Saturday 13 September

Was up earlyish. Couldn't get cleaned due to gas buildup. Coming up to 9am and I'm not ready to head out. May be 15 minutes late by the looks of things. Drank a bit of prune juice and had bean dip with prata bread for breakfast.

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Managed to get cleaned well after all and headed out to church meet. There was an enormous Malaysian national day parade with people in their traditional dress. I can't understand how being held up by the procession, I made it to KL in one piece and on time. A brother from Canada talked about the parable of the sower and its hidden meaning -it was great to learn a wisdom and be friends with a true church. He talked about faith in following the Lord Jesus' footsteps and it was a wakeup call for all of us who'd fallen asleep. Thanks to our brother for coming down to encourage us.

Later, American kids started a revolt, and I don't really understand them. Apparently, things in America are getting hairy. Things not normally heard of in the media. So, we helped out after some heated arguments but as Christians we had to make up and, in the end, cooperate on it.

I bought 2 pairs of basketball shorts which are quite weird. I think the material is very thin and has tiny holes but what the hey, they were 19RM each and 2XL which I require. I now have 4 pairs of presentable shorts which should do the job over the next year or so.

I have to talk about lust and the relationship between men and women.

But I say to you, that anyone who will have looked at a woman, so as to lust after her, has already committed adultery with her in his heart__Matthew 5:28

This is an interesting passage and a logical one. Earlier, Jesus says: who can make an offering to God at the altar with hate burning his heart -of his brother / friend etc? Who can serve two masters? Hate and Love? So it is with sexual desire: if you gather to yourself wives in the heart, how can you ever marry? And how will those women ever marry with a clear conscience? Sexual desire has therefore to be moderated just as anger -both natural behavior that destroys society -the perfect society God is preparing for those who want it / can understand why it is better and more pleasurable. 

Friday 12 September

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned. The w/c is slightly blocked so am doing the dish soap and hot water thing which worked the last time. Thankfully, this morning, I'm not constipated. Need to trim and shower in half an hour. Feeling generally okay tho family is using me to misdirect vengeance / hits.

Need to teach my family who destroyed other families of innocents, in their anger at the west. They were arrogant and using me as a shield, the donkey’s ass.

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Back from the mall. Mom got her Teva sandals. I paid circa 220RM. Quite affordable and is good-looking in a feminine way. The Liew witches lashed out everywhere using western babies. It seems like 2 enemies locked in a death embrace, reaching out for innocents to blame.

I’ve begun to write my 3rd book, a full length novel of over 40k words. This time, my technique will be to lushly describe everything as if every detail matters. I will pursue all leads and possible outcomes like a man possessed. But really the plot is very straightforward: salvation and physical safety. There will be just 3 major characters / protagonists, and lotsa extras who don’t arc. It will be suspenseful as all try for the prize in very different circumstances. Yes it is a Christian novel in essence but highly readable otherwise.

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Dad took us out for dinner at a nearby Chinese joint. Once again, he ordered too much food so we had to doggy bag it. I can sense he is a man who feels / knows his time is near. And Mom fell to a headache shortly afterwards. These are simple people who wove their houses a foundation of palms and felt rather good about it. "Build on rock," says the Bible. I'm not sure I want to go over to the BEC tomorrow tho it should be good.

Meanwhile, the Liew witches strike again and again in an end times nightmare. They have been disfiguring women and driving all the love from their hearts. A tremendous strain on the economy as well.

Taking stock of my wardrobe, more ripped shirts and shorts retire for sleeping in or discard. I now have only 2 pairs of presentable shorts but 8 good tee shirts. 1 have 2 good slacks and 6 good underwear. One formal shirt in case I ever need one. I need to get 2 more shorts, maybe Decathlon’s 19RM basketball shorts. Can’t go tomorrow as we have church meet. Must whatsapp Pastor now. Turns out we have friends over to talk to us in KL. Must try to attend punctually. Then I can get my shorts afterwards.

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Took my meds and showered. Am feeling a little gassy. Yet to brush and it’s almost 11pm. Worked out earlier and am feeling good. I think I will wear my hiking shorts tomorrow. One of 2 serviceable ones left. Need to sleep early, maybe by midnight.

Ate some leftovers after my workout made me hungry. Brushed. Was indeed just a wee bit gassy, not constipated. Past midnight and am still wide awake. Planning to get Dad rum and coffee tomorrow. Everyone gets an early birthday present! 

Thursday 11 September

Woke up late after experimenting all night with Hackintosh. I got it to run Catalina on my 2015 ThinkPad which was cool but pretty useless. I seem to be distro hopping too much lately. Folks have to go to the hospital to make another payment for Grandma. This has been a pretty lazy day overall. Liew witches flailing wildly so nobody can enjoy life. May have to mix / blend her heart as well. Because I can restore hearts it’s safe.

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Coming up to dinner time. Mom will be cooking. I slept before working out last night. Will work out earlier today, in preparation for tomorrow out to the mall, sandal hunting with Mom. Blended more hearts and will reverse it later tonight. Finally got round to shaving. Am using Rocky Linux now, with Gnome-Lite. Saves a couple hundred megs.

Workout felt good. Am a little constipated tho I got cleaned mostly okay. Mom has cleared her constipation. Should be fun to head out to the mall tomorrow.

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Will be showering soon. Need to get cleaned again. Feeling hectic for no apparent reason than other minds pressing in with their concerns. The news is rife with tragic crimes and frivolous monetary hijinks. It does feel like the storm is brewing as in the days of Noah.

Wednesday 10 September

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Was assaulted by Barneous Liew, brought to me by western babies and kids. Much of the west is corrupted by sorcery and blackmail, grooming / conditioning and the mind insurgents strike almost every target with precision.

Pagemaking is going well. Caught a lot of errors. Just a bit more to go. Have to fetch Mom from the hospital, then head out for lunch. Will run in the evening.

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Back from my brief run. Feeling good. Cooked pasta for the folks. Healthy, with fresh tomatoes and bitter gourd (small Indian ones). Used some olive oil and spices, optional cheese for protein.

Saw Grandma at the hospital where she's being taken care of round the clock. Think she feels better at least a little. This weekend, she'll be discharged to a recovery home for a while where she usually has a lot of fun. Trouble was we couldn't afford it full time but these are the last years of her life. Mom wondered about her last years as well. And so did I. Dad said the pasta was bitter. He is rather surly of late for some reason.

So "The Lesson of the Single Line Story" prophecy in the ABY came true -I finished typesetting 'iS' and will read it thru one last time. Caught a few errors earlier, hopefully no more. Then I can get it printed and distribute it sometime next week or so.

Need to shower and take my meds by 10pm. Work out a bit at 11pm. Getting more melatonin production from my floor level lighting LED strip which is less bright. Mom resting in me made me sleepy altho she was the one with insomnia. But I guess there's no other way to survive for the folks other than using and blaming me like countless others.

We tried to raise a morality bar and get the witches to measure up since they claim they can't survive. The network we stitched together is pretty strong but she's [LiLian] still nervous and her family plans to celebrate 9-11 are derailed and open for all to see about right now.

Read DogBlots for an AI analysis of my novella, iS. It borders on amazing -what it uncovered that I couldn't explain.

Zapped the formatting gremlins in the PageMaker file under 'Story' view. There were just a few. It is raining again. Been a while since I used DTP software which is so useful and precise.

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10pm and time for my meds. Shower was good. Am feeling more comfortable in fresh clothes. Less gassy. Brushed and will work out a little bit soon. Guess that's all for tonight. 

Tuesday 9 September

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. A long day at the bank waiting for the coin machine to be turned on for use. Dad and I got over 210RM from the loose change sitting about the house. And I volunteered my account number to receive the credit. Not that I have anything much to buy but just in case we go somewhere that's cashless.

Liew forces and westerners collaborated again, against God and the 2nd coming of Christ. There is no good way to settle these deceived and deceiving people down. Hell burns under them, metaphorically.

Today, I have to edit my novella one last time. Yesterday, I designed the cover well. Today, anything odd in the text has to be fixed. Then we go for print.

Am now typesetting the book in Pagemaker. I have an old version for PowerMac. Will need a few hours to finish the thing and generate the PDF. Meanwhile the Liew witchy 6 are destroying the world hand in hand with sinners they caught and threatened to expose. 

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Had Teochew duck rice for dinner again. Making good headway Pagemaking my novella. I guess it’s better than using OpenOffice. Now deciding on the fonts. Need to convert Windows Chinese accents to Mac accents somehow. Should have my PDF by late tonight. Somehow, lotsa women masturbating around me and my ex-GF twiddling my thumb.

Monday 8 September

Was up earlyish. Had a good sleep. Managed to get cleaned well. Liew witches still marauding. Nobody viewed my YouTube video overnight. It may take a few days to be slotted into others' feeds. 

Brushed. Room smells fresher. May head out with Dad later to drop Mom off at the hospital. No word yet on my querying.

Had a prata bread and iced coffee at the mamak (Indian bistro). Gut felt okay. No constipation. Need to get the LED strip from the old house as a night light. Today, Grandma may be moved to a home from hospital. It cost a substantial sum but she needed the treatment and later the round the clock care as she's over 95 years old.

Not sure what to do with today. Maybe will run in the evening. We clamped down on unreasonable children in the gentlest way possible. That one or two of them every day would pay for mass disobedience we've been tolerating so far, and in fact, dying from every day by the handfuls.

It's now time to design the cover for IS as today is 6f: "Lessons from the Disinclined Artist" in the ABY. Think I will do it in Canvas instead of hand-drawing it.

I did the cover design and am quite happy with it. Will print it on thinner glossy card with a saddle staple binding. Perhaps the edge of the pages would need trimming, so they do not protrude. Will get this done before the weekend. I will also be editing the book once more.

Done editing. Found a few errors which were corrected. Tomorrow may have a few copies printed as it is "Lesson of the Single Line Story" in the ABY. Will use something like Manila card.

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Liew forces pressing in on us, using false Christians as their shields. Need to think of a way out. Surely we live in the end times. Drank a Red Bull in preparation for tomorrow's long walk. Need to bring a bag of some kind to store the 5 copies of iS.

Sunday 7 September

Was up late. Managed to get cleaned well. Today is chores day. Dad wants to start early as the folks will be out later, tucking Grandma into the care home to recuperate -where she's most happy being with other old people and being taken care of round the clock. It is expensive tho but for love, spend generously if you are able.

I swept the floors at our shoebox and Dad and I will be mopping. No running today, just a good workout tonight. Had a nice chapfarn lunch and drank soy milk with iced water. Talked a lot about religion in general, pertaining to salvation. It was a good discussion and altho I've lost my memory; everyone feels freer from the Enemy.

The gist of the discussion was centered on privacy, charity, and humanitarianism. These are a trinity of man's values superimposed over God's perfection, and riding over gospel so to speak, they entrap many who do not know that salvation is free. Not metaphorical but literal. Salvation from needing these trinity of laws cannot be bought and sold. The currency is not Christ's blood even, but forgiveness in light of the coming of God who makes all things right.

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Past midnight. Worked out, brushed, and took my meds. Also showered. Was strumming my guitar, my favorite Kepma + Daddario folk nylons, and came up with a song. It’s one hold pattern repeated up and down and middle of the first 1-5 frets IIRC. You can view it on my youtube channel, ChenKuang YAP. Had a lot of fun making the video and writing the music too.