Friday 8 August

Was up lateish. Dad had gone to hospital to discuss his blood test results. Drank prune powder water and managed to loo well. Yet to brush. Been blowing my ocarina a bit. It’s not as easy as I had expected. Luckily I have the TAB chart I found online specific to Japanese style sub-holing. Seems to require more breath pressure than I like to use.

Liew witchy forces realizing they counted prophecy all wrong. Now are caught out. Nobody believes their future seeing anymore which is not based on God’s Spirit. As for me, I was told to do many things which I did, and this had a positive result for believers -it is better than predicting one’s future -to live in a better future plotted by Him.

I lost quite a lot of weight from eating less and keeping up workouts. I was 94 kg, now down to 90. Hope to hit 87 and maintain that. Heading out to the mall with the folks. I was right, Dad’s prostate markers are going up but I think another round of cancer treatment would be unwise / stressful. Against warnings, he had to get another durian in. Dad eats too much fruit.

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I am making good progress learning the 12-hole ocarina. Made my own notation system. Also finished writing the ‘Hair’ song. It goes something like this:

Wear your hair, your hair, your hair

a’Blowin in the wind

[da-dum] get your things together sister

Wear you hair, your hair, your hair 

 Oh!

 

When it all falls away

Butterscotch locks turn to gray

Then wear your hair, your hair, your hair…

[blend into 1st stanza chords]

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Back from a grueling 3 hour outing to the mall. We had Malay food at Sepiring which was good. Got attacked in the eye by my own family, spurred on by the Liew witchy 6. They are going down in flames and want to take Christian scalps. Meanwhile the news is rife with rumors of war and see saw economics. This surely must be the beginning of the Tribulation.

Must wake up early tomorrow for church meet in KL. Should start off at 9am possibly. Wonder how I’ll wake up with Mom sleeping thru me. Liew 6 stabbing my toe.

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By popular request, we have a short session tonight on suffering / vengeance / forgiveness / torture / mockers and scoffers in these last days / and the ever-present danger of Satan.

I will be talking on 3 main topics:

1. Why these people have run amok?

2. What they do?

3. How we survive (as best we can)

Before I begin, there will be some notes here for those who don’t enter the mindspace:

1. The intelligence gathered so far is that some people are low IQ -they are deceived.

2. They are handed backways towards Satan by ever increasing evil minds (negs and powers).

3. We survive by the simple act of worship. Many have forgotten what’s it, and why we do it.

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Took a shower and will take my meds at 9pm. Set an alarm for 6am so I won’t miss church. After that, I would like to check out LowYat. Just work out briefly tonight as tomorrow I will be walking a lot.

Meds and workout done. Feeling good. Motivated. The talk left many questions so will have to explain more things. Brush at 10pm.

Thursday 7 August

Was up early. Slept well. Feeling rattled. Must be the ex-GF. Not sure what happened to her. Tried feeding her some tonics and burning off the toxins. I am a mind faith healer together with my friends. Tho without sufficient faith in God, mostly we can’t heal you.

My parcel (ocarina) has arrived at the delivery station. May be 4pm arriving or thereabouts. Was unable to get cleaned much, just gassy so I drank some prune powder water. Should be effective, within an hour or so.

Managed to break free of the constipation a bit. Takes longer due to many others crammed into my gut. Last time, it took half a day. Showered and brushed. Feeling clean. Will run in the late afternoon, just take things easy.

William acted up again. We suspect Liew forces are pushing him to commit crimes, throwing his people at Asians. We trapped the Liews in a stack of mirrors and squeezed some ‘orange juice’ out of them.

Unsure if my parcel will arrive today due to an unusual delay. By this time it should be on delivery. Hope it comes anyway, tho.

Wrote a Medium article on integrity in Christ -read it FREE here. This is important for everyone in the struggle in mindspace. Ocarina yet to go on delivery. Hope it does tho.

The past month, 2 impressions of my new Google site have appeared, searches from Canada and Ireland. No clicks yet somehow. Begins the hours long wait for my parcel to arrive. Have to take in the laundry soon.

Think I may run tomorrow, or go on a long walk. Today, nerves are frazzled and heart is unsettled. Liew witchy 6 driven hungry by FCOJ since they are so relentless.

Circa 2 hours till my oc gets here. Can't wait. I think my novella may get published after all. This usually means the publisher has found a niche for it, not that I am a god of writing.

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The oc arrived and is truly a LOVE brand that LOOKS LIKE bon’s plastic model. Made in China. It’s a little tricky to blow but can carry a tune unlike my first plastic one that’s hopeless. Waste of $8. Wondering if breaking my TNG some months ago was prophetically significant? Should have got the 12 hole plastic in the beginning but was ignorant. Things stroke does to your habits.

Dinner was good. Okra and frozen soy chicken made by Dad’s aunt. I found a fingering chart for Japanese style ocarinas here. I think they teach ocarina making (clay ones I guess). Need to filter that into my style of learning. Meanwhile take a break and work out a bit as I am feeling stiff. Workout went well. Feeling energized and fresher. Mom warned me not to overdo exercise as I will be 50 next year.

Showered and took my meds. Brushed. Tomorrow will head to the mall with the folks. Can’t run, maybe later in the day.

Wednesday 6 August

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Today will focus on coding Frag. The micro quiver I ‘invented’ peeled apart in the night. I will try superglue or something later on. Have 4 hours till we head out, to do some work. Feeling a little pessimistic. Hope the ocarina ships this afternoon.

Took a shower. Mind friend suggested I use some thicker material for the quiver to keep the magnets on. I could embed them in and glue them there. Overall, a good design. Just needs improving.

Had a cheese and butter sandwich for breakfast and some iced water. Have to brush soon.Tomorrow I go for a brief run. The west is balking at the witchy Liew 6. There is a huge mind fight that nobody expected. I will try to weaken the evil sociopaths who drilled into everyone’s business.

61% of Malaysians have virtually no savings. And there they are, the Liew 6, torturing us. This is unfair. Who can be absolutely clean when provoked, with almost zero in the bank?

Can’t wait for lunch, now past 11am. Will probably wear my Miudman solar most of the time from now on. A pretty nondescript watch with lots of useful functions. Don’t feel like coding much. Maybe around dinner time.

Lunch was good. Chicken rice and Chinese roast pork. Feeling lethargic again and quite sick of looking at Frag.

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I improved the quiver and it’s holding well so far. No plans to get it action ready just yet, just a decoration-proof of concept. Hope my ocarina can arrive tomorrow. I have not played a 12 hole before. Seems it will arrive tomorrow, probably late afternoon.

Thought I needed to go but it was just lotsa wind. Want to wake up earlier tomorrow for a run. Took a shower and am feeling fresh. Took my meds and brushed. Will work out at 10pm. Western forces warning us of major geopolitical changes and dangers now that almost everyone has telepathy and is capable of destroying one another faster than a nuke.

Tuesday 5 August

Was up lateish. Was gassy. Coming under more Liew attacks but not serious ones yet. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and bought lunch for me and Mom. We had fried chicken and potatoes. The spuds were a little salty. Drank green tea.

Frag’s graphics are much nicer now -almost pro quality. Wonders happen when you have Photoshop, even far back as version 5.5!

Am breaking from work to surf Shopee for a good ocarina. Found a nice one for circa 200RM locally sourced. Unfortunately, the cancellation today prevents me buying it. Maybe tomorrow. Found out I may have to wait till late tonight to place my order.

Feeling really boned. Don’t much want to code. Will do it tonight. Right now to solve the crash on touch bug.

Managed to figure out setting the background of the gamescene. My ocarina should ship tomorrow. I ordered a single chamber one, made in Korea instead of the TNG 3 chamber. So excited. Korean ocarinas are the best sounding.

Liew forces smashing everything they can find an excuse to judge. Tomorrow, will be dropping Mom off at the hospital. Try to fix those bugs as well.

Less buggy now and ready to start the firing tests. I can’t believe this app took so long to get where I promised last week. It’s raining. I was given a 2dd shipping plan. Good enough.

I trapped the touch errors in both began and end functions otherwise it crashes. Already past 8pm. Need to take my meds at 9pm. Will code more at 10pm. Been binge watching YouTube. Not too dehydrated tonight.

Just worked out. Am gradually getting a bit stronger, fitter. Feeling energized. Think I will retire from coding early tonight. Took my meds and brushed. Have to shower later. I no longer eat supper. Talked to my cousin about growing older and how we need to cut down on stress and strain. So I do less heavy exercising since earlier in the year.

Showered and am feeling fresh. No constipation or diarrhea today. Feeling rather comfortable. Past 10pm and I am ready to turn in circa midnight. No need to wake up early tomorrow but it would be nice to catch the sunrise.

Monday 4 August

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Drank some water for breakfast. Later this week, will go on another brief run. Maybe Thursday. Liew witches still marauding the mindspaces. Have to shrink my pods and frags so they fit the screen, or expand my scene width.

Gas man is coming soon. Then folks and I are going to the downtown mall. Witches from the UK trying to  punch up Christians and suffering the consequences. We have powers too, just that Christians are very kind and can talk for days under unnatural pressure while fed nonsense to do. Adios witches, we gave it a good try, but the Liew 6 theory doesn’t fly.

Managed to get makePod running without bugs this morning. I resized the pods and fragments, now they need to be positioned.

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Back from the mall. Was hit by incontinence attacks, sharp pokes thru my butt. Had chicken rice. Need to rest as my head was carrying so many people, members of my family probably. We agreed that the Liew witches cheated us to get this far, provoking people with their telepathy. Telepathy also cannot be excessive, otherwise seals, trumpets and vials will be partially undone and unfair. Didn’t get myself anything. Was called by Pastor earlier but I didn’t recognize his number. Whatsapped him instead.

Managed to get cleaned well again. Feeling more comfortable. Will shower shortly. Want to do a bit of coding before dinner. Now almost 4pm.

Had a relaxing shower and am changed into fresh clothes. Rest for half an hour, then code the drag and drop and adjust piece positions.

Dinner was good but over salty. Managed to do the node dragging but the app crashes on an exception I can’t handle. Not sure how it’s avoided yet. Yea, everything is in place and working but buggy.

I switched my Tenor-Dorly to a gray suede strap. It was a used automatic I got for circa $50 during the COVID lockdowns. Quite stylish and comfortable. Running a late 60s Swiss ETA movement with 25 jewels.

Took my meds circa 9pm. Brushed. No more eating late at night. Will work out at 11pm. Sleep around midnight. Will read up on background images in Swift.

Sunday 3 August

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Mom has a lunch meet today at a posh restaurant. I was thinking not to go to the church dinner tonight as it is a little out of the way and I don’t go out much nowadays. I think there is an unspoken rift between me and my church. Ocarina still hasn’t shipped. Maybe tomorrow.

Coded a bit last night but not enough to finish Frag. Will do more before we head out. Now the errors are gone but the makePods function doesn’t work. Some debugging needed later on.

Wearing my Seiko 5 Sports and some old clothes. I would like one day to step out of the Seiko boutique with a Grand Seiko handwind, but that's just a dream that costs 20kRM+. Took a shower and will brush soon.

Liew witches, driven mad by American mind forces crashed against my church. We sent them home without any pain or disfigurements. There is a massive blame pushing, Christian bashing thing going on right now and I don’t know if we can turn it back.

Frag is running again after debugging and clearing old data. Couple of days late but better late than never.

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Just came home from lunch nearby. Dad bought a durian. Cost almost $20 for one fruit. It has segments so there is a lot of flesh to enjoy but the price is a little steep, IMHO. Mom is out to a lunch celebration. We may have to pick her up in an hour or half.

Lots of people admitted to pressing down on me so I could not help with the mind fighting against the witchy Liew 6. I was used and sometimes abused. I have little to no powers to help chain or kill these criminals or turn William not mad again etc. Well, back to coding.

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An end to a long day. I helped sweep and mop, showered and filed / disinfiected my toenail which had somehow split and got dirt / fungus(?) in it. One less thing to worry over. I hope my ocarina arrives in PJ tomorrow. I guess it’s okay if I don’t get it. I don’t 100% need an ocarina.

We have leveraged God-tier weapons on the Liew witchy 6. An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. Many helped once the witchy modus operandi was revealed to be a fraud.

Took my meds and brushed. Worked out just before midnight. Feeling energized, burning calories. May turn in at 1am. We organized a compromise with the Liews. Western forces trying to create tragedies that feel good and Hallmark-like. Best to steer one’s soul clear of destiny changers who bend morality.

Saturday 2 August

Was up lateish. Slept well tho. Managed to get cleaned well. Will shower after Mom uses the bathroom. Such are the limitations here in the shoebox. Drank some water. May skip breakfast. Start coding in an hour or so. No updates on the ocarina I ordered 5 days ago.

Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes. Hopefully I don't need to loo again. Attacks on the faithful continue, urged on by the westerners who have fallen to the Liew witches' deceptions. The hopeless feeling is gradually returning while the Liews are kept happy busting Christians in Asia.

We threatened the Liews off their prey for now. Fight for justice, fight for fairness and compassion. Fight or be resigned to 3 loos a day and 6 sneezes in a row every few hours. Meanwhile, I had been donkey copy-coding and (I forget) we grew the bones in the Liew witches' ears, so they are now deaf -unless I'm mistaken.

Still an hour or so from finishing Frag. I need to set a lot of vectors and beef up the AI more. Could use a break now. More unexpected things I needed to get done. And the AI is a bit confusing to me right now -it’s twice as complex than I thought. Broke for a medium long walk thru the park with Mom. Feeling good. Not sure what the Liew witches are up to, but most are wise to their manipulations, and we have deployed the glue lever as a deterrent.

Seems like coding has to stop for a few hours due to the Liew witches flaring up on celebs. Kids, don't support the manipulators. What they tell you is scandalously exaggerated and taken out of well-meaning context. And don't bully your own celebs like Tom and Ana -they are entertainers and meant to make you feel happy / hopeful.

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Took my meds earlier, brushed and worked out. Talked a lot about cheating, war, and bearing suffering according to one’s culture. This is all just a misunderstanding that was capitalized on by the Liew witchy 6 who were deviously motivated against the west.

Almost midnight and Frag is still unfinished. I submitted my MS to an independent publisher. My family reacted at once. They don’t want me to be published at all. Anyway, iS is a bit of a strange novella that upsets people. We’ll have to wait and see.

Almost time for bed. Tomorrow, lotsa chores.