Thursday 15 May

Was up late due to taking my meds past 10pm. Managed to get cleaned and took a shower. Mom is going to the hospital and Dad and I will be out for breakfast. I had a chocolate cookie to tide me over. Will see if I can fetch the ethernet cable from the old place so I can set up Solaris further. Meanwhile I sense my novella is under review. They have described my writing as strange / confusing, but compelling. That I practically drove the reader to the very end of the story, head spinning. I wonder if it's a good thing? No time to work out as Mom, using me, had only an hour of sleep last night.

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Back from Paradigm where we had Burger King for lunch. Helped Mom cook dinner of potatoes, celery, onions, and chicken bits. Bought materials for my Apple Pencil “penpal”. It ‘s very roughly constructed from “secret” parts but in the spirit of sharing, MAGA, Jesus H. as well, here is what it looks like:

The principle is simple, provide a second leg to add resistance to stroke making / formation, and to provide counter torque via one’s middle finger which goes between the bendy leg and the curved wire. Results are good and I look forward to shipping some of these soon. You can try making one yourself if you’re technically inclined. And all a sudden it’s 1976 again!

Took a shower and am changed into fresh clothes. Time for meds and maybe a brief workout. Workout went well. Feeling energized. Ate a few chocolate cookies. Feel like the world is being more divided and discriminatory. Just a feeling. And I wonder on and off how my book review is going. YouTube seems to be closing its doors to me. IDK why.

Brushed. Now past 11pm. Not feeling too drowsy yet. Wrote a Medium article like I try to every day or so. So tomorrow, it's coding TeLL. Will try to finish in one sitting. Then I'm retired. Hand seems a little better today tho my little finger hurts a bit (it does on and off).

Wearing my 2200 CCG G-Shock more lately. I like that it's dirty gray plastic and ana-digi. A bit of a connoisseur's plastic digital which fits my income bracket. Quite a few hidden features and carbon fiber construction in it that go unnoticed by non-Casio fans.

Wednesday 14 May

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned okay. Took a shower and changed as we will be heading out to the mall later. Managed to get my Windows 10 laptop's boot sector repaired after it the Solaris installer mangled the reserved area of my drive. Yea, I now run Solaris / Windows 10 / Ubuntu Server, on my x250 used ThinkPad. Trouble with Solaris is the wifi support is poor. Thinking of getting a wired ethernet connection for it and putting the x250 outside my room.

Mind forces reacted poorly after last night's calm down order. I guess they're okay now. Takes a while. Worked out and am feeling good.

Heading out to the mall soon. May have lunch there. Wearing my Seiko diver. Want to stop by the old house to get the B string and ethernet cable so I can set up Solaris properly.

Bought Sis her birthday present. A set of Frixion erasable color markers which should be good for sketching. I also got her a cheap and cool pencil but think I may use it myself as it's adorable in an affordable way. Total cost, 32RM. Not too bad. Should restock cash in a week's time. 6 days to my Arip jab. Am blogging this from the mall food court. Not sure when the folks will arrive. Down time.

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Made it back home from the mall. It didn't rain and we got lots of munchies, cookies, crisps etc. I decided to keep the pencil for myself until June when I may give it to Sis together with the Frixion color markers.

"William" acted out again, destroying chains of people who were innocently living life. "He who markets only for fish goes home with a fish he cooks in sour gravy and bitter wine" --ABY. This set off a spate of vengeances hitting all over Asia -a country gone mad. We tried to rein them in, but it failed.

Will spend the afternoon coding. Fixed a new high E string to my Kepma. I was wrong -the B string was fine, not the E. It came from a used set of Ernie Balls which sound a lot brighter and livelier. Trouble is I'm not much of a handyman or I would change out all the Chinese strings to EBs. Money saved, anyhow.

Off to eat some cookies and forget the trauma.

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Past 10pm, and it's time for meds and a shower. 

Tuesday 13 May

Was up early. Got cleaned well. Slept again for a few hours. People singing in my head again. Not sure what they want. Will work out later at 8am. Maybe do some coding until lunch time. Workout went well. Feeling energized.

Managed to get cleaned again. I often go twice a day nowadays, as I near middle age. Submitted my book to a publisher who offers traditional contracts. My novella is so far the most unique they’ve seen but has to battle it out with (so far this year) 4 very good books by other authors. By year’s end, my book will be the 18th best written. But perhaps its uniqueness will gain me a free contract. We’ll have to wait and see.

Yet to code TeLL. Maybe after lunch. Will try to form some algorithms, not just the current simple true-false which isn’t very useful.

Took an early afternoon shower and changed. Feeling / smelling clean and fresh. Decided to try and salvage an old B string for my Kepma Mini which suffered a snap. Also will hold off making the magnetic quiver. Spent too much the past 4 weeks.

Wrote (casually) a new song in A and E. I think the last one was D and C. This one is bluesy. Will not be writing more songs until later in the year. Still can’t think of any simple algorithms for TeLL. Must remember to write on self-justification / Spirit tonight.

I've tuned Windows 11 to be more responsive and use less memory. My poor Celeron had been struggling with the memory compression that I now disabled, and I also used the ample 12GB of RAM to make a 2GB disk cache. Now my Aspire from 2018 runs much better. Downgrading to a BT 3.0 option worked wonders for my wireless Alcatroz Jellybean keyboard that was stalling on BT 5.x. Made my Windows great again!

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Closing in on midnight and I've written a new song, making 3 in 2 days. Tim was writing with me and so was Suzannah who contributed some expression to a chord or two. I'm not sure why we were put together and given goosebumps of one another. But really, these are simple songs a kid can play and sing.

Installing Solaris wiped my Windows boot partition and getting it back is proving to be hard. I have made a recovery USB stick but it still doesn't work right. Maybe tomorrow. Took my meds.

TeLL's algorithms are just waiting to be coded in. Should be quick work tomorrow.

Monday 12 May

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed. Missed my meds last night after falling asleep, tired circa 10pm. Didn't code TeLL. Instead, talked in mindspace on the Tribulation. Doing God's work is more important than coding an obscure mathematical Python app that nobody will need when Jesus comes. Writing a song would actually be more productive. I haven't got round to making my quiver or Apple pencil legs yet.

Today is Wesak Day -a Buddhist holiday here in Malaysia. I thought I would try and write something, a Medium article, on divining the start month-year of Tribulation or if we're in it already, when did it begin?

Some pain-giving still going on from the ball of hatred that's been eating up the world's resources. Lots of misconceptions such as "one person protecting the world" -things I need to address in online posts here and on DogBlots, Medium, etc.

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Check latest post on DogBlots: The Math of Morality, where I explain the degree by which we must restrain ourselves in these end times. "For in the last days, men shall be lovers of pleasure and not lovers of God". Something we should try to avoid. But as we are in danger of offending the Spirit, we need not make a fuss over avoiding pleasure for the Spirit is disgusted over self-justified holiness. IDK why yet. Maybe a topic for future study.

Sunday 11 May

Fell asleep last night without finishing my coding work or the Revelations chart. Somehow, in the night, I was healed in my hand quite a bit, perhaps by the prayers of the faithful, perhaps the Liews lost support, perhaps both. It's past 6am and I just got cleaned well.

Last night, I told the sad story of how God abandoned nephilim-blooded me as an infant after I got punched up in the womb and made a little retarded. But that was over 48 years ago. And the motives of the Father may change, maybe, maybe not. I was shown several possible futures, some rather glorious. Not sure how to get the best one. The worst one is being locked in a small room with a view of a garden. The best one, sitting at the second table at the wedding feast. All depends.

Had tapau wonton noodles for lunch. Working on the Revelations chart in Canvas. Family lashing out as they had tried to see into the future and take a share in it when they were young and are now being shunned despite showing their signs and evidences.

Due to the pain attacks, work on my chart is going slow. Still don’t know what to add to TeLL to make it a useful app tho it runs fine now. Just 4 days to finish coding and 12 hours to complete the chart.

House cleaning at 2pm, and 4pm. Have made good progress on the Revelations chart. Thinking I may post it on my website tonight. Looks quite authoritative. Sis brought Mom fish porridge. She's still poorly after her stomach flu, insomnia, and fall.

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Chores done, and so is the chart on Revelations. Head over to my site: FreeLunch.my/salvation to view it if you're curious. There seems not to be a pre- or mid- trib rapture. So there's the answer to so many end times questions!

Dad is taking us out for dinner tonight. Mom has other plans as she is still feeling poorly after her fall. May get her something to drink. I am dehydrated again for some reason, having very amberish urine. Yet I didn't sweat almost at all.

Tonight, will be adding some relational code to TeLL so it will be something more than just a comparator, but actually something 'intelligent'. Then after this, will retire. Not sure if I want to make my quiver idea this week or next as money is a little tight. Perhaps in late May.

Got cleaned again with no problems. Had a dossi for dinner out. Will code in a bit, not sure what to leverage. In just few days, I could be retired. No more chasing after the wind. Will turn in a little later tonight and see if I can lay down some good algorithms circa 11pm-12am.

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Past 9pm. Trouble in the mindspaces due to the Liew witches caught. Enforcing law is in order.

Saturday 10 May

Turning in in an hour's time after being late taking my meds. Got a bit addicted to coding TeLL. It works now but needs added functionality to be really useful. It might be just a little code, hopefully. Urine is telling me I'm very dehydrated. Some kind of problem rolling off Dad's kidney failure risk. Meanwhile Mom hasn't slept in over 24 hours. Gave her some TLC and a Rivotril. Sis made her some tasty soup. But I can't worry too much as I have a church meet tomorrow. Must leave circa 9am.

Usually, my eyes get tired first and then my brain fogs. We discovered a good method of policing the mind -some kind of psychosomatic control of the emotions. It can be improved further. Everyone is going back to normal before the Liews offended everyone -witchy Liews that is.

And I was thinking a single person who knows a few dozen friends can destabilize the whole world if he didn't adhere to custom and decency. And the whole world will submit to that one troublemaker. Even feed him with Christian souls to destroy. The Jews killed Jesus and the prophets who told about him. Not a surprise -it's human nature of the oppressed.

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Got up early as Mom had a fall and minor head injury. At least she slept a few hours compared to last night. I slept 3 hours. Will be meeting my church group later. Meanwhile am taking care of Mom until Sis, who is a physician, wakes up. It's a weekend and most people are sleeping in. Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes. Got cleaned easily as well.

Have to make it to church meet but am feeling sleepy. I'm somehow also dehydrated tho I don't sweat much. 5 minutes till I have to leave home.

Made it safely to Bible seminar. Was butt sweated on the way but I survived. Hair looking a bit sparse, unfortunately.

Friday 9 May

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. While I slept, a new pope was elected: Pope Leo XIV from America. The ABY doesn’t mention Leo specifically but that a servant of God who is humble will be elected. Is Leo humble and is his (spiritual) burden a little too heavy? Time will tell.

Worked out and am feeling good. Liew forces winging out at our heads with bruising strikes. Celebrating something, I guess.

Back from the mall grocer where we had lunch as well. Mom is down with gastritis and sleep deprivation. She may deserve a bit of that for force medicating me. And preventing my sleep way back as well, leading to my stroke in 2006-2007. But family is family, so I got her some malted milk cookies and strawberry yogurt to dip them. She’s fast asleep right now.

As usual, the pains and bruisings continue. And maybe soon, direct persecution of Christians. There won’t be many left alive by 2027 I think. Strikes continue, from evil ones and the offended self-righteous, glancing against my brain and other sensitive nerves. Will be doing some coding later to pass the time.

Fired up the old Celeron and am bug hunting. Hope to get them all.

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Good session of bug fixing. I now have output of Truth and Lies. But what to do with it graphically / analytically? Something that hasn't crystalized yet. Maybe another session at 8pm. I really have nothing to do as the family crumbles and our fortunes look worse by the week.

More schemes by dying people who did too much sorcery in mindspace blow up, as they are judged and punished by the masses of religious Christians and other faiths who practice mind warfare. They are trying to align with God’s prophecy and sail alongside with impunity. My poor cousin was duped to destroy us and I could see her full of western witches, while noticeably American ones were in our family women. It’s hard to see where this will be going, as someone with amnesia.

There’s one last bug in Tell, that the Lies apparently = Truth.