Friday 15 August

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed. Had cheese sandwiches for breakfast. Coding my app this morning. Some of my family (the women) going bad from their bodies deteriorating and getting no love from their husbands. Women fall that way or so traditional Chinese believe. One has to aim for the superlative i.e. God / religion, etc. to stay afloat.

Will be taking Friday easy ahead of the marathon church meet this weekend. Seem to reach for my 2200 G-Shock most of the time I need a watch. Dad may be getting a cold. The weather has been chilly of late and there may be a bug going round (I felt cold 2-3 days ago). More creepy crawlies in the bathroom.

Almost 1pm. Coded a lot and now Frag is much more stable and playable. I am working on sending the enemy pieces into the game channel as promised, just that bugs and inconsistencies held up the coding for a few anxious hours when I thought it was done for.

Talked our way out of being western dogfood. Were attacked and blamed but we were correct, praise the Lord. We who are blameless are normally just logical thinkers no matter who pushes us around.

Just about done coding. Need to tweak many things. Tomorrow, church meet as usual. Liew forces mixing in with western sinful but they are a fading force, unpopular with the current world situation which is dire and serious.

Nasty omission in Frag stalled the finish. I need to fill the player and enemy node arrays as new pods and frags are created somewhere in the makePod function. May add a helper function as makePod is obscenely long already. Passing 500 lines of gameScene code.

Had ramen and leftovers for dinner. Need to get cleaned again before I'm hit with incontinence attacks tonight. Folks are watching the conspiracy in the US unfold. Seems like there will soon be no surprise that telepathy is half running the show around the world. In Malaysia, it looks like this Merdeka will be a sullen affair. Wonder what's behind these altercations?

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Managed to get cleaned well again. Showered There were worms and centipedes in the bathroom for some reason. Can't enjoy washing anymore. At least I am clean and in fresh clothes for bed tonight. I assume the Trump-Putin summit will occur during our sleep, at 3am+. A lot to discuss tomorrow.

We are trying hard to clear the mindspaces of fiends -the Liew witchy 6 and their deceived army of kids. So by tonight, I hope to finish Frag roughly, as it's a minor sign that the Tribulation can happen without hitches from telepathy. It will be hard to rest well from now on. We fight the good fight.

Brushed and took my meds. Workout at 11pm. Made important progress on Frag but it is still a way off from being finished. Need some more decision loops, conditonals. Some velocity on the purple pieces. Eventually it will get there and it’s 5 hours till the historic summit in Alaska. I’m quitting for the night.

Workout went well. Feeling those good endorphins. Will relax, watching watch videos.

Thursday 14 August

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Hopefully no incontinence attacks later on. Mom and Dad have gone to hospital without me as I woke up a little too late to tag along and have breakfast out. Have my monitor in portrait mode due to lack of desk space. Somebody / thing is burning my butt hole. Will be depositing my used ThinkPad at the old house later on.

Showered and changed into fresh clothes. We’ll be going to the bank then to the downtown mall for lunch. Liew witchy teachings exposed as false. Many are left to pick up the pieces of a life lived a lie. Still haven’t finished coding Frag. I’m under pressure telepathically, and trying to take things easy.

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Was out from 9am to 2pm, 5 hours. The folks have excellent stamina and are going for another round of banking. I got mom a knee support sock and she bought shea butter moisturizer. Dad got us ice cream. Very inconvenient as the works department have decided to tar our neighborhood roads this afternoon instead of 2-4am as they do elsewhere.

Almost 3pm and heavy machines are rumbling outside my room window. Had my orgasm which felt good, helped relieve stress of mind arguments that occur daily for hours. Some people were really deceived by the Enemy and too bad they all used negative telepathy to try and break free.

Fewer deceived people following the Liew commands, those witchy doctors of the mind who spread lies and manipulate sensitivities. We aim to get everyone free. Not sure what consequence that has for the Tribulation. If I save half the world for God?

A thunderstorm complicated the repaving and no doubt caught the folks unawares as they moved our money to higher interest banks. We are not poor, just can't enjoy life much: holidays, fine dining, luxury apparel etc.

I have now written 6 good songs, enough for a mini album:

1. In This Space

2. A Most Beautiful Lady

3. Let The Good Things Come

4. Emily (A Portrait)

5. Emma In Paradise

6. Sister Wear Your Hair

Also quite good are:

1. Breakup

2. Rock Breaks Paper

3. Reeds and the Rushes

4. Nevermore

5. Sandy

6. More Than A Heart

Think I will set about arranging them for ocarina and vocals and release a songbook. Always wanted to do that. Like an ABRSM book. Want to include playing advice and techniques just like the ones I used to learn from when I studied piano up to grade 6.

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Did some coding on Frag. Major progress. Should have some gameplay to test tomorrow morning. Not sure how best to make the horde of enemy frags and pods descend from the top end.

News that my cousin and husband are arriving home in Malaysia after some months abroad. Speculation is rife, I guess we are all busybodies. The fact that she was secretive about leaving home base was unusual and disheartening to me, her friend in the family. Feeling boned and heavy in the head. And it’s just past 8pm.

Just did a brief intensive workout, 3 1/2 minutes. Feeling fresh and energized. Important as the mind criminals move closer under a shield of genius help. We have to chip away these mental savants.

Showered and changed into fresh clothes. Cleaned my butt hole which was attacked this afternoon. It was a little smudgy. There were baby centipedes in our bathroom. Quite harmless, driven out by the shower water. I wish we had not moved to this shoebox, sometimes. Am gathering children and babies raised by the Liew witches to be tortured and turned mentally ill. How much of this is prophetically correct? Did Jesus foresee militant telepathy? Yet to brush and it’s well past 10pm.

Had some bread and cheese for supper as I was hungry after my workout. Brushed.

Wednesday 13 August

Was up very early after only 3 1/2 hours sleep. Some Liew forces tried to paralyze my arm. Was helped up by a friend and repaired. We have found most of the Liews hiding all around us disguised or taking shields. They have lost a lot of power.

We are using inflammation as our main weapon against these evil witches who subvert people by talking overhead and below the belt to their sensitivities. Now just 4am. Perhaps will skip getting cleaned this morning, just take a shower.

Managed to get cleaned well. No constipation. Dad went as well. Later we'll be heading to the downtown  mall for lunch with Mom who is at the foot clinic to discuss her numbness. We have to prepare to spend big bucks on her health, maybe 20kRM. Bit of a shame to use up so much money but what if you couldn't walk anymore?

My new premium folk strings are pretty good. More playable than cheap steels. May rebuy next year, if there's a next year for us faithful Christians. BTW I am caught in a love triangle and I don't know what to do about it. If only I were more healthy and clever / independent.

After lunch, will sit down and disentangle my Swift code. Meanwhile, the hiding witches are throwing primed children and babies out like grenades, to destroy everyone they hate, even the whole world.

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Back from lunch at the mall. We bought a succulent "stone" or "pebble" plant. $9 for 5 varieties in one pot. Dad says he will repot it and see if it grows. Bought Mom an aggressive cleaning toothbrush in soft as she complained about the Colgate's small round head. Got her moisturizer as well to look younger.

Was hit by incontinence attacks while out. All sorts of afflictions as Jesus said. Meanwhile we treat these criminals with a fair and even hand, excusing their sins for the most part. The war between good and evil is heating up and there is nowhere safe to go anymore but to mock and scoff at believers.

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Been thinking of my love triangle. Both women are already circa 50 years old as I am. They are eager to get some (better) loving and companionship. So I thought, to avoid a depressing end, I will actually date both of them, just casually. Then whoever is let go will feel some satisfaction and finality.

Managed to get cleaned again, also easily. Am feeling much more comfortable. Yesterday, the evil witches -the Liew 6 tried to weaken my immune system and give me leprosy but my body is still strong enough.

Cooked yellow fin tuna for dinner with a cheese sauce and pesto, Barilla linguini pasta. Western kale stirred into the cheese sauce which was just diluted Puck. Mom really enjoyed it. Somehow my ThinkPad (used) is losing its charge when unplugged. Must be some kind of setting. Tinkered with the BIOS and now Debian won't boot. Strange. At least the Haiku partition still loads. I am installing WaterFox for Haiku -taking forever..

Tomorrow a busy day. Liew forces attacked and we repulsed them with superior force. Their numbers are decreasing hour by hour as they lose support from the west and east both. When this lunacy will end is unknown.

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Took a shower. More incontinence attacks strike at me. Have to be strong. Women being thrown at me. This is the Enemy's attack plan but we are not fazed. All we need is faith in what we can humanly trust and extrapolate -heaven with God forever. Will take my meds at 10pm and brush. Work out a bit at 11pm.

Wrote a FREE Medium article on the Middle East conflict and how it ties in with the political and military strategies now seen being played out before our very eyes but seemingly incomprehensible. Workout went well. Feeling okay. Found out there is no SheepShaver for HaikuOS. Closing in on midnight. Feeling a leetle bit sleepy.

Installed Fedora 42 / Gnome on the used laptop. Works nicely. Now to see if the battery drains overnight. Still not 100% sleepy.

Past 1am. Just had my orgasm. Once in a while it relieves stress. Been talking to people who suffered under the Liew witch delusion field. Urging many to come away with us -with Jesus.

Tuesday 12 August

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Waiting for my guitar strings to arrive this afternoon. Drank some water for breakfast. Skipped my workout last night as I had that jab at the psych clinic on my arm muscle. Must keep to my diet plan and lose another 4 kg.

Coded a bit. There is some trouble with moving a parent node with child nodes, otherwise everything is moving forward. News of Trump taking over Washington DC part by part. William taught a lesson in preserving one’s integrity above most all else. We need to be wholly committed to our hopes / future, our loved ones, our work / role in society.

Jimmy helped some too. Just say, “I don’t care”. You are a king. You have duties. You have millions of loyal subjects. You have powerful friends. “I don’t care”.

Made good headway on my iOS app, Frag. My guitar strings are on delivery. Another 4 hours to wait. British mind forces complaining of attacks from the Liew witchy army. So we attacked the core 6. This time, show no mercy.

Someone feeling the chills in me. Luckily, I have a blanket. There is road resurfacing outside. My parcel will be delayed an hour or so, I guess. 

6pm, and my parcel is still on delivery. Was attacked by the Royals who got sensitive to my folks watching the expose on Prince Andrew in the living room while I was horsing around with my British friends -friends of my ex-GF. Man, that sucks. Like Will Smith slapped Jada then slapped Chris Rock -which fortunately he did not.

Meanwhile, I am considering a 3 watch rotation of low-end pieces. My Seiko 5 Sports (dress), Casio G-Shock (beater), and Edifice chrono (sports). Total cost: 1.8kRM, all bought from SunriseTimeCentre.

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Took a shower, meds, and brushed. Work out at 10:30pm. The D’addario strings did arrive after all and sound cool. I probably will make better recordings and find nicer songs on these. We tried to axe LiLian and her witchy family. Not sure if it worked out. The evil group had been trying to give me cancer while I bear it for countless others. An early night tonight as tomorrow we’ll be dropping Mom off for her appointment.

Coding Frag has become kludgy. Something is wrong with the selection logic. IDK how to solve it yet.

Workout felt so good. Energized and body regulated again. No midnight snacking and I should be able to lose another few kg. Now 10:30pm. May sleep by 11:30. 

Monday 11 August

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned okay. Drank prune powder water so may go again later. Still 2 hours till we head out to the psych clinic. The morning air is fresh and cool. We removed many people from my hands and genitals by simply buffing them out -no harm done.

Back from psych clinic. Jab went okay. Feeling refreshed. Couldn't get cleaned that well but washed up anyway and am ready to head out with the folks after Mom's appointment at the hospital. It may be some time.

Decided to stay home today as my stomach is unsettled. May do a bit of coding.

Was struck with incontinence attacks as I predicted. A lot of us Christians are under fire as Israel’s prophecy unwinds and people are seeing there is a God after all and He’s coming back.

Am facing a watch crisis: what should I wear that’s appropriate and respectable? Right now I have on my Casio 800h. Looks okay. Has 10 year battery and 100m WR. It looks smart and economical. Dad is wearing the 5600 G’ I gave him years ago and is very happy with it. He also likes my roomy Decathlon shorts so I get him some once or twice a year. Think I will try to finish Frag tonight. Spend tomorrow restringing the Kepma Mini.

Lots of problems with Frag. The joint pins causing erratic rotation due to the wrong position of each frag in a pod. Spent a few hours sorting that out and now it’s midnight. I think 3 frags need 3 pins. But it’s so far sufficiently stable and we can go onto the firing part tomorrow morning while waiting for my guitar strings.

Liew witches still marauding despite the harmonious solution.

Sunday 10 August

Was up earlyish. Was gassy again tho not painfully so. Will have some breakfast soon. Tomorrow first thing in the morning, my monthly Arip jab. Have to work out tonight. Yesterday’s long walk did me a lot of good. Can’t wait to try out my folk strings.

There was a centipede in the bathroom. Tried to kill it after it went for me. Not very successful, being more compassionate than Dad. At least I’ve showered and changed. Managed to get cleaned okay. A day of chores. Had cheese and wholewheat for breakfast, and a black instant coffee.

Have learnt to blow my ocarina. It seems to need a higher pitched breath flow of medium high throughput. Otherwise it sounds in tune, mellow, not too airy. Liew witches still acting up, dragging the Royals about and striking with pains and insidious rotting.

Some mishaps in mindspace. Allen trying to be clever, ruined many geniuses. We had to help disentangle them and others bound in our desperation to escape the pain and emotional shaming.

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We did a lot of mindspace work, helping distended women and sinful people who erred, including William and my neighbor’s girl. There is more peace in mindspace now. We also tried roasting the Liew witchy 6.

There is still a lot of chaos in the mindspace. I wrote my ex-GF a song she can play at last. Her hands are small as the rest of her.

Took my meds and showered. Managed to get cleaned quite well. Worked out. Feeling energized. I have lost almost 5kg and am trimmer around the waist -no more love handles. This is mainly because of dieting. Less prata bread, less late night snacks, less carbs overall. I have also revived the weekly long walk and monthly runs. Will brush at 10pm, turn in at 11:30.

My nylon ball end strings didn’t ship today. So it may be Tuesday when I receive them. The song I wrote seems to be jazzy, a standard chord progression just noodle-sung over. Yet to brush. Have to be up early tomorrow for my psych clinic visit.

Saturday 9 July

Was up very early, circa 3am. Managed to get cleaned okay. Was mainly gassy. Effects of spicy curry I had for lunch yesterday or perhaps load-bearing for the folks. Mom is also up. 5 hours till I go for church meetup.

I forgot to add that we have made a push to end the Liew 6's dominance in the mindspaces. It really is a sort of 'push' action, and I am one of the frontliners pushed against. Soon the evil will walk on the outside. What happens is not fully known.

Had a vegan ramen for breakfast as I was so hungry. Served myself the last of the olive oil, a pressed garlic pip and natural Chinese soy we have to keep refrigerated. Seems we should be able to win the fight and force evil from between our minds and in our hearts. The result of decades of mishandling by many sides.

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Back home after over 10 hours out traveling to / from, and attending church meet. Must have walked 1 1/2 hours in total. Was good exercise and we learnt about detoxing the ‘devil’ and who he really is. Also learnt that many prophecies are related to Jesus being on earth again -that is why they seem odd. Interesting the person of Christ will be among us during the time of trouble.

Talked with a brother there and we discussed preparations to face the Tribulation. There is need for some things to be done but not the sky and moon to be moved-lah. Had dinner at home. Managed to get cleaned well. Tried to pull my bow (as a demonstration) but failed. It’s too much for all of us in one body.

Took a warm shower. Liew witchy forces staging attacks pretending to be supernatural beings (or is it my imagination?). Church meet was invigorating if not for the incontinence attacks. Look forward to next week. 

I ordered new strings for my Kepma mini acoustic guitar. Surprise, they are nylon ball ends. I prefer the sound of nylon and always thought that steel was too harsh. 66RM, a bit expensive. But I was curious, and the original China strings were beginning to sound dead.

Took my meds and brushed. Too tired to work out tonight. Almost midnight.