C K Yap’s Diary
Online journal of a schizophrenic (provisional)
Thursday, June 12, 2025
Friday 13 June
Wednesday, June 11, 2025
Thursday 12 June
….be alert and note the changing signs of the times….
Tuesday, June 10, 2025
Wednesday 11 June
Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Planning a long walk today if possible. Back from Stadium where we had breakfast. Mom couldn't sleep well due to the humidity and she and Dad are at the old place. My air conditioning is similarly stuffy. But I knocked out on Rivotril, half a dose like I do every night. Still wearing my MudMan solar on drab NATO. I guess this will be my go-to watch in the years ahead however many are left.
Back from my walk around New Town to Asia Jaya. About an hour or so under the sun. Healed somewhat in the hand. Westerners pushed by Liew insurgents tased it but we fought it off and clamped the Liew witches' brains, severing vital nerves. Anyway, I bought Mom her pool noodle and also got a pair of shorts from Decathlon, 39RM -the cheapest yet still comfy.
I now have these shorts:
Orange
Green
Green Drab
Beige
Gray
White
Black
Cyan (newly bought)
In a pinch, I can put on my Millet hiking shorts or my China thin linen baggy pants. So now I'm quite safe with changing my shorts twice a day, Dad washing on alternate days.
I can't believe I am now 91kg. Put on 1kg in a week. Decided to walk again on Sunday. Maybe 2 1/2 hours this time. It's past 3pm and I haven't done any work on TBD. Will definitely make a start this afternoon and see some results by late tonight. I think I want to sculpt the .tell file first and draft out all 80 of the maps / guiding illustrations which aid the gameplay. In essence to fully design the game.
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Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes. Tomorrow, an early start to drop Mom off at the hospital. Will take my meds earlier, at 9:30pm. Maybe take some prune powder water early in the morning. Liew forces still trying to take over the mindspaces.
Am facing a conflict in TBD, regarding how the story is told. There must be a lot more complexity to each character which is a variable in the .tell file.
I think that each character has the chance to interact with 2 other story elements or vice versa, in one block for each permutation. That some variables should be strings of story or call up an image.
Took my meds and worked out. Yet to brush. Maybe at 11pm. Turn in at 11:30pm. Must remember to drink the prune powder water early.
Monday, June 9, 2025
Tuesday 10 June
Sunday, June 8, 2025
Monday 9 June
Saturday, June 7, 2025
Sunday 8 June
Friday, June 6, 2025
Saturday 7 June
Friday 13 June
Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Going for a shower soon. Maybe 8am. So many things to do in mindspace to quell the telepathy. ...
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Up early. Was greeted by witchy digging from the Liew 6, destabilizing lives of pretty girls using my cousin who’s afraid of sorcery as he i...
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Up very early after 6 to 7 hours’ sleep. Have to feed the hamster soon. Liew witches may continue lashing out like they did yesterday. 6am, ...
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Was up earlyish. Fell asleep with chp 15 half finished. Have to finish it in an hour or so, then start on chp 16 this afternoon. Also have c...