want our forgiveness. No one forgive them, they are of darkness. Most western telepaths and clairvoyants / specials in general are no more good, having been torn to pieces by their own System, and forced subservience to the evil Liew army of sorcery. Let them leave in peace. Don’t befriend them at all.

God told me the reason there is a delay in Tribulation. We are asleep, in a dream of our own egos. This is the inworking of error in the days of the coming of the end. To destroy the witch is later, after we all wake up. Be kind to those Liew witches who still remain, we think one has fallen. Be careful not to take away them all until the error inworked is removed, the dream lifted by God, thru world events aka suffering.

But those of us who fight the good fight can try to wake up. There is a way called throw away and pick up again. For example, if you were a magic swordsman. Throw down your weapon, use your other ways to win the fight, then take up your sword again. You will find in your weakness is God’s strength made perfect. You will suffer for His glory.

I have been told to explain further. It is like Jesus who so trusted in the masterplan that he laid down his life and took it up again by God’s power. We need no better example.

Worked out. Was important for health. Took my meds and brushed. I am getting stronger, eating less food. Drinking less coffee and taking more healthy green tea. My immune system is still strong and I brushed off the respiratory bug making the rounds from Dad who fell ill first. Now circa 2:30am. Liew witches harvested many western kids to do evil.

Thursday 20 November

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Debugging FastCN as it rains outside. Dad had left for somewhere earlier. Liew witches zinged me one time. Can't wait for my Garmin to ship. Should arrive tomorrow.

Actually, I thought I might need to go to hospital this morning from rectal blockage. I wasn't in any pain or discomfort but the load was firm and wider than I'd ever had before. Gradually it eased out. Leaving no mess. Almost didn't need to wipe but I gave it the usual dry, handwash, then water on TP. I use premium TP for the last 2 stages.

Will start debugging at 10am. Drank tea for breakfast. Brush now. Started early. There is some indexing bug. Somehow feeling oppressed and sleepy. Will work around lunch time. No hurry.

It’s time to address the 11 types of irritating and dangerous conditioning the Liew witches gave to your kids, kids from families with conflict,

1. This is actually a group of 4 types: cruel because was neglected, cruel because saw violence, cruel because was ridiculed by “god” figure, cruel because was stolen from. These lead to all sorts of mental problems including no respect (of boundaries / privacy / laws)
2. The second big group of 4 types: thieves. They steal 4 different things: others’ time by prevention / procrastination because they (the kids) stole from being poor, steal by breaking important things because of jealousy (again being poor), steal by erasing others’ minds and using their bodies because of hatred, not being treated kindly, steal and throw to the wind others’ ideas and opportunities because they simply love stealing and can’t profit from it yet.
3. The final group is 2 kinds, bouncers, good and nasty, who found one another or were matched and judge people, hitting them hard where it hurts. This is a blasphemy of spirit and it occurred because of unabated suffering. Often a witch placed 2 together to learn / support the sufferer, and evil takes and uses this to bounce with.
4. The last kind of kid is basically a narcissist. They are usually okay but are to blame for the many jobs they do for evil witches as they are often immoral or hyper-moral. They occur because of pampering by parents that somehow went wrong.

Are there more? Yes, of course, but usually they are also intelligent enough to not steal, kill, judge, and abet Satan. Eventually they change and are free.

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My Garmin has shipped. Hope it arrives tomorrow, before lunch or circa dinner time. Can’t wait for my first affordable smartwatch packed with everything I need.

Made much progress on FastCN. The notation is slightly altered and the image matching gets my custom code that hopefully works better. Right now nothing matches except to give a lengthy error. Should get results by dinner time.

Helped cook veg and eggs for dinner. Mom brought out the fish cakes she fried yesterday, with some sambal mixed in. We drank some cold tea. Showered and changed into fresh clothes. Am feeling comfortable. Disinfected my room as sometimes I get gas. Smells a bit like a hospital. Also my a/c eats harmful bacteria (nano-eg). Talked to kids and their parents about mental health and having a philosophy -the first step to knowing ‘god’. Prof Ng who treats me monthly will explain, hopefully, when they decide to get counseling.

Read my Medium article on algorithms and SETI / other things Chinese HERE. I also wrote on Substack about scientifically knowing God. Tomorrow is an important day for gospel. Unfortunately, I will be a little late sending that out, maybe in the weekend. But I have prepared the above for free.

Will lay down some code abstractly at 10pm. Need to work out a bit now. Eat something. After working out, phlegm got pushed about in my chest. Dad has it also and Mom too. Who brought the bug in is anyone’s guess. Feeling pretty good tho, compared to being a mattress potato.

Tomorrow is 8f in the ABY. “The truth is out there, so are you”. Is it an exhortation to wander? I should receive my Garmin GPS watch by then. And I will be about more often. Taking a break after fitting some code in. Will resume at midnight. Thinking about the coefficient. x/x’ and y/y’ should do, maintained along the stroke.

Took my meds circa 11pm. Brushed. Need to lay down some code but am feeling lazy. Meanwhile my parcel has arrived in PJ. Should get it tomorrow. Not sure if I should cut up a Chinese character into quarters. And I forgot to do those with just up / down, and just center. Quite some work left actually.

Viewed the M-DVR watch on YouTube and I think it’s certainly unique. Since it’s a prototype, I might as well speak my mind on it. It’s either squared markers and squared hands or swords over keystones, not mixed up, and the bezel has to have a more chunky appearance since the dial is a sandwich. Also make the red and white lower dial hi-gloss.

Wednesday 19 November

Was up earlyish. Ate a pau for breakfast. Didn’t work out last night. Will have to do so this morning. Keep up the exercise routine. But not too early due to my stroke. American kids going mad over the damage Liew witches cause their country, pushing her onto me.

 

Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and worked out. Feeling good for my walk today, maybe to MegaMall. Will leave circa 11am.

 

Coding FastCN enters an interesting stage. It would have been fun if not for those American kids and LiLian's big boo-boo. The problem, anything may be a stroke ‘word’,

1. If 1 is a stroke in 1234,  2 is a stroke, 12 is a stroke, 23 is a stroke, 3 is a stroke,  34 is a stroke, 4 is a stroke
2. if 1 not a stroke, 12 not a stroke, 2 not a stroke, 23 not a stroke, 3 not a stroke, 34 not a stroke, 4 not a stroke

Having sorted it out, the algorithm is somewhat different but the above working was what got me thinking programmatically. The applet is basically complete but untested. And it’s almost time to head out on my walk.

 

Back from an hour long sweat out under the sun and thru the mall. Feeling good. Will run again in the weekend after Mom's birthday. A cute girl admired my Oakleys. Had to wear them as the glare was harsh. Lately the UV has been up for some reason. But today was a little cloudier and may rain soon. Rehydrated a bit.

 

FastCN now runs fine but produces no output. First time using PIL. Will ask the AI what it thinks is wrong. There are some custom algorithms and some borrowed from AI answers. Roughly 50/50. Still no output. Needs debugging I guess. Will resume at 2pm.

Almost 3pm, unable to work as LiLian goes for the jugular against Malaysia as a whole. Need to think outside the box. Decided to wear my Swatch Sistem51 as a daily driver. It feels right and has Swiss design which is superior to Casio designs. This model, AM51, has appreciated 100RM since I got mine some years ago.

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Made good pasta for the folks. I used palm oil and butter, cheddar, yogurt, salt, mushrooms, red onion, garlic, truffle sauce ( one tbsp), and Barilla spaghetti no. 5. Premium ingredients made a tasty and lively dish. No eggs or meat, just dairy. Also added some chopped tomato so we all got our required vitamins and fiber. Think the key here was patience and careful frying and mixing.

Liew witches are attacking the Pope, using an army of kids from America. There are huge siege towers powered by geniuses and mental savants. LiLian is pulling out all stops to destroy prophecy. To derail Christ’s return if possible.

Took a shower. I tried blowing off an insect from my bed and blew a fart as well. Good time to wash and change out of my walking clothes. Almost 8pm. I need to code now that things are settling down in mindspace. It has become ambush space -haha.

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It’s past midnight and I’ve taken my meds and brushed. Will do some workout before 1am. I received my cancellation refund from Machines (iPhone 13) due to lack of stock and bought a Garmin watch instead. I had been waiting for the price to drop below 1kRM and saw the Instinct E going for 999RM. It was circa 80RM cheaper than Shopee’s asking price. So I got it from their official website instead. I got the smaller version, 40mm in a very blah charcoal color. Seems to have lotsa features. Can’t wait to try it out -my very first smart watch.

Now I have about 500RM in savings and 500RM in my wallet. I wonder if I’ll be more active now that I have a smart watch? And what kind of navigation ability does it have? I’m a poor navigator.

Tuesday 18 November

Woke up early to a surprise. Machines cancelled my purchase. No iPhone 13. Perhaps they couldn’t make the sale at 1.2kRM. Nevermind. I will get my money refunded this weekend, get something else.

Managed to get cleaned well. Brush and shower soon. May head to the park for a walk later. Maybe ride the train to the downtown mall.

Today is ABY 5f,

  5f - ䷙ - 26
“The Restraining. Power of the Great. Good fortune
from not eating at home. Advantageous to cross
the great water” --Dr. W. K. Chu

THE VALUE OF OPEN SPACES TO
TROUBLED MINDS : Elder Brother Yeap was
meditating in a public field not far from his home and
was moved to recite: “Stiff breeze rustles the domed
treetops. Shredded leaves blow across yellow-green
clipped grass. The earthworm’s tailings long left for
deeper moisture. The sky, a premonition of water in a
dusty blue crystal ball” Standing, he emptied his lungs
with “OM”. In the middle of the flat expanse of lawn, he
considered, “The world is mine for the taking”

As SNAKE-rabbit dominates, peace is achieved
through careful contemplation and emotional balance.

I'm not sure what it means. A sort of spiritual awakening? That I should head out somewhere -to a park?

Finally finished fletching all 3 of my arrows. I have 9 more shafts that need care but don't think I will fletch them for now. Will write some code before heading out at 11am. Now not yet 8am.

Had some bread, spread, and Milo choc drink for breakfast. Lots to do in 3 hours. Brushed. Resumed coding. Need to do some regex captures and keep an index on the spaces in the entry string. Liew witchy 6  can’t stop hurting people, myself included. Crashing people together who done dirty things to others in the cause of preserving peace. How unfair is that?

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Couldn’t head out this afternoon as Mom needed some errands done and lunch bought. Will venture out this evening, to the park for some ‘trail’ running. Had fresh orange juice and Maggi goreng, shared with Mom. Also got a loaf of bread which has increased in price by over 50% just for the ordinary wholewheat. No wonder luxury breads are sprouting on grocer shelves. There’s little point not eating healthy grains.

There was another Internet security breach. I was locked out of X / Twitter momentarily. Perhaps I write too much too often. Dinner was canned curry and okra in yogurt, 3 soft boiled eggs, and bread. Took a walk thru the park with Dad. He too is dieting. Staying healthy is important right now as the economy grinds down.

Am getting thicker round the waist. Not sure why. Must be water retention. Have to make a decision regarding matching strokes and position indicators in my applet. I think splitting them apart is counterproductive. And then the superimposing of strokes has to be managed. Would like to avoid this if possible, having one defining stroke per quadrant / central. 

Already 11pm and it looks like a coding all nighter. There seems to be another global internet crisis unfolding. Meanwhile the evil Liew forces are being kept in western territories for some reason. Is it a good idea to maintain an evil standing army right next to your own mind? Or is it better not to hold onto them like this? This actually is a mathematical theorum. 

If the product of danger versus peace is taken, then divided by the number of people you know, then we don’t care how much danger there is, it is just an active plane divided out among everyone in your sphere. And if there were more people, there might even be more danger. So yea, why bother to control it?

Upstairs, downstairs danger unknown, by whom, also unknown, unpredictable. So I propose, we just get everyone to be separate from the (peace X danger) plane by threat of death. This was the status quo back in the day. In and out, separate. No one is attacked unfairly or tortured mad. Shortly I will try to reinstate it as it sinks in.

Monday 17 November

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned okay. Showered and went for my weekly run. Feeling fitter. At noon, Mom asked me to get a loaf of bread and some food. Will leave in 20 minutes to the grocer.

Yesterday was pretty unproductive. I just did a load of bitmaps for the Python applet and laid down a few lines of code. Hope to pick up speed today. Had barley bread and Italian spread for brunch. Fueled me up to run but due to my stroke, I couldn't proceed to the grocer right away, need to rest.

Dad's cough is pretty bad and Mom's sore groin is gradually healing. Harry went ballistic over the poor pickings in these parts. Yea, these are poorer regions of Asia, mindspace-wise, where desperation led men to do evil in ignorance and gospel doesn't almost grow.

Mom didn't want a wine for her birthday and I can't find anything I like myself. I just go a new keyboard (old one was spoilt), splurged on a Razer mouse that was on discount, and got a tripod to mount my AKG Ara. All for less than $100.

Was thinking I could spend another $100 but don't really need anything plus the inflation and new taxes dissuade me somewhat.

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Coming up to 5pm. Still haven’t done any coding or glued down the final arrow. Pilate and Herod are on my tail. Pastor and the Liew witches in an unholy alliance. Et tu, Pastor? Can’t believe it!

There was a heavy downpour earlier but not much wind. Am feeling oppressed and unable to do much. I did write an inspirational Medium article and prepped one on Substack for tomorrow.

Saw a sale on the iPhone 13 -1.3kRM. It’s within my budget as a present for Mom. And I can probably get 300RM for her old Oppo a93. Might as well bite but I need to go to the payment location as COD is not available.

I got a voucher for a further 100RM off this phone and since it’s from Machines @Mall, I decided to buy it. Worse come to worse I can sell it without loss since it’s 700RM cheaper than retail. Like the time I got circa 200RM off the Apple Pencil at Harvey Norman. I hope it’s legit. It drizzled slightly as I walked to the payment store with 1.2kRM in my pocket, just holding my bulky Oukitel with the barcode on its screen. We’ll see when it arrives later this week if it’s brand new or otherwise.

Sunday 16 November

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Take a shower later and brush. Drank a watered down Milo for breakfast -a chocolate drink popular in Malaysia. I like it iced. There was a light rain. Didn’t do much work on FastCN -my Python applet to help promote Chinese literacy. Maybe later in the morning.

Liew witches turned my whole right arm sore in the night, using my friends and some family. I thought we had gotten rid of her but she bounced back using unknown powers to heal.

 

Showered, brushed, and changed. Disinfected my room a bit. Had a vegan ramen for brunch. Mom's sore / boil prevents her from walking so I may have to fix lunch later. Don't feel like working on FastCN. Later, we have to clean the floors.

 

I fletched a 2nd arrow, one left to do, maybe late tonight as it is fatiguing. Right now I want to draw Chinese strokes for my program. Will need good ol' Canvas 7 SE.

Finished drawing all the strokes and am now ready to glue code everything together. But first to sweep the floors and empty my waste bin.

 

Took about half an hour to sweep the shoebox. Lotsa dirt and hair. Later, at 4pm, will do the mopping as well since Dad is under the weather. Last night he had a terrible cough and Mom's groin boil / sore is troubling her. Sis says she will come later and maybe lancet it. Bought her a coffee and barley bread for ourselves. Feel like fletching the 3rd and final arrow about now, for some reason, instead of coding FastCN. And Dad is home.

 

Still have to tape and glue the final arrow's vanes but they're in place with the wall tack already. Stopped to design an archery target that's easy to move and gentle on arrows. It’s round and made up of 3 coils of rope under tension you can wrench to adjust. The first coil is tightly wound thin rope, the 2nd less tight and thicker, and 3rd the most loose and thick. This is more compact and portable than most targets and is also cheap to DIY. The design is meant to slow the arrow down quickly and gently.

Almost finished mopping which Dad usually does. Cut Dad some dried salt prune for his cough. Yet to do the kitchen, need a rest from the load of guailo I’m carrying. We were talking about evil babies made by the Liew and how their formative years shouldn’t be messed with. Tell them truth, simple truth, not erase them and leave them lost inside well into their 20s. Jesus said not to mess up teaching kids and babies wrong.

Managed to get cleaned again and showered. Am not odorous tonight. Still raining. Think I will cut out the images of Chinese strokes I drew and separate them into bmp files, then generate bmp files of about 8k Chinese characters tonight. I need to make a zoom-fit, move around function. Then I need to fletch that last arrow well. Now almost 8pm. Try to pull an all nighter.

Decided to glue the arrow tomorrow so it’s just positioned and bound. Generated all the bitmaps I need and am ready to test image recognition. I think pre-generation is important for speed as there are thousands of Chinese characters to loop over. Then ASCII symbols have to correspond to the 30-something strokes, and the quadrant / central symbols obeyed. Finally stuffed into the matcher function Pillow provides.

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There was a prophecy made up involving important people and important events. This is actually an extension of a humanly power we all have but don’t string together one to the other. The power is emotional, and it is indeed LOVE. What most don’t know is that people flirt all the time internally and that leaves a trail for witches who keep tabs on groups likely to meet. This is the gist of so called prophecy. The next thing, and there is only one, is carrot and stick. The most extreme is disfiguration on one hand and wealth overflowing on the other. This makes the thing tick away peacefully and in secret. Of course, I as a clairvoyant just modify whatever is wrong when I am prodded but most cannot and do not care.

This is the final thing we must learn before the Savior comes. I do not need to because I’m Jesus’ pet / friend, so please don’t ask me why or how to escape. Do it by yourself or in groups as much as you can.

 

...

 

Worked out. Yet to brush. Will take my meds at 12am. Feeling good overall after the exercise. Got a load of work done and now to see if the image comparison is any good. I have to write a very fudgy function that I will not be proud of basically to take ASCII -linear chars and turn them into strokes that overlap or stack, combine etc. This may take 2 hours or so.

 

Brushed and took my meds at midnight. Sprayed down my room with some disinfectant. Just a little is needed, diluted with water. Incontinence attacks continue. I don't know if I can make the long walk tomorrow. Maybe just go on a run round the block. Feeling sluggish coding FastCN. It must get done soon.

Saturday 15 November

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Am showered, brushed and changed. Heading out for a long walk soon. Want to get an OTG adapter cable. Hope it’s not too expensive, circa 20RM wouod be fine. The folks are down with mild flu, possibly Covid. I guess I will need to mask up at the digimall.

Liew forces scalded my hand all early morning, having ransacked western Christian families for their kids and babies, now giving us hits. We are a group of lenient repentants under genius (Mensa) and spiritual clairvoyant leadership. We are not super moral or holy. The body we have, we all have, cannot be good enough for God. It is not holy or angelic, but just dust breathed into by the Creator. We are not holy because of Jesus otherwise we would have His same abilities and blessedness. Obviously we are flawed thus cannot do miracles like Him.

 

...

 

Went on a walk to DigiMall. Bought a pretty pricey OTG cable (like I said yesterday). Was circa $8 just for a piece of braided wire. Came home and found out it didn't work. After fiddling with it, I found out that you have to plug in and then turn on the main unit. It then works fine. The main unit being the receiver for my wireless SonicGear mic pair which enables me to sing and close mic the guitar at the same time. As advertised, you can play back the audio on your TWS earbuds after recording without unplugging the mic -very convenient.

I am working again, on a favorite project. I like inventing languages and symbology. This should wrap up pretty fast as I’m using Python libraries and AI help. Really satisfying to code this thing. But it’s started to thunder and soon rain. Mom is headed out to my cousin’s wedding dinner and Dad is isolating from flu. I got cleaned and took a shower. Relaxing in air conditioning. Thinking of my work makes me happy.

Liew forces rampaging on poor Christians elsewhere. There’s no way out but to help them. Hopefully we drive them out from the mindspaces.

Liews, facing poor support try to destabilize Malaysia. They tried to clash Christians and Moslems, knowing the seducing power of the Bible. But really, it is a book that contains a story, a message, God still loves the world and everything in it that He created. He will return one day and claim us all who have Faith -those who learn not to fight His purpose, those who learn what is behind His purpose and sin not.

And to my fellow Christians, what could be behind God’s purpose? Simply, we were annoying Him. Do not annoy God. If you must then do, if you do, then you must. Somebody sells, you can buy, and vice versa. The world is beautiful that way. And if one does let his right hand know what his left hand does, then that would begin to annoy the Father.

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Almost 8pm. Time to work on my Python applet. I will just be extracting boxes, lines, swoops, crosses, ticks, and curves, as many as I can remember. I think there are also characters that are not quadrant divided but central, up / down. Another complication. I think a central character has no prefix ^ or _ and is just declared with a forward slash /. I don’t know if I can finish the work tonight as I feel a little wasted.

Found a list of strokes online, important to ease my work. Think I may just draw these in Canvas, albeit blockier. Then associate each one with an ASCII symbol programatically. The rest is up to the matching module.

I fletched one arrow by 3M tape binding the turkey fletching ends to the shaft after using wall tack to pin them down. I also cut away a bit of feather, front and back, for the taping to hold on better. Finally, after it was done, I used pliers to rotate the nock into place as the vanes had somehow shifted during binding. And these are for compound! Like that it was all orderly and no muss or guesswork. The hold is pretty strong. Due to mental health reasons, I fletch only one arrow a night. Quite satisfying when you have tools you agree with.

Still procrastinating on my Chinese spelling applet. Maybe drop in some code at 10pm, take my meds at 12am.

Had some kaya and wholewheat with black coffee for supper. Brushed. Thinking of inventing more compound bow accessories. Maybe a form of peep. I was thinking that a tilt-sensing device is needed to replace the traditional peep embedded in the bowstring. A vertical ring slipping on teflon bearings such that it plumbs for ground at all times or an offset of it. This can be mounted to the sight and have some LED come on when the angle is correct. This idea is of course, as usual, free. I would like to own one of it myself but it’s hard to make. Was thinking it would counter tilting of the riser too, as it then would not slip.

Friday 14 November

Was up lateish. Couldn't get cleaned, just very gassy. Drank some water for breakfast. Balloons floated above my avatar as I type this in Blogger. Google remembered my birthday. And in the UK, Charles III must be celebrating his as well.

Almost 9am. A few hours to get cleaned, washed, and changed before lunch out. What does this day hold that's special?

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It was a good day, yet a mixed bag. Sis took us to an Indian joint for lunch. Then Mom took us to have Vietnamese food. By the end of it Dad and Mom caught what might be Covid, and I felt phlegmy as well. Shortly, we were assaulted by kids and babies, tugging at our friends from the west who do important work. It was the witchy Liew 6, trying to burn down the world. Don’t know if it’s prophetic but I sure didn’t want Josh and Allison and even little me to get killed and shitted on. Not to mention Davie who is so kind. Danny you witnessed it first hand.

So we took the young ones dancing then we sat them down and unravelled the witchcraft that they had learnt from the Asian witchy 6. We replaced their critical learnings and we danced again. This time they held firm against the witch and her forces from Asia (Yea, I am Asian, ozzie born) and we survived -for now. They did 5 countries. Such is their power. This is surely near the end but could it be only the beginnings of the labor pains? Time will tell.

Will take my meds and brush soon, circa 11pm. Right now a daring raid into the witchspaces then a cleanup by the west from the outside, as they planned.

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Now past midnight, took my meds, brushed, and worked out. Feeling good. Kids regressed a bit, showing they don’t love God. Not yet. Still trying to prove that there might be a God to these people. I guess I need to research more.

Thursday 13 November

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well. Liew witches still attacking. Not sure what to do as they are using kids and babies from America again. Gave them some clawing as they had abused animals a lot.

Been thinking of making a mount for my AKG Ara which is a decent mic 24bit /96kHz /USB. It sounds warm and detailed and I don't feel like replacing it as it was circa 400RM.

Found out its side holes take roughly a standard tripod camera mount screw. I could use a new tripod of better quality. May order one online now. I ordered the Vrig TP-06 for $10. It looks a bit like a mic stand as it has a long pole and smaller feet at the bottom. Apparently it all packs up into a 20cm lightsaber form factor that’s portable.

We managed to blind LiLian thru some clever nerve magic and assisted telekinesis. She was wrecking babies again and pushing little girls to sin.

Can’t wait to receive my new tripod as my old one is damaged / cracked / clunky by comparison, after 20 years service. Bought it for roughly the same price at a camera shop in Amcorp. There is a prophecy unfolding from 10e - 1f in the ABY. To do with a newspaper, healthy living, a tripod, and my birthday. Why my life is being plotted in minutiae right now is beyond me. Am feeling like breaking free. Maybe it is soon.

Tripod has shipped. To arrive this afternoon. Currently in Shah Alam. Maybe 3-4 hours from now. I never liked my AKG’s swing arms. Things like this turned me off using it, plus it didn’t have a reposition-able free-standing mount. I got a cheap standalone boom arm for 99RM way back and it’s so hard to use compared to today’s modern technology.

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Had KFC for dinner as it rained outside. Some arguments in the mind broke out due to the convergence of people, many families, needing to use / blame me. They were lying to themselves that I didn’t know telepathy and was guilty. Still in denial because they would not be able to survive after breaking the law using mind powers. Most of the time, it was a setup by the Liew witches.

My tripod arrived after dinner. Quite like it. Like a mini mic stand. Had to get cleaned again. Went well. I am not odorous. Took a shower and my meds too. Will work out soon. Tomorrow, out for Indian food with family. Have to think of a gift for the nieces. Think I will hand down my KORG palm-sized synth.

Just worked out. Feeling refreshed. Need to brush at 10:30pm. 

Wednesday 12 November

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Reached the hospital circa 7:30am and came home at 11am. Blood test was okay. Check the results later and hope it comes up okay. Liew witches shot me thru the arm but its bearable. Later, will be going out for lunch with the folks. Mom gave me $100 so I now have 1.5kRM which is enough for something nice. I only have about 350RM in my wallet tho.

There are Mac Mini M1s going for 1kRM. But I think I'll pass. Will try to write an e-book teaching Mandarin Chinese. Or maybe just a printed one. I need to buy a Chinese newspaper to get started. The best things are free!

Liew witches gave away my e-book but I still want to test my theory of learning Chinese so I may publish a printed copy. I bought yesterday's Guang Ming (my name and my deceased brother's name) Daily. The ABY was 10e yesterday "Success Always Begins With You". And in it are things about printing and typesetting. Even tho today is 11e, somehow I got the last copy of yesterday's Chinese daily. Amazing providence of the Lord.

So the book is very simple. I will be picking phrases from the newspaper with my iPad's OCR and when I get a couple hundred useful ones, I will sit down and write the shorthand / beginner's notation below them. In order that the accents are represented, there will be an angle on top of the bounding circles, as well as a vowel identifier built in. That's about it -nothing fancy. Just will take a whole day of donkey work.

Tuesday 11 November

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed. Will go on a walk after lunch. Mom and Dad are at the old house early for some reason. Western forces forced the Liew witches onto my arm. Regardless I told them it doesn’t work -they have spare capacity like nuts. So I forced them into a volcano to try blow it up. Later challenged them to make a tsunami happen or a hurricane, then everyone will respect them and the suffering on both sides will end. What a good idea?

Had lemon lime marmalade and cheese sandwiches for breakfast. Drank a latte. Tomorrow, hospital visit. Shouldn’t have any issues, trusting in the ABY.

Almost noon and the folks are still out. Listen to my ‘wedding song’ on YouTube, HERE. It has a haunting melody written together with my Irish ex-GF’s best friend. We met while I was abroad in Manchester.

We tried flinging mind criminals to far flung regions of the globe. Maybe they’ll stop assaulting us. It’s a cool punishment that isn’t painful or degrading. We think it should be the method of choice.

 

Also flung their furniture into the desert and they are regretful now.

 

Back from my brief run round the block. Feeling invigorated. Recovered quite quickly. This evening, a brief workout so I don't have to work out before bed which is supposedly not good for blood tests.

 

Raining heavily outside. Feeling less lethargic. Allen hitting out at my right arm with muscle pains.

Screams of desperation from those who’ve committed heinous mind crimes. Asking for me to block their damage for being evil and wantonly cutting down Asians. Tried to dissuade the mind fighting but it’s getting worse just ahead of my hospital visit.

 

Just finished my early workout. Brokered a peace between East and West. For now it's holding. We snapped the interconnects on the Liew witches' cpu and other chips, putting them at a severe disadvantage. We gifted many intellectual and spiritual powers to those who agreed to peace among the nations. And we hope to give out more soon to those who are reconsidering mind violence. 

Took a good shower. Will take my meds at 9pm as I have to head out early tomorrow. Feet needed some urea repair care. 

Monday 10 November

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well and washed up afterwards. Dad has gone somewhere and Mom was still asleep so I snuck from the loo to the shower. Feeling fresh and comfortable. Washed hastily and squidgied to floor dry as they like it. Charging my Redmi buds as they ran outa juice overnight. I had forgotten to stop ffplay and fell asleep while reviewing my latest song.

Not sure what I want to do today. Was thinking I'd just do my FireArrow game thing. Nothing is completed, apparently, in my life at the moment.

Will be down at the park soon, doing some quick runs in my trail shoes now that I've learnt the runner's knot. It's still raining and Mom's friends will be coming over. Brushed. Need to eat something.

Mom told me last night around 3am, there were police sirens and somebody was arrested from a nearby house. I wonder if it was the guy who threatened me a few nights ago. And if it were, will the Liew witches be arrested as well?

Managed to get cleaned well again no problems. Washed up in the shower and am fresh and comfortable. Worked out briefly. Later, may go on a brief run when Dad walks to the grocer. He thinks there was a fire nearby last night. Tomorrow, want to head out on a long walk. Exercise in the afternoon as well.

Sunday 9 November

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Shower and brush soon. Workout tonight. Yesterday, was quite rattled by the death threat from the street outside my window. And I wondered where I went wrong. Perhaps it was sabotage by the Liew witches?

Unsure what to do with the morning. Maybe plug plot into my text adventure game.

Took a shower and brushed. The Liew witchy forces gathering power ahead of a showdown with God, tugging at the westerners who sinned. But the morning air is cool -that's nothing anybody can change. And today we'll be house-cleaning. Tomorrow, another walk and run down at the park. I've learned to tie the runner's knot aside from broad foot lacing.

 

Still feeling a bit rattled from last night's death threat / fatwa. 

 

Worked out since I missed last night's session. Feeling better physically and emotionally. Will stay home today if possible.

Wrote a new guitar song that sounds promising. Americans trying to funnel the Liews onto a group of musicians. They’ll try anything. But look carefully, and see 4 / 5 of their objectives were completed since this lunch time. One to go in the night. There are 7x more haters of the USA than there are half-hearted helpers and it’s impossible to stop the fall of the British empire of dominion.

Having been negative, I would like to suggest a better solution than grabbing the snake’s head while its young birth from eggs behind unseen, and destroy the west. It seems they have about 20-30 objectives every day just on America. 100+ on the rest of the world included. So I will hand out their plans for the day every morning, being clairvoyant.

 

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Was thinking of the Number of the Beast (666). And in my CCB, the verse goes like this:

 

Rev 13:18 Let us see who is wise! If you are clever, you can interpret the number of the Beast; it is 666 and it is the name of a certain person.

 

These days there's little point proving ourselves wise, so I went over to Bill Heidrick's gematria page. And I got 3 phrases that match. Bill is magic -there need only be 3.

 

I popped the 3 Hebrew words into Google Translate and the English term was the same for all 3:

 

    Theomorphosis

 

The term means Union of Man and God. Essentially, the man whose name is 666 is only one of and is Jesus H Christ!

 

Some time later, I had a thought: is the Bible evil? Call me low IQ. Why would the Beast no.2 tattoo us with Jesus' name or his mark or the number 666? Tres odd. 

 

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Finished sweeping and mopping. Had Teochew duck rice for dinner. Not feeling very hungry right now. Tomorrow, another run in the park in my trail shoes. We had a good talk in mindspace and most of LiLian's army is dismantled -in the forthshining of Jesus' coming! Those who are in other religions, also believe in your God coming soon.

 

He comes like a thief (as a surprise or disguise). 

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Still up at 1am. Recorded a song for my Tumblr. It’s quite good. @donutwares. Listened to Josh Turner cover Nick Drake. Was a pleasant song with complicated picking. I liked the middle chord change..

Saturday 8 November

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Feeling comfortable but a little nervous somehow. I suspect the Liew witches are doing something. Having a look: I believe a few of their 'member' have died or lost their souls. They were a wicked bunch, the Liew 6. Turned onto me by the West. Everyone was fighting for survival...

Had a pau for breakfast. Drank Milo chocolate drink. Took a shower. Yet to brush, nearly 8:30am. Want to go on a walk sometime soon depending on the stomach behaving / withstanding  attacks. Need to plot out Fire Arrow, my adventure game.

Feeling somewhat better after a short nap. Ate a zhang for lunch and am eager to head out and burn those calories. Maybe circa 1:30pm - 2pm. Still smell okay down there despite the jabbings from the Liew witchy 6.

7e - ䷰ - 49

  “Change. When change is completed then it is believed. Supreme success. Determined perseverance in correctness advantageous. Regrets vanish” —Dr. W. K. Chu

  THE LOWER CREATURE, THE MAN AND HIS SUPERIOR : Elder Brother Yeap was under trial by a schizo-affective who accused him of transgressions from his youth. “You had mistreated a dog, a lesser creature on loan to your family. I have told the world,” the accuser taunted. “Yes, a little bit before I learned not to do so,” said Yeap, shivering with tears, “but you have mistreated me much in this trial, and also blackened the dog to itself and to myself. How will the middle creature repay the sin now that the lower creature and it are at odds and how do I answer to our Superior for both of us – lower creatures who should make up?”

  As SHEEP-snake dominates, there is little synergy between the brash and the subtle.

Today is 7e in the ABY, which is the sutra above. It was an incident where certain (extended) family members took control of our dog, a small breed who loved me, and made it sexually lick me wherein I did not ask it to and itself, the same, being hiding under a chair. It was unfortunate that it happened outside of both our intentions but witches living in our neighborhood spied and proliferated the information, no doubt being behind the possession of the animal who loved me and waited for me each day after school (I was just going on 17 at the time).

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Back from a run thru the park. I wore my trail shoes. They have to be loosened considerably to be comfortable and to bounce with the trail. I have to learn how to tie a runner's knot. Ate lotsa protein. Will eat less for dinner which I'll be cooking soon. 

Almost 5pm, I’ve showered and changed into fresh clothes. Mom rested in the a/c for a while and I realized how restless the shoebox can become when someone is in your usual space. Liew witches about to say goodbye ahead of the ‘rapture’ planned soon. Everyone has their own version of the resurrection. 

I explained lies, as in Rev 21, “all liars” -they are cast into the lake of fire. A liar is not simply one who tells untrue things, for even the serpent on the tree can dodge being called such! A liar is someone who can believe in Satan and disbelieve God under such and such a situation. They don’t know the stakes and still judge and act like a prince of heaven. Telling an untruth is not as bad as believing in a lie, right? Thus such “all liars” are cast into hellfire. I was exposed as a high level liar one time, not that I gossip or slander but I believed I was as God. 

These things can happen because of toxic upbringing. We must all deal with toxic people and repent of their teaching. Repent just means never want to do it again. Like drinking poison. Like having an illicit affair. Who wants that again?

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Dinner was good. I ate beans, potato and egg, some canned black bean fish, and sprouts. Didn’t eat any rice. We all 3 shared a pack of milky carrot juice in the afternoon, 6RM from the mamak. Enjoyed our food much this Saturday. I encourage everyone to read the fall of man in Genesis with a fine toothed comb and see if you can spot the sins of Rev 21 (lake of fire) that we all (once) carry and need repentance of. Start young. Stay the course. And it is because we have free will, that I encourage you, not that I can change anyone’s destiny. But if you would agree as Christ said, from early on in Tribulation, it would ease suffering and grease our wheels better. We all have to roll as enemies are persecuting believers at will.

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Some trouble going on with the Liew witches, stirring up Moslems here in Malaysia. LiLian is going maxed out against the people in the world who are good. Using all her ammo from spying and blackmailing. Not sure what to do. Most of Malaysia is now on my side so she may be using from other countries. Feeling afraid.

Just past midnight. I posted everywhere in case I’m bumped off by a hired hand of the Liew witchy 6. They have primed yet another orang Melayu to do something against the law, and I hope the police will intervene as I have many Malay friends and we get along just fine. This would cause significant instability even in the future of Malaysia.

Friday 7 November

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned. Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes. Almost 9am. Haven't had breakfast or brushed. Was working on my Christian booklet which I'm uploading to my Google Site now.

Finally am able to resume coding my text adventure game. There is really only a simple algorithm -that complications arise and choices become harder and harder.

Unfortunately, my Ubuntu 25.10 system is unstable and hangs sometimes. Perhaps it is the Bluetooth driver. Brushed but haven't eaten yet. Past 9am. Having shaved, I look a lot different -a new crew in my face.

In the context of history and man's empires (see my booklet), it's not so offensive that people are behaving poorly towards me. The sway of the day is just like this. And I cease to care what ungodly people might do. Later, we'll be heading out for lunch, and Mom will be going to the mall with her friend. Tomorrow, I need to go on a run and again on Monday. Long walk on Sunday. This is ahead of my blood test at the hospital.

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Was assaulted by the western forces in league with the Liew witchy 6, helpless because they ruined William -a VVIP. Tried to dissuade them but minor cuts and bruises apparently mean nothing to westerners. Fixed some errors in my booklet. Please download it again if you can (link above).

Back from a brief run round the block. Was oppressed by someone / people so I couldn't fully benefit from the exercise but it was good nonetheless. Feeling rejuvenated. One more on Sunday and a long walk on Tuesday. 

Am debating going to Ivy Ngeow's book signing at TRX tomorrow. Have to find out the time and whether I want her new book "In Safe Hands". I'm more a fan of her short fiction. And would probably buy her anthology participation more than the chick lit she's famous for.

Decided to design my text adventure game in LibreOffice. I have made 8 tables 8x8 square to put the game "cards". With a 9pt font, I should be able to do this thing. But instead we talked to people about telepathy and how to survive being a 'user' -which means you need telepathy but can't cope with it so you reach out. This will take the major part of the night.

We had Vietnamese food for dinner. Mom bought it home from the mall. Was good. Took a shower. Was a little odorous down there so I sprayed some diluted disinfectant. No sense cleaning myself so hard and often. Managed to get cleaned twice today, both were good. This is because of gas build-up between lunch and dinner every day -for some reason.

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Liew witchy forces trying to stab me with prostate cancer which rebounded onto their infants and kids -one reason not to donate your children to sorcerers and evil geniuses. Even old people suffered the same effect. They're now retreating, gave me a tase to the neck for it. All of us shoved the cancer onto them instead! Amazing to see something like this.

Okay, all of us are free of cancer and a few of the Liew witchy army commanders are down with it. I replaced Unity with OpenBox and it uses circa 1 GB less RAM. More for my apps. I only have 8 GB so it matters quite a lot.

Brushed and took my meds circa midnight. Work out a bit later if possible. Quite rattled from all the cancer shoving. So far we're okay, drank FCOJ but forgot the younger ones got gastritis so we used bread, and removed excess FCOJ from their guts. 

Thursday 6 November

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and changed into fresh clothes. Brushed. Have 3 hours to work on the Christian booklet with the new teachings / interpretations. Want to block in the text and edit it later. Liew witches telling lies again and stirring up trouble everywhere.

Less than an hour till I head out to the upscale mall far away. There is upheaval in Christian space. Already had my lunch of wholewheat bread and some lemon lime jam. I guess I will have enough energy.

Almost finished my booklet. I need to edit it, then post it up on my Google Site sometime later tonight. All other projects are on hold for now. Liew witches taking shots at vulnerable Christians. 

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Back from a 3 hour-long walk and train ride. Am feeling energized and a bit healed. While out, we were targeted by the Liew witches as they tried to afflict me with cancer. I cannot get cancer because I bear it for many, and successfully so -it has to be 100%. Some may laugh and call me stupid. That's okay. I have some money and peace in Christ to enjoy it. Bought Dad a new Uniqlo pouch that is soft and not over large. Affordable too.

Taking a rest then tonight will edit the Christian booklet. I’m stuck on the lesson from Peter. There is more there than I realized and need to teach.

There was an inquest into why solving the telepathy was done so slowly and incrementally. Well, it was actually co-planned with the CIA and various bodies of state around the world, in which one of them, I, a clairvoyant healer, was serving. I was not the boss or privy to the plan proper. Okay, kids?

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Past midnight and I just took my meds and worked out. Forgot the drill to teach people who were damaged by the Liew witches how to recover and was most upsetting to the controllers of the telepathy. I have amnesia and I can't remember things very well. So sorry, we tried our best.

Worked out and will brush soon. I have to finish a bit more of my Christian booklet now. 

Wednesday 5 November

Was up very early. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed and had a small breakfast. My water retention is cured so I no longer have love handles much. Maybe it was yesterday's sweat out 1 hour walk. Later in the morning, I will go for a brief run.

Eager to resume coding the adventure game I started yesterday if I can get it right.

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Dad dragged me to the old place to do some cleanup work. Then we went for brunch at the mamak. Managed to loo again and am quite fresh now. Did a fresh analysis of Revelations having done Daniel 2 earlier this week. Turned up some gems of prophecy but am not 100% sure. As they say, it will take divine intervention to fully prove the Bible. Read it here on DogBlots. Also wrote a Medium article and tonight will compile my Bible studies into a booklet. Maybe it's that I should print out.

Went for a brief run and am feeling fitter. Got accosted by American witches who did wrong. Seems there is a disaster in Louisville where a plane crashed into a car assembly plant near the airport. May be a deliberate act of terror. Now being tailed by Americans thinking I'm a terrorist.

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The tide is turning against the Liew witches and their army of evil. Kinda blundered into it. We used some unorthodox techniques to gain the upper hand. I became a razor blade, among other things that others needed -yea me and some talented friends managed it. There is much resistance still. We are swimming with sharks. Urging all parties not to take revenge using telepathy but to follow Malay style and let it happen more naturally and give it time.

Can’t believe I got over 300 views of DogBlots just in an hour or so. I barely finished writing the re-reading of Revelations.

Had to get cleaned again quite urgently. Was still a bit odorous so I disinfected, having just showered, changed into fresh clothes. Can’t be 100% odorless. Tomorrow is a new day -one way of looking at it. Liew witches breaking free with help from deep within the UK. Not sure what powers are out there that need evil and breed it. At least there aren’t many of them as there were before.

Tomorrow, a long walk again, maybe somewhere different. Think I may go to TRX just for fun. I have started to compile my favorite online sermon posts into a pdf booklet. Can’t get everything in, just the important stuff. I have 10 chapters so far. Should finish it tomorrow.

Tuesday 4 November

Was up early. Think I fell asleep abruptly -for some reason was tired. Will be going on a long walk later on. The first of 3 walks before my blood test on the 12th. Maybe one or two runs. Didn't finish coding Frag or make a start on Eternity. Being mentally challenged, things just take more time. And God's work comes first.

Liew forces continue to thread thru the mindspaces, like wandering stars [Jude] for whom is reserved eternal blackness.

Managed to get cleaned well with little to wash up. We tried dissecting David Bennett's 'See You Again' on my guitar and found it holds water well in all orientations from rock to folk to blues. Not a surprise as he is a music theory tutor. For all those who are sticklers, yea maybe it could use a minimalist arrangement by someone alternative in genre, maybe acoustic as well. Let's stop haranguing David and move on.

I have been coding Frag and so far it's still chaotic. But I cleaned up the program a lot and it generally works better now. Still haven't implemented the gameplay changes as that will take major modifications. Scheduled to go on my long walk in 2 hours. Should work a bit harder before that.

I worked on the shooting function and got it to blast a continuous stream of fragments which obviously destroys everything too easily. But it's time for my walk now. I will be heading to the downtown mall.

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Back from my hour out. Didn't buy anything or eat and drink on the way home. I think I will walk alternate days leading up to my blood test. Can feel my body's systems righting themselves. Have to work more on Frag -limiting the firing speed and squashing the freeze bugs.

So far so good, but I need to garbage collect a bit more. Will continue tonight. Meanwhile to resume working on Eternity.

Read DogBlots for our planning for the Tribulation, starting something big. Here’s my fresh ideas on Medium about Daniel 2 and its prophecy.

I wrote down some game design rules, and altho I’m no longer in charge of Eternity, I can apply these to other projects I might create down the line. I was thinking of making a simple Linux game, with Python, to test my method. I think it shall be about bows because I like them. 

Had a monster gassing which relieved my abdomen and am now feeling very comfortable. I got this disinfectant which I mixed with water and sprayed my room clean. My a/c also filters odors and germs. But just to be sure, I bought the sanitizer. It didn’t smell much bad tho, for some reason. Took my meds and brushed. Work out at 11:30pm. Want to program my game now.

Coding is stuck on account of some confusion. Should be able to continue plugging data in soon after I figure out the details in an hour or so. Worked out and am feeling refreshed. Butt is quite sweaty. Must be lotsa followers in it. Wearing my Seiko 5 Sports but God said not to go military. Can’t think of anything better. Maybe my moonphase?

Tomorrow, want to go on a run. Maybe mid morning. Now past midnight. Need to plan my game properly.