Tuesday 8 April

Was up earlyish. Had a roti telur for breakfast. More progress play-testing my game. I've decided what to do with  captured pieces -which is secret, of course. Was unable to get cleaned, just gassy. Felt unnaturally tired -must be Mom who slept late last night. Western forces believing I am a special / chosen one and will bear all their suffering. Not too sure of that.

Folks have gone to the bank to refresh a fixed deposit. My parcel is on delivery -again. Hope it actually reaches earlier today, maybe in the early afternoon so we can hit the mall later. Western forces most displeased with my lack of power to save their nations. It's being revealed to them what happened to me before I was born -crowded with Asian people, many of them Christians who were persecuted by witchcraft. Thus I have no real gospel powers beyond basic healing and ballpark predicting.

I made headway testing my game. It is a tricky one to win tho simple to get started. It is a push through while defending, logicstics-driven game. And I think it will be lots of fun. Like SeTT which is simple, 'T' is as well. No sign of my parcel yet and it's time for lunch.

Past 3:30pm and no sign of my parcel. Beginning to lose hope. Did a bit of editing.

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So my OukiTel phone finally arrived after 5 days in transit. To celebrate, I may head out tomorrow. Have edited over half of my novella, and sealed up the plot hole. Managed to get cleaned well and showered, changed into fresh clothes. Want to do more editing, up to Act 3.

Insidious attacks from the antichrist faction. Even as I rest for the night, sinister thinkers slip between sinners to target God’s children and bedevil His people in the Holy Land. We may head out tomorrow to the mall. Take my meds, brush, and work out at 10pm. Finished my quota of editing work. Chapter 20 needs more explaining. But we have to struggle a bit tonight against the dark power it seems.

Workout went well. Yet to brush. May turn in around midnight.

Monday 7 April

Was up lateish. Brushed. Managed to get cleaned well. Waiting for my parcel. Kids and baby minds swirl around me, angry for the losses in America. Everyone is on edge. This is how the end times begin, too bad it's also in mindspace.

Past 2pm and no sign of my parcel for the second day running. I guess I will cancel the order tonight if it somehow doesn’t arrive. Thinking of editing my novella and submitting it to a publisher for a traditional publishing contract. I need to write about Claire, Frederick’s wife a bit more, and maybe why exactly Marjorie went to the rim of fire.

Rowdy kids stirred up some trouble outside our shoebox. Don’t know if it’s related to the Liew witches. Guess I’ll get to work. Meanwhile Tell is stalled on a mysterious null matches bug. It’s not easy to solve with so many crowded into my mindspace.

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Made the final prototype for project T -the game I'm planning to sell. It's such a simple concept and is cheap to manufacture as well. I'm purposely making it as simple as rule-less as possible. Sometimes, it aids the gameplay, making everything more real. Was thinking pieces shouldn't be shoved about or hopped over, even captured. But some gameplay testing will solve that. Also the number of pieces should be capped maybe at under 30 per side. Was also thinking that stacking pieces is unnecessary and a complication to the enjoyment. The proto I'm using to test gameplay with is a mini set, the size of an A5 paper with a pretty compact battle area and just 20 pieces aside.

Showered and changed into fresh clothes. I had two good loos today and am feeling comfortable. Dinner was okay and I think I want to edit Inexact Science tonight and submit it -just for the hell of it. I think Claire is the reason Marjorie goes to the fiery rim.

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Took my meds and worked out. It’s circa 10pm, just an hour or so till bed. Looking forward to tomorrow and what it may hold. Friends are increasing. Attacks in mindspace decreasing. Opportunities multiplying. Will 2025 be a good year for me?

2 weeks till fresh funds come in. Until then I have to be frugal. As I mentioned before, we live in interesting times, times of change and sorrow, and wonder. Many who are last will be first to enter the kingdom. Not surprisingly -the modernity of the end of age requires it.

Sunday 6 April

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned okay. Brushed and drank some water. Waiting for my parcel to go on delivery then may head out to the mall. The evil is trying to gather support through deceiving children but most all of their methods are now well known.

They're opening up on us with geniuses so we pressed down on their flesh (kempis) which will make them  scrawny until we heal them overnight. 8am and no news about the parcel. Maybe by 10:30am.

Had to get cleaned again, the result of eating Uncle Don''s home-meade chili sauce. Fiery stuff. At least it keeps one regular in the face of constipation pushers. We toasted the Liew witches' hearts but they have black magic support from the west who want to play them round about onto their own people (Asians) for as long as the Tribulation takes. It is more than most can bear.

Took a brief shower and am changed into fresh clothes. Not sure whether SPX delivery people are still on Raya leave -most are Moslems. May have to spend the day at home until 6pm.

My parcel is finally out for delivery at 10:30am. Can't wait. Should be just a couple of hours till I receive the phone.

Am deep into coding Tell while waiting for my new phone to be delivered. I am getting coherent results now so I can debug faster. Dad bought us chapfarn for lunch which was tasty.

I need to rotate my variables or at least keep them in a fixed order while rotating my checklist. A major bug. Soon I will have some results to analyze and play with. Do lies exist within truth? Are misconceptions limited while truth increases to the infinite?

Raining a bit so not sure parcel will arrive.

Seems my parcel will not be arriving today. Waited 12 hours with bated breath *sigh*

Saturday 5 April

Was up early. Rumblings of discontent in the mindspaces. Can’t wait for my new phone. Managed to get cleaned and took a shower. Brushed. Had mayo and chili (Uncle Don’s) sandwiches for breakfast. The army of evil marches on, over the crushed spirits of the god-fearing. Such are these end times.

Washes of emotion overcome me. The evil spirits of my family, and those that deal with playouts. Must be strong. Do the right things. Save beautiful souls for the golden city. Parcel is late arriving at the delivery point, somehow. Had to get cleaned again. Was good. No constipation.

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I helped Dad and Mom with the household chores and am feeling refreshed. I submitted a game idea to a publisher and am waiting for any good news. The phone I ordered is at the delivery hub right now but it's doubtful that it will arrive this evening. Hope it works well. It cost half a grand. Such good times are upon us if we only heed the Lord and lay our lives before his feet. Yet to finish debugging Tell. Maybe do a session tonight instead of fidgeting over the parcel and the game advance.

Planning to head out tomorrow to the downtown mall after receiving my parcel. Can’t wait for Sunday to come. Feeling comforted tho restless. Yesterday, well over 400 people read this blog. I think it was the highest it ever had. I do not yet know what is the main reason my journal is being read so much. Maybe it’s other mentally challenged people.

 

Brushed and took my meds. Will work out briefly now and then organize my thoughts for some new stories before bed at 12am. Just something to take away others' feelings of distress. There is a way for everyone to go to heaven if they would only contemplate -and this forms the core of my new stories.

Feeling a bit sore headed so I worked out less, anyway I did lots of housework earlier. Almost 10:30pm. 

Friday 4 April

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Drank an iced latte for breakfast. My Oukitel phone has yet to ship. It won't be arriving today, I think. Meanwhile, the Liew witches continue to bedevil the westerners who shove them onto Asians, millions of us, suffering. I am not sure why they don't do in their demons but prefer to play along with them in this way. Anyhow, we gave the core 6 witches a nasty disease to occupy their vengeful minds.

Yet to finish Tell, an  app that seems to drag on and on. My heart is troubled by proxy and peace is hard to find. Working is almost impossible. Took a shower, as somehow it's harder to stay clean in the shoebox versus the bungalow we used to live in. And it's just past 6:30am.

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12 hours later. After a heavy evening rain, I’m still coding, getting some results, better results. Meanwhile the telepathic criminals continue to give out pain and shame. We must think of a good way of dissuading them.

Past 9pm, showered and am changed into fresh clothes. Still unable to get good results from Tell. And Allen is acting up again. We talked to him  about responsibilities and making a good clean living in a fallen world. Soon we will all be saved who stand firm with Christ / the Messiah / etc.

Brushed, worked out, took my meds. Trying to code Tell but the results are weird and there seems to be an infinite loop somewhere. My  OuKiTel should arrive tomorrow. Hope it lives up to expectations.

Approaching midnight. Encouraging progress on Tell. I can see equations flicking by but I don't know if they're correct as a whole. A lot more tweaking to do. Keeps my mind off my parcel.

Tried to play doctor to Allen and the other fallen geniuses helping LiLian. Not very successful but their army is down to 10 fighters of genius witchcraft level.

Thursday 3 April

Was up earlyish. Got cleaned easily. Yet to brush. Am monitoring the sales of the phone I want to buy. Hopefully there will be one left for me at 8pm tonight. Last night's workout was good, actually circa 12am. The price of gold has risen again. My little coin is now worth 450RM. Don't feel that bad splurging on a new phone. Liew witches attacked Sis who lashed out everywhere. Yea, no end to the troubles.

Meanwhile there is some bug in Tell that uses up all the memory, iterating over many lists, many times. It seems I am far from completing my app. May need to learn memory allocation among other things. My guess is the Truth array is rather too large. Should print a size count of it.

As expected the truth array grew past 100k elements and would probably grow more. Need to rethink what I'm calculating here.

Bought the Oukitel w23 plus phone just now via 7-11. I may be able to receive it this weekend. OuKi sounds like the Cantonese word for 'house'. My money would come from a ''house', Jesus said. ‘Tel’ is Hebrew for hill. We are in paraMOUNT gardens.

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Had a good dinner of bacon, eggs, bread, and tomatoes. Will be turning in early today. Take my meds soon and brush. Want to have another look at the Tell algorithm which isn't effective yet tho very verbose in output. Will work out soon as well. My Oukitel didn't ship this evening so tomorrow, me and Dad will be out for lunch. Maybe the phone will arrive on Saturday.

Yea, besides these outstandings, I'm officially retired!

Wednesday 2 April

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Brush and resume coding. I have my eye on a certain phone model that I would like to buy at 4.4 sales. Liew witches, guided by Americans, lashed at my damaged brain. Now she's screwing the westerners together with Allen.

My PC decided it was time to update itself to Windows 11. So after the better part of an hour, it did so without fuss. Seems to consume circa 200MB more RAM for my workflow (coding and browsing).

Mom and I had yongtaufu for lunch after our walk round the park. She's getting fitter. I could use a brisk walk as well. The park's paths go up and downslope so they're good for exercise.

I've almost finished coding the backend of Tell. Don't know how to represent the results as a graphic yet. At least something is getting done after a hiatus of several weeks. Dad is gardening and will be home for dinner. I was thinking of not getting a better phone as I seldom communicate. It's possible I may be left empty handed tomorrow at 4.4 sales, 8pm. Right now the price is a little high at 586RM. 500RM would be better.

I forgot that I have 1g of pure gold worth circa 450RM. Should be good security against what might happen to us, financially. Was worried about spending too much on my new phone.

I may sell my iPad 5 to finance my new phone. Maybe for 200RM. Some are going for 500-700RM but mine is pretty beat up. Having takeout noodles for dinner.

The phones are flying off Shopee and by tomorrow, they may be sold out. I have to make a decision tonight as today, 3 were bought already.