Wednesday 16 April

Was up a little lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. My weight has gone up 1kg. Need to diet and exercise more. Had breakfast out with Dad at Stadium. Had an iced coffee and roti canai (prata bread). Need to shower soon. Coding is going really slow. Typing this from my netbook running Windows 11.

Taught family and friends about God and our existence under Him. For he is 'time' and we are 'space', and the emotions we feel, our thoughts included, are accelerations of space / faith -thus we affect time -we affect God. Salvation comes from a balance of faith / space and grace / time. Thus the Word was made flesh. Faith alone cannot save, Grace alone does not normally -since we are fleshy and heavy with laws. But in-emotion, if we allow grace in, perhaps simply by being glad to be alive, so relieved, grateful to the powers of good above, we allow in God (whatever you believe Him to be).

Hebrews and Romans can be condensed in that Faith++ dooms while Grace++ lulls. We must proceed with Faith + Grace. And in that way, we triumph over sin which is the deceleration of emotions -the evil that threatens to consume us. Open you ears -you have heard a wisdom. Sin is looking back and wanting it when God told you not to turn back. Remember Lot's wife and the squalor of his daughters.

 

Will be taking another shower soon and leave for my pastor's place in an hour's time. Will be wearing my Q&Q moonphase. Bought pastor a pen as I myself enjoy stationery. Altho, I think he uses electronic media more than he physically writes things. Just 10RM.

 

Also bought some materials for the 'PenPal' project from Daiso -a stabilizer for the Apple Pencil. Just some wire and eraser tips. No need to make bio-plastic.  Costs 1RM to make one of them. I can charge 5RM for it easily. Sell 5 a day and I have 20RM or 600RM per month. It's a living.

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I'm back from dinner with my pastor. Had to take a different route on the rail system and it was a bit of an adventure. We talked on several things. Tomorrow, there is a study session around noon. I was encouraged to join in. Such are the sorrows and persecutions of our times.

 

Now past midnight. I fell into a long nap and just woke up. Brushed and worked out, took my meds. Evil Liew witches attack my group of friends, urged on by William who is worried for his safety. The evil must always be attacking someone else. Good reasons for bad behavior. Good behavior towards bad reasons is much better, William.