Monday 1 September

Was up early. Got cleaned well. Shot some Nerf. Brushed. Good start to the day. Folks went out for breakfast. Feel like going to MyToy later, take a long walk. Maybe circa lunchtime.

Had a prata bread and bean curry for breakfast. Also had a sticky rice dumpling for brunch. Will be heading out around noon to the downtown mall. That gives me a few hours to get cleaned again if necessary. Want to check out the Nerf products.

Made some headway coding Frag. Lotsa errors and wrong assumptions. It will get there eventually. Liew witchy forces still marauding over hundreds of Christian groups tho we are keeping them under compression -they know no fear.

Going on a run soon. Maybe circa 6pm. Figured out the errors in Frag at long last. Now it will mostly work by this evening. Am thinking of friction with the channel walls and maybe some other ways of varying the gameplay physics-wise. Maybe partial breakup of pods etc.

Looks like rain. I may not be able to run for some hours. But the good effects of even a brief run are so uplifting and energizing. Been fiddling with my bow as well. Gave it a brush clean and checked my arrow fletchings. Maybe one day, during the tribulation, I will get the chance to fire it.

Was thinking that my sight, which is currently just a small plastic cylinder bottle markered with a red dot can be improved. What if there were a slot cut out in the centre of the cylinder? That would make the target more visible while preserving the aiming mechanism to the left and right sides.

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Back from a brief run. Feeling re-energized. Some of my family being manipulated by the Liew witches for their weaknesses and turned against me whilst I'm doing poorly. There may be a blowup soon as the police may get involved. Cooling down in air conditioning while the folks are out. Not sure what they're up to as it's already late, past 6pm. Tonight, the usual workout. And to run again tomorrow if only for 1 minute -it really helps.

Taking a good break from working on Frag as the Liew armies flare up even tho they are under compression and vulnerable to those they bullied and offended, killed from their families and cheated, grew their bones etc.

Managed to get cleaned well again. Will shower late. Family is squeezing into my mindspace, fearful of attacks.

I am quite confident of making my own el-cheapo nerf blaster sight. I will attach a mirror to the barrel tip nub, and on a piece of plastic card, make a red dot, slot it in the butt end of the tactical rail. It's low-key and potentially could work. Cost about $1.

Feeling a little down. Thankfully the energy from my run earlier is supporting me. Tomorrow, we'll be heading to the mall. Took a quick shower and am smelling fresh again. Some Liew core fighters are now in hospital AFAIK. And the police are getting involved.

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Finished coding the basic gameplay of Frag. It needs just a little more AI. Those scimitar-like fragments should also launch at angles to cut down player pods. I upped the points to 1000– and it’s quite fun to play already. Game stops when whoever’s points are zero. Man it is chaotic!

And so on this Monday night, I effectively retire from chasing my dreams. Took my meds earlier. Brush and work out a bit soon. Workout went well. Feeling good. Now midnight and I am sleepless. Need to write more stuff.

Sunday 31 August

Was up early. Went for a brief run up and down our road. Feeling good / refreshed. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed. Need to rehydrate and shower later on. Folks are up early too this Merdeka holiday.

Thinking I should do this 2-minute up-down run every morning to keep fit and healthy. Don't need the park or to go round the whole block. Took a shower and am wearing my new UA tee (Dad didn't want it), 60% cotton, 40% polyester. Quite comfortable and was cheap.

More progress on Frag. Have to do the malfunctioning collision function now, then break until evening. This is one confusing mess and I am procrastinating again. Finally managed to get the pods fragmenting. But the score update / garbage collection isn’t working yet. Will do it after lunch. Tonight, to tune the simple AI a bit better.

Cooked lunch of eggs and beans for the folks. Some tomato, cheeese, and pesto on bread. All purpose seasoning which tastes of onion and celery. Failed once again to disappear the enemy pieces in Frag. No ideas at the moment. Helped out in the mind a bit.

Got cleaned again. Feeling the burn of last night’s dinner with hot peppers. At least the incontinence should stop. Those jabs and tickles.

After 2:30pm, will begin house cleaning.

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Dad and I cleaned the house pretty well. I helped Mom cook mashed potatoes, beans, and beef with broccoli. Butt attackers struck again, sweating my butt cleft. Need a shower soon. LiLian and the other witches zapping heads using baby and kid minds, not caring for the children they use, at all. At the risk of further attacks, I say this. And there were 2 creepy crawlies in the bathroom as I showered. This house isn't very good for living in. Maybe take showers a little earlier when it's light out.

Thinking of making a sight for my Nerf blaster, having seen the ones on YouTube that use battery and a reflected laser dot. I'm sure I can come up with something. Might visit the mall tomorrow.

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Took my meds. Worked out. Feeling good.

Saturday 30 August

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Felt parched. My parcel may be late as it's not at the hub right now and it's already 7am. Unsure if I should wait at home for it. Just a box of Nerf accu-rounds. Don't feel much like breakfast after last night's supper of bread and pesto, and leftover charsiew with rice. Will go on a walk this evening tho, Maybe do some light running.

Am waiting to join the Bible seminar thru online meeting. Talked to kids about their problems, being once-overed by the evil witchy Liew 6. Lots of stuff needs to be returned to normal, particularly with children who cannot help themselves or reason out things on their own.

Am looking forward to today's talk on the correct beliefs to enter Heaven. Should be informative and blessed. Meanwhile, waiting for my parcel and educating western baby minds.

The I-Ching says today is good for going on a journey. I should try to head out later in the evening and go someplace I haven't been to much. I need new running shoes but most probably will skip that for now and just do casual light runs in my old Pebax foams from Decathlon. A run always regulates my body well.

Dad bought Maggi goreng for lunch. Was tasty. Listening to the Bible seminar on my iPad. Quite comforting to hear Pastor teach -he is a loving, obedient servant of the Lord, and he admits his faults openly. Meanwhile my extra Nerf rounds are on delivery. Can't wait!

My Nerf rounds work out to 90sen per round. If each round can be shot 100 times, each shot costs less than 1sen. If I shoot 100 times a month, that would be 1RM / month. A fairly cheap hobby.

Had to get cleaned again. Went well. Stomach feels comfortable and am on track for a rejuvenating run this evening.

May be less than an hour till I receive my parcel. Found out the weight of my xx-150 is circa 250g whereas a handgun's weight is around 700g, 3x heavier on average.

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Dad bought dinner as Mom's friends stayed and chatted for over an hour while I was in need of the shower. Not a comfortable situation with church online meetup going on and a parcel on delivery, growing later and later. I did get my Rival accu-rounds tho, and they are stupendously sharp / accurate, and noticeably faster out of the barrel than the yellow elite rounds. I am satisfied at last. Wrote some analysis over at DogBlots.blogspot.com which you can check out, thoughts during my church meet online.

To work out tonight early, maybe 9pm, go on a brief run tomorrow early as well. Haven't had the desire to code Frag even tho the thing is on the brink of completion. Maybe should have a go before bed tonight.

Workout went well. Feeling fine. Take my meds at 10pm. Brush. Coded a bit more of Frag. It almost works now. Wrote a Medium article on synchronicity. My Mediums are all free, just trying to spread myself over the socials a bit more, cover all my bases.

Confirmed progress on Frag but a few things are not working that great. No more crashes tho.

I did some test shooting with the accu-rounds. Tried to hit a spray bottle off our ironing board at 25 feet. I missed by 2+ inches too low. Quite a lot of fun. The delay between trigger and strike was a palpable small fraction of a second. I used the flange at the barrel tip to aim side to side but I need better vertical adjustment too. Haven’t figured it out. The feeling of letting off a ‘gun’ is great / special.

Friday 29 August

Was up earlyish. Parcel of Nerf rounds should arrive tomorrow, just before Merdeka holiday. Liew witches threatened my ex-GF onto me. Have to keep her safe. I got 9 Medium reads this month, a good measure considering I have just 25+ views.

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A long day out to lunch and the grocer. I picked Dad up an UA tee for just 39RM at Sports Planet. His tees are getting worn down pretty bad, mainly his old red UA and ION Gear I gave him as they were comfy.

Managed to get cleaned well over at the old place but soon was hit by incontinence jabbing. Needed to wipe up a bit. We have good quality Kleenex which can be moistened, does the job well.

My uncle had a surgery. He's very old and I guess there will be an appropriate event soon. Bought more pesto sauce and an all-purpose spice mix, some broccoli and Brussels sprouts. Midafternoon is cool and rainy. May have to skip my walk tomorrow, just do a short run thru the park in the evening. Maybe this evening, as the air is cool. Maybe I can get Mom to hand over the parcel money and still make church meet. More likely to join up online instead and run in the morning.

Took a good shower. Don't intend to rush to the loo more than twice daily despite the butt jabbing. Can't wait to test out the accu-rounds. They follow the trend in golf balls to have shallower yet larger depressions. The physics of dimples vs. facets is complex because the surface of the round and its weight are slightly different as well. So is the barrel they were designed for. AFAIK, the only reason for enlarging the dimple pattern it that the rounds launch significantly faster and with more force due to their different foam composition and density so there's less need for generating lift.

Ate a whole bag of Twisties. Feeling a bit stuffed. Will have less for dinner. I now drink just 2 cups of coffee a day versus 4-5 cups before.

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Had Teochew duck rice for dinner. Quite light. Wrote a Medium article on Jesus' 2nd coming. The argument is that it's impossible to know WHILE merely being an observer, an outsider, a reveler. Those who 'know', know what they know and it gladdens them, as they suffer the birthpains. Ask anyone of them and they will say they were promised to know but cannot tell you outright. And so some of us were set up as posts or milestones towards the 2nd coming. I have been assaulted quite a few times for not obeying prophecy made up around me / divined by some means from me and others acting together. It's a form of knowing -being the bacteria in the petri dish rather than a vaccine in a bottle.

Took my meds early and brushed. Will mini work out at 9:30pm as I’m feeling a little tired today. Workout went well. Feeling okay. Fended off a whole army of witchlings unleashed by the dying Liew core 6.

More witchlings attacking under the wing of Allen. A puppet of the Liews. Attacking their own people, having been corrupted by spying on the west and making trouble for them. We just gave them light punishment tho they struck with deadly intent and are interspersing evil thoughts. This takes patience.

Thursday 28 August

Was up earlyish to a cool light rain falling. Slept very well. Managed to get cleaned and brushed. Dad went out to buy breakfast. He wore the handsome wide brim hat I gave him. Today, I may do some coding. Try to finish Frag which had stalled due to odd bugs. Merdeka celebrations are 3 days away.

Took a morning shower. Needed to soap down and shower my crotch which was attacked during the night by the Liew witches. Might as well take a good bath while at it. Had roti telur for breakfast. Maybe start coding in half an hour.

Had a zhang rice dumpling for lunch. Ordered a box of 30 accu rounds going for 30% off on the Hasbro.os @Shopee. Must be my lucky day -lotsa discounts. Can’t wait to trial these cool new blue rounds that are supposed to shoot more accurate.

Some kind of uprising this morning among young Americans. We put it down. Perhaps the Liew witches instigated it. I didn’t catch their tentacles. Last night, a church shooting in the USA. Their country has a problem of too many cooks stirring the broth. One are the Zionists, others are Aliens, and some are witches, both good and evil. Then there are the interfering Russians etc. who so easily undermine Americans due to the culture of heterosexuality, LGBTQ+, guns, abortion etc. all while Mr. Jones’ wife wears a crucifix.

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Hasbro asked me whether Nerf would take off in Malaysia seeing as how I got one of their blasters and a pack of ammo / rounds. So I told them I wasn't sure. Never saw a Nerf war in these parts before. Not planning to join one either. I would like them to know that home and self-defense is now a big thing and they could release a compact 4-shot model with a chemical reaction primer in the handle and 4 tubes of that. The chemicals can be like mentos and cola, nothing harmful. The rounds can be chemical reaction on impact and maybe spew out a cloud of chlorine gas -something not too harmful.

Finally shaved myself ‘down there’. Much neater now. No special reason just once a while when I’m overgrown badly. Also overturns some of the telepathy which grabs hold of a familiar person -mainly my extended family who also farm me out to others for favors. They are all still doing poorly. Perhaps we need to talk about it sometime.

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Minor blowup in the mindspace. The evil Liew witchy army did too much. And it comes as a surprise they would rock the boat at this late stage in the Birthpains. Just like all the abortions they caused, they attempt to abort Christ's mission, not knowing the Kingdom is within every man (and woman) alive today, good or evil. And the Lord of the Kingdom is the Spirit of the Most High. Therefore, to the westerners involved, it's time to change what we do or risk disappointment. I count 20x the evil activity we shall all soon suffer if not now.

As for those tenacious families (mine being one), don't fight the Lord and his Messiah. He comes to all in trouble if we don't weigh Him down with our concerns. He cannot help the faithless -the ones who are negative (evil), you see. I will add more later. Just got cleaned easily, the first time being just gassy.

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Took my meds and worked out. Feeling good. A bit incontinent still. Babies crowding me who have loose bowels. Talked a lot to kids from the west, about growing up normally, and achieving dreams. 

Wednesday 27 August

Was up early. Quite a peaceful 5am. My parcel should go on delivery soon. Can't wait to experience my first Nerf blaster. My Medium article on religion isn't proving popular.

Managed to get cleaned well. Feeling parched a little bit. Liew witchy forces more subdued. Will take a shower later. Feeling the anxiety of people opposed to God, opposed to love, and forgiveness. They cannot turn back and say 'sorry' or be crushed by the weight of their slander and lies. Talk about a rock and a hard place!

Took a shower and am feeling fresh. Yet to brush. Not constipated. Had 2 digestives for breakfast. Just taking it easy today.

My Nerf blaster is on delivery. I should get it circa 4 hours from now. Feeling healthier. We exposed some of the evil witchcraft's plotting since actually, the time of Christ -trying to weaponize their minds and bodies to deceive believers into thinking, as Paul said, the day of the Lord is come. Why this is dangerous is that lives will be wasted waiting for C when we've only got A and now don't do B. No a-b-c, no salvation (well less of a chance of it).

Received my blaster and it is awesome. Thx, Nerf, for a great product. I now have to buy more rounds / ammo which are about 1.60RM per ball. No hurry.

Feeling satisfied. In a few hours, to illustrate my house design, thereby earning myself some money as Jesus told me.

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 6e - ䷥ - 38 “Opposition. Good fortune in limited matters” A MIDSUMMER’S TEACHING : “This is a bad year,” said Elder Brother Yeap who was relating Master Ng’s prediction to young Western witches learning the ways of the I Ching. “No manufacturing, no electronics, burning everywhere: the nature of this, you say – the 13th year of the 13th millennium of man?” -“Around us, the ground has turned stony and crisp. The weaker balsams have withered still standing, the wind has borne foreign weed and herb to grow between the Oriental grass and small graveyard butterflies hover above them as the eye of our Prince turns southward” Elder Brother Yeap sighed deeply and perforated the foam sheet: foam symbolic of froth, symbolic of life. Perforations, symbolic of a form submitted, a job well done. He worshiped with the powerful symbols of bravery as he fashioned the motivational mouse pad he intended to sell. As HORSE-dragon dominates, raw energy and passion stir up unrest that feeds on buoyant excitement

The keyword is foam or Nerf foam rounds in the ABY 6e which is today's sutra when I received my very first compressed air blaster. I now need to design the "mouse pad" to earn some money. Mouse pad I guess refers to a low-cost link house I have been sketching on my iPad.

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So this cheap house is 7 feet high on the ground floor to the 1st floor and contains 2 full bathrooms and a kitchen. There is a stairway and a pedal operated lift (for old people) by the front door. On the 1st floor there are 3 bedrooms, 1 big, 2 small. The perimeter around the separated wedge shaped rooms is guarded by vented cinderblocks and a draw-open reinforced fiberglass plastic roof shields the top from rain or hot sun. When drawn close, it curves taut and resists cutting / ripping. When drawn open it gives a view of the sky from the common area. Each bedroom has a skylight that can be propped open for ventilation and a strong, steel-reinforced wood ply sliding door.

Each bath comes with drainage grooves under a porous aqua-phobic plastic mat flooring. It has a w/c, sink, and shower with ‘jet’ mode to clean those nether areas and keep the mold at bay on floors and walls. Traps that prevent creepy crawlies must be installed. Venting (powered) leads upwards and out, vertically. Outside, palm trees grow against the bare concrete and cinder walls to break up its simplistic borders. Maybe a small patch of lawn for pet animal use.

On top, the common area can be a place to gather for study or entertain guests who might like to sleep over under the stars. Perhaps a small plunge pool can also be installed for relief in hot weather. This would extend midway to the ground floor, and be a form of water storage.

I will try to sketch the design later.

My drawing is a bit rough. Made it in Freeform on my iPad 10. Call it a night now maybe. Take my meds and brush. Work out at 10pm.

Finished my workout -feeling energized. Not sleepy yet. This blog got 0 visitors -the least in a long time. I must persevere as these writings will be needed at a later date.

Tuesday 26 August

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Not sure if my parcel will arrive today. I hope it will not, as we are heading out to the mall. Just past 7am and the folks are fast asleep. Liew witches still surviving somewhere nearby. Have to be patient weeding them out.

Took a shower and am smelling / feeling fresh. Parcel hasn't been picked up so I guess it's to the mall.

My Nerf blaster was picked up but I don't think it will arrive today. Just taking things easy at home after a long walk thru the mall. Didn't get anything for myself. Folks bought mooncake for the mid-autumn festival which is starting soon. My ancient ThinkPad still loses 1% battery per hour in sleep mode with OpenBSD.

Liew witches lost their western support and now the Asian family support needs to be removed as well. Had to defend my sister who is often coerced into helping the Liew 6, using her daughters. And my parents, bearing some kind of retaliation / revenge from God only knows where.

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Cooked beef, spinach, and baked beans for dinner. Was tasty. My secret steak sauce is the packaged chili sauce you get with Burger King Whopper meals, plus some Himalayan pink rock salt.

Wrote an article on Medium just now about proving the Bible. Check it out here. After I wrote it, LiLian blasted lotsa lies and we got hurt pretty bad. 

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Liew witches attacked, pushed onto Malaysia by western minders. We need to explain what actually happens on the outside prophecy wise. I will write it here later, god willing. There are 10 points of action that can be deduced about the strategy of world leaders right now.

1. Trump is going to make the world bow to America
2. The UK will crumble and be taken over by the ultra rich
3. Russia will fail to win Ukraine and use an atomic weapon
4. China and India will rally to Putin
5. Iran and Syria will secretly plot to destroy Israel by bowing to Trump
6. A humanitarian ‘Holy Roman Empire’ reforms to install a leader in Israel
7. At this time, Jesus returns to earth and stops the dangerous nonsense
8. A faction of offended tribal people attack the Jews, living in peace
9. The opposing armies are defeated
10. The millennial rule begins with judgment on everybody and punishments or rewards

The reason Jesus is on earth (told by my Pastor) is he alone can save Israel, using earthquakes and tsunamis etc. as well as commanding faithful believers. The reason Trump is so important is that he takes God’s advice and has the strongest armed forces yet. Watch the USA for leadership in world events but also watch the rogue nations.

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Took my meds and brushed. It’s time to testify against the Liew mind insurgents. Already the first salvo is fired with this post. Worked out briefly. Feeling sleepy.

Monday 25 August

Was up late, circa 9am after just 4 hours sleep. 4 hours was pretty rejuvenating and I don't feel tired. Brushed and managed to get cleaned well. Took a shower and am in fresh clothes. Folks are at the bank. My Nerf blaster should ship this afternoon. Still poking at OpenBSD. Work on my iOS app has all but stopped. Hopefully I will feel more in the mood tonight.

My Nerf blaster is just about to ship. Will receive it tomorrow touch wood. Folks are packing a vegan lunch for me. Will have to wait half an hour to eat. Sometimes it's nice to feel hungry.

Had mildly spicy peppers with my chapfarn lunch at the tuck shop with the folks. Got fresh funds in: I now have 700RM saved and 500RM in my wallet. Handily, there is 50RM extra to pay for my Nerf blaster arriving tomorrow. 700RM has to last 4 weeks. With Bible meet every weekend, it means I need to budget 30RM a week. Can't really buy anything luxurious or expensive.

The Liew witches are rampant again even tho their talking has been shown up as lies. We are using our gentler deterrents even as they kill good people who sinned.

Me and some guys who like Nerf came up with a rotary (spiral) air limiter so the round spins in the barrel which may improve accuracy. Has to be trialed, not sure how. One for Adam Savage, I guess.

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I took an early second shower, before 5pm as I smelt bad. Effects of being sweated and prodded with incontinence. Can't shower too many times and change clothes too often as there is limited laundry hanging space and I have only 7 pairs of pants to last 2 days.

Liew witches realize they can't win over God and His people, even using their telepathy and blackmail on us. Many are no longer afraid, seeing God's power to forgive. That was some other person. I just beat the Liews, being a lower class fighter.

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Helped make dinner. A weird onion egg, sambal okra with bread and cheese -Mom's idea. My Nerf blaster didn't make pickup so it might be mid week before I get it. Irritated, I set about inventing a cheap and powerful bow that anyone can maintain without special tools or machines. I gave the design to a local bow maker, Arrouha. And I do hope they consider making it. The word Arrouha came from Mohammed's own bow's name. Interesting that the Prophet was an archer.

This carries on the odd synchronicity regarding my bow. Got it from LION archery and gave the concept to 'A-Roar'. Lion-Roar, something is up.

I am eager to invent a better arrow as well. Something cheap and easy to produce like disposable chopsticks. Came up with the idea of a small rubber ball on the end of a woven / braided tail tied around a simple flexible plastic rod. This is a safe arrow for use in open spaces, public ranges, etc. as it is non deadly for the most part.

As I was remembering the words of Jesus, "You will get money from a house", I thought about the triangle or wedge shape, and how each room in a single storey house can be made from wedges. There is also my idea for a raised floor. 7 feet above ground level, 4 wedge rooms sit around a central atrium The atrium is covered in kevlar roofing under medium tension and below it, space for play, cooking, and dining.

So this is the design of the single storey link house made into 1 1/2 storeys with more privacy and security, and an extra bathroom. Shouldn’t cost much to renovate.

Dad's planning to hit the uptown mall tomorrow. I hope the Nerf blaster doesn't somehow turn up on that day. AFAIK it will not be picked up from the dropoff point until tomorrow.

Time to take my meds and brush. Will work out a bit at 11pm.

Storm outside coincided with my desire for a haircut. Took about 20 minutes to trim my nearly shoulder length hair and sideburns with a SAK scissors tool. Now I look normal again. Applied some hair gel so tomorrow, my hair will set well. I have very ordinary hair.

Sunday 24 August

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well. Was hit by incontinence attacks while I worked on my new OpenBSD install. People moving my butt muscles on purpose. I quite like OpenBSD with fvwm and the motif-like window decorations. Right now I'm using it to run my home-made Python3 apps.

There were intrusions by the westerners, using the Liew witchy army against us Christians (for some reason, IDK). So we prefixed all of our thoughts that they use to follow our minds.

Mom's sling bag is on delivery. Hope she likes it. My Nerf blaster won't get here till Tuesday as they don't work weekends. Not a problem. I have a lot to do and today, of course, is house cleaning day.

Time for sweeping the floors. Had fun configuring my laptop. Hope the bag delivers soon.

Swept up lots of debris. Soon time to mop. Will work out tonight as I was too tired yesterday with all that walking thru town. Incontinence attacks winding down. Laying down the law in the mindspaces but there is too much resistance from indignant westerners. I guess they were 'offended' as Jesus said. Perhaps should talk to them before punishing them -just mild punishment pushed them crazy.

Dad mopped half the floors so I have less to do. Will start at 4pm. Parcel should arrive circa 5pm. Did some usability testing of YAK -my 4 track sequencer. It is pretty easy to use, especially for kids.

Mom likes the new canvas bag. *Whew* she is so choosy it's hard to buy things for her. I am in 2 minds whether to order more Nerf Rival rounds. They are circa 1RM each which is pretty expensive. Should be half that. Wonder if there exists a super accurate grade?

Meanwhile, I am enjoying my OpenBSD ThinkPad (pre-owned). Brings back memories of using Linux / fvwm in 1996.

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Took a shower. Gave my butt a good clean. Dinner soon. My grand aunt is recovering well from her stroke. She must be over 90. Grandma is also over 90 and still waiting for the Lord. Tonight to work out after a good evening's rest.

Past 9pm. Did a quick workout. So vital to health / wellbeing when I seldom venture out nowadays. Trying to write a flash piece tonight but may have to sleep on it. Just take things easy from now on.

Saturday 23 August

Was up early, before light. Slept okay. Am feeling quite rested. Managed to get cleaned easily as well. Less than 2 hours till I set off for Bible meet. Can't wait for my Nerf blaster to arrive. Hope it functions well as the box is supposed to be damaged, thus the discounted price. Mom's sling bag should also arrive this weekend. Both are affordable items.

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An incident at the LRT station. Mad and homeless people are on the increase, no matter if they were driven so by the Liew witchy 6. Thankfully, I am home safe and so are the folks. These are the beginnings of persecutions, and I will lean on Jesus' advice from now on. Ate a sticky rice savory pudding as I had a small salad for lunch. Pastor paid.

Am quite excited over the things I ordered arriving tomorrow. Seems my cousin from the north is coming to see us in a week or two. We'll get the low down on the Ireland thing and how Dad's aunt is -apparently, she's got a stroke.

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Turns out my buys may arrive Monday. Guess it's okay. Diffused the witchy uprising with some bone twisting fractures. Also works on teeth. Doesn't require an army. 

Friday 22 August

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed. Today, Mom is going out with her brother and sister. Dad and I will be having lunch elsewhere. Feeling better than yesterday after a good sleep. May be able to code later. Liew witchy forces still marauding.

Feeling good, not constipated and had a decent orgasm back at the old house. Good relief for the mental / emotional stress. Lunch earlier was good. Had Arab rice. Bought cheesy baked rice krispies and mushrooms. Lots of Asian kids judging people, thrown about by the Liew 6. Soon will be back at the shoebox.

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A pretty hot day. Will spend it coding, then help make soup and pasta for dinner as Mom is tired. Tomorrow, a long walk thru the city.

Further from some days ago's teaching: what does one need to know or be who goeth to heaven? Are beliefs important and what if they are misconstructed or (partially) forgotten?

IMHO, beliefs are just like the air we breathe. If it were foul air, we must say it is so. If it were perfumed, we must search for the beautiful thing that approaches. Likewise, if a foul teaching enters our minds and transforms our behavior we must excise it and if it were invigorating and in so many ways beneficial, we should practice it. 

The trouble is that Satan has mixed (as my Pastor says), truth with lies. And it is all over the satellite TV and internet, such that a Christian must abstain from pretty much any pleasure or delight.

The answer to many Christian dilemmas is simple: sin consumes a soul from within and without. This is fancy speak for worry over inner wellbeing vs outer wellbeing. Inner means stress / guilt / shame / reputation (and we are getting closer to the outer). Outer means safety / security / acceptance by peers and elders / status etc.

Jesus says we must cleanse sin from inside to out. And the easiest way is to practice the basic functions of our mind and body. I will explain. One has an eye and ear, a hand and foot. Jesus walked on a Sabbath and chewed grain plucked from a field perimeter, and so did his disciples. What is this blasphemy and thievery? But look closer at what Jesus did and you shall also need to reference Mary Magdalene's washing Jesus' feet with her hair. DO NOT connect the dots -all the dots, of you will surely fall.

Like the rich man who refused to sell his wealth and follow Christ. What good hath he that he followed all the commandments? Again, DO NOT connect all the dots in your life or others' -there is no way for the Lord to insert His righteousness if we are self-righteous, imperfectly so.

Jesus saves not by making you perfect, but by hinting it to you as you try to do a little bit better every day or every Sabbath. You do not need to be a puritan but just receptive to love from Messiah and the Father.

It is only God's strength that saves and when it comes it will come thru his faithful who encourage one another. Let them speak high doctrines and show signs and wonders. But take the hand of Christ and love all your brothers and sisters whatever they may be able to absorb. When I go to Bible meet, I always smell the sweet roses and don't mind lingering there an afternoon. Every church has flowers is it does followers.

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 4e - ䷵ - 54 [Consecutive -- THE PROSELYTIZERS AND THE DIVINE MOTIVE : Inspectors were interrogating Elder Brother Yeap on charges of “reckless dissemination of dangerous knowledge”. “What if your knowledge ended up in the wrong ear – the ear of a well disguised criminal for example, or an occasionally unbalanced schizophrenic?”-“All true teaching sets the spirit free,” retorted Brother Yeap. “There is your misconception – there are many who fear the truth. Will this not cause unrest?” -Fear of truth points to a higher truth” -“And what might that be?” -“The prize of the eternal soul-scientific” The Inspectors deliberated, “We cannot nearly dam all mouth, nor cover every ear. You are logical and courageous in speak as you are courteous and thorough in listening. Spread your knowledge as you know how” -- As DRAGON-tiger dominates, there will be egotistical arguments. But luck and natural talent, paired with noble virtues will punch through.

 5d - ䷓ - 20 -- THE RELIGIOUS DEPICTION AND THE PROPER WORSHIP : Schizo-affectives had been bedeviling Yeap’s Christian friend who once introduced him to the holy books of the West and the teachings of Ye Shu. They were up in arms over depictions of religious scenes which were contrarily lusty and encouraging of fundamentalist activism. “What say you to the charge, Brother Yeap - that you so-called Apologetics are guilty of false religious appreciation and sinful hypocrisy thereof?” Elder Brother Yeap screwed his brow, deep in thought. “I had always believed in the proper or dignified representation of God or concepts so holy as that. Indeed, I was guilty of a hypocrisy… towards that belief” He went on to elaborate: “Religion is a hypocrisy. Their symbols are a hypocrisy. Holy words are a hypocrisy – because men love to hear them who do not know how to follow” “The human body is a temple. The temple is beautiful. The deities used in temples are beautiful. The promise of redemption is beautiful. Thus are the intelligent and goodhearted harvested” The schizo-affectives cleaved to Brother Yeap. -- As SNAKE-rabbit dominates, peace is achieved through careful contemplation and emotional balance.

As requested, some spiritual ammunition against the Liew witchcraft machine that keeps on rolling no matter what we do. Remember tho, to make the loo throne / squat toilet bowl image and hand the attackers the toilet brush. But the 2 passages above should turn away the tempters and false teachers. I will explain:

The logic in sutra 4e and 5d points to one thing: we have a soul within our physical body or 'form' if you want. This soul is eternal and is the prize we give to God. It comprises 2 parts, just like a complex number, just like Einstein's space-time we have the soul-scientific.

S-s comprises of the soul as flesh, spirit gifted AND on the other hand, the soul as our intellect relates to it. For example, when you see a 'god image' -it can be Krishna, Mary, Jesus, Buddha or Moses, you feel something inside -that is because the soul is complex. If we were not spirit gifted we would not care and if we were not spirit made to rule, we would not care. But men were made by the spirit of YHWH as well as given dominion over the earth by God. This is the soul-scientific. No surprise.

How is the s-s important? It clears up many doctrinal issues we try to hide or cleanse of, not knowing they are natural and forgiven by the blood of Christ.

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Took my meds, brushed, and worked out. Am feeling fine. Bought some stuff on Shopee. Got Mom a sling bag and a Nerf blaster for myself. Both on discount. Not sure I can wake up early for church meet this weekend.

Thursday 21 August

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Had a roti telur for breakfast. Can't wait for my new Martin ukulele strings. Feeling more well rested so tonight I'll be able to work out. This weekend, church meet. I'm not there to argue any point, just to have communion with my brothers and sisters. We did talk in mindspace about how a good thing is brought forth from a bad thing and carries on, bad-good, bad-good until it finishes with good. 

God called out Abram, then the Jews fell into Idolatry, He called David / Solomon, later, the holy people or Israel who were living in sin were gifted the Messiah but Jesus couldn't do the job so Constantine declared worship of the Father to be a law. Following which the Catholic church used both carrot and big stick to shepherd their religion (our religion) thru the Dark Ages until Martin Luther split the faithful, forming Protestants. And out of the bickering / misled churches who left Rome, came here and there, true believers. This warrants further study. It is like no other religion on earth.

Will rain soon. My butt end is being attacked again. Found out that the Liew witches had created something unholy to feed to kids (western and Asians) -that a person's actions are all wrong, seen into the future. So why not beat him up now? It's no wonder they get so angry when things don't happen chop chop.

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More ruminations on Christianity and being a Gentile. It is illogical to believe in God. Should Sarah and Abraham have expected a child in their waning years, were they not told by God? Why did Mary say "let it be as you say" to Gabriel regarding the immaculate conception? Faith is in short supply, was and is until the coming of the Lord with power and glory.

I've found that no matter what happens to a person, faith can be pruned off him like the disciples of John the Baptist fell away following his capture. "The shepherd struck, the sheep scattered".

In Chinese folklore, a righteous woman without her righteous husband soon goes astray and abuses her wealth and privilege."When the Son of Man returns, should He find faith on this earth?"

And without faith, what good are good deeds and learnings? We live how we live, fearing only the laws of the land. But in each one of us who is honest, we know there is a greater reality. Hints of it are dropped every now and then in our lives: I experienced a miracle, and by Spirit, reordered the I-Ching hexagrams to the Gregorian calendar, was shown the rough plan for the Tribulation as a sign (Biden-Powell: be prepare). What I should know is that there is a benevolent power that watches over me, and I want to be with it / Him.

Life is like sitting for an exam. Do you want to pass and have an easier life? Of course! So many just study because, but a few make plans for their success. They go the extra mile towards it when it is easy for them to do so. I earned an A1 in History by reading from many sources. I was among the top scorers that year in the whole of Malaysia. Faith is like that -showing initiative towards that which we have been shown to be good.

And it is thru faith that we are blessed. Just as I was called to teach online, and to fight the evil in mindspace which we hope to return to God's control very soon. 

John 4:48 Jesus said to him, "Unless you people see signs and wonders, you will never believe."

This is a common misconception -that Christians come built in with faith. It is not like learning to walk or speak. It is more like laying down your life in a war / battle. What then is being in Christ? It is simply Him reaching out to you when you realize you were living a lie. The peace that Jesus gives is your certainty and reward for having faith in Him.

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My Martin polygut strings arrived early. They sound okay but very different. Quite like the difference.

I have to brag, after 2 years, I just got ONE click from a Google search. Hope it is a sign of more clicks to come and my site which is Google hosted, become famous. That I will get money from a ‘house’. What did Jesus mean? Could it be a physical house? This very one -our shoebox?

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“Ornamentation has success. Favorable for small matters only”

THE SPOILED FISHERMAN : Elder Brother Yeap and a young schizophrenic were hunting salmon in a hallucination. The salmon would cry out a number as they jumped up stream and this number was circled on a Bingo card. “Complete a row and you can catch the salmon as it leaps,” said Elder Brother Yeap. “I’m still a spoiled fisherman, if you know what I mean,” protested the young man. “Not quite so,” said Elder Brother Yeap. “Those who cannot use a looped line and a hook can just make more of it and sell it as Velcro”

As PIG-rooster dominates, Kind and sensitives are helped by talented charismatics.”

I was meditating on ABY 11d above. As usual, the quote topmost is by Dr. W K Chu. The middle is from my ABY. I was watching YouTube and Jonah Nillson. Sounds like Nelson who said he was a spoiled fisherman. Jonah, the reluctant prophet who was swallowed by a whale 3 days. It is a day for epiphanies apparently, and the intercession of Pope Leo.

Wednesday 20 August

Am up early, circa 5am. Will wake Mom up in 20 minutes. Feeling a little weak. Need to take things easy. Do some debugging later. I will try not to make player / enemy node arrays. And to make nested fixed pin arrays instead. Quite a bit of work to do. Uke strings should arrive tomorrow afternoon.

Mom woke up for her appointment. Dad is still asleep. We’re all growing old. The folks shuffle along now. And sometimes so do I. Like we’re each carrying a burden. I got back into search console by registering for Google Analytics. However, nothing much has changed. FreeLunch is still an obscure little corner of the web.

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Managed to get cleaned well. The mind assaults are increasing with the use of baby proxy attackers. This can’t have been something God foreknew? The whole world divided and fighting. Perhaps we need to accommodate for this, thereby lessening the stress. Meanwhile, my uke strings have shipped. I love my Kepma Mini with the D’addario folk nylons and I bet the Martin polygut does some good for my uke too. Many report detail and resonance improvements. I found the folk nylons moderately expressive, with some degree of twang in the trebles and a bit of boom in the bass. They get my thumbs up.

Tomorrow, will probably have to wait a whole day. I found out how to restring an uke by tying knots in the string ends. Apparently the polyguts settle within 24 hours. My folk nylons are still stretching a bit after a week.

We managed to get young families to safety by ‘wall stepping’ and used a glucose gun to run down the witchy Liews’ brain power. There is fierce fighting but America has been roused and we in Asia must help with the thing at hand, not abandon ship like last time.

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Horrible amounts of witchcraft and blackmail are ongoing as of 11pm, since LiLian and the Liew bunch saw signs of God’s takeover and their eternal torment. We have always played softly with her, giving her options and healings but this time she has opened the floodgates of hell by selfishly imploding her destiny.

She even tried to get me killed by the psychiatric system but I have friends in higher places than she does.

Tuesday 19 August

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Am dehydrated somehow. Drank a tall glass of coffee water. Leftover coffee dregs from the fridge. Haven't done any coding yet. Need to figure out why the enemy pieces are not treated the same as player pieces. Almost 9am. Rumors abound of Charles' abdication. Is the UK really Tarshish? And is America Kittim?

May be heading to the mall later for lunch with the folks. Don't feel like debugging Frag. I suspect it crashes from lack of memory - from too many sprites. Feeling a bit chilly this morning. Must be the strong waft from my fan and the sweat on my body from the muggy night. Tipped it upwards and am better.

I am locked out of Google Search Console so I can't see who's visited my site. This is strange. Perhaps I've been hacked.

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Back from a pretty heavy lunch at the mall. Need to get cleaned again soon. Drank a Gong Cha. Was assaulted by the evil witches but we fought them off with public toilet smell and squeezing their telepathy nerve area until they stopped. Actually, they've just moved to another place to bring about their blasphemous schemes.

Got cleaned well. Am feeling more comfortable. Wore my Oakleys out. They make me look so cool. Not many people have these lenses as they are circa 1kRM+ a pair. I got mine on sale.

Bought new ukulele strings. I have a good uke but it’s been 6 years with its ol’ nylguts. Time to try something higher end like the Martin polyguts which some say has a better sound due to their rough texture. Just 38RM. Life is an adventure anyway and what is 38 bucks over the next 6 years?

Took a good shower and am changed into fresh clothes. There is a heavy rain outside. Will do some debugging later on, clear the memory overflow error which I think is what's happening prior to the crashes. This is really one of the simplest projects I've worked on that took so long to polish, even learning Swift on the fly. And I wonder if I'm doing the game all wrong.

Worked out. Feeling more positive and energized. Helped cook pan fried pork slices for dinner. Was pretty good. Low sodium as well, and crispy. Friends from the LDS came by and we started the long process of detoxing many kids who were groomed and mislead by LiLian and co. (the witchy Liew 6 and their posse of anti-westerners). I was born to Asian parents in Australia a long time ago so I help out in the western parts without much trouble.

We have been using new weapon -disciplinary action for bad telepaths: clean the public loos (mentally of course). And we also popped their witchy nerve(s) -not actually harmful at this stage but can be made more real leading to complications with the ol' health. Something we all don't want to see happen.

I managed to get my wireless mic functioning with my phone. Great news. I can go on the road if necessary. Maybe it was the latest software update that righted it. Folk strings sound nice and mellow. Ex-GF is in trouble, worried over cancer. Gave her some health food healing thru the mindspace.

Monday 18 August

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well. More coding to do this morning. Liew forces still out there deceiving western kids. They gave out leg cramps as sometimes they do. Not sure what to have for breakfast. Just drank some water. Yet to brush.

Had a zhang (rice dumpling) and drank more water. Liew forces spreading lies and exaggerations. Many western kids are left in the dust of these witches' deceptions.

My 077j is losing 5s /day. I should take it on a walk thru the park later to speed it up and get some exercise at the same time. Alternatively, I could just be a desk potato, checking thru code. Wonder what Mom has planned. Dad is over at the old house, gardening.

I re-caged Mom's hematite pendant using stiff gold-plated wire and a proper ring I scavenged. Had no idea how I caged the stone but it worked much to everyone's surprise. Think she likes the pendant overall and hasn't taken it off.

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Took a much-needed shower and changed into fresh clothes. Put on the air conditioning to rest. Talked to my brothers and sisters in Spirit. The world is a much-changed place and the prevalence of sin makes it less so puritanical and more so forgiving. We should not neglect to worship the Lord, as much opportunity comes from uninhibition and where it meets love, vows, and forgiveness. Such are these end times.

And furthermore, Jesus' words never pass away. But they do not stand as a judgment but as a testament to His pre-birth promise: He would be a Prince of Peace. Therefore do not use the Holy Word to judge one another but to judge one's self. For if everyone judged himself / herself, as the Lord said: clean the inside of the bowl, then there would be peace.

For example, a vow: lust exists because pleasure commeth without or before the vow. It is that simple. Vows come from looking within and cleaning it thus enabling us to receive goodness in all its forms.

People should be free -as the truth sets one free. Do not be caught saying your brother is a fool, a sinner, without first loving him. But I guess there can be too much to say in the way of that. Be moderate and so be kind as Jesus Himself was.

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I’ve found that I can’t wear any Seiko watch for very long, nor a cheap Casio or Q&Q. I can’t wear my Swiss watches either, nor my Citizen or Orient. But the watch that seems to call for wrist time is my Casio 2200 on NATO. In case you meet me, I am the one wearing the all gray affair that makes me look like a mechanic working out of a petrol station, or the gas delivery man. I guess this is who I am. Quite an expensive, long journey to discover it!

I was thinking of watch innovations and I wrote about it on my Medium. Further innovations in watch design come from maximizing battery life. The 2200 I wear ticks once every 20 seconds, making it 3 times as efficient. I will not be surprised if it lasts 6 years, or until the end of Tribulation.

Anyway the battery life of an anadigi watch can be conserved easily and cheaply by giving it an oscillating weight and a spring. The hands only move when there is spring tension. And ‘catch up’ when the watch is flicked to view. The LCD is similarly unblanked by the power surge from the swing of the weight. As for the quartz oscillator, it can also be put on low power mode by having multiple crystals in parallel(?) so that only one is resonating, drawing less current. A 20 - 30 year battery life may be possible with a CR2025 lithium cell.

And I was thinking of lume. Aluminum is a good reflector of UV light. Having grains of Aluminum mixed into the lume might be an idea worth pursuing. Also, to get the lume to release stored energy slower, it should be grainier, different sizes of grain mixed together.

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Took my meds. Brushed and worked out. Feeling good. Had a coffee. Almost midnight. Yet to find anything good to buy online.

Sunday 17 August

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Skipped workout yesterday as the 2-hour walk thru the city was tiring enough. The centipedes are getting bigger, coming from the bathroom drain trap. Made some headway on Frag, making a generalized collision detector. Later on, chores as usual. Was hit by a cramp leg attack as I woke up, but it soon passed. I guess the witchy Liew 6 have lost some power.

Had leftover wonton noodles for lunch. Am still wearing my 077j diver on modded Zulu. It times a few seconds slow per day. Perhaps hand activity speeds it up so it’s tuned slow on purpose.

Liew evil forces attacked and we rebuffed them. They are trying to infiltrate and give us chronic sharp pains but we can grow their joints easily as a deterrent. Of course we don’t normally do that.

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Helped sweep the floors and will do some mopping soon. Been coding for hours, trying to debug Frag before the final piece fits in properly. Christians are amazed that Jesus is with me and that together we can do minor miracles -mainly healing people / ridding them of 'demons' and showing them love / encouragement.

My memory loss is worsening. Pastor is worried. Slept the evening away. Now it's past 9pm and the debugging has gotten nowhere. Rumors that King Charles will soon abdicate. It would be nice to see William and Kate on the throne(s) in the UK. A very evil period over once and for all. Still wearing my 077j.

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Time for a workout. I missed yesterday’s due to the long walk. Took my meds and brushed. Liews are falling back on the witchcraft book plan due to the emergence of high powers.

Past 1am and I’m still awake. Workout went well. Feeling regulated. Need to drink some water. Frag is working okay, crashing sometimes.

Saturday 16 August

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. A few hours to get ready for Bible meet. Feeling okay, generally. Rumors of an explosion in New York City. No news yet of the historic Russia-USA summit. To say completing Frag is a sign of the meeting's success could be true. Everything's in place but will need a few more hours of hard work to get it working perfect.

Decided to wear my 077j out. Applied new sticker to the crown tube threads so it screws down nice and tight. Liew forces drastically reduced, still maraud the mindspaces. Well, I tried my best. Maybe others can follow up, clear the remainder of their army.

Initial reports are that Putin and Trump reached no agreement. Odd.

I am showered and changed into fresh clothes. Seemingly not constipated -a good sign. Hope my butt cleft is not sweated as sometimes happens. Family have to close ranks against the Liew and western inquisitors. We have to survive after I carried them on my back for so long. Survive and receive the gospel.

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Back from Bible meet. I bought Mom a stone to make into a pendant caged in wires. I think the wire we used is too thin and flopsy. At least it seems to hold. Feeling okay but there is a pain in the back of my head. The oppression on Christians is on big time.

Pastor told us some important clues on what to expect in the months ahead. We were all edified. And there were no more arguments over this important day. In fact the I-Ching for today as translated by Dr. W. K. Chu is:

 “Water over the earth. Uniting. Consult further as to whether you possess the qualities and sublimity necessary for leadership. Those of like mind assemble. Laggards meet misfortune”

And this is 7d in the ABY (a Chinaman wrestles with God). Not sure what that title means tho. 

Friday 15 August

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed. Had cheese sandwiches for breakfast. Coding my app this morning. Some of my family (the women) going bad from their bodies deteriorating and getting no love from their husbands. Women fall that way or so traditional Chinese believe. One has to aim for the superlative i.e. God / religion, etc. to stay afloat.

Will be taking Friday easy ahead of the marathon church meet this weekend. Seem to reach for my 2200 G-Shock most of the time I need a watch. Dad may be getting a cold. The weather has been chilly of late and there may be a bug going round (I felt cold 2-3 days ago). More creepy crawlies in the bathroom.

Almost 1pm. Coded a lot and now Frag is much more stable and playable. I am working on sending the enemy pieces into the game channel as promised, just that bugs and inconsistencies held up the coding for a few anxious hours when I thought it was done for.

Talked our way out of being western dogfood. Were attacked and blamed but we were correct, praise the Lord. We who are blameless are normally just logical thinkers no matter who pushes us around.

Just about done coding. Need to tweak many things. Tomorrow, church meet as usual. Liew forces mixing in with western sinful but they are a fading force, unpopular with the current world situation which is dire and serious.

Nasty omission in Frag stalled the finish. I need to fill the player and enemy node arrays as new pods and frags are created somewhere in the makePod function. May add a helper function as makePod is obscenely long already. Passing 500 lines of gameScene code.

Had ramen and leftovers for dinner. Need to get cleaned again before I'm hit with incontinence attacks tonight. Folks are watching the conspiracy in the US unfold. Seems like there will soon be no surprise that telepathy is half running the show around the world. In Malaysia, it looks like this Merdeka will be a sullen affair. Wonder what's behind these altercations?

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Managed to get cleaned well again. Showered There were worms and centipedes in the bathroom for some reason. Can't enjoy washing anymore. At least I am clean and in fresh clothes for bed tonight. I assume the Trump-Putin summit will occur during our sleep, at 3am+. A lot to discuss tomorrow.

We are trying hard to clear the mindspaces of fiends -the Liew witchy 6 and their deceived army of kids. So by tonight, I hope to finish Frag roughly, as it's a minor sign that the Tribulation can happen without hitches from telepathy. It will be hard to rest well from now on. We fight the good fight.

Brushed and took my meds. Workout at 11pm. Made important progress on Frag but it is still a way off from being finished. Need some more decision loops, conditonals. Some velocity on the purple pieces. Eventually it will get there and it’s 5 hours till the historic summit in Alaska. I’m quitting for the night.

Workout went well. Feeling those good endorphins. Will relax, watching watch videos.

Thursday 14 August

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Hopefully no incontinence attacks later on. Mom and Dad have gone to hospital without me as I woke up a little too late to tag along and have breakfast out. Have my monitor in portrait mode due to lack of desk space. Somebody / thing is burning my butt hole. Will be depositing my used ThinkPad at the old house later on.

Showered and changed into fresh clothes. We’ll be going to the bank then to the downtown mall for lunch. Liew witchy teachings exposed as false. Many are left to pick up the pieces of a life lived a lie. Still haven’t finished coding Frag. I’m under pressure telepathically, and trying to take things easy.

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Was out from 9am to 2pm, 5 hours. The folks have excellent stamina and are going for another round of banking. I got mom a knee support sock and she bought shea butter moisturizer. Dad got us ice cream. Very inconvenient as the works department have decided to tar our neighborhood roads this afternoon instead of 2-4am as they do elsewhere.

Almost 3pm and heavy machines are rumbling outside my room window. Had my orgasm which felt good, helped relieve stress of mind arguments that occur daily for hours. Some people were really deceived by the Enemy and too bad they all used negative telepathy to try and break free.

Fewer deceived people following the Liew commands, those witchy doctors of the mind who spread lies and manipulate sensitivities. We aim to get everyone free. Not sure what consequence that has for the Tribulation. If I save half the world for God?

A thunderstorm complicated the repaving and no doubt caught the folks unawares as they moved our money to higher interest banks. We are not poor, just can't enjoy life much: holidays, fine dining, luxury apparel etc.

I have now written 6 good songs, enough for a mini album:

1. In This Space

2. A Most Beautiful Lady

3. Let The Good Things Come

4. Emily (A Portrait)

5. Emma In Paradise

6. Sister Wear Your Hair

Also quite good are:

1. Breakup

2. Rock Breaks Paper

3. Reeds and the Rushes

4. Nevermore

5. Sandy

6. More Than A Heart

Think I will set about arranging them for ocarina and vocals and release a songbook. Always wanted to do that. Like an ABRSM book. Want to include playing advice and techniques just like the ones I used to learn from when I studied piano up to grade 6.

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Did some coding on Frag. Major progress. Should have some gameplay to test tomorrow morning. Not sure how best to make the horde of enemy frags and pods descend from the top end.

News that my cousin and husband are arriving home in Malaysia after some months abroad. Speculation is rife, I guess we are all busybodies. The fact that she was secretive about leaving home base was unusual and disheartening to me, her friend in the family. Feeling boned and heavy in the head. And it’s just past 8pm.

Just did a brief intensive workout, 3 1/2 minutes. Feeling fresh and energized. Important as the mind criminals move closer under a shield of genius help. We have to chip away these mental savants.

Showered and changed into fresh clothes. Cleaned my butt hole which was attacked this afternoon. It was a little smudgy. There were baby centipedes in our bathroom. Quite harmless, driven out by the shower water. I wish we had not moved to this shoebox, sometimes. Am gathering children and babies raised by the Liew witches to be tortured and turned mentally ill. How much of this is prophetically correct? Did Jesus foresee militant telepathy? Yet to brush and it’s well past 10pm.

Had some bread and cheese for supper as I was hungry after my workout. Brushed.

Wednesday 13 August

Was up very early after only 3 1/2 hours sleep. Some Liew forces tried to paralyze my arm. Was helped up by a friend and repaired. We have found most of the Liews hiding all around us disguised or taking shields. They have lost a lot of power.

We are using inflammation as our main weapon against these evil witches who subvert people by talking overhead and below the belt to their sensitivities. Now just 4am. Perhaps will skip getting cleaned this morning, just take a shower.

Managed to get cleaned well. No constipation. Dad went as well. Later we'll be heading to the downtown  mall for lunch with Mom who is at the foot clinic to discuss her numbness. We have to prepare to spend big bucks on her health, maybe 20kRM. Bit of a shame to use up so much money but what if you couldn't walk anymore?

My new premium folk strings are pretty good. More playable than cheap steels. May rebuy next year, if there's a next year for us faithful Christians. BTW I am caught in a love triangle and I don't know what to do about it. If only I were more healthy and clever / independent.

After lunch, will sit down and disentangle my Swift code. Meanwhile, the hiding witches are throwing primed children and babies out like grenades, to destroy everyone they hate, even the whole world.

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Back from lunch at the mall. We bought a succulent "stone" or "pebble" plant. $9 for 5 varieties in one pot. Dad says he will repot it and see if it grows. Bought Mom an aggressive cleaning toothbrush in soft as she complained about the Colgate's small round head. Got her moisturizer as well to look younger.

Was hit by incontinence attacks while out. All sorts of afflictions as Jesus said. Meanwhile we treat these criminals with a fair and even hand, excusing their sins for the most part. The war between good and evil is heating up and there is nowhere safe to go anymore but to mock and scoff at believers.

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Been thinking of my love triangle. Both women are already circa 50 years old as I am. They are eager to get some (better) loving and companionship. So I thought, to avoid a depressing end, I will actually date both of them, just casually. Then whoever is let go will feel some satisfaction and finality.

Managed to get cleaned again, also easily. Am feeling much more comfortable. Yesterday, the evil witches -the Liew 6 tried to weaken my immune system and give me leprosy but my body is still strong enough.

Cooked yellow fin tuna for dinner with a cheese sauce and pesto, Barilla linguini pasta. Western kale stirred into the cheese sauce which was just diluted Puck. Mom really enjoyed it. Somehow my ThinkPad (used) is losing its charge when unplugged. Must be some kind of setting. Tinkered with the BIOS and now Debian won't boot. Strange. At least the Haiku partition still loads. I am installing WaterFox for Haiku -taking forever..

Tomorrow a busy day. Liew forces attacked and we repulsed them with superior force. Their numbers are decreasing hour by hour as they lose support from the west and east both. When this lunacy will end is unknown.

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Took a shower. More incontinence attacks strike at me. Have to be strong. Women being thrown at me. This is the Enemy's attack plan but we are not fazed. All we need is faith in what we can humanly trust and extrapolate -heaven with God forever. Will take my meds at 10pm and brush. Work out a bit at 11pm.

Wrote a FREE Medium article on the Middle East conflict and how it ties in with the political and military strategies now seen being played out before our very eyes but seemingly incomprehensible. Workout went well. Feeling okay. Found out there is no SheepShaver for HaikuOS. Closing in on midnight. Feeling a leetle bit sleepy.

Installed Fedora 42 / Gnome on the used laptop. Works nicely. Now to see if the battery drains overnight. Still not 100% sleepy.

Past 1am. Just had my orgasm. Once in a while it relieves stress. Been talking to people who suffered under the Liew witch delusion field. Urging many to come away with us -with Jesus.

Tuesday 12 August

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Waiting for my guitar strings to arrive this afternoon. Drank some water for breakfast. Skipped my workout last night as I had that jab at the psych clinic on my arm muscle. Must keep to my diet plan and lose another 4 kg.

Coded a bit. There is some trouble with moving a parent node with child nodes, otherwise everything is moving forward. News of Trump taking over Washington DC part by part. William taught a lesson in preserving one’s integrity above most all else. We need to be wholly committed to our hopes / future, our loved ones, our work / role in society.

Jimmy helped some too. Just say, “I don’t care”. You are a king. You have duties. You have millions of loyal subjects. You have powerful friends. “I don’t care”.

Made good headway on my iOS app, Frag. My guitar strings are on delivery. Another 4 hours to wait. British mind forces complaining of attacks from the Liew witchy army. So we attacked the core 6. This time, show no mercy.

Someone feeling the chills in me. Luckily, I have a blanket. There is road resurfacing outside. My parcel will be delayed an hour or so, I guess. 

6pm, and my parcel is still on delivery. Was attacked by the Royals who got sensitive to my folks watching the expose on Prince Andrew in the living room while I was horsing around with my British friends -friends of my ex-GF. Man, that sucks. Like Will Smith slapped Jada then slapped Chris Rock -which fortunately he did not.

Meanwhile, I am considering a 3 watch rotation of low-end pieces. My Seiko 5 Sports (dress), Casio G-Shock (beater), and Edifice chrono (sports). Total cost: 1.8kRM, all bought from SunriseTimeCentre.

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Took a shower, meds, and brushed. Work out at 10:30pm. The D’addario strings did arrive after all and sound cool. I probably will make better recordings and find nicer songs on these. We tried to axe LiLian and her witchy family. Not sure if it worked out. The evil group had been trying to give me cancer while I bear it for countless others. An early night tonight as tomorrow we’ll be dropping Mom off for her appointment.

Coding Frag has become kludgy. Something is wrong with the selection logic. IDK how to solve it yet.

Workout felt so good. Energized and body regulated again. No midnight snacking and I should be able to lose another few kg. Now 10:30pm. May sleep by 11:30. 

Monday 11 August

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned okay. Drank prune powder water so may go again later. Still 2 hours till we head out to the psych clinic. The morning air is fresh and cool. We removed many people from my hands and genitals by simply buffing them out -no harm done.

Back from psych clinic. Jab went okay. Feeling refreshed. Couldn't get cleaned that well but washed up anyway and am ready to head out with the folks after Mom's appointment at the hospital. It may be some time.

Decided to stay home today as my stomach is unsettled. May do a bit of coding.

Was struck with incontinence attacks as I predicted. A lot of us Christians are under fire as Israel’s prophecy unwinds and people are seeing there is a God after all and He’s coming back.

Am facing a watch crisis: what should I wear that’s appropriate and respectable? Right now I have on my Casio 800h. Looks okay. Has 10 year battery and 100m WR. It looks smart and economical. Dad is wearing the 5600 G’ I gave him years ago and is very happy with it. He also likes my roomy Decathlon shorts so I get him some once or twice a year. Think I will try to finish Frag tonight. Spend tomorrow restringing the Kepma Mini.

Lots of problems with Frag. The joint pins causing erratic rotation due to the wrong position of each frag in a pod. Spent a few hours sorting that out and now it’s midnight. I think 3 frags need 3 pins. But it’s so far sufficiently stable and we can go onto the firing part tomorrow morning while waiting for my guitar strings.

Liew witches still marauding despite the harmonious solution.

Sunday 10 August

Was up earlyish. Was gassy again tho not painfully so. Will have some breakfast soon. Tomorrow first thing in the morning, my monthly Arip jab. Have to work out tonight. Yesterday’s long walk did me a lot of good. Can’t wait to try out my folk strings.

There was a centipede in the bathroom. Tried to kill it after it went for me. Not very successful, being more compassionate than Dad. At least I’ve showered and changed. Managed to get cleaned okay. A day of chores. Had cheese and wholewheat for breakfast, and a black instant coffee.

Have learnt to blow my ocarina. It seems to need a higher pitched breath flow of medium high throughput. Otherwise it sounds in tune, mellow, not too airy. Liew witches still acting up, dragging the Royals about and striking with pains and insidious rotting.

Some mishaps in mindspace. Allen trying to be clever, ruined many geniuses. We had to help disentangle them and others bound in our desperation to escape the pain and emotional shaming.

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We did a lot of mindspace work, helping distended women and sinful people who erred, including William and my neighbor’s girl. There is more peace in mindspace now. We also tried roasting the Liew witchy 6.

There is still a lot of chaos in the mindspace. I wrote my ex-GF a song she can play at last. Her hands are small as the rest of her.

Took my meds and showered. Managed to get cleaned quite well. Worked out. Feeling energized. I have lost almost 5kg and am trimmer around the waist -no more love handles. This is mainly because of dieting. Less prata bread, less late night snacks, less carbs overall. I have also revived the weekly long walk and monthly runs. Will brush at 10pm, turn in at 11:30.

My nylon ball end strings didn’t ship today. So it may be Tuesday when I receive them. The song I wrote seems to be jazzy, a standard chord progression just noodle-sung over. Yet to brush. Have to be up early tomorrow for my psych clinic visit.

Saturday 9 July

Was up very early, circa 3am. Managed to get cleaned okay. Was mainly gassy. Effects of spicy curry I had for lunch yesterday or perhaps load-bearing for the folks. Mom is also up. 5 hours till I go for church meetup.

I forgot to add that we have made a push to end the Liew 6's dominance in the mindspaces. It really is a sort of 'push' action, and I am one of the frontliners pushed against. Soon the evil will walk on the outside. What happens is not fully known.

Had a vegan ramen for breakfast as I was so hungry. Served myself the last of the olive oil, a pressed garlic pip and natural Chinese soy we have to keep refrigerated. Seems we should be able to win the fight and force evil from between our minds and in our hearts. The result of decades of mishandling by many sides.

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Back home after over 10 hours out traveling to / from, and attending church meet. Must have walked 1 1/2 hours in total. Was good exercise and we learnt about detoxing the ‘devil’ and who he really is. Also learnt that many prophecies are related to Jesus being on earth again -that is why they seem odd. Interesting the person of Christ will be among us during the time of trouble.

Talked with a brother there and we discussed preparations to face the Tribulation. There is need for some things to be done but not the sky and moon to be moved-lah. Had dinner at home. Managed to get cleaned well. Tried to pull my bow (as a demonstration) but failed. It’s too much for all of us in one body.

Took a warm shower. Liew witchy forces staging attacks pretending to be supernatural beings (or is it my imagination?). Church meet was invigorating if not for the incontinence attacks. Look forward to next week. 

I ordered new strings for my Kepma mini acoustic guitar. Surprise, they are nylon ball ends. I prefer the sound of nylon and always thought that steel was too harsh. 66RM, a bit expensive. But I was curious, and the original China strings were beginning to sound dead.

Took my meds and brushed. Too tired to work out tonight. Almost midnight.

Friday 8 August

Was up lateish. Dad had gone to hospital to discuss his blood test results. Drank prune powder water and managed to loo well. Yet to brush. Been blowing my ocarina a bit. It’s not as easy as I had expected. Luckily I have the TAB chart I found online specific to Japanese style sub-holing. Seems to require more breath pressure than I like to use.

Liew witchy forces realizing they counted prophecy all wrong. Now are caught out. Nobody believes their future seeing anymore which is not based on God’s Spirit. As for me, I was told to do many things which I did, and this had a positive result for believers -it is better than predicting one’s future -to live in a better future plotted by Him.

I lost quite a lot of weight from eating less and keeping up workouts. I was 94 kg, now down to 90. Hope to hit 87 and maintain that. Heading out to the mall with the folks. I was right, Dad’s prostate markers are going up but I think another round of cancer treatment would be unwise / stressful. Against warnings, he had to get another durian in. Dad eats too much fruit.

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I am making good progress learning the 12-hole ocarina. Made my own notation system. Also finished writing the ‘Hair’ song. It goes something like this:

Wear your hair, your hair, your hair

a’Blowin in the wind

[da-dum] get your things together sister

Wear you hair, your hair, your hair 

 Oh!

 

When it all falls away

Butterscotch locks turn to gray

Then wear your hair, your hair, your hair…

[blend into 1st stanza chords]

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Back from a grueling 3 hour outing to the mall. We had Malay food at Sepiring which was good. Got attacked in the eye by my own family, spurred on by the Liew witchy 6. They are going down in flames and want to take Christian scalps. Meanwhile the news is rife with rumors of war and see saw economics. This surely must be the beginning of the Tribulation.

Must wake up early tomorrow for church meet in KL. Should start off at 9am possibly. Wonder how I’ll wake up with Mom sleeping thru me. Liew 6 stabbing my toe.

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By popular request, we have a short session tonight on suffering / vengeance / forgiveness / torture / mockers and scoffers in these last days / and the ever-present danger of Satan.

I will be talking on 3 main topics:

1. Why these people have run amok?

2. What they do?

3. How we survive (as best we can)

Before I begin, there will be some notes here for those who don’t enter the mindspace:

1. The intelligence gathered so far is that some people are low IQ -they are deceived.

2. They are handed backways towards Satan by ever increasing evil minds (negs and powers).

3. We survive by the simple act of worship. Many have forgotten what’s it, and why we do it.

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Took a shower and will take my meds at 9pm. Set an alarm for 6am so I won’t miss church. After that, I would like to check out LowYat. Just work out briefly tonight as tomorrow I will be walking a lot.

Meds and workout done. Feeling good. Motivated. The talk left many questions so will have to explain more things. Brush at 10pm.