Saturday 8 November

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Feeling comfortable but a little nervous somehow. I suspect the Liew witches are doing something. Having a look: I believe a few of their 'member' have died or lost their souls. They were a wicked bunch, the Liew 6. Turned onto me by the West. Everyone was fighting for survival...

Had a pau for breakfast. Drank Milo chocolate drink. Took a shower. Yet to brush, nearly 8:30am. Want to go on a walk sometime soon depending on the stomach behaving / withstanding  attacks. Need to plot out Fire Arrow, my adventure game.

Feeling somewhat better after a short nap. Ate a zhang for lunch and am eager to head out and burn those calories. Maybe circa 1:30pm - 2pm. Still smell okay down there despite the jabbings from the Liew witchy 6.

7e - ䷰ - 49

  “Change. When change is completed then it is believed. Supreme success. Determined perseverance in correctness advantageous. Regrets vanish” —Dr. W. K. Chu

  THE LOWER CREATURE, THE MAN AND HIS SUPERIOR : Elder Brother Yeap was under trial by a schizo-affective who accused him of transgressions from his youth. “You had mistreated a dog, a lesser creature on loan to your family. I have told the world,” the accuser taunted. “Yes, a little bit before I learned not to do so,” said Yeap, shivering with tears, “but you have mistreated me much in this trial, and also blackened the dog to itself and to myself. How will the middle creature repay the sin now that the lower creature and it are at odds and how do I answer to our Superior for both of us – lower creatures who should make up?”

  As SHEEP-snake dominates, there is little synergy between the brash and the subtle.

Today is 7e in the ABY, which is the sutra above. It was an incident where certain (extended) family members took control of our dog, a small breed who loved me, and made it sexually lick me wherein I did not ask it to and itself, the same, being hiding under a chair. It was unfortunate that it happened outside of both our intentions but witches living in our neighborhood spied and proliferated the information, no doubt being behind the possession of the animal who loved me and waited for me each day after school (I was just going on 17 at the time).

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Back from a run thru the park. I wore my trail shoes. They have to be loosened considerably to be comfortable and to bounce with the trail. I have to learn how to tie a runner's knot. Ate lotsa protein. Will eat less for dinner which I'll be cooking soon. 

Almost 5pm, I’ve showered and changed into fresh clothes. Mom rested in the a/c for a while and I realized how restless the shoebox can become when someone is in your usual space. Liew witches about to say goodbye ahead of the ‘rapture’ planned soon. Everyone has their own version of the resurrection. 

I explained lies, as in Rev 21, “all liars” -they are cast into the lake of fire. A liar is not simply one who tells untrue things, for even the serpent on the tree can dodge being called such! A liar is someone who can believe in Satan and disbelieve God under such and such a situation. They don’t know the stakes and still judge and act like a prince of heaven. Telling an untruth is not as bad as believing in a lie, right? Thus such “all liars” are cast into hellfire. I was exposed as a high level liar one time, not that I gossip or slander but I believed I was as God. 

These things can happen because of toxic upbringing. We must all deal with toxic people and repent of their teaching. Repent just means never want to do it again. Like drinking poison. Like having an illicit affair. Who wants that again?

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Dinner was good. I ate beans, potato and egg, some canned black bean fish, and sprouts. Didn’t eat any rice. We all 3 shared a pack of milky carrot juice in the afternoon, 6RM from the mamak. Enjoyed our food much this Saturday. I encourage everyone to read the fall of man in Genesis with a fine toothed comb and see if you can spot the sins of Rev 21 (lake of fire) that we all (once) carry and need repentance of. Start young. Stay the course. And it is because we have free will, that I encourage you, not that I can change anyone’s destiny. But if you would agree as Christ said, from early on in Tribulation, it would ease suffering and grease our wheels better. We all have to roll as enemies are persecuting believers at will.

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Some trouble going on with the Liew witches, stirring up Moslems here in Malaysia. LiLian is going maxed out against the people in the world who are good. Using all her ammo from spying and blackmailing. Not sure what to do. Most of Malaysia is now on my side so she may be using from other countries. Feeling afraid.

Just past midnight. I posted everywhere in case I’m bumped off by a hired hand of the Liew witchy 6. They have primed yet another orang Melayu to do something against the law, and I hope the police will intervene as I have many Malay friends and we get along just fine. This would cause significant instability even in the future of Malaysia.

Friday 7 November

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned. Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes. Almost 9am. Haven't had breakfast or brushed. Was working on my Christian booklet which I'm uploading to my Google Site now.

Finally am able to resume coding my text adventure game. There is really only a simple algorithm -that complications arise and choices become harder and harder.

Unfortunately, my Ubuntu 25.10 system is unstable and hangs sometimes. Perhaps it is the Bluetooth driver. Brushed but haven't eaten yet. Past 9am. Having shaved, I look a lot different -a new crew in my face.

In the context of history and man's empires (see my booklet), it's not so offensive that people are behaving poorly towards me. The sway of the day is just like this. And I cease to care what ungodly people might do. Later, we'll be heading out for lunch, and Mom will be going to the mall with her friend. Tomorrow, I need to go on a run and again on Monday. Long walk on Sunday. This is ahead of my blood test at the hospital.

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Was assaulted by the western forces in league with the Liew witchy 6, helpless because they ruined William -a VVIP. Tried to dissuade them but minor cuts and bruises apparently mean nothing to westerners. Fixed some errors in my booklet. Please download it again if you can (link above).

Back from a brief run round the block. Was oppressed by someone / people so I couldn't fully benefit from the exercise but it was good nonetheless. Feeling rejuvenated. One more on Sunday and a long walk on Tuesday. 

Am debating going to Ivy Ngeow's book signing at TRX tomorrow. Have to find out the time and whether I want her new book "In Safe Hands". I'm more a fan of her short fiction. And would probably buy her anthology participation more than the chick lit she's famous for.

Decided to design my text adventure game in LibreOffice. I have made 8 tables 8x8 square to put the game "cards". With a 9pt font, I should be able to do this thing. But instead we talked to people about telepathy and how to survive being a 'user' -which means you need telepathy but can't cope with it so you reach out. This will take the major part of the night.

We had Vietnamese food for dinner. Mom bought it home from the mall. Was good. Took a shower. Was a little odorous down there so I sprayed some diluted disinfectant. No sense cleaning myself so hard and often. Managed to get cleaned twice today, both were good. This is because of gas build-up between lunch and dinner every day -for some reason.

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Liew witchy forces trying to stab me with prostate cancer which rebounded onto their infants and kids -one reason not to donate your children to sorcerers and evil geniuses. Even old people suffered the same effect. They're now retreating, gave me a tase to the neck for it. All of us shoved the cancer onto them instead! Amazing to see something like this.

Okay, all of us are free of cancer and a few of the Liew witchy army commanders are down with it. I replaced Unity with OpenBox and it uses circa 1 GB less RAM. More for my apps. I only have 8 GB so it matters quite a lot.

Brushed and took my meds circa midnight. Work out a bit later if possible. Quite rattled from all the cancer shoving. So far we're okay, drank FCOJ but forgot the younger ones got gastritis so we used bread, and removed excess FCOJ from their guts. 

Thursday 6 November

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and changed into fresh clothes. Brushed. Have 3 hours to work on the Christian booklet with the new teachings / interpretations. Want to block in the text and edit it later. Liew witches telling lies again and stirring up trouble everywhere.

Less than an hour till I head out to the upscale mall far away. There is upheaval in Christian space. Already had my lunch of wholewheat bread and some lemon lime jam. I guess I will have enough energy.

Almost finished my booklet. I need to edit it, then post it up on my Google Site sometime later tonight. All other projects are on hold for now. Liew witches taking shots at vulnerable Christians. 

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Back from a 3 hour-long walk and train ride. Am feeling energized and a bit healed. While out, we were targeted by the Liew witches as they tried to afflict me with cancer. I cannot get cancer because I bear it for many, and successfully so -it has to be 100%. Some may laugh and call me stupid. That's okay. I have some money and peace in Christ to enjoy it. Bought Dad a new Uniqlo pouch that is soft and not over large. Affordable too.

Taking a rest then tonight will edit the Christian booklet. I’m stuck on the lesson from Peter. There is more there than I realized and need to teach.

There was an inquest into why solving the telepathy was done so slowly and incrementally. Well, it was actually co-planned with the CIA and various bodies of state around the world, in which one of them, I, a clairvoyant healer, was serving. I was not the boss or privy to the plan proper. Okay, kids?

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Past midnight and I just took my meds and worked out. Forgot the drill to teach people who were damaged by the Liew witches how to recover and was most upsetting to the controllers of the telepathy. I have amnesia and I can't remember things very well. So sorry, we tried our best.

Worked out and will brush soon. I have to finish a bit more of my Christian booklet now. 

Wednesday 5 November

Was up very early. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed and had a small breakfast. My water retention is cured so I no longer have love handles much. Maybe it was yesterday's sweat out 1 hour walk. Later in the morning, I will go for a brief run.

Eager to resume coding the adventure game I started yesterday if I can get it right.

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Dad dragged me to the old place to do some cleanup work. Then we went for brunch at the mamak. Managed to loo again and am quite fresh now. Did a fresh analysis of Revelations having done Daniel 2 earlier this week. Turned up some gems of prophecy but am not 100% sure. As they say, it will take divine intervention to fully prove the Bible. Read it here on DogBlots. Also wrote a Medium article and tonight will compile my Bible studies into a booklet. Maybe it's that I should print out.

Went for a brief run and am feeling fitter. Got accosted by American witches who did wrong. Seems there is a disaster in Louisville where a plane crashed into a car assembly plant near the airport. May be a deliberate act of terror. Now being tailed by Americans thinking I'm a terrorist.

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The tide is turning against the Liew witches and their army of evil. Kinda blundered into it. We used some unorthodox techniques to gain the upper hand. I became a razor blade, among other things that others needed -yea me and some talented friends managed it. There is much resistance still. We are swimming with sharks. Urging all parties not to take revenge using telepathy but to follow Malay style and let it happen more naturally and give it time.

Can’t believe I got over 300 views of DogBlots just in an hour or so. I barely finished writing the re-reading of Revelations.

Had to get cleaned again quite urgently. Was still a bit odorous so I disinfected, having just showered, changed into fresh clothes. Can’t be 100% odorless. Tomorrow is a new day -one way of looking at it. Liew witches breaking free with help from deep within the UK. Not sure what powers are out there that need evil and breed it. At least there aren’t many of them as there were before.

Tomorrow, a long walk again, maybe somewhere different. Think I may go to TRX just for fun. I have started to compile my favorite online sermon posts into a pdf booklet. Can’t get everything in, just the important stuff. I have 10 chapters so far. Should finish it tomorrow.

Tuesday 4 November

Was up early. Think I fell asleep abruptly -for some reason was tired. Will be going on a long walk later on. The first of 3 walks before my blood test on the 12th. Maybe one or two runs. Didn't finish coding Frag or make a start on Eternity. Being mentally challenged, things just take more time. And God's work comes first.

Liew forces continue to thread thru the mindspaces, like wandering stars [Jude] for whom is reserved eternal blackness.

Managed to get cleaned well with little to wash up. We tried dissecting David Bennett's 'See You Again' on my guitar and found it holds water well in all orientations from rock to folk to blues. Not a surprise as he is a music theory tutor. For all those who are sticklers, yea maybe it could use a minimalist arrangement by someone alternative in genre, maybe acoustic as well. Let's stop haranguing David and move on.

I have been coding Frag and so far it's still chaotic. But I cleaned up the program a lot and it generally works better now. Still haven't implemented the gameplay changes as that will take major modifications. Scheduled to go on my long walk in 2 hours. Should work a bit harder before that.

I worked on the shooting function and got it to blast a continuous stream of fragments which obviously destroys everything too easily. But it's time for my walk now. I will be heading to the downtown mall.

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Back from my hour out. Didn't buy anything or eat and drink on the way home. I think I will walk alternate days leading up to my blood test. Can feel my body's systems righting themselves. Have to work more on Frag -limiting the firing speed and squashing the freeze bugs.

So far so good, but I need to garbage collect a bit more. Will continue tonight. Meanwhile to resume working on Eternity.

Read DogBlots for our planning for the Tribulation, starting something big. Here’s my fresh ideas on Medium about Daniel 2 and its prophecy.

I wrote down some game design rules, and altho I’m no longer in charge of Eternity, I can apply these to other projects I might create down the line. I was thinking of making a simple Linux game, with Python, to test my method. I think it shall be about bows because I like them. 

Had a monster gassing which relieved my abdomen and am now feeling very comfortable. I got this disinfectant which I mixed with water and sprayed my room clean. My a/c also filters odors and germs. But just to be sure, I bought the sanitizer. It didn’t smell much bad tho, for some reason. Took my meds and brushed. Work out at 11:30pm. Want to program my game now.

Coding is stuck on account of some confusion. Should be able to continue plugging data in soon after I figure out the details in an hour or so. Worked out and am feeling refreshed. Butt is quite sweaty. Must be lotsa followers in it. Wearing my Seiko 5 Sports but God said not to go military. Can’t think of anything better. Maybe my moonphase?

Tomorrow, want to go on a run. Maybe mid morning. Now past midnight. Need to plan my game properly.

Monday 3 November

Was up early circa 5am. Drank some water and am settling in to type this post. Yesterday, I attempted to write a micro story for DogBlots -it's still unfinished. Will look at Frag to see if we can fix it a bit more. Liew witches rampaging on Christians. They know no other joy.

Had a small sandwich for breakfast and more water. Disinfected my room and sent my sheets for laundering. Nose is stuffed up a bit. Managed to get cleaned. Took a shower and am changed into fresh clothes. Liews suffering for stirring up trouble among churches. We will help the churches heal later on. Brushed.

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Back from psych clinic. Jab went okay. After that we went to the mall for lunch. I bought my running tee, just 39RM from Decathlon. Now I have an all blue running attire. In the dressing room mirror I looked somehow more muscular. whereas not so at home where I am just a bit fleshy and regular. Dad had me renew my driving license too. All in all, bit of an expensive outing. Folks are going to deliver diapers to Grandma at the home, who is over 95 years old and incontinent. It's a very nice home which all her children are contributing to. Her Christian maid was sent home with a generous pay severance. She's from Indonesia.

Along the way, British and Liew witchy armies acted up again. They are fighting a losing battle for their pride -one that ends in hellfire. Thought up some solutions to the telepathy bug but none were very good. The latest one is promising and Jesus said we could do whatever works after a brief argument with the Lord. Am pretty rattled and don't know if I can work much on Frag or Eternity etc.

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Major progress on Frag. I used a shrink then disappear algorithm to clear the gameScene without being abruptly unnatural. However, the speeds and formations need to be tweaked. Up to v1.1.0. Should be done by tonight. I envision waves of enemies striking at will, so protect those capital ships (pods). I will need to streamline the firing and pod launching as there may be no time to react. Then I need to decide on the scoring system. Perhaps it is the pods blown up?

Read about Scott Adams’ cancer. I was ‘there’ when he blew up in 2023 about Black people. It was one of the saddest moments in my life -Dilbert, how could you die like this? OMG. And I know it’s insensitive to link the two events but it’s humbling to know you are not an island or a fortress manned by one guy and his 3 friends.

I was reading Scott Adams’ cancer diagnosis / plea to Donald, and the February 2023 racial blowup. In the ABY, today Nov 3 2025 is 2e ABY, same as month-year Feb 2023.

“Such is the state of our country that even the wealthy are fooled in their complacency,” he said. “What about you?” cried the schizophrenics who admired the cousin. “Well the burden is on the wise,” said Elder Brother Yeap, “this is what I’ve learned from an even wiser man: take any knowledge for your success if you can, but always replace it when you are able and tell others to do the same”

I don’t know if the above means anything to Scott, but normally, being clairvoyant and a behavior reader, it seems like Scott was a man who could be challenged and pushed to defend it, and defend it with vehemence. You can see how he wings things when he senses the direction of the wind. He was not in a right mind when he said all those hurtful things, he wasn’t being a comedian either. He was afraid and cornered. So Scott, we’ll pray for you but you have a lot to say if you do survive. Here goes…

Sunday 2 November

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well. Folks are going over to the old house. Will try not to eat too much for breakfast-lunch. Slept quite well after yesterday's run and workout. Am feeling pretty good. The Liew witches are unable to raise much power as they usually do. 

Took a shower and am changed into fresh clothes. Should do some coding now. Not to be lazy. Brushed. That finishes my morning routine.

Coding Frag went well. Solved the error and now am arranging the variables so they match. Just some grunt work I neglected to do. And errors keep popping up. To be honest I don't really know Swift, just feeling my way around with help from Gemini etc.

Waiting for lunch. I will wash my tights and dry them. Quite painless. If Dad puts them thru the washing machine, they won't last very long.

Cleared more grunt level coding work. Still a few errors. Decided to take a short break and continue circa lunchtime. The pimple on my nose bridge finally dried and popped, bled a bit. Folks are home.

Had a good lunch and am wrapping up Frag easily. Need to think clearly: the AI spawns a fragment at y: 1000, meanwhile a player piece sweeps from its position up the channel wall. The AI's y vector sweeps down the channel wall. When both the sweep variables nearly match in y, the AI fires. But a rough calculation of the x distance from the wall is needed. I just estimated it at x/2 which works okay, but now there are freezes.

All fixed, just that the struck pods are supposed to explode more easily, and their fragments, disappear. That has to happen by tonight. Good job, self. Now I have half and hour to rest before sweeping.

Mopping duty now. I messed up the code a bit. Thankfully it's easy to repair. I think some functions' conditions are not firing. This may spill over into the night time.

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Just had a shower and ate noodles for dinner. The sheer amount of people piling into my behind to escape incontinence requires me to use disinfectant spray. Will attack the coding again now, hopefully finish early.

Took my meds and brushed. Discovered a collision magnitude function in SpriteKit which makes the job of disappearing clutter even easier. It still needs work, I think tuning the values of the threshold etc. Yea, most pieces are disappearing now but not consistently. Time to work out and prepare for sleep. Will probably make the fragments heavier so they'll obliterate on mutual contact.