Monday, June 30, 2025

Tuesday 1 July

Woke up very early and fell asleep again, managing to finally get up around 6:30am. Went out to breakfast with Dad after dropping off Mom at the hospital for her hip examination. Expect it to be okay as the awful bruise is healing.

Successfully adjusted the L -> R indices of the playerMove to R -> L indices of the aiMove. Now it's plain sailing. I also have all the action selection criteria worked in, just need the piece selection algorithm (length of move).

Managed to get cleaned well. Feeling relieved. Hopefully my FiiO buds will arrive this afternoon. They're not on delivery yet.

Liew forces were de-programmed and are now mostly okay.

LiLian tried to get me in trouble with my sister who is a physician. To stab my body with cancer etc. and put me under chemo. This after we saved her. The witch knows no shame. OTOH something to look forward to, my parcel is on delivery at last. And I have almost completed Frag’s AI. Taking a break. No need to rush things. Coding it wasn’t as fun due to the Liew / westerners’ continuous pressure.

Almost 2pm and my FiiO earbuds are still on delivery. Praying a bit for my courier man who may be hit by negative telepathy from the Liew 6. Frag's AI is being simplified again. This time no loop, just an intelligent ordering of conditionals. Should be sufficient, I hope.

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Parcel arrived just past 5pm. Buds sound nice to decent. Convenient to take off and put on. $30 is a little steep but within means for the ease of use and better sound.

I made tuna and egg fried rice with a side of Brussels sprouts for dinner as Mom was tired. Tomorrow, to the mall for groceries and a meal.

Brushed, took my meds, and worked out. Feeling okay. The Liew witchy army is disbanded, hopefully for good. We made use of the comb and the puff / breath to make people sit up and notice the suffering that's losing the world serious money and talent.

Worked so much in mindspace that I couldn't finish Frag. Now 12:12am. Decided to write a novel based on Maelstrom, my short story of some years back. But just for fun since I am retired. I only did 150 words today.

Sunday, June 29, 2025

Monday 30 June

Was up late after sleeping circa 2am last night, debugging Frag. Brushed and drank some water. Carrying on with the work. Parcel may be arriving late, possibly not today. Made no progress on PSpice.
 
They failed to pick up my parcel for the second day running. It might arrive tomorrow. Get the feeling that the world is going to the dogs. Some sniper assassin in America shot a bunch of firefighters. British, as a nation, going mad over the Tribulation and retribution towards the Liew witches' race -yea most all Chinese people.

Making some more progress on Frag, simplifying the collision algorithm.


Past 8pm, finished simplifying Frag and now am simplifying the game AI (as the second responder). This part will be fun as I challenge my mind to think creatively and systematically, without restrictions of fiddly indices I dealt with earlier.

Got cleaned and showered. Disinfected my swivel chair. Parcel should come tomorrow. Can’t wait for my very first FiiO buds. The most expensive Chi-fi I’ve sampled. Tomorrow to learn pSpice as well for my Kapreka circuit project. Just a fun breadboard without using expensive parts.

We had Teochew stewed duck rice for dinner. Was tasty. Tomorrow, may be out to the mamak for breakfast. Must take my meds by 9pm. Took meds and brushed. Workout at 10pm. Sleep circa 11:30pm.

Am having trouble thinking of Frag’s AI motivators. Meanwhile the Liew witches are settling down at last, given copious orgasms and threats of stem cell damage. They can be feedback looped into tiredness on a cellular level, so they will rest more and only do important things.

Settled on the motivators, a decision loop. Worked out and am feeling energized. I’ve been a chair potato all day. Want to rough in the AI as sleep is still an hour away. Maybe get a game going by midnight.

Too late to playtest as it’s almost 12am. I need to calculate AI move indices, something I thought I’d avoided, so the move length / lineState position will be correct.

Saturday, June 28, 2025

Sunday 29 June

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well. The odor eater, 1 drop from a bottle in the loo before dumping worked well. Dad has taken Mom to see a doctor regarding her hip bruise. As usual with Mom, we don’t expect very much complications. 

Frag ran up against another bug. And so is delayed again. But it is after all, just my relaxation project. Drank some water and will have some prata bread and curry to eat later.

Showered and changed into fresh clothes. Later, house-cleaning. Read about Energizer Max batteries and how they can last circa 10 years, unused. This means I will probably have to change my multimeter's battery in 2030. Cost more for that peace of mind.

I actually have a project I want to build. A proof of Kapreka's constant as a sort of Turing Machine but have yet to draw up any plans. I don't expect to need anything rare / unusual as it just has to do one thing to show it works 6.4kBits wide, in just 7 steps.

I ordered my most expensive Chi-fi earbuds. Previously, I had not gone above 100RM. I owned the Moondrop Quarks, KZ DQ6, KZ ZST, Monk+. Now I will soon have the FiiO FF1 for 129RM. I think these will be my final purchase of Chi-fi stuff. I never really liked stuff-in IEMs. 

I got a copy of PSpice 9.1 (for students) to make my circuit proof of a Kapreka ‘Turing’ machine. If possible, I would like to breadboard it as well but that will be in late July. Having some trouble connecting wires in PSpice. Then I need to read up on gates and other ICs. But first to do some coding on Frag. Will spice more tonight. Maybe Monday my FiiO earbuds will arrive.

Swept and mopped the floors with Dad. Now everything is cleaner. Forces are bearing down on me for some reason. I may not make another birthday at this rate.

My FiiO buds have shipped. Amazing! On a Sunday too. I bought a QCY TWS buds for 109RM previously but that's not really considered Chi-fi. 

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Took my meds and showered. Liew witchy 6 and sinful Americans caught in their snare push terrible things onto my soul and body. They seem oblivious that it saves only 1 or 2 of their friends for a few hours, 4, maybe 5, then the Liews stab in their cancer / whatever they had planned. It's a life of suffering for nothing. 20% of the kids and babies protected on me are chipped away, bleeding 20% day on day. By 5 days, the Liews got them all. And I get nothing either. Not even a pat on the back but a sear to the head: why didn't you help?

Anyway, it's past 10pm and time to poke into Frag's code again. Didn't do much this weekend as there was a lot of talking in mindspace. Evil negotiations that should carry on until end July. If I seem negative, It's only a little while as I explain that a better solution is to find God, be forgiven, be baptized, open your eyes and ears that are / were once half-blinded by Satan and his idols of money and power, masquerading as beauty and pleasure / perfection and paradise. These are misleading spiritual mirages. I have to code.

Friday, June 27, 2025

Saturday 28 June

Slept past 2am last night and was surprised I could actually fall asleep. Woke up past 10am. Managed to get cleaned well. Heading out to the mall soon. Frag's collision function is working well. May have to skip Bible online meetup. Can't believe it took a week to finish coding my simple CLI applet. With some tuning it could be a fun game.

Back from the mall with Dad. Mom is out with her younger brother. I bought a multimeter from ACE. Takes me back to when I owned a Sunwa (not Sanwa), which was cheap, 35RM IIRC. This one’s a Wokin digital, and cost over 80RM. Need to get a fresh battery for it as the supplied one swelled and leaked.

There are reasons for stocking up on certain (desirable) things. But while at the mall, the revenge machines of the east and the west flared up again. I suspect people are using others as proxies to act in mindspace and they have come into my mindspace as they want to be safe while appeasing the powerful who are offended.

My aunt and uncle dropped by to share durian. I packed them some expensive Chinese tea. Mom played the piano. Taking a brief rest before filling in Frag’s collision handlers now that I know how it goes. My daily readership has swelled to 600+ on YAPsDiary and DogBlots. Circa double compared to months back.

Am tackling Frag's AI now. I really am doing this as a free relaxation now that I'm retired. Just that my time is divided between enjoying life and sorting out people’s mental health problems. I wish I had more free time to enjoy my Wokin multimeter as well. Just bought it a 16RM battery, a whopper of a cell that hopefully should last till 2030.

Dinner of noodles was good. I don’t feel like overeating much nowadays. Have to spend some hours talking with family who are mentally ill.

Talks were productive, and the Liew witches are angry as heck. Had a shower and am changed into clean clothes. Sprayed down my chair with a bit of disinfectant. Need to drink more water.

Almost midnight. Brushed and am working out now. Workout went well. Feeling energized. Am still thinking of building a Kapreka turing machine. Another retirement project. Failed to write Frag’s AI tonight. Maybe tomorrow. Mom’s foot-leg cramps are increasing. One even came for me.

Well past midnight. Am thinking of eating more. Mom and I, nightbirds.

Thursday, June 26, 2025

Friday 27 June

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned. Showered and changed. Headed out on a much needed walk in the sun. Wasn't very hot. Wore my Oakleys and my favorite Teva sandals which kept me comfortable. Now relaxing in air conditioning. Didn't buy anything or stop for a drink as sometimes I do, but I now pay full price for the train tokens.

Feeling a little tired of coding Frag. May do it later in the afternoon. An unexpectedly complicated little program.

I found out after a whole yesterday’s debugging that my missing ai pod array was being eaten / popped by another function. So I applied a .copy() and now we’re good to go. I think I can finish Frag by tonight unless similar nasty errors lurk ahead.

Witchy Liew forces stirring up sentiments between Israel and Malaysia on this Muharram. A holy day for Moslems. I am making progress on my applet, using zip instead of 2 for loops. I think the code is more orderly now. The first collision has been successfully detected and now the handling code can be put in place.

Speculation arises for MH370 being hidden in a desert, under sand, somewhere in Africa. Not sure whether it’s worth sending out a drone?

Some trouble getting the game line / board updating properly. Think there may be errors somewhere serious. Probably the lineState is being fed into the ai and player arrays wrongly. This fun code project is turning out somewhat difficult.

Found the error which was trivial, to do with hiliting the middle char, and not providing enough space to move pods. I can complete the collision code now. Looks like it may drag on into tomorrow tho.

Past midnight. Just worked out. Feeling refreshed. Feel like buying new earphones. Something with 3 drivers aside. The jumping fragments are not happening well as I struggle with indexing problems in Frag. Maybe tomorrow morning.

Past 3am and am still awake. Managed to solve the nasty collision bug thru some clever coding. Tomorrow, will work on the AI. Had my orgasm. Feeling good.

Wednesday, June 25, 2025

Thursday 26 June

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well. Took a shower and am changed into fresh clothes. Coding Frag resumes. Need to wrap up by this evening. Didn't eatt any breakfast, just iced water. Liew forces and their western child hires accosted me as I went thru my morning routine. Seems life is like this.

Still thinking what to spend 500RM on. Last night I browsed luxury Chi-fi earbuds but don't know much about their sound quality.
 
Friends and family who played dangerous games in the mindspaces look to get burned. So too the Asian Liew witches and western slave drivers. In an hour+, I will complete the collision function, then rest until later tonight to finish coding the AI. Could use a walk this evening.

The coding is getting hairy. Weird complexity is working itself into every function and I'm not sure if I can make a 4pm deadline. Have tons of debug statements coded in. Still, funny business is going on. Meanwhile, the antichrist mind forces continue to push their agenda -why shouldn't they use telepathy? Why shouldn't we protest if not fight back?


Ate a small dinner of curry sardine and a kind of mini broccoli with Japanese rice. Had a bowl of peppery chicken soup. Was contacted by some organization about my stories / apps etc. I told them to just take whatever they wanted. Seems I am to be read at Catholic schools all over the Americas -something unforeseen. I thought it would be popular with secular institutions. Maybe both, someday. And to think I missed out on the chance to own an MR-G before Jesus comes. But to celebrate this breakthru, I am buying a few new watch straps.

Am wearing my Q&Q plastic solar monocoque diver on drab NATO. I suspect this humble watch will be my daily driver from now on. Got struck a few times by family who have their own designs on me. They are attacking Christians with their mind powers even as I write this. Just a spinning weapon of a genius witch and his baby barbs. I think I’ll turn in earlier tonight, just take things easy.
 
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Took another dump and showered. Feeling a bit queasy down there but otherwise quite comfortable. We discussed the 'Jewish problem' in the mindspaces. It is a history laid in plain sight that nobody acknowledges happened, tho many reported on it.

Brushed and worked out. Feeling stretched and relaxed prior to sleep, now past midnight. Tomorrow, want to head out on a long walk if possible.

Tuesday, June 24, 2025

Wednesday 25 June

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned without constipation. Was mainly gassy tho. Must be Mom's problems heaped onto me. Didn't finish Frag's coding yesterday. Try again today. The evil Liew witches are on my tail for some reason this morning. Sometimes they see prophecy and blindly quash it.

So I've hard-coded the "board" into both player and AI dictionaries. This should skim off the nonsense entries in both. But in an hour or so I have to go out with Dad, send Mom to hospital for a suspicious breast lump.

It rained on our laundry on the way back from hospital. Got ink on my towel from an old rOtring stylograph, being careless. Cousins and other family are ramping up to take revenge on one another -something the westerners would like to see, I suppose. 

Moving steadily along with Frag. Overcoming hurdles as they come. Don't know when it will be ready.

Had KFC for lunch. Coleslaw was good. Need to work out later, maybe head out on a long walk tomorrow. Funds are in, circa $100. With 500RM in my wallet, I have 500RM to spend over the next 4 1/2 weeks.

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Mom made a quick meal of cheese, egg, salad, canned beans, and chicken bone soup. I had to get cleaned again for some reason. Feeling much relieved. There are now no bugs in Frag but it looks like the AI will not be fully functional tonight. Just basic.

Thinking what to do with my 500RM this / next month. Past 10pm, and I've showered and changed into fresh clothes. Meds at 11am. Still feel a little gassy but have to work on Frag.

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Took my meds at 11pm. Almost 1am. Will do a quick workout. Leaped over the hurdle in Frag and am now wrapping up coding, probably by tomorrow morning. The AI is pretty weak but the collision events are good to go.

Workout went well. Feeling refreshed and energized. Thought of buying a pair of good earbuds but maybe no. 


Monday, June 23, 2025

Tuesday 24 June

Was up early for some reason, after just 2+ hours sleep. Feeling okay. Had a ramen with crushed garlic in olive oil and soy sauce. Drank a coffee. A bit early to resume coding Frag. Emptied my room waste bin which was overflowing. Had a few days of runny nose. Past 4am. A little tired. Might nap later.

Fell asleep for another 4 hours. Was gassy and a bit constipated. A kid came to bother and strike me. Need to take things easy. Telepathy isn’t going away overnight.
 
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Back from the mall. Bought hair ties but they don't work well so it's back to my hairband. Maybe I can use the ties later when my hair grows longer.

Was assaulted in the mindspaces while at the mall. Something to do with the American 'system' called onto me by my own cousin / sister etc. As a result, there was a skirmish with spiritual powers, and since I can't see or hear anything well using telepathy, I don't absolutely know what happened or if anything was in fact really going on. Rumors of battles.

Anyhow, made it home in one piece and had some coconut water. The BK Whoppers we had for lunch was good and not too heavy. Am fired up to code Frag.

Took a laxative remedy (dried salt prune water) so was able to get cleaned just now without a hitch. Mom, who doesn't trust the asamboi is still constipated. I have made a strong start to coding Frag's collision handler. KISS. Tonight we go for finishing the AI.

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Showered and changed. Took my meds just past 11pm. Brushed and will work out before midnight. We had a talk in the mindspaces on women, offendedness-orgasms, abstinence and self control versus (job) appreciation (IIRC). Adam and Eve had both offended God and He had to control them, Adam thru Eve. We must not forget that ALL the telepathy problems are similar constructs of this relationship breaking down. These are the end times. So, ladies, be good and men be loving to your wives.

Workout went well. Am still fresh and alert. May turn in at 1am. During my workout I do pushups, sit-ups, lunges, twists and shoulder / neck loosening. Takes about 3 minutes a day every day. Otherwise, I am mostly sitting in my chair and coding / sometimes writing.

Debugging right now. Strange entries in my dictionaries.

Sunday, June 22, 2025

Monday 23 June

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well. Washed up and am resuming coding Frag, a diversion since Thaw is being prevented. Evil forces ramping up against me. We used holy weapons against them and quelled an uprising of increasing evil.

Frag is proving tricky to code. But eventually I will get there. Probably later in the afternoon. There is some resistance to our more heavy-handed tactics but eventually we can heal all the wounds by folding muscle. Not to worry.

Went out on a medium long walk around the park with Mom. She's gone to tapao some lunch for us. It really is almost too hot to walk out in the sun right now. High UV. Wore my Oakleys to protect my eyes. Frag is inching along. Coding this small Python applet as a relaxation while waiting for the Liew witchy army to leave.

Used my 500 million dollar Zimbabwe note as a surface for my ThinkPad's trackpad as the old texture had worn off it, making it slippery smooth. I like the feel of the rough paper.

Major developments in the mind wars. We have caught the British mind criminals of which there are a lot / numerous. Now we have to catch the Liew witches' armies perhaps with the same technique. Not much time to code but it's getting there.

Got some critical coding done. I am now able to move my pieces as a player but the AI is a bit dumb at the moment. I need to improve it by this afternoon, now midway thru.
 
More donkey coding work. This 'relaxation' is turning out to be quite complicated tho still fun to work on while the telepathy is being rounded up.

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Past 11pm. Took my meds and brushed. Also showered and changed into fresh clothes. Yet to work out. Maybe at midnight. Coding Frag is slow going but I now am able to form and move pods (groups of 3 fragments). Next, I have to handle collisions between friendly and enemy pods and fragments. The game AI is pretty simplistic right now, and just scouts out near and far threats by their value (grouping).

Talked a lot about telepathy and winning the war against the Liew witchy 6. They are still fighting with a few genius helpers. My cousin is worried about cancer and being widowed. We helped her family as much as we could.

Midnight, just worked out and am feeling energized. All day I sat in a chair like a potato and programmed. Want to do the collision handling code now but am getting a bit sleepy thus lethargic.

Well past midnight. Have transfered the Python file to my desktop rig (actually running off a Celeron netbook) albeit with 12GB RAM and a 23" wide angle display. May sleep shortly after 1am.

Saturday, June 21, 2025

Sunday 22 June

Was up late for some reason. Feeling a little drowsy. Didn’t work on Thaw much last night. Busy in the mindspaces. Kids gave me a muscle cramp as I woke up. Not sure why. US has struck Iran’s nuclear sites. 3 strikes as I predicted / was shown.

Managed to get cleaned well. Shower soon and change into fresh clothes after Mom is done with the bathroom. The pains of living in a shoebox of a house. Last touches to SeTT, preventing the playback function overlapping the last move.

Today, will have to help clean the shoebox. No going out.
 
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Chores are done. I ate a lot of dried mango for some reason. Drank green tea. My urine is still a bit strong colored. I'm coding again. Was prevented from working on Thaw so I decided to work on Fragment (another game I invented), a cut-down version played in terminal (Linux). It should be done by tonight as it doesn't involve much graphics, complex pattern matching, and score keeping, as SeTT did. I can't imagine SeTT took 2 years to code to near-perfection.

Cut a piece of rough card in black to stick over my used ThinkPad's touchpad which is worn smooth after 10 years of (hard) use. Works quite well. Feels natural and touchable. Don't need its mouse which Dad is now using.

Walked out to get pasta from the grocer. Mom enjoyed the outing / some shopping. Having her special bolognaise sauce for dinner. Meanwhile Frag is progressing well. Being prevented by the Liew witches’ baby group while their own hands are all over the switchboards of world prophecy. Westerners have no where to hide from sorcery, Christians included. Businesses and scientists too. The only thing we can hope for is God’s overwhelming force of will.

Put in a good effort to take away the angry young ones from the Liew witches’ army. Most come from the west and are attacking their own so called sinful adults. We sent them home to family with a blessing from Jesus. And we put the radar back again, no matter William is concerned how he appears to the world, reputation-wise. It isn’t that bad, Will. Just play along and hang in there.

Family anger roused up as grandma’s dream and subsequent visit to a sinseh came to light, years after her death. My cousin’s family hasn’t recovered from the curse of doing a ‘Harry’ and splitting. Nor have our families done so either. So much to talk about even as my own sister reveals her skeletons in her closet. It’s no secret most psychologists are our for her blood.

Almost 11pm and I’ve just showered and changed. Been working on Frag on and off. It’s quite relaxing and should be fun to play. Had to make Frag to prove its big brother, Fragment is actually playable.

Friday, June 20, 2025

Saturday 21 June

Was up very early, circa 5am. Managed to get cleaned well. Washed up afterwards. Looks like I can head our on a long walk this morning-afternoon. Almost no work done on Thaw, just coded a bit of HTML. Will try to put more effort into it soon.

Morning is wearing into afternoon. I had my 3rd loo of the day. Feeling more comfortable now. Squashed probably the final bug in SeTT to do with move replay. Will be heading out after midday.

Almost 2pm and the UV index is too high to head out. I just finished squashing another bug in SeTT and am now resting prior to coding Thaw. There is some construction work going on in the neighborhood and I'm not sure if I should head out today as the folks are out.

Just organized my story notes for Thaw into truth, lies, and halfways, and decided how to tell the story without pain / systematically.

I'm drawing the illustrations now. Taking time to make them link up in interesting ways. Of course, these are top secret as they would spoil the game for players. Decided to sketch them out on my iPad for convenience, since I bought the Apple Pencil. Could be ready by tomorrow night.

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Had a light and decent chicken rice for dinner tapau by the folks. Will go on my run at 7pm+ after the food settles. Sundown would be at 7:45-8pm normally. Many feelings coursing through me, unsure what they are. Well, Thaw will soon be open for playtesting. Maybe Monday. Will take my meds late tonight and work out before bed as well.

Back from my run around the block. Ran at breakneck speed which turned my legs semi spaghetti and left me out of breath for 5 minutes. Hope I don't get appendicitis as well. On the whole, a good feeling to be active once a week, where I mainly am a chair potato.

Will resume coding Thaw after a half hour break. Feeling a bit rattled somehow. Maybe others running while concentrating on me. My last run was 5 days ago.


Took my medss, showered, brushed. Work out soon. Liew witchy threat severely set back. Lots of hacking off branches to do before bed.

Worked out a little and am feeling rejuvenated. Do a bit of work on Thaw first before bed at midnight.

Thursday, June 19, 2025

Friday 20 June

Was up late. Drank dried prune powder water to get the gut moving. Was gassy. Will shower and head out for lunch a little later. Fixed more bugs in SeTT. Nasty one affecting the scoring function and another, affecting playmaking by the AI. Haven't started on my other projects. May bring my sketchbook to the psych clinic to do some drawing there. I hope to have something to share by the end of it -a book "How I Draw".

Back from psych clinic. Jab went well. Shrink is getting on a flight, he didn't say where. Past 5pm and I fixed the remainder of the bugs in the position play code. Now SeTT plays pretty well and is still simple in coding approach. Guess I will leave it there for now.

Talked to a lot of kids trying to wean them off the Liew witches whom the westerners are attacking. Some success as parents and elders take over from my teaching with good results.

Am making my adventure game, Thaw this evening. My friend says I should. Got the Python code transformed to JS so I can put it up on my website. This will be fun.

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Will be cooking dinner soon, almost 7pm. Found the main chunk of notes on Thaw, buried somewhere on my blog. Can get started now on dividing out the plot and dialogue.

We talked about Jesus' birth a bit, and about the resurrection, and how both teachings were corrupted in the course of Christian history and its wranglings in the west, propagating thru the east similarly. We laughed as we discussed casually, the state of 'Nabi Isa' in Malaysia. And we also attempted to heal some kidneys (for some reason).

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Took my meds, a much-needed shower, and changed into fresh clothes. No exercise tonight due to my Arip jab. Maybe just a bit of twisting later. Yet to brush. Am hard at work on Thaw.

Feeling sleepy. I think I need a stronger handle on Thaw to really get going.

Wednesday, June 18, 2025

Thursday 19 June

Woke up earlyish. Tried to get cleaned but was just gassy. Drank dried prune powder water which should help me go in an hour's time. May be heading to the mall later. Not sure if I have anything to buy.

Blatant attacks going on from the Liew witches towards the west -their favorite hunting ground for sinful White people. Sometimes, I'm brought along as the bait. Took a couple of hits to my stroke sensitive nerves. Not sure what to do. Managed to get cleaned quite well, tho. Am ready to hit the mall.

DogBlots (my sister blog) got over 300 visitors yesterday. Thanks to all my readers who stopped by to check on my life lived under oppression and adventure every day (mostly). Am having some trouble continuing the first chapter of TSFC.

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Back from the mall where I got a D&S -not a watch but just a sketchbook. It's pretty thick at circa 120 pages and has a bookmark ribbon and hard covers in matte black. A German brand which is cheaper than Daler Rowney. Ironically, I got DR Kandahar ink (black) which was also affordable. So now I have blue and black inks for dip pen and stylograph.

We did a lot of talking and by and large restored the 'love' among many of the mind fighters. This, on the very doormat of the Tribulation. We were out of time almost to get the mindspaces friendly and peaceful like all channels of Spirit should be. Be vigilant, tho, new believers as there seem to be enemies among us still.

Mom and I are making mash potato and cauliflower for dinner tonight, with some old broccoli and store-bought rotisserie chicken. I have still not written much more of TSFC. Perhaps it will never be finished just like TBD and the adventure game, Thaw.


Past 11pm. Showered, Got cleaned again well. Took my meds and brushed. Workout at 11:45pm. Talked a lot about logic in Genesis, love and forgiveness vs mortality and suffering. Talked about Chinese culture and how they forgot about God in Beijing. It is time to rejuvenate religion around the world. Liew witches of course, are stymying our efforts with rude and condescending behaviors pushed by Allen.

Meanwhile, I’m debugging SeTT so it plays a better / more exciting game. But ran up against some complications. May finish it after midnight.

Tuesday, June 17, 2025

Wednesday 18 June

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and changed into fresh clothes. Tidied my room at the old house. It looks quite neat now and the floor level LED lighting still works as does the air conditioning. Wouldn't mind living there again.

Started writing my children's book, Three Stories for Children late last night. The plot is pretty good, and I should get 30k+ words out of it easily.

A lazy afternoon doing next to nothing. Had wonton noodles for lunch. Tomorrow may hit the mall.

Talked to westerners about hormonal balance / immune system health as keys to a long and happy life, looking your best as well. This came after we discovered that many in the west were living under a cloud of oppressive philosophies / doctrines / negative-focused / restrictive religious systems. This is not to say that the east is freer than the west, but we had a lot to share since hostilities cut off cross-pollination decades ago.

Afternoon is still early. I've got to redo the opening page to TSFC as it is a little odd. Not sure how to introduce the story well -it's a good one but hard to begin. Tidied my desk, which was full of junk wire and scraps of stuff from making the Apple Pencil stabilizer, and my game, Fragment. I need a can of some sort to stick things in. Could also use a hair tie instead of the hair band I've been wearing.

Managed to get cleaned again well. Feeling a little dehydrated. I think I drink only 4-5 glasses of water / coffee a day on average. Tomorrow will be going on another brief run around the block. Work out a bit tonight before bed.

Yesterday, I got the highest number of visitors to this blog in a day, circa 650 people from all over the world dropped by.


Worked out breifly and am feeling good. Otherwise I was a couch potato all day. Took my meds before 10pm. Brushed. Chipped off some tartar. Some action against loved ones who were deceived by the Liew witches. It is relatively mild.

Monday, June 16, 2025

Tuesday 17 June

Woke up early after broken up sleep. I had not worked out before I turned in. Maybe tonight, around 10pm. Had quite a lot to eat and managed to get cleaned easily on second go.

Was at the old house this morning so I couldn't post early as normal. I tidied my desk and bed with a lot of help from Dad. We also did the windows which were dusty and swept and vacuumed the floor. My old room is now livable again.

Talked in mindspace about Revelations, and the sin of fornication, of the Nephilimistic atrocities committed around Kazakhstan / Dagestan and the persecution of believers that goes / went on in Turkey. It is no wonder that they will bear down on Israel within a short time frame. We discussed the horses and riders of the 1-4th seals. There is not much doubt that they will ride or complete their riding late this year. And I wonder what the 1st rider will (finally) do -the most enigmatic.

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Fights broke out over my family members and some church members. It seems we're being audited by a strong arm of the Old Faith or maybe even Opus Dei, I don't know. Things have to be solved before the next step towards the Tribulation can occur. And some are still living in the past. I protected the guilty who would have gotten cancer. Instead, they get a heart nerve deadened temporarily for 24 hours. Hopefully it will be enough to turn them from evil.

Also set up my M-Audio Keystation Mini 32 to work with my Aspire netbook. Used the Salamander grand piano soundfont.

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Dinner was takeout stewed duck rice. Trying to rehydrate as somehow the weather saps moisture and we all have strong urine. I am actively writing again. Probably for the last time since IS didn't go down well with the publishers. But first and foremost, we are solving gospel issues among neighbors (people in contact as well as in telepathy). I worked out briefly and am feeling good. Tomorrow, Mom has to be at the hospital early. Not sure I can wake up for that. Take my meds by 9pm.

Brushed and took my meds. Now past 10pm. We rallied against the Liew witchy forces with some simple water cycling tricks and their army is destroyed. Can't do it to babies they open tho. Have to turn them slowly round and round while hitting a metal plate with a Time Magazine.

Sunday, June 15, 2025

Monday 16 June

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Planning a long walk circa 10-11am. Ate a roti canai for breakfast. Feeling okay. Shaved a bit to look neater. Can feel many in my body, living out their last years. Some from cancer. Will head out in an hour. Wear my Oakleys.

Didn't come to pass that I went on a long walk, just a medium one round the park with Mom. Ate too much yesterday. Had to get cleaned again. May take a shower later. I submitted a query to Penguin SG (Singapore), no MS yet. Instantly, the Liew witches descended on Penguin but having no MS, they gave up. It may take months for them to request my MS which I am editing and reformatting on my ThinkPad in LibreOffice.

Mom bought me some curry beef which is super spicy. Had it for lunch. May go for a run in the evening seeing as how I'm changed into nicer clothes. Not many hits from the mindspace wars this afternoon, thank the Lord. Feel like doing more editing instead of pursuing Thaw (my text adventure game).

Back from a brief run round the block. Am amazed that I can run that fast and tirelessly, even uphill slightly which I used to find taxing. This is despite my weight booming from 83 to 91kg. At least the week's exercise is out of the way.

Saturday, June 14, 2025

Sunday 15 June

Many arguments in mindspace over the British 'embarrassment' that they're moving around to be 'very safe'. I couldn't help much as I'm mentally challenged. Took some hits -all for nothing.

Am working on my adventure game, now called 'Thaw' which is less ambitious but still fun to play. Began filling in the equations and realized that it has only 60 truths. Wondering if I should put in lies and half-truths as well? Something to consider.

Was at the old house just now and helped Dad shift a bed and mattress to his room. Had an ice cream. The racism / immigration issues are hitting America hard. Mom is fixated on these videos while Israel and Iran pound one another with missiles. It's a world gone mad.

Huge amounts of support rallied to me, to quell the westerners who had gone bad / mad. I am not sure what they are feeling, mainly because I have little telepathic powers. Anyway, most of the chores are now done. Mop the floor at 4pm. Some issues with church still remain, perhaps a vanguard of persecution. I must be forefront to help out but for now I need a rest.


Nose has been running all day. So too telepathic attacks from some in the west as they grapple with holy war / insurrection / recession.

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Had baked beans and mince for dinner. Nowadays we eat Japanese calrose rice which Mom finds softer. Just took my meds past 10pm. Will shower, brush, and work out before midnight. Another day when nothing much got done. I did record "Evermore" 2nd version tho which is dedicated to my ex-GF.

Showered and brushed, and am changed into fresh clothes. Workout went well. Feeling good. Need to drink a little more water as I'm dehydrated somehow. Liew witches and Allen tortured me, and I fought back with all I had. I have some friends looking out for me so hope to be okay and still stick out here as the bait.

Coding is going on still. I may have a game by this coming week.

Friday, June 13, 2025

Saturday 14 June

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well after drinking salted dried prune powder water. News that Iran's retaliatory strike had hit Israel all over. These must be better drones. Need to shower and go on a walk with Mom before Bible meetup, online.

Back from a medium long walk with Mom. Was good. Am listening to the NZ Bible outreach talk about the government of Christ on earth. Later, at 2pm, some current events analysis possibly.

Feeling a bit like tinkering with my PC / laptop to pass the time instead of working on TBD etc. Ate a zhang for brunch. May take a ramen noodle later.

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Listening to one more Bible study from NZ Bible outreach. It seems Psalm 83 is coming true with the nations around Israel being gradually roused up. Pastor expects August 2025 to be an important date.

Talked to my brothers and sisters in Christ thru the mindspaces and we are now feeling better after having a bit of an argument over timeframes of the 2nd coming. Everyone is heated up over Jesus' return which seems to be dragging and discrediting those who teach and preach. He will be a sight for sore eyes that's for sure.

Read about my analysis here on my Medium (my articles are always free).

Check out DogBlots for my latest analysis post on God’s existence proven from mental health / synchronicity.


Took my meds and brushed late. Worked out at 12am. Still wide awake at 1am. Tomorrow, breakfast out and try to assemble my quiver. Lots of Christians from the west crying as war escalates in Israel-Iran. They may be persecuted and I should help.

Thursday, June 12, 2025

Friday 13 June

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Going for a shower soon. Maybe 8am. So many things to do in mindspace to quell the telepathy. Even with my lost memory. May take a walk tomorrow as the plumber is coming this morning and the nieces for lunch. Am learning FreeCAD so I can 3D print out some watch parts.

Liew witchy forces attack again, from behind western kids and toddlers, preying on White people’s excesses(?) turning them onto us Asians. I’m changed into fresh clothes, ready for lunch out. Maybe talk to the western kids and their guardians later.

War looms larger in the Middle East following a hard strike on Iran’s military command. Liew forces hiding behind celebrities, who normally lived it up, thereby having ‘sins’ or ‘regrets’. These witches from Asia are the most unscrupulous I’ve ever seen, playing out sensitive people in important positions.


Back from the mall. I got an Isomars stylograph / technical pen for 37RM. Attacks came from the UK not sure if the Liew antichrists were behind it. We need to head off the evil tonight, maybe every night until August. I will not be working much on my watch movement design but helping more instead. Have to cook dinner in half an hour.

I designed the watch movement, using rounded off teeth and a very fine plastic spring that is shaped  like a 2 pairs of rabbit ears. Planned to take the design to the mall tomorrow to 3D print it but Pastor whatsapped that there will be a meeting on end times prophecy this weekend and I should attend.

News suggests that there will be a truce instead of a nuclear strike(s). Hope this will begin the 'one Seven' of Daniel. And we will have to wait for the truce to break and all the supernatural things happen in between.

I cooked noodles for dinner with scrambled eggs and straw mushrooms, and a Nappa cabbage tomato dish with garlic and olive oil.

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Designing a linear spring in FreeCAD, I came up with something like a diamond shape, split by 2 other diamonds umm... slots that pull in opposite direction to the expansion of the compressed outer diamond. Not being trained in mechanical engineering, I suppose the inner tension is achieved thru twisting the spring as a whole which should be delicate / thin. This spring ratchets along 24 rounded off teeth while driving a minute wheel as well. This gives the watch a comfortable overnight power reserve while marking the 24 hours in a day.

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Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes. Took my meds and brushed. Worked out. Feeling better. Just past midnight. Been sketching with my dip pen and stylograph. I guess I will end my days as an artist of some sort. Feeling sleepy.

Wednesday, June 11, 2025

Thursday 12 June

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Shower shortly. Heading out soon with the folks. May have breakfast out. Need to brush now.

Proceeding with my adventure game, TBD. Hope the design works and it is actually playable. I need to save information that the player has uncovered (state) so they can plan their next move. Meanwhile the  Liews have roused up western newborns and babies, maybe a few toddlers to bedevil us going with Christ. Still feeling a bit sore over missing out on 6kRM. Could have used the money.

Managed to get cleaned again. Was gassy, probably from the prune powder water. Waiting for Mom to finish her appointment at the hand clinic, pick her up and takeout some chapfarn.

Mom's doctor says her condition is not that bad and advises her to wear a splint instead of surgery. Meanwhile, I recorded a song "Breakup" which is on my Tumbler @donutwares. Still haven't done much game programming yet. Liew witches seem to be concerned about something. Not sure what.

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Powers fly in the mindspace. And there are many revenges among enemies and offendeds. We smoothed things over so there will be limited damage except to the Liew witchy 6.

Helped make dinner and am now resting in a/c. Around me, head blows are falling. Feeling a bit oppressed and sore in the noggin. But the food was good. Mom made us fried prawns while I mashed the spuds and cauliflower. Dad did the washing as usual.

Tomorrow, we’ll be off to the mall for lunch. Not sure what to wear there. Maybe just simple clothes. Whether to take the MudMan?

Today is 2e in the ABY and warns of possible misfortune come August. According to https://divination.com/iching/lookup/19-2/ it is wise to plan and plant now to avoid the potential damage of the 8th month.
….be alert and note the changing signs of the times….
I guess I will be spending less and getting fit more. I need also do good works, meaning service in mindspace more often, and sharing my ideas freely online. Would like to design a watch for everyman. Something simple and durable. Will see if I can use FreeCAD to do it.

Almost midnight. Took my meds, brushed, worked out. Feeling okay. A little gassy. Lots of arguments going on concerning personal wellbeing during the Tribulation to come. I should speak on it soon.

Tuesday, June 10, 2025

Wednesday 11 June

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Planning a long walk today if possible. Back from Stadium where we had breakfast. Mom couldn't sleep well due to the humidity and she and Dad are at the old place. My air conditioning is similarly stuffy. But I knocked out on Rivotril, half a dose like I do every night. Still wearing my MudMan solar on drab NATO. I guess this will be my go-to watch in the years ahead however many are left.

Back from my walk around New Town to Asia Jaya. About an hour or so under the sun. Healed somewhat in the hand. Westerners pushed by Liew insurgents tased it but we fought it off and clamped the Liew witches' brains, severing vital nerves. Anyway, I bought Mom her pool noodle and also got a pair of shorts from Decathlon, 39RM -the cheapest yet still comfy.

I now have these shorts:

Orange 
Green
Green Drab
Beige
Gray
White
Black
Cyan (newly bought)

In a pinch, I can put on my Millet hiking shorts or my China thin linen baggy pants. So now I'm quite safe with changing my shorts twice a day, Dad washing on alternate days.

I can't believe I am now 91kg. Put on 1kg in a week. Decided to walk again on Sunday. Maybe 2 1/2 hours this time. It's past 3pm and I haven't done any work on TBD. Will definitely make a start this afternoon and see some results by late tonight. I think I want to sculpt the .tell file first and draft out all 80 of the maps / guiding illustrations which aid the gameplay. In essence to fully design the game.

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Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes. Tomorrow, an early start to drop Mom off at the hospital. Will take my meds earlier, at 9:30pm. Maybe take some prune powder water early in the morning. Liew forces still trying to take over the mindspaces.

Am facing a conflict in TBD, regarding how the story is told. There must be a lot more complexity to each character which is a variable in the .tell file.

I think that each character has the chance to interact with 2 other story elements or vice versa, in one block for each permutation. That some variables should be strings of story or call up an image.

Took my meds and worked out. Yet to brush. Maybe at 11pm. Turn in at 11:30pm. Must remember to drink the prune powder water early.

Monday, June 9, 2025

Tuesday 10 June

Was up early. Neck feels sore. Managed to get cleaned well. Wearing my MudMan solar on NATO. Feels more comfortable. A few hours till Bible study online meetup. After that, will be going on a long sunny walk to rejuvenate my hand a bit.

William tried to get something started on me but it failed. Wonder what happens every day in the west? Don't feel like coding TBD but at some point, it has to be coded. VS is already open on my desktop.

New taxed coming on non-essential goods and services which means I should no longer buy watches and PC equipment etc. There may be monitoring on people's bank accounts and online transactions, just like the monitoring of people's Internet browsing habits. Dangerous time to be horny and greedy!

Had breakfast: cheese and crispy onion sandwiches with chili sauce. Drank a small cup of coffee. Will be coding soon.

Been laying down the gameplay and preparing the data file. Preparing to draw the illustrations. Feeling less perturbed but still a bit oppressed.

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Took over the reins from God and the westerners, so I can wrap up the telepathy crisis as we now have sufficient knowledge and examples / testimony. It should work except the Liew witches need some restraining. Maybe deafness would help? May head out at 3pm after a change of shirt. Somehow my air conditioning is not very cool nowadays -these newfangled fuzzy logic models.

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Did not head out after all, as there was trouble in the mindspaces. The Kingdom lies within us. Our reactions and choices determine our salvation where once it was beyond reach and subservient to an external law. In a sense, living became more lenient, easier to get by, but in reality, it is spiritually just as treacherous and many are those who forget the truth and are deceived.

Sis gave us goodies from Vietnam. I gave her kids my transparent Kakuno fountain pen.

Ate some supper, brushed and worked out briefly. Now 1am, still sleepless. Mom probably using me. Helped my cousin with his telepathy problems and seeded Spirit throughout some parts of the world.

Sunday, June 8, 2025

Monday 9 June

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned okay. Liews and Allen attacked again, rubbishing our Pastor / study leader, leveraging on my ‘sins’. These are trying times. And we tried to save our brothers and sisters the good old fashioned way, confessing and coping, like the ABCDE of the LDS. Am being attacked with incontinence again. Happens once a while, also sores / pimples. Many think I am a dirty sinner when in fact I care for such people’s welfare as an unpaid job.

Finished my watch designing. Hope someone likes it. It’s all free, BTW. 

Wrapping up the family vengeance issue. Love is not to be mixed with hate, and later to use another's weakness to undermine his / their love. The betrayal of the heart, no-yes no-yes, HE did it to you! HE who purported to love you. Prophecy is not to be obeyed which cometh between hearts in love. How can one self-prophecy against love? It is definitely unwise. Cousins and aunts, you should know.

Today, I will commence coding TBD after lagging for 2 days now. Will use some cubism for the illustrations, which will be rendered like stained glass but not exactly.


Helped Mom cook dinner. There is a Bible online meetup tomorrow, I should join. Took my meds and brushed. Workout at 11pm. Sorted out a lot of misconceptions and mental health issues which stemmed from increasing carelessness in giving out teachings in the mindspaces, since decades ago. Nowadays one gets hit. It is ripe for the apostasy. Lots of mental health issues are cured by re-instilling self-love, and it comes in ways told them were bad / unnatural / sinful. Arrested development mostly.

Couldn’t code much. Just installed the Dart SDK on Windows. Wonder if Dart has curses? Just worked out and am feeling good. Just 3 1/2 minutes a day everyday.

Saturday, June 7, 2025

Sunday 8 June

Was up earlyish. Feeling a bit stiff and sore but otherwise quite well rested. Managed to get cleaned well. Brush shortly. May go on a walk later. Yet to start programming as I am retired and everything else is secondary to rest and relaxation.
 
Washed an ink smear from my fountain pen cap and blew it dry. It has become one of my favorite things along with my Uni Shalaku mechanical pencil. I do my best work with a dip nib tho, a Speedball on a cheap holder, with cheap ink.
 
Today is house cleaning day. Not sure when Dad and I will start. Maybe after lunch and I shall be out walking after 3pm and a shower.

Took an early shower. May head over to the old house with the folks soon. Some stuff I want to bring over from my room.

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I got my spare drawing nib and my color wash markers. So I am ready to begin illustrating TBD. Lots of unruly American forces attacking even after we helped them learn gospel easily. Pushing them off is hard as they're whipped from behind by the Liew witches.

Dad's mouse gave up on him so is using my old Mighty Mouse with the mini 4-way scrolling ball. He would prefer a wireless rodent but they're not compatible with his Mac Mini. Meanwhile the UK forces started acting up -not sure why. We pushed them off with minimal force.

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Past 9:30pm and we are fighting the Liew witchy armies with a lure and a motivator. The whole world is involved and maybe the best will prove they are the best. Check out my watch render on DogBlots -it's a cool watch I would like to own and can't cost much.

Worked out and will take my meds soon, brush and sleep circa 11:30pm.

Almost time for bed. Talk of me being involved in the Liew witches’ terror against the west. Designing another watch I want to see / buy, a 12 alarm mechanical. Still thinking of the mechanism. Drawing in Canvas 7 is a lot of fun.

Friday, June 6, 2025

Saturday 7 June

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned and am not constipated / plugged up anymore. Dad is taking us to the mall for lunch so I will not be able to attend Bible study probably.


Talked to many Christians about faith gone wrong a little, these end times, the origins of sin, and the escape from temptation. These are important concepts once known widely, but eroded with PC, Woke, Civil / women’s Rights, Liberalization, LGBTQAI+ and so on. Really, the unbroken relationship between God, man, and woman never changed since the time of the Patriarchs. ‘He who loves his wife loves himself’.

Would the gospel clean you? Is the Bible a bath scrub? Is your church a bath scrub stick? Nay, you clean yourself by understanding scripture, not by following or obeying it. One may say, I resonate with xyz in the Bible. Sure, brother, but do you understand it? And understand how / why you are thus blessed? Man cannot hope to clean himself all on his own, but that he understands / realizes / agrees to make life-changing compromises. The rest is the work of Spirit.

How can Spirit guide your life? Is it by sincerity, earnestness, denial of one’s self? Nay, it is by doing things, not just feeling things, but actual hard work on this earth we live on. Will one then be taken to Heaven? Is it a foregone conclusion? Also, the answer is ‘no’. Nobody knows save those who appear in and outwardly blessed for God’s purpose. And such people will TRY to seed their mustard seed in you. Grow or not grow is uncertain.


Took a much needed run this morning. I was surprisingly quite fit. Ready to head out for lunch with the folks. No time to work on my game yet, based on TBD. Need to translate Python to Dart. Can't wait to make my first adventure game (for PC / Mac). Will do some sketching while out, get the story blocks filled in, then code when I come home.

I bought a cheap fountain pen, the Pilot Kakuno. It's cool because it's fully transparent and had a thick hexagonal barrel and snap cap. Cost under $9. I used to have a Kaweco sport which I gave my aunt. That was a pretty unique pen. Like a lipstick, compact. The Kakuno is a total opposite but still nice to own. I may use it to draw TBD's illustrations.

Been reading up on Dart. Hope to code this evening when I get home. Liew witches raging on the west. Will stop to intervene now.


Almost 12am. Been fighting the Liew armies together with western forces. Many easterners were caught and set alight for abusing the mind to kill, maim, cause mistakes, blackmail, oppress children, force suicide, spread slander, pain-give important people. These are the witchcraft abusers and I don’t know what comes next, Biblically. Took my meds and brushed, will do a brief workout by 12:30am.

Thursday, June 5, 2025

Friday 6 June

Today is 6-6-6. Woke up a little lateish. Brushed and got cleaned okay. Took a shower and went out for a walk with Mom. Finished up redesigning my website and formatted all the PDF files I embed in an iFrame for quicker, more natural browsing. My site is now very lean.

On another note, William is most upset again. Seemingly he is being pushed to death, somewhat like the folks are too. There is nothing to gain, even from God, for bearing William's load. But we are teaching him to have more integrity so life sparkles more.

Found out that this day is Arafat Day. Nothing to do with Yasser Arafat.

The Day of Arafat on the Islamic calendar falls on the ninth day of the month of Dhul-Hijjah. This day for Muslims is a day of pilgrimage to Mount Arafat

Arafat Day 2025 falls on 6-6-6. The ABY considers today "The discussion unto infinity" wherein the Devil attempts to trap a believer into his magic spell. I am not sure what this has to do with Moslems or their worship on this special day as they equally hate the Devil.

Lately, a couple of suspicious suicides, 2 men run over by the LRT and a woman fell to her death. When will my turn come? How many months / years have I left?

William, if you're listening, integrity is the key to survival in the mindspaces. People must know where you stand to help you. People cannot switch sides with you and hit their friends.  A comedy of betrayal  does not equal survival. Likewise be longsuffering as you and all of us know the nature of end times men. These are dark days and I urge sir to spend time in the service of the Lord, in this computer / info (telepathy) / AI age we are in. I am doing the same.

Yesterday, we successfully proved the Bible is real and really special among other holy tomes, it holds its own as a mechanism of salvation, and an indicator of our status / walk with God. Do not give up on your Bible study. And your communion. This is a message to all vested in Christ and who have Christ in your scriptures.

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Helped make dinner. We had roast chicken Mediterranean style with pumpkin roasted with it as well. I worked hard on my website re-design and it's looking good. Mom cut her finger in the kitchen, but not seriously. We ate well, low sodium as usual but tasty.

At a loss as to what to do with tonight. Want to go on a run tomorrow but my toenail is still split. Not sure how to proceed. Maybe just a short run in the morning since I am less permitted to take long train rides nowadays.
 
Managed to get cleaned well just now. Was uncomfortable most the whole afternoon. Work begins on my first commercial software project. I will be using some kind of compiled language for it. Not sure what.
 
Just installed Dart. It's simple to use, light, and can be compiled. Guess it will do. Tonight, will start filling up the game world files so hopefully they are coherent, then tomorrow to play test and draw some illustrations.

Took my meds circa 9pm. Workout about 10:30pm. Feeling depressed about my cousin sister taking revenge. Whole family is sad. Workout was sorely needed. Stretched and pumped and am feeling energized.

Wednesday, June 4, 2025

Thursday 5 June

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Finished debugging SeTT for now. Showered and changed. Brush soon. Can feel the Liew witches / family crying as their prophecy unravels in a bad way. It has little to do with my book project, but the soon to come Tribulation. There won’t be any help for those who abused the mind.

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Nose was runny while at the grocer and restaurant. Didn't have much fun. I bought a box of Clearwipe lens cleaner sachets for my Oakleys and they wiped the goo off pretty well. Cost 13RM at Watson. Can last one year probably as there are 20 sachets.

Could hear Liew forces massing on my book, soon to see publication. I am dumbfounded at the amount of spin these witches can put out -it must be a lot of fun for them and to forget they're hell-bound.

Need to get cleaned again maybe in 2 hours' time. Put on the a/c in economy mode and am relaxing. Sis is on holiday abroad and is reportedly down with a bad cough.

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Made Maggi goreng for Dad with egg, lime, onions, garlic, and tomato slices. Mom had a zhang (sticky rice dumpling), and I had odds and ends for our dinner. Tomorrow, I will try heading out on a long walk, and it will be Friday.

Talked about the Bible "proving itself" -yea it could and does, in the hands and hearts of the faithful who testify and resonate with the teachings inside. And we soon found out the faith, and salvation are easily derived from one's opinion of such, and longing for its prophecies. We are now delving into the personality of Jesus and some secrets of the Roman Empire, behind the scenes of Luke's gospel.

Tuesday, June 3, 2025

Wednesday 4 June

Was up late. Eyes are sore. Orgasm poor. Was gassy and parched. Drank prune powder plus water to get the gut going. In yesterday’s writing of TBD, Imogen and Herod open a bridge (gateway) to the moon using technology they do not fully understand.

Life feels like a mess / downer right now. Liews attacking sporadically -they have not much support. Not sure what I feel like doing. Maybe do some walking after I get cleaned well.

Got cleaned and showered. Heading out in an hour or so, or before lunch. Don’t much feel like writing. Was thinking that war would break out in Immotaeus’ realm when the masses find out about the bridge. But what they discover on the moon is unexpected!


Got sidelined by the Liew witchy crisis. We made some ‘cutting’ decisions and now the Liew armies are disbanded. However the Liews themselves are still angry. No telling what they’ll do next. Hit the soft underbelly of western trust-built society again?

My publisher got back to me with a ‘hybrid’ contract offer that included this comment about my work:
We agree your work is well-written with a consistent and absorbing narrative, we believe that your work deserves a chance to reach the wider market.
Not too bad for a first query attempt. Now to read that contract and decide.


Took a detour to debug SeTT. Was a bit difficult at first but now it works much better. Still working on the forfeit move code, which is tricky. Didn’t write TBD which I may give away as an eBook to my readers later. I imagined signing books for them via post.

Almost midnight. Brushed and worked out. Feeling good. Li Lian acting up on my publisher again. She and my family don’t want me making any money of my own, gaining fame, etc.

SeTT is now bigger (size of squares and pieces) for ease of touchscreen play. Also comes with a border around the selected piece to avoid loss of points, and better position handling code. Sometimes it dumps out mid game but not often.

Had to get cleaned a third time today, washed up well and changed into fresh clothes for bed. Wearing my Mudman solar on Velcro that I touched up with a black permanent marker so it looks new. That walk around the lake with Mom was good exercise, come to think of it. Her new Decathlon shoes were comfy.

Monday, June 2, 2025

Tuesday 3 June

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well and showered. Brushed and changed into fresh clothes. Last night I was too wasted. Rained in the early morning and the air is cool. Edited some of TBD. Thinking of revealing the cult of the moon, the last bastion of pre-Ee’sh. But first, there should be a ramp up.

William and the UK worried about the Liew witch problem. So we nixed the witchy armies which apparently was not what they wanted. There is some kind of unholy symbiosis between the west and dark witchcraft.

Will be heading out to Decathlon later. Wearing my MudMan solar still. Quite peaceful without UK and Liews. I can relax and add to my draft leisurely.

Americans and some family members pushed on me while we were out to Decathlon. I got a runny nose and Sis’ cough is entering me. All these “aniaya” or betrayals of the end times. Wrote some more music on guitar for my ex-love, Claire. Discovered that the Liew witches deceived the US of A with false mathematics and false representation of the Deity. Some time ago, it came to my desk but we were unable to challenge it until now.

There’s some resistance putting reason back into American kids. Maybe their parents are involved. Managed to loo again well. Shower soon.
 
Getting late, past 10pm. Have to start my bedtime routine. Kids attacking and demanding things from adults, even after we blessed many of them. It's hard to curb negative witchcraft in these end times. Will spend an hour on it, finding out the instigators.

Worked out, feeling good. Took my meds and brushed albeit a little late. Kids and some Christians with me talked about the region of the Middle East and why it is called the holy land. Where Adam’s journey of reconciliation began 6000 years ago, and will end one of these years soon. We thought Eden and its garden must be lost, closed up by mountain movements and sea rise as it was from a time when the earth was dry.

Gen 2:4  These are the generations of the heavens and of the earth when they were created, in the day that the LORD God made the earth and the heavens,

Gen 2:5  And every plant of the field before it was in the earth, and every herb of the field before it grew: for the LORD God had not caused it to rain upon the earth, and there was not a man to till the ground.

Gen 2:6  But there went up a mist from the earth, and watered the whole face of the ground.


Coming up to midnight. Feeling sleepy. Witchy Liew powers still striking out. They know no shame and have nothing to lose.

Sunday, June 1, 2025

Monday 2 June

It’s been over 2 years now since I got my used x250 ThinkPad. Still runs well. Screen doing okay. Nice and tough machine. Runs Debian 12 / KDE Plasma. Less RAM hungry than Windows 10 (it’s too old for 11), and I use it as my writing station. When suspended, it uses 1% battery per hour which is good. Both internal and external batteries are functional, around 70% on average. I put it on ‘power saver’, and dim the screen to 25%.

Was up late after sleeping past 1am last night. Got cleaned well, without mess. Tonight, Sis’ birthday dinner.

Took a shower and am changed into fresh clothes. Am just relaxing while countering the Liew witches with spiritual powers. It is tough going.


Early afternoon, we introduced powers based on weaknesses in the human body’s genetic makeup and also mistakes babies and children made while growing up. Things like spinal problems, brain problems, even spontaneous pregnancy can occur with just a touch from a white witch. They have been very restrained so far. And so have I, who am overseeing the surrender of the witchy Liew 6.

Had to get cleaned again. The bathroom smells fresh with just a few drops of deodorant into the bowl after flushing. Think it came from Lotus’s, a Japanese invention. Will shower again before dinner out as I have no clothes to change into at the moment.


Back from dinner. Was Thai food, and very spicy. Had cake at Sis’ house. Sat in her electric vehicle which was posh. Daisy the dog finally let me pet her.

Lots of arguments and betrayals going on, even on Sis’ birthday celebration. Vengeance and offended feelings are high as are the seeking out of places to dump mistakenly-opened minds. Christians everywhere are using prophecy and Spirit. It is a big mess that I have to straighten out in mindspace. Meanwhile, I’m still writing a bit every so often.

Took my meds, brushed and worked out. Decided not to shower again, just washed my feet and face. British power is being reduced as they keep pestering Asians for some reason, and bullying as well.

Friday 25 July

Was up early after sparse sleep. After battling the Liew witchy 6. Took prune powder with lotsa water to help me go. Been backed up for some...