- If 1 is a stroke in 1234, 2 is a stroke, 12 is a stroke, 23 is a stroke, 3 is a stroke, 34 is a stroke, 4 is a stroke
- if 1 not a stroke, 12 not a stroke, 2 not a stroke, 23 not a stroke, 3 not a stroke, 34 not a stroke, 4 not a stroke
C K Yap’s Diary
Online journal of a schizophrenic (provisional)
Tuesday, November 18, 2025
Wednesday 19 November
Monday, November 17, 2025
Tuesday 18 November
Woke up early to a surprise. Machines cancelled my purchase. No iPhone 13. Perhaps they couldn’t make the sale at 1.2kRM. Nevermind. I will get my money refunded this weekend, get something else.
Managed to get cleaned well. Brush and shower soon. May head to the park for a walk later. Maybe ride the train to the downtown mall.
Today is ABY 5f,
5f - ䷙ - 26
“The Restraining. Power of the Great. Good fortune
from not eating at home. Advantageous to cross
the great water” --Dr. W. K. Chu
THE VALUE OF OPEN SPACES TO
TROUBLED MINDS : Elder Brother Yeap was
meditating in a public field not far from his home and
was moved to recite: “Stiff breeze rustles the domed
treetops. Shredded leaves blow across yellow-green
clipped grass. The earthworm’s tailings long left for
deeper moisture. The sky, a premonition of water in a
dusty blue crystal ball” Standing, he emptied his lungs
with “OM”. In the middle of the flat expanse of lawn, he
considered, “The world is mine for the taking”
As SNAKE-rabbit dominates, peace is achieved
through careful contemplation and emotional balance.
I'm not sure what it means. A sort of spiritual awakening? That I should head out somewhere -to a park?
Finally finished fletching all 3 of my arrows. I have 9 more shafts that need care but don't think I will fletch them for now. Will write some code before heading out at 11am. Now not yet 8am.
Had some bread, spread, and Milo choc drink for breakfast. Lots to do in 3 hours. Brushed. Resumed coding. Need to do some regex captures and keep an index on the spaces in the entry string. Liew witchy 6 can’t stop hurting people, myself included. Crashing people together who done dirty things to others in the cause of preserving peace. How unfair is that?
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Couldn’t head out this afternoon as Mom needed some errands done and lunch bought. Will venture out this evening, to the park for some ‘trail’ running. Had fresh orange juice and Maggi goreng, shared with Mom. Also got a loaf of bread which has increased in price by over 50% just for the ordinary wholewheat. No wonder luxury breads are sprouting on grocer shelves. There’s little point not eating healthy grains.
There was another Internet security breach. I was locked out of X / Twitter momentarily. Perhaps I write too much too often. Dinner was canned curry and okra in yogurt, 3 soft boiled eggs, and bread. Took a walk thru the park with Dad. He too is dieting. Staying healthy is important right now as the economy grinds down.
Am getting thicker round the waist. Not sure why. Must be water retention. Have to make a decision regarding matching strokes and position indicators in my applet. I think splitting them apart is counterproductive. And then the superimposing of strokes has to be managed. Would like to avoid this if possible, having one defining stroke per quadrant / central.
Already 11pm and it looks like a coding all nighter. There seems to be another global internet crisis unfolding. Meanwhile the evil Liew forces are being kept in western territories for some reason. Is it a good idea to maintain an evil standing army right next to your own mind? Or is it better not to hold onto them like this? This actually is a mathematical theorum.
If the product of danger versus peace is taken, then divided by the number of people you know, then we don’t care how much danger there is, it is just an active plane divided out among everyone in your sphere. And if there were more people, there might even be more danger. So yea, why bother to control it?
Upstairs, downstairs danger unknown, by whom, also unknown, unpredictable. So I propose, we just get everyone to be separate from the (peace X danger) plane by threat of death. This was the status quo back in the day. In and out, separate. No one is attacked unfairly or tortured mad. Shortly I will try to reinstate it as it sinks in.
Sunday, November 16, 2025
Monday 17 November
Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned okay. Showered and went for my weekly run. Feeling fitter. At noon, Mom asked me to get a loaf of bread and some food. Will leave in 20 minutes to the grocer.
Yesterday was pretty unproductive. I just did a load of bitmaps for the Python applet and laid down a few lines of code. Hope to pick up speed today. Had barley bread and Italian spread for brunch. Fueled me up to run but due to my stroke, I couldn't proceed to the grocer right away, need to rest.
Dad's cough is pretty bad and Mom's sore groin is gradually healing. Harry went ballistic over the poor pickings in these parts. Yea, these are poorer regions of Asia, mindspace-wise, where desperation led men to do evil in ignorance and gospel doesn't almost grow.
Mom didn't want a wine for her birthday and I can't find anything I like myself. I just go a new keyboard (old one was spoilt), splurged on a Razer mouse that was on discount, and got a tripod to mount my AKG Ara. All for less than $100.
Was thinking I could spend another $100 but don't really need anything plus the inflation and new taxes dissuade me somewhat.
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Coming up to 5pm. Still haven’t done any coding or glued down the final arrow. Pilate and Herod are on my tail. Pastor and the Liew witches in an unholy alliance. Et tu, Pastor? Can’t believe it!
There was a heavy downpour earlier but not much wind. Am feeling oppressed and unable to do much. I did write an inspirational Medium article and prepped one on Substack for tomorrow.
Saw a sale on the iPhone 13 -1.3kRM. It’s within my budget as a present for Mom. And I can probably get 300RM for her old Oppo a93. Might as well bite but I need to go to the payment location as COD is not available.
I got a voucher for a further 100RM off this phone and since it’s from Machines @Mall, I decided to buy it. Worse come to worse I can sell it without loss since it’s 700RM cheaper than retail. Like the time I got circa 200RM off the Apple Pencil at Harvey Norman. I hope it’s legit. It drizzled slightly as I walked to the payment store with 1.2kRM in my pocket, just holding my bulky Oukitel with the barcode on its screen. We’ll see when it arrives later this week if it’s brand new or otherwise.
Saturday, November 15, 2025
Sunday 16 November
Friday, November 14, 2025
Saturday 15 November
Thursday, November 13, 2025
Friday 14 November
Was up lateish. Couldn't get cleaned, just very gassy. Drank some water for breakfast. Balloons floated above my avatar as I type this in Blogger. Google remembered my birthday. And in the UK, Charles III must be celebrating his as well.
Almost 9am. A few hours to get cleaned, washed, and changed before lunch out. What does this day hold that's special?
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It was a good day, yet a mixed bag. Sis took us to an Indian joint for lunch. Then Mom took us to have Vietnamese food. By the end of it Dad and Mom caught what might be Covid, and I felt phlegmy as well. Shortly, we were assaulted by kids and babies, tugging at our friends from the west who do important work. It was the witchy Liew 6, trying to burn down the world. Don’t know if it’s prophetic but I sure didn’t want Josh and Allison and even little me to get killed and shitted on. Not to mention Davie who is so kind. Danny you witnessed it first hand.
So we took the young ones dancing then we sat them down and unravelled the witchcraft that they had learnt from the Asian witchy 6. We replaced their critical learnings and we danced again. This time they held firm against the witch and her forces from Asia (Yea, I am Asian, ozzie born) and we survived -for now. They did 5 countries. Such is their power. This is surely near the end but could it be only the beginnings of the labor pains? Time will tell.
Will take my meds and brush soon, circa 11pm. Right now a daring raid into the witchspaces then a cleanup by the west from the outside, as they planned.
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Now past midnight, took my meds, brushed, and worked out. Feeling good. Kids regressed a bit, showing they don’t love God. Not yet. Still trying to prove that there might be a God to these people. I guess I need to research more.
Wednesday, November 12, 2025
Thursday 13 November
Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well. Liew witches still attacking. Not sure what to do as they are using kids and babies from America again. Gave them some clawing as they had abused animals a lot.
Been thinking of making a mount for my AKG Ara which is a decent mic 24bit /96kHz /USB. It sounds warm and detailed and I don't feel like replacing it as it was circa 400RM.
Found out its side holes take roughly a standard tripod camera mount screw. I could use a new tripod of better quality. May order one online now. I ordered the Vrig TP-06 for $10. It looks a bit like a mic stand as it has a long pole and smaller feet at the bottom. Apparently it all packs up into a 20cm lightsaber form factor that’s portable.
We managed to blind LiLian thru some clever nerve magic and assisted telekinesis. She was wrecking babies again and pushing little girls to sin.
Can’t wait to receive my new tripod as my old one is damaged / cracked / clunky by comparison, after 20 years service. Bought it for roughly the same price at a camera shop in Amcorp. There is a prophecy unfolding from 10e - 1f in the ABY. To do with a newspaper, healthy living, a tripod, and my birthday. Why my life is being plotted in minutiae right now is beyond me. Am feeling like breaking free. Maybe it is soon.
Tripod has shipped. To arrive this afternoon. Currently in Shah Alam. Maybe 3-4 hours from now. I never liked my AKG’s swing arms. Things like this turned me off using it, plus it didn’t have a reposition-able free-standing mount. I got a cheap standalone boom arm for 99RM way back and it’s so hard to use compared to today’s modern technology.
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Had KFC for dinner as it rained outside. Some arguments in the mind broke out due to the convergence of people, many families, needing to use / blame me. They were lying to themselves that I didn’t know telepathy and was guilty. Still in denial because they would not be able to survive after breaking the law using mind powers. Most of the time, it was a setup by the Liew witches.
My tripod arrived after dinner. Quite like it. Like a mini mic stand. Had to get cleaned again. Went well. I am not odorous. Took a shower and my meds too. Will work out soon. Tomorrow, out for Indian food with family. Have to think of a gift for the nieces. Think I will hand down my KORG palm-sized synth.
Just worked out. Feeling refreshed. Need to brush at 10:30pm.
Wednesday 19 November
Was up earlyish. Ate a pau for breakfast. Didn’t work out last night. Will have to do so this morning. Keep up the exercise routine. But no...
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Up early. Was greeted by witchy digging from the Liew 6, destabilizing lives of pretty girls using my cousin who’s afraid of sorcery as he i...
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Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned easily. Brushed, worked out, will shower and change soon. Can't wait to meet my friends again. F...
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Up very early after 6 to 7 hours’ sleep. Have to feed the hamster soon. Liew witches may continue lashing out like they did yesterday. 6am, ...