Friday, June 5, 2026

Saturday 6 June

Just read chapters 10 and 11 of Ivy NGEOW’s The American Boyfriend and noticed a certain in-depth camaraderie between women and the fragility of Phoebe’s emo-vulnerable boyfriend. I thought these were handled well. Not too gratuitious but for that I am such a reader (not a woman tho). Yea, Ivy can pull a novel together that way. And I struggled to review and say if her readership base should be xyz. She has an urbane maturity and isn’t shy to use it. Yea, not sure who this is for -just like my novella.

Put my Q&Q moonphase on a spare bracelet. I had struggled to find a strap for it as it’s got 50m WR.

Sunday 31 May

Just past midnight Saturday. Starting the journal early. Wasn’t able to get much work done. Am writing a new free short story for my story website which will go up tomorrow night. It’s about music and something forbidden.


Was thinking I would not upgrade my used ThinkPad but may get an M or A-series Mac Mini for Dad. Don’t feel like working out tonight. Maybe at 2am. Now past 1am.


This morning, managed to get cleaned well, ate lotsa small fiery chili peppers last night. Showered and will brush soon. Got viciously attacked by Allen who’s guarding the alterations to God’s prophecy -to give Jesus a hard time. We poured flour into his head as he lingered to strike again.


Have to work out soon, brush by 9:30am. Brushed but haven’t worked out yet. Recorded my latest song, “Mary”. Sounds good just vocals and nylon guitar. We worked the babies and kids off our backs and slipped OJ into the genius hitters. All non violent just the way the British like it.


Back from lunch out. Bought a rock melon. Haven’t had that in decades. Just chilling in my room. May write today’s fresh short story later. Maybe 3-4pm. Work out after that, since the brain bruising attacks persist. Turning the Liews into slime didn’t work out that great but it’s one way of attacking.


Witchy Liews gave up altering God’s prophecy because He’s too complex for them. Thus we escaped with our lives. Managed to debug SeTT, so it stops missing eating opportunities which was poor form on my part, as a programmer. Also cleaned up the skipped moves feature that was being abused by the AI, refusing to surrender.


Later, will be debugging net4spice as well. Quite confident of a breakthrough.


I decided to use the ‘look-see’ approach to node finding as my circuit is indexed horizontally and vertically. It should be what I need to go forward. Around 2am, will exercise, brush.


Workout went well. Am very out of breath for some reason. Managed 18 full planks, 20 cross situps. The netlist is populating but not fully yet. Need to go over the the indices but it’s past 2am and I need an orgasm.


Monday 1 June

I have somehow memorized 10 of my many guitar songs,


  1. Sandy
  2. Lady so fair
  3. Trouble we start
  4. The well
  5. Good things come
  6. Mary
  7. Rock and paper
  8. This close space
  9. Sugar cube lumps
  10.  Emily’s song


Not sure what they have in common. Maybe they’re ‘classic’ thus easy to retain and learn? Maybe they’re just easier.


Did some drawing and coding. More tonight. 


Just showered and changed into fresh clothes. Managed to get cleaned well. Disinfected my room. Need to work on my micro story until 10pm. Then code a bit more.


Was late finishing the story which was very short but evocative. Put some love into it. Tomorrow’s tale will be, The Brocade Purse. Something about a old-young wedding and money issues. Will use my characters from ‘The Unchained’.


Liew witchy forces smashing into sensitive institutions and important people. I have to guard for an hour or two. Code later. Almost 11pm. Ate a banana and some strawberry jam on barley bread. Workout and meds by midnight. Brush too.


Liew witches’ attack was blunted without use of force. Mandi garam, suckers.


Tuesday 2 June

Was up earlyish. Had roti telur for breakfast. Am planning a one book giveaway as a small marketing effort. Yet to finish coding n4s.


I found a site that published my Android strategy game, SeTT. Can’t wait for the downloads to begin. Apparently today is ABY 9d, ‘The disabled son and the tedious job’. There is mention of a house. Could this be the house Jesus spoke of, whereupon I begin earning again and go off the dole? It’s also ABY month-year 6b, whereupon I apparently invent many things and Jesus is mentioned prominently (as Elder Brother).


Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and am changed into fresh clothes. Wearing my Q&Q moonphase. Made dinner for the folks earlier. Was tasty. Mom is becoming increasingly ungrateful to Dad who is sullen and irritable. I guess I should do something but I’m not very smart. We had cantaloupe for desert, locally grown which is cheap. First time in over 20 years IIRC. Not well ripened but ok-lah.


Am called to speak on Gospel. Will resume writing my Facebook sermon now. Work out and brush, take meds around 11pm.


Have to write my daily story now. It should be easy, take an hour. Okay done, now 10:30pm. Coding beginning after 11pm.


Almost 1am. No coding got done. Time to work out soon, turn in at 2am. Liew forces trying now to adjust the timeframes of high level decisions, failing to manipulate the executors of God’s plan. 


Am wondering where to keep my wallet-purse so it’ll be protected from scrapes. Maybe shift my mobile to the outside pocket.


Wednesday 3 June

Was up earlyish. Feeling okay, a bit achey. Not much got done. Nobody bit on my book giveaway idea. Haven’t checked  SeTT’s download stats yet. Witchy Liews spreading word of my sins and choking the whole world. They no longer care.


Heading to the mall for lunch. Running late. Have to remember I’m retired. There’s no need to rush anything.


Helped lug Dad’s new computer chair to the car and into the house. The box was heavy and quite overly large. IKEA, 799RM with 50RM rebate on-spend subsequently over 300RM. I suggested Dad shift his desk away from the door which is better fengshui. We have to assemble the thing now. Mom had diarrhea eating a half cooked burger so it seems. Myself have a mild tummy ache.


Was able to get cleaned well. Showered and am wearing my Q&Q moonphase. Earlier, I assembled Dad’s new chair on my own. Mom helped center it as I locked down the gas lift piston. I think it was a good buy. Mesh webbing and adjustability almost everywhere. There is a cool feature, it only rolls when you sit in it. Nice.


Earlier, cancer rebounded off me onto millions of kids. The problem is American Christian housewives, primarily, not so much Asian, Malaysian kids. I will be doing healing and teaching, as we cannot allow kids to go down this way, pushed by LiLian’s witch army, pushed by Christians who tossed in the towel.


Did some writing, preaching, was about it. Now 1am. Will work out later tomorrow afternoon, as I strained my muscles carrying and assembling Dad’s new computer chair. Need to brush and take my meds. Been running my a/c on quiet mode which is efficient and low compressor noise.


I may come into 50-100kRM from grandpa’s will shortly. I have nothing to buy, having sunk a couple hundred RM into art materials -what I’ll be using in my retirement soon. I no longer care for watches and fancy gear, computers, edc, musical instruments, collectibles, etc.


So my cousin suggested we start a company / business. The trick to efficient delivery of goods is to use specialized hitching poles and spin-drop mailbags. Therefore a large drone may canvas Australia’s boonies far more efficiently.


2am, worked out a bit after all. Ate some supper, brushed, talked about the drone delivery system -to start small with minimal equipment.


Thursday 4 June

Coming up to 3am and am feeling sleepy. Later in the morning, will work out a bit. Have an orgasm. Resume editing ‘Encounter’ for my daily stories page, post it circa lunchtime.


Was up earlyish. Had a bit of a stomach ache but it passed. Ate rice crispies and drank soy milk for breakfast. Working on my mini story as it’s a little late to be posted. Shoulda been last night.


Finished my tale on UFOs. Okay but not great. Need to get some lunch in. Work on net4spice afterwards.


Managed to get cleaned well. The red IKEA potpourri really keeps the toilet smelling fresh, along with some Dettol spray. Will shower soon then attack the code. Surely it will come together today.


Had an egg for lunch. Am losing weight, circa 1.25kg over the past 3 weeks. Mainly, my workouts have become more intense as my appetite is now lower. Yea, I consume less munchies lately.


Seriously thinking what I might do with 50kRM. Materially, I’m pretty solid and I don’t believe in owning ornamental deadweights you can’t take with you, bigger barns etc.


1pm. Showered and am in fresh clothes. Workout before dinner. Start coding at 1:30pm. Last night, enabled several energy saving options on the ThinkPad which now has much better battery life.


The mindspaces are unsettled as the witchy Liews panic. The culture of poking into others’ business is over, kids and babies the same. But for now, priority is to stop fear-mongers who are violent.


Wearing out the Liew assault, as they discover here are only lean pickings. They are forced to trigger the peace deal they’d been holding hostage. Amazing coincidences between 4 parties: God, Satan, me and the Liews.


Resurrected my old Windows netbook with… Windows 11 and PrimoCache. I shall have to pay 140RM for it next month. I think it does work well.


Friday 5 June

Was up lateish. Brushed. Will try to get cleaned in the mid afternoon. Sis’ birthday is today. Not sure I want to go. Working on a very nice speculative story, if I can pull it off. Helped hang the washing. Dad’s metro / car is in for an oil leak.


By request, how special can a Christian be? And how ordinary can a believer be? Like wealth is distributed to the smart and beautiful, so the Lord says, I distribute my Spirit to the crestfallen and misfortunate. God did this to preserve His control over the world. He would not let key decision makers have divine control. In a sense, He would humble the mighty and gladded the small at heart.


And I have said for some time, the tempters, witches of evil covens, they went after the cream and then spoilt the milk. Satan has been really clever. But enough on that.


I uploaded a first video taken with the handycam of me performing ‘Bolehkah?’ Sounds okay, used OBS Studio, FFmpeg, Audacity, and Apple Photos to filter it and denoise.


Tonight will be writing a mini short story, I guess that’s all. Now almost 5pm. Giving Sis a good mouse. I have too many of them.


Losing followers and gaining some on the socials. Hope I’m playing things right. As they say, be law-abiding where you live, and love thy neighbor -in and out of the mindspaces.


Have taken over Dad’s IKEA chair as he somehow did not like it. My aunt from the north has arrived in Kuala Lumpur. Time to get cleaned and shower. Brushed the loo as well, something Folks hate doing. Dettol-sprayed the brush to be safe.


Will tinker with my Windows PC a while, write my daily story at 9pm. Linux, I use for coding, writing, recording (video), and graphics. iPad for socials, photography, journaling, and surfing. I think Windows will be used for writing music using my Python sequencer.


2am. Just finished my more strenuous workout. Feeling good. May walk tomorrow morning, to Digimall. Want to get Dad a second HomePod Mini since he gave me his new computer chair. Sis got my DeathAdder mouse for her birthday, aside from the seaweed gel face cream, earlier. I may show up later at the buffet lunch after all.

Saturday 6 June

Just read chapters 10 and 11 of Ivy NGEOW’s The American Boyfriend and noticed a certain in-depth camaraderie between women and the fragilit...