Tuesday 6 May

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned a bit. Try again later. Visitors to my website are fewer lately. Pope should be elected today or tomorrow. Worrying less about the end times. Mending my relationship with God so as not to offend Him.

My weight is above 90 kg now. I have somehow got to get it down to 83 kg, pronto. Think I could skip breakfast and not snack anymore which are easy to do. Just 2 meals a day. And walk / work out a bit more.

Am stuck at the mall with nothing to do but wait for the folks. Was attacked with gassing but so far so good. Thought of buying NF Afrina's novel Not here to stay for circa 40RM at Popular but passed for now. Apparently, my game, project Fragment is a minor hit with test groups in Europe. I may get a bit of passive income from this soon.

Wonder what big money can come from a house as Jesus said. My novella, iS, has been read by many, behind our backs. It has gained accolades. Not sure when or if it will turn into returns for me. Almost all my readers got something out of it, felt transformed which is cool.

Back from the mall. Family and Liew witchy forces moving to cut off my prospective income already. They derive some joy from destroying Christians. And soon they will cut us down in droves as the outside conditions become more favorable for them. I'm not sure what or who they'll do first -or how to escape.

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Managed to get cleaned well. Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes. Took my meds. Almost 10:30pm now. Have to brush and work out by midnight. Wrote a ukulele song just now. My family is betting I will take a string instrument on board the ‘vessel’ but in reality, it is something smaller by far: a simple bone flute / ocarina.

I ordered the plastic ocarina on Shopee. It should arrive in 2 days' time. Cost: 30RM. The ocarina is my most proficient instrument, and I should have got the plastic model years ago. Lately my ceramic one broke on fall. Plan to take this instrument with me a lot.

Brushed and worked out. Maybe tomorrow, a long walk. Installed a free DAW for my Windows 11 workstation. It has a store where you can purchase add-ons. But it's nearly midnight and time to turn in. Must watch the papal conclave tomorrow, late.