Was up early, circa 4am, after 4 1/2 hours sleep. Managed to get cleaned well and washed up. No worries. Didn’t do much coding. Somehow feeling distant and pensive. Liews and their opened kids surrounding me for some reason. Many needing help for their bodies, damaged by Liew attacks.
Can't help feeling I'm being played out even by my family, as the Liews push behind us. But never mind, life goes on in its beautiful gyrations and to be alive and still serviceable is a blessing. My arrow fletchings (real turkey feathers) have stuck on well, using UHU glue. Later, to go on a brief run despite my split toenail. Have to run once in a while.
Completed my run. Wore toeless socks to avoid abrading my toenail. Didn't feel very good as many are opposed to me running to keep fit. Maybe do it just once a week on Sundays.
Thinking of ordering strong magnets off Shopee. They may be cheaper. Use some of Dad's credit in my debit card account. Maybe wait till EOM.
House cleaning starts in 2 hours. Mom is finally well enough to play the piano. Ate quite a lot of sticky rice but then I did go running.
My novella is still in the queue for reading, according to my clairvoyant friends -at both publishers I sent it to. I suspect only 6 - 10 novels are pubbed per year most places. I can see a few, up to 6 novels that are better than my effort and these are being scrutinized well. It's an outside chance that my small book will see me a contract.
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Resisting the urge to invent more things / games. I am retired and that's final even tho TeLL has a few dozen more lines of code to add by tonight. Had to get cleaned again. Was okay. Not constipated. Later, will have to sanitize and clean the drain trap before my shower circa 9pm. Lots of people who sinned in the mindspaces crowding my space, rallying one another with songs I wrote. Betrayal has become a fact of life. So many have lost their clothes. And it has begun to rain.
Low on cash, I'm staying home mostly. Working out and running on weekends to keep from becoming a couch / armchair potato. My hands and feet are chock full of people's nerves. Maybe I don't survive 2025 as my cousin predicted when we were pre-teens way back. Keeping busy and trusting in Jesus. Lots of YouTube rumors of killer earthquakes and solar flares (apparently related). Yea, the world is on the brink of crazy especially now AI is taking over.
Just showered and am changed into fresh clothes. Airing my room with the cool breeze from the downpour outside. Dad cleaned the drain hole in our bathroom and killed some centipedes hiding in there. Liew forces, disorganized, mount some resistance even after told about the history of the conflict between east and west.
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Almost midnight. Took my meds late. Worked out. Feeling good.
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