Monday 9 June

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned okay. Liews and Allen attacked again, rubbishing our Pastor / study leader, leveraging on my ‘sins’. These are trying times. And we tried to save our brothers and sisters the good old fashioned way, confessing and coping, like the ABCDE of the LDS. Am being attacked with incontinence again. Happens once a while, also sores / pimples. Many think I am a dirty sinner when in fact I care for such people’s welfare as an unpaid job.

Finished my watch designing. Hope someone likes it. It’s all free, BTW. 

Wrapping up the family vengeance issue. Love is not to be mixed with hate, and later to use another's weakness to undermine his / their love. The betrayal of the heart, no-yes no-yes, HE did it to you! HE who purported to love you. Prophecy is not to be obeyed which cometh between hearts in love. How can one self-prophecy against love? It is definitely unwise. Cousins and aunts, you should know.

Today, I will commence coding TBD after lagging for 2 days now. Will use some cubism for the illustrations, which will be rendered like stained glass but not exactly.

Sunday 8 June

Was up earlyish. Feeling a bit stiff and sore but otherwise quite well rested. Managed to get cleaned well. Brush shortly. May go on a walk later. Yet to start programming as I am retired and everything else is secondary to rest and relaxation.

 

Washed an ink smear from my fountain pen cap and blew it dry. It has become one of my favorite things along with my Uni Shalaku mechanical pencil. I do my best work with a dip nib tho, a Speedball on a cheap holder, with cheap ink.

 

Today is house cleaning day. Not sure when Dad and I will start. Maybe after lunch and I shall be out walking after 3pm and a shower.

Took an early shower. May head over to the old house with the folks soon. Some stuff I want to bring over from my room.

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I got my spare drawing nib and my color wash markers. So I am ready to begin illustrating TBD. Lots of unruly American forces attacking even after we helped them learn gospel easily. Pushing them off is hard as they're whipped from behind by the Liew witches.

Dad's mouse gave up on him so is using my old Mighty Mouse with the mini 4-way scrolling ball. He would prefer a wireless rodent but they're not compatible with his Mac Mini. Meanwhile the UK forces started acting up -not sure why. We pushed them off with minimal force.

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Past 9:30pm and we are fighting the Liew witchy armies with a lure and a motivator. The whole world is involved and maybe the best will prove they are the best. Check out my watch render on DogBlots -it's a cool watch I would like to own and can't cost much.

Worked out and will take my meds soon, brush and sleep circa 11:30pm.

Almost time for bed. Talk of me being involved in the Liew witches’ terror against the west. Designing another watch I want to see / buy, a 12 alarm mechanical. Still thinking of the mechanism. Drawing in Canvas 7 is a lot of fun.

Saturday 7 June

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned and am not constipated / plugged up anymore. Dad is taking us to the mall for lunch so I will not be able to attend Bible study probably.

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Talked to many Christians about faith gone wrong a little, these end times, the origins of sin, and the escape from temptation. These are important concepts once known widely, but eroded with PC, Woke, Civil / women’s Rights, Liberalization, LGBTQAI+ and so on. Really, the unbroken relationship between God, man, and woman never changed since the time of the Patriarchs. ‘He who loves his wife loves himself’.

Would the gospel clean you? Is the Bible a bath scrub? Is your church a bath scrub stick? Nay, you clean yourself by understanding scripture, not by following or obeying it. One may say, I resonate with xyz in the Bible. Sure, brother, but do you understand it? And understand how / why you are thus blessed? Man cannot hope to clean himself all on his own, but that he understands / realizes / agrees to make life-changing compromises. The rest is the work of Spirit.

How can Spirit guide your life? Is it by sincerity, earnestness, denial of one’s self? Nay, it is by doing things, not just feeling things, but actual hard work on this earth we live on. Will one then be taken to Heaven? Is it a foregone conclusion? Also, the answer is ‘no’. Nobody knows save those who appear in and outwardly blessed for God’s purpose. And such people will TRY to seed their mustard seed in you. Grow or not grow is uncertain.

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Took a much needed run this morning. I was surprisingly quite fit. Ready to head out for lunch with the folks. No time to work on my game yet, based on TBD. Need to translate Python to Dart. Can't wait to make my first adventure game (for PC / Mac). Will do some sketching while out, get the story blocks filled in, then code when I come home.

I bought a cheap fountain pen, the Pilot Kakuno. It's cool because it's fully transparent and had a thick hexagonal barrel and snap cap. Cost under $9. I used to have a Kaweco sport which I gave my aunt. That was a pretty unique pen. Like a lipstick, compact. The Kakuno is a total opposite but still nice to own. I may use it to draw TBD's illustrations.

Been reading up on Dart. Hope to code this evening when I get home. Liew witches raging on the west. Will stop to intervene now.

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Almost 12am. Been fighting the Liew armies together with western forces. Many easterners were caught and set alight for abusing the mind to kill, maim, cause mistakes, blackmail, oppress children, force suicide, spread slander, pain-give important people. These are the witchcraft abusers and I don’t know what comes next, Biblically. Took my meds and brushed, will do a brief workout by 12:30am.

Friday 6 June

Today is 6-6-6. Woke up a little lateish. Brushed and got cleaned okay. Took a shower and went out for a walk with Mom. Finished up redesigning my website and formatted all the PDF files I embed in an iFrame for quicker, more natural browsing. My site is now very lean.

On another note, William is most upset again. Seemingly he is being pushed to death, somewhat like the folks are too. There is nothing to gain, even from God, for bearing William's load. But we are teaching him to have more integrity so life sparkles more.

Found out that this day is Arafat Day. Nothing to do with Yasser Arafat.

The Day of Arafat on the Islamic calendar falls on the ninth day of the month of Dhul-Hijjah. This day for Muslims is a day of pilgrimage to Mount Arafat

Arafat Day 2025 falls on 6-6-6. The ABY considers today "The discussion unto infinity" wherein the Devil attempts to trap a believer into his magic spell. I am not sure what this has to do with Moslems or their worship on this special day as they equally hate the Devil.

Lately, a couple of suspicious suicides, 2 men run over by the LRT and a woman fell to her death. When will my turn come? How many months / years have I left?

William, if you're listening, integrity is the key to survival in the mindspaces. People must know where you stand to help you. People cannot switch sides with you and hit their friends.  A comedy of betrayal  does not equal survival. Likewise be longsuffering as you and all of us know the nature of end times men. These are dark days and I urge sir to spend time in the service of the Lord, in this computer / info (telepathy) / AI age we are in. I am doing the same.

Yesterday, we successfully proved the Bible is real and really special among other holy tomes, it holds its own as a mechanism of salvation, and an indicator of our status / walk with God. Do not give up on your Bible study. And your communion. This is a message to all vested in Christ and who have Christ in your scriptures.

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Helped make dinner. We had roast chicken Mediterranean style with pumpkin roasted with it as well. I worked hard on my website re-design and it's looking good. Mom cut her finger in the kitchen, but not seriously. We ate well, low sodium as usual but tasty.

At a loss as to what to do with tonight. Want to go on a run tomorrow but my toenail is still split. Not sure how to proceed. Maybe just a short run in the morning since I am less permitted to take long train rides nowadays.

 

Managed to get cleaned well just now. Was uncomfortable most the whole afternoon. Work begins on my first commercial software project. I will be using some kind of compiled language for it. Not sure what.

 

Just installed Dart. It's simple to use, light, and can be compiled. Guess it will do. Tonight, will start filling up the game world files so hopefully they are coherent, then tomorrow to play test and draw some illustrations.

Took my meds circa 9pm. Workout about 10:30pm. Feeling depressed about my cousin sister taking revenge. Whole family is sad. Workout was sorely needed. Stretched and pumped and am feeling energized.

Thursday 5 June

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Finished debugging SeTT for now. Showered and changed. Brush soon. Can feel the Liew witches / family crying as their prophecy unravels in a bad way. It has little to do with my book project, but the soon to come Tribulation. There won’t be any help for those who abused the mind.

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Nose was runny while at the grocer and restaurant. Didn't have much fun. I bought a box of Clearwipe lens cleaner sachets for my Oakleys and they wiped the goo off pretty well. Cost 13RM at Watson. Can last one year probably as there are 20 sachets.

Could hear Liew forces massing on my book, soon to see publication. I am dumbfounded at the amount of spin these witches can put out -it must be a lot of fun for them and to forget they're hell-bound.

Need to get cleaned again maybe in 2 hours' time. Put on the a/c in economy mode and am relaxing. Sis is on holiday abroad and is reportedly down with a bad cough.

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Made Maggi goreng for Dad with egg, lime, onions, garlic, and tomato slices. Mom had a zhang (sticky rice dumpling), and I had odds and ends for our dinner. Tomorrow, I will try heading out on a long walk, and it will be Friday.

Talked about the Bible "proving itself" -yea it could and does, in the hands and hearts of the faithful who testify and resonate with the teachings inside. And we soon found out the faith, and salvation are easily derived from one's opinion of such, and longing for its prophecies. We are now delving into the personality of Jesus and some secrets of the Roman Empire, behind the scenes of Luke's gospel.

Wednesday 4 June

Was up late. Eyes are sore. Orgasm poor. Was gassy and parched. Drank prune powder plus water to get the gut going. In yesterday’s writing of TBD, Imogen and Herod open a bridge (gateway) to the moon using technology they do not fully understand.

Life feels like a mess / downer right now. Liews attacking sporadically -they have not much support. Not sure what I feel like doing. Maybe do some walking after I get cleaned well.

Got cleaned and showered. Heading out in an hour or so, or before lunch. Don’t much feel like writing. Was thinking that war would break out in Immotaeus’ realm when the masses find out about the bridge. But what they discover on the moon is unexpected!

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Got sidelined by the Liew witchy crisis. We made some ‘cutting’ decisions and now the Liew armies are disbanded. However the Liews themselves are still angry. No telling what they’ll do next. Hit the soft underbelly of western trust-built society again?

My publisher got back to me with a ‘hybrid’ contract offer that included this comment about my work:

We agree your work is well-written with a consistent and absorbing narrative, we believe that your work deserves a chance to reach the wider market.

Not too bad for a first query attempt. Now to read that contract and decide.

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Took a detour to debug SeTT. Was a bit difficult at first but now it works much better. Still working on the forfeit move code, which is tricky. Didn’t write TBD which I may give away as an eBook to my readers later. I imagined signing books for them via post.

Almost midnight. Brushed and worked out. Feeling good. Li Lian acting up on my publisher again. She and my family don’t want me making any money of my own, gaining fame, etc.

SeTT is now bigger (size of squares and pieces) for ease of touchscreen play. Also comes with a border around the selected piece to avoid loss of points, and better position handling code. Sometimes it dumps out mid game but not often.

Had to get cleaned a third time today, washed up well and changed into fresh clothes for bed. Wearing my Mudman solar on Velcro that I touched up with a black permanent marker so it looks new. That walk around the lake with Mom was good exercise, come to think of it. Her new Decathlon shoes were comfy.

Tuesday 3 June

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well and showered. Brushed and changed into fresh clothes. Last night I was too wasted. Rained in the early morning and the air is cool. Edited some of TBD. Thinking of revealing the cult of the moon, the last bastion of pre-Ee’sh. But first, there should be a ramp up.

William and the UK worried about the Liew witch problem. So we nixed the witchy armies which apparently was not what they wanted. There is some kind of unholy symbiosis between the west and dark witchcraft.

Will be heading out to Decathlon later. Wearing my MudMan solar still. Quite peaceful without UK and Liews. I can relax and add to my draft leisurely.

Americans and some family members pushed on me while we were out to Decathlon. I got a runny nose and Sis’ cough is entering me. All these “aniaya” or betrayals of the end times. Wrote some more music on guitar for my ex-love, Claire. Discovered that the Liew witches deceived the US of A with false mathematics and false representation of the Deity. Some time ago, it came to my desk but we were unable to challenge it until now.

There’s some resistance putting reason back into American kids. Maybe their parents are involved. Managed to loo again well. Shower soon.

 

Getting late, past 10pm. Have to start my bedtime routine. Kids attacking and demanding things from adults, even after we blessed many of them. It's hard to curb negative witchcraft in these end times. Will spend an hour on it, finding out the instigators.

Worked out, feeling good. Took my meds and brushed albeit a little late. Kids and some Christians with me talked about the region of the Middle East and why it is called the holy land. Where Adam’s journey of reconciliation began 6000 years ago, and will end one of these years soon. We thought Eden and its garden must be lost, closed up by mountain movements and sea rise as it was from a time when the earth was dry.

Gen 2:4  These are the generations of the heavens and of the earth when they were created, in the day that the LORD God made the earth and the heavens,

Gen 2:5  And every plant of the field before it was in the earth, and every herb of the field before it grew: for the LORD God had not caused it to rain upon the earth, and there was not a man to till the ground.

Gen 2:6  But there went up a mist from the earth, and watered the whole face of the ground.

Coming up to midnight. Feeling sleepy. Witchy Liew powers still striking out. They know no shame and have nothing to lose.

Monday 2 June

It’s been over 2 years now since I got my used x250 ThinkPad. Still runs well. Screen doing okay. Nice and tough machine. Runs Debian 12 / KDE Plasma. Less RAM hungry than Windows 10 (it’s too old for 11), and I use it as my writing station. When suspended, it uses 1% battery per hour which is good. Both internal and external batteries are functional, around 70% on average. I put it on ‘power saver’, and dim the screen to 25%.

Was up late after sleeping past 1am last night. Got cleaned well, without mess. Tonight, Sis’ birthday dinner.

Took a shower and am changed into fresh clothes. Am just relaxing while countering the Liew witches with spiritual powers. It is tough going.

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Early afternoon, we introduced powers based on weaknesses in the human body’s genetic makeup and also mistakes babies and children made while growing up. Things like spinal problems, brain problems, even spontaneous pregnancy can occur with just a touch from a white witch. They have been very restrained so far. And so have I, who am overseeing the surrender of the witchy Liew 6.

Had to get cleaned again. The bathroom smells fresh with just a few drops of deodorant into the bowl after flushing. Think it came from Lotus’s, a Japanese invention. Will shower again before dinner out as I have no clothes to change into at the moment.

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Back from dinner. Was Thai food, and very spicy. Had cake at Sis’ house. Sat in her electric vehicle which was posh. Daisy the dog finally let me pet her.

Lots of arguments and betrayals going on, even on Sis’ birthday celebration. Vengeance and offended feelings are high as are the seeking out of places to dump mistakenly-opened minds. Christians everywhere are using prophecy and Spirit. It is a big mess that I have to straighten out in mindspace. Meanwhile, I’m still writing a bit every so often.

Took my meds, brushed and worked out. Decided not to shower again, just washed my feet and face. British power is being reduced as they keep pestering Asians for some reason, and bullying as well.