Thursday 8 May

1am, the B string on my Kepma guitar just snapped. This fulfilled a prophecy made by my psychologist, call him Dr. J. Weird thing was he thought it was a ‘bow’ string but it was not, just the 2nd string of a guitar. He also called out my sister’s marriage to be dissolved but more like my friendly cousin’s instead.

Doc, if you’re listening, and he is, (he says) it’s war. Maybe a world war.

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Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned easily. Washed afterwards so am feeling fresh. My ocarina is in PJ, arriving today or tomorrow as planned. Liew witches are singing again. This time I can hear several songs at once. They seem weaker.

As predicted, no white smoke from the Sistine Chapel. Hopefully this evening. Brushed and drank some water. More poisonings of children went on in my sleep. I don’t feel very well right now, supporting the victims of this evil plot. Perhaps made by the Liew witches onto sinful families.

Uncertain my ocarina will arrive today, foiling plans for lunch out with Dad. Mom has an appointment at the hospital as well. Feeling hopeful and more cheerful despite the poison attacks caused by the Liew witches. We are unable to help much at the moment due to too few mind doctors in the mindspace.

Quite a lot of healings going on. We cannot let God down. We cannot let kids die en mass. Had a short rest and refueled and am working the mindspaces.

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Dad is buying lunch while I wait at home for my parcel. Am thinking of my important possessions / stories / inventions and how they affect my life and my future prospects in the tribulation.

My novella

My game(s)

My compound bow

My ocarina

My phone

My sandals

My SAK

My iPad

Don’t think there are too many others. Less than a dozen all in all, I believe.

Apparently my parcel will arrive late afternoon. Hope this cheaper ocarina sounds sweet as advertised. I decided to go into archery accessories instead of selling stories, songs, and games. Something people find useful day to day might make better money. My I-Ching guide is being downloaded lots more than iS, because it’s directly applicable, not simply “good fun”. 

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Major manipulations by the Liew witches cause unrest in the west. We cannot simply remove the Liews at this stage but have to put the world back together first and ensure God is in full control again since the mass disobedience occurred in mindspace. There is actually a lot to do.

My ocarina arrived and is quite pleasant. Gave me a scare by needing extra breath for left side control. In a way it is good, a more expressive instrument than the TNG ceramic which sounds boring by comparison. What became of it? I dropped it and it broke into shards. This ABS plastic one should survive tho.

Having roast chicken for dinner, my marinade. Also wrote a guitar song. Ex-GF is thinking of visiting me on condition I do not stray. She is very diminutive and has been counting prophecy like so many around me. Well better a GF than no GF!

Showered and am changed into fresh clothes. Much needed after getting cleaned. Sometimes gas causes me trouble in my middle age. According to CNN, there's no decision on the new pope yet, this second day of the conclave.

Tomorrow I will be out to the hardware store to get supplies for my quiver idea. Take a long walk in the process. May go to MidValley as it is convenient. Thinking I may miss the Penang trip with my church as I overspent this month. Would be quite an adventure but health-wise it's a bit of a hassle.

Wednesday 7 May

Was up early. Managed to get clean easily. Snuck into the shower to wash and so have no need to change clothes. Saves my shorts. The papal conclave is today. Will they elect "Peter the Roman"? And is there a pre-tribulation rapture after all?

Rumblings of thunder in the early pre-dawn sky. The plastic ocarina I ordered is on its way. Should receive it tomorrow. Seems to be of decent quality.

Back from a medium walk with Mom round the park. She's gone to buy lunch while I retreated to my room to cool down. British mind forces causing trouble in the east again. Not sure what's the issue here. Maybe more witchy manipulations by the Liew 6. Unable to work much on Tell. No word from the game publisher on project Fragment. It may be that I leave the earth poor as I was born and with a load of hurt to bear as well.

What an adventure! I may be going on a 9 hour journey to the north this month, 4 hours plus by train. May have to spend overnight there due to the late hours. Fare is reasonable, 30ish RM one way. Hope the hotel is cheap too. Want to meet my church mates and have a good time discussing the tribulation and testimonies.

Posted a YouTube short just now, playing Even My Heart Can Break. It's a good song that I finally found the chords to lately. Sounds boomy on the Pebble speakers.

Not very popular, my new short video. Nevermind. Wearing my Mudman solar. This will be my travel  watch as it won't run out of batteries or spring power, and has a compass which is handy for navigation in a strange place. It also doesn't look expensive and is rugged. My ocarina hasn't shipped yet, which is worrying. Hopefully it will arrive by Friday.

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Just had dinner. Apparently there has been a mass poisoning pinned on me using wood polish to lube my chromatic (slide) harmonica. Not sure if it’s true. I do feel a little ill myself but that can be for many reasons like people pushed into my body temporarily. Something to do with the Giacomo Turra chat we’d been having to help him out after the music theft incident. What a backfire!

Anyway, the papal conclave is in full swing and we expect Parolin to be elected within 24 hours. Giacomo is Italian for ‘supplanter’ and Turra is Spanish for a prostitute. What are we in for, some ride, I guess. And my plastic ocarina has shipped all the way from down south.

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Past 9pm and the world is still peaceful. Maybe I was worried for nothing. Strange videos on YouTube making the rounds, they’ve found the Imam Mehedi and he’s also the Antichrist. Israel is increasingly embattled and I suspect there will be world war soon. Hard to use any clairvoyant powers at this stage with so many forces involved in the action. Once again, I am unable to code Tell. Feeling a bit oppressed. Earlier was sleepy due to Mom’s insomnia. I don’t know what to do with tonight other than write things in my blogs.

Took my meds and brushed. Almost 11pm. Wrote a Medium article on my search for that killer bow quiver versus the world unrest. Some months ago, I set out to DIY one, now the design seems to work. Exercise soon and will sleep circa midnight.

Tuesday 6 May

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned a bit. Try again later. Visitors to my website are fewer lately. Pope should be elected today or tomorrow. Worrying less about the end times. Mending my relationship with God so as not to offend Him.

My weight is above 90 kg now. I have somehow got to get it down to 83 kg, pronto. Think I could skip breakfast and not snack anymore which are easy to do. Just 2 meals a day. And walk / work out a bit more.

Am stuck at the mall with nothing to do but wait for the folks. Was attacked with gassing but so far so good. Thought of buying NF Afrina's novel Not here to stay for circa 40RM at Popular but passed for now. Apparently, my game, project Fragment is a minor hit with test groups in Europe. I may get a bit of passive income from this soon.

Wonder what big money can come from a house as Jesus said. My novella, iS, has been read by many, behind our backs. It has gained accolades. Not sure when or if it will turn into returns for me. Almost all my readers got something out of it, felt transformed which is cool.

Back from the mall. Family and Liew witchy forces moving to cut off my prospective income already. They derive some joy from destroying Christians. And soon they will cut us down in droves as the outside conditions become more favorable for them. I'm not sure what or who they'll do first -or how to escape.

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Managed to get cleaned well. Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes. Took my meds. Almost 10:30pm now. Have to brush and work out by midnight. Wrote a ukulele song just now. My family is betting I will take a string instrument on board the ‘vessel’ but in reality, it is something smaller by far: a simple bone flute / ocarina.

I ordered the plastic ocarina on Shopee. It should arrive in 2 days' time. Cost: 30RM. The ocarina is my most proficient instrument, and I should have got the plastic model years ago. Lately my ceramic one broke on fall. Plan to take this instrument with me a lot.

Brushed and worked out. Maybe tomorrow, a long walk. Installed a free DAW for my Windows 11 workstation. It has a store where you can purchase add-ons. But it's nearly midnight and time to turn in. Must watch the papal conclave tomorrow, late.

Monday 5 May

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Have to diet from today onwards. And keep up exercising. I recorded "One Last Song" earlier. Sounds quite good so I posted it on Tumblr. Felt sleepy so I didn't go walking with Mom. Also didn't attend my Bible study group as I was busy recording and forgot to log on. For some reason, Mom now wants control of the car -our little metro.

Was supposed to touch on some end times issues people are facing. I think it is due to a life lived on others' ticket and credit. This is making some feel bad -that these others they lived on were pretty good people with promising futures. But first a shout out to Giacomo Turra -you are loved, stay strong and fight the good fight. Be more careful. Keep wearing that baseball cap backwards.

Had to get cleaned again which hopefully is the last time today. Washed up well without changing clothes. It is a hassle in this small shoebox of a house. Don't feel much like working. Maybe around dinner time. Submitted my boardgame to a French publisher after the Austrians turned it down as "not fun enough". They were into amusement games.

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Helped make dinner. I am dieting as of tonight. Found a good volume setting for my new Pebble speakers. They sound best at 1/2 volume while the soundcard is at full volume and Foobar2000, used to adjust the overall amplitude.

Took a much-needed shower and am changed into fresh clothes. There is talk of myself being pursued by 2 women in mindspace. I'm not sure how to love both of them who waited so patiently.

Sunday 4 May

Woke up very early this morning and napped for a few hours just now. Westerners attacked for some reason. My amnesia is bad. I think they wanted to destroy Asian Christians or something similar. Nothing new but still annoying. Fortunately it blew over with some sexual persuasion and / or nerve manipulation (for the younger ones). Taking Asian wives is a well known practice of peace and reconciliation among Americans mainly.

Been enjoying my new Pebble speakers. Partly they look much nicer than any USB speakers on the market right now. I had to EQ them before they sounded good playing my vinyl rips thru Foobar2000. Just a gentle linear slope from bass to treble worked wonders. I am most proud of these new speakers.

Back from a medium long walk with Mom, round the park. There was a lot of trouble in the mindspaces this morning. I think everyone is nervous about the wars and trade wars starting to flare up, the earthquakes, tsunami threat, and the financial crunch happening right now. Not least, that Christ is coming to judge the world and many who used telepathy haven't washed and guarded their 'clothes''.

Just 15 minutes to rest before weekend chores.

Finished sweeping and mopping. Also showered and changed into fresh clothes. Managed to get cleaned earlier. Now past 4pm. Mom is making a steamed omelette for dinner. Liew witches zapping me again, trying to elbow into our safe house in the mindspace. 

Am leaving for the bistro soon as we'll be having dinner out for a change.

Back from the mamak. Had a Pepsi and Maggi goreng. Quite spicy and good. Cracks in our family showing, not sure why. Is Jesus coming soon? Will work on "Tell" around 9pm.

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Took my meds just now. Showered. Found out that my new speakers were obscuring the wireless keyboard signal to my netbook and moved them away. Cleared the drain trap in the bathroom and picked up a worm which thankfully washed off and back down the drain again. Creepy. Perhaps a sign not to criticize God for losing control of the telepathy crisis that we suffer every day. He did lose control back in the 60s-70s and rumors abounded He had died. 

"If men were united as one -what could they not achieve"

Desperate times called for desperate maneuvers, and I chose to live and love life instead of sacrificing myself like a single army recruit dying on the beaches on D-Day. I was only a baby when called upon to do what seemed impossible and to this day, I have karma riding my back 24-7. Anyway, I'm repentant, Lord for disagreeing with you during this critical period but I am pretty ill and as usual unable to serve you well as I should. Will try to do better as soon as possible.

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Closing in on midnight. Feeling a little sleepy. I have 500RM in my wallet. And about 50RM handy at home. Should be enough for 2 more church meets until I get fresh funds in. Will try submitting my game design around again.

Will work out a little now then turn in soon.

Saturday 3 May

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned okay. Drank some dried salt prune powder water. Almost 8am. Not much time to work at my computer. Western forces and Liew witches battle over my mindspace, asking for miracles for their sins. IDK what to do.

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I'm home after a full day out listening to Bible study and end-times seminar. It's getting spookily real, how accurate the prophets were. I sent our teacher (not to say Pastor), my website link -on salvation, the graphs and predictions, and mark of the beast analysis. He was okay with receving that. We shared communion with bread and real wine. I also paid for lunch as it was cheap and there were only 5 of us. Eating free is as nice a feeling as being able to afford to feed your bros and sis in Christ.

Since the evil witches prevented my staying on, I detoured to LowYat where I bought the Creative Pebble speakers (old version going cheap). They are pretty nice-sounding and look unique / expensive. I regret buying the Edifiers, some years back. Will do a full review on Medium later on.

Friday 2 May

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. No doubt these days, there will be another round. Brushed, and am at my computer, working. Liew forces still singing Frances Yip in my head. At least they've eased off on my hand which they were withering. Looking forward to tomorrow's church meet.

Showered and am changed into fresh clothes. May head out on a walk with Mom later. Still researching my prophecy chart.

Broke to charge my wireless keyboard and mouse. Had my regular orgasm. It helps under stressful conditions. Heals the mind and body. Haven't had breakfast and it's past 8am.

Had nasi lemak for lunch. Will work out later tonight. Less pressure on my nerves. Taught about the soul: mind, heart, body, and spirit, and how they relate to positive and negative emotions and actions (pleasures essentially).

By the sweat of your face shall you eat bread, until you return to the earth from which you were taken. For dust you are, and unto dust you shall return.__Genesis 3:19

Notice God doesn't just say you will "work darn hard" for a living but He says, "sweat of your FACE". This is because suffering and pleasure come from the mind -the disobedient nature of man / woman. We see that Adam and Eve were ashamed -they suffered, and it was in their minds because they hid from God. The mind of man is sinful, yea: the ruler of our souls. What else of man feels free to contemplate his future and his flesh towards it? The MIND. The awareness. The decider of fate.

And if you bear with me, Also in Genesis is the passage,

And then the Lord God formed man from the clay of the earth, and he breathed into his face the breath of life, and man became a living soul__Genesis 2:7

Here (at least in my Bible) we see God breathing into Adam's face, the Spirit. We see "man BECAME a LIVING soul" never mind that clay contained the primordial protein structures God must have manipulated. It was through the mind (face), that all the energies within the first man were awoken. Be therefore careful of your thinking for it controls much flesh.

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Back from a medium long walk with Mom, around the park. She's gone on to the grocer, but the heat has forced me back home to my air-conditioned room. Still haven't finished my prophecy chart as the Liew witches bear down on me.

C. K. Yap, Theory of Salvation is now finished but there could be minor edits over the weeks ahead as I double check the prophecies with the Bible versus the ABY. Right now, these are my judgments at a glance which seem tho to fit quite well into the seals, trumpets, and bowls.

Drank an iced black coffee. Want to resume coding 'Tell' now. Guess I will not be writing another novella, just retire once and for all.