Saturday 13 December

It has been a busy week. I was contacted by Partridge and decided to publish a novella with them. Just today, I agreed to the cover and later, the inner text. I am a little concerned that it is quite big, these trade paperbacks as they are called. And to my surprise, it was estimated at 200 pages, which is 40 more than I assumed. Perhaps they will separate each chapter and section, making up the pages. I can’t wait to hold my own book and hope it has a nice sheeny cover that frays at the edges just like my favorite novels.

I have medium, 50/50 hopes that my book will sell lots of copies. And have been watching videos on YouTube about books that succeed.

In other news, I wrote 2 new songs, one on ukulele. Both fun pieces. I also finished the beta of fastCN.py -my Chinese speller. It doesn’t get stuck on a subset of characters like it used to. And I’m also finalizing Frag with tilt to accelerate / swerve pods and the fragging comes from the lead pod (or surviving ones). Quite an elegant solution to the chaotic gameplay it now has.

We had MiXue coffee and ice cream which was good but a little ‘commercial’ tasting. It’s cheap tho and not bad.

I bought a new Bible at BFBW, for just 15RM / $3.50, pre-loved, from 1996, and in good condition. It is my favorite one, a large print NLT with soft cover. Also got a nylon strap for my Garmin E, 50RM from Damansara 3. Thanks, sister for the discount. Now I look more tactical.

I will still be using my CCB with its leatherette case for traveling with but mostly will read from the NLT.

Of course, we had a discussion on Jesus as promised, and here are the main points we touched on:

The thread running thru the gospels is Philip-Peter-Judas

The thread running thru the RELIGION of Christianity is the same:

There is a Philip-Peter-Judas

A house divided cannot stand, even Satan’s house may not be divided as we have seen in the Anunnaki chronicles @Oxford University

The Koran presents the truth about Jesus, related directly by Gabriel who said Kaf, Ha, Ya, Ain, Sod - the holy blessing oddly ‘missing’ from Mark.

Later we see John’s Apocalypse / Revelations talk of the final week of Daniel. And we are moved to see it come ‘soon’ but it is yet to. Even so, the dwelling of God shall thereby, be with men on earth and worship from the nations at Jerusalem built anew will be required of them.

So is Jesus the Son of God? He came, he taught, we couldn’t follow, we misrepresented him as God, he disappeared after ‘conquering death’ and everyone worshiped his ‘image’ -who cheated death and became as God.

This parallels the Antichrist’s rise to power, and that is something that has to  happen. Like Itzhak and Ismael. Who was sacrificed on the tinder -as commanded by Yahweh?

The life of Jesus and the religion He left behind are the same in many ways. And they are the same because of Philip-Peter-Judas, a trait that runs thru each and every one of us, therefore we need a savior -the Savior perhaps?

So next time you see someone say Jesus is the Messiah. Think what it means. It means something once thought lost in the hazy history of the Jews. In those troubled times of Empire so brutal. In those days where everything was hard fought and turned on its head during the Dark Ages, brought to life again under the auspices of Moslem scholars and scientists. It is the same way now as it was before.

Jesus, we love you. The whole world loves you. You don’t need followers. You are our friend, our ‘elder brother’.

[Romans 10:5-8] on Salvation being a feeling closer to us (within and upon us) than we think.

I need to explain that the apostles were, in some way connected or chosen for a purpose. And the fact is they represent our basic humanly principles as well as our higher godly gifts. Yes, we all have “Philip - Peter - Judas” as well as any combination / number of others. It is an old theory from way back. 

Peter the steady rock is a doubter. Philip, friendly and graceful mingled with everyone, even the Sanhedrin. Judas, of course is our dark, remorseful side. It is folly to think such a man of 3 persuasions does not need salvation of a sort, divine hopefully. These days we do it all ourselves and end up worshiping an image of Christ long departed, with our lips, in futility, hoping for a sign of Kingdom come when Kingdom is within us -and the key is not bowing to the graven mental / emotional image of the cross, but in releasing ourselves from the cage of this ‘trinity’ by righteous action. Thus we read the gospels and later the letters of the apostles.

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Past 12am, it’s time to post my weekly journal entry. Just worked out and am feeling good. No time to code much tonight despite the black coffee I downed earlier. Telepathy is under control for once in so many decades. There are laws:

6 math rules:

1. women must not grab a man
2. man must not cheat a woman
3. children must not be inside

1. all ‘item’ belongs to God
2. God protects your property / body
3. God can grab, no other can

I was re-reading my novella and found myself thinking about who would buy it or even be enticed to flip thru it. The fact that it concerns the US-China conflict of interests, the fact that it contains characters of western and eastern origin, even mixed, has some science, some romance, a bit of the surreal and the humorous, some quotable quotes -yea maybe certain people would pick it up, read and buy it, once or twice a week. I must say mine stands apart from many other cover designs and blurbs out there that are formulaic / wordy.

Saturday 6 December

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned. Edited the bad Word file I sent to Partridge -fixed numerous terrible formatting errors from LibreOffice. Good thing I have a Windows machine. Used 'reset to Word defaults'. A bit of elbow grease and it was done.

Mom is heading out today, I think I may do some running, just a little bit after I accompany her to the station. Must prepare cash for my mini oven. 50RM will do.

Liew witches maximizing blame onto me. We will play the waiting game.

Reviewed my new East Top harmonica. See https://DogBlots.blogspot.com under tag: reviews. Now was just informed that my mini oven is on delivery. I have the 50RM ready but it might take a few hours of waiting. Can feel a lot of pressure on my head nerves as I type this. Not sure what to do.

Managed a run this morning and my body feels regulated and fitter. Mom carried the Crumpler bag I bought her. She knows good quality when she sees it but is just stingy to wear it out or buy it for herself. Some people are playing dangerous games IMHO.

My electric pizza oven just arrived and is cute. I would say it’s only good for making something like thick naan bread, or small pizza. The hinge allows for some vertical expansion but not by much. Tonight we bake! Sourdough!

I switched my Garmin E’s silicone band for a NATO. Much more comfy. Can wear it all day. Noticed a pressure drop. Rain soon to come usually around 1006 hPa. Barometer went up again. Have to wait see.

Had to rehydrate as I hadn't been drinking much water. Had a tall cold black coffee. Can't solve the FastCN algorithm change yet. Will try to do something about it today or tonight before 12am. But I'm afraid it may be kludgy.

NOTICE : I am stopping daily posts here on YapsDiary, reducing to just once every weekend. So don’t be alarmed if there isn’t one tomorrow or the next day. Find me on X @ChenkuangYAP for daily mini updates.

Had teochew duck rice for dinner. Maybe the last time I post about my diet, routine etc. Until next weekend, friends and readers. We had come such a long way.

Friday 5 December

Was up earlyish. Can't wait for my harmonica to arrive. Weather seems fine. More coding to do. Mom is heading to church for chair exercises. Sounds good to me. Control tactics used on the mind miscreants, including toddlers are working.

Managed to get cleaned well. Today is "Heaven" trigram ☰ day in the ABY-I Ching. And it is a sign of victory over the abused in mindspace. All of you who came in to fight the west or vice versa are / were abused. You must heal your wounds and be somebody -be a real person.

Took a shower and am smelling fresh. Brushed too, with my gum-strengthening toothpaste. It’s unlike any paste I’ve used and I feel fresher than ever before. Used their recommended toothbrush as well. Worth taking care of / spending on oral hygiene as it avoids many dentist visits.

Found out a Garmin watch is rated to 300 charge cycles. Which means roughly 10 years of light use. I am a light user. A total cost of 100RM per year to own. My Seiko Superman, on the other hand can last 20 years between services of circa 400RM. And that would be roughly 50RM per year to own (assuming a 50 year lifespan).

I can’t remember if I told this (I had a stroke) but 2006 seems set for the prophecy: Paco Soccer. I was shown this sign in 2018 while in rehab. And I drew a prophetic piece of art with a soccer player of the above-mentioned name. Around him was desolation and various details I might describe but not show, later today.

I bought a Chinese ‘Wokin’ (phonetically: woke) multimeter which came with a Pakko battery which was bad on unwrap. Now in 6 months, there will be World Cup soccer in the USA, Mexico, and Canada. Somehow I have not the slightest urge to dispose of this battery, leaking on my desk, a 9v square model, and I did get a Garmin E after all.

I guess I will describe some of the signs from the drawing,

1. the royal rooster - Kate and Meghan are both roosters
2. there will be drought
3. there will be failed romance
4. there will be costly war
5. there will be people living in harmony with nature
6. war and peace will find a balance
7. there will be destroyed hearts and crashed lives
8. 5 is a number to watch, 5P [The ceremony started at 17:00 GMT on 5 December,] -BBC
9. June is marked for watching, for the number 5
10. June is the narrow gate on the hill, guarded by God. The gates seem open at the time.

The 5th animal in the Chinese zodiac is the Dragon (my sign). Both 6e and 6b are HORSE-dragon times. Horse is 7th in the zodiac and will rule Dragon.

 6b ䷷

“The Traveler. Small success and progress. Firm

correctness brings good fortune”

THE INVENTOR AND HIS CONSCIENTIOUS

ASSISTANT

 6e ䷥

“Opposition. Good fortune in limited matters”

A MIDSUMMER’S TEACHING 

ABY 6b is month-year June 2026 and 6e is the day cycle 11th June 2026. The ABY predicts signs in the sun and moon in 6b. Jesus is mentioned ‘Elder Brother’. In 6e, desolation is predicted. I will dig more into this later…

 

There is also mention of an egg. Someone important gets pregnant?

 

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My harmonica arrived and is sweet. Like it more than my chromatic. Can't wait for my mini oven, arriving tomorrow. Finally I can bake sourdough bread with confidence and efficiency. Will turn in late tonight, maybe 1-2am. Work out at midnight.

 

Took my meds and brushed. Charged my Garmin 50% after circa 2 weeks. Talked to children and some toddlers about being good -smart and kind, and forgiving, This is their only defense against the Liew witchy 6.

Thursday 4 December

Was up early this rainy morning. Managed to get cleaned well. Will wait a bit before showering. Debugging FastCN. Something is wrong with the indices again and this time it's throwing up errors on search. Feeling okay overall. 

Showered and am no longer odorous. Unfortunately, the rain is preventing us from heading out. We are disconnecting the fiber / Unifi to our old house since we have it already here at the shoebox. I disinfected my room as usual, once in a while.

Brushed. Stepping thru the strings from the data file isn't easy. Only the first step is correct for some reason. At least the error is clear. It's so unreal to have witches forced upon you, talking about you, trying to destroy you thru your family and friends who are selfish.

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Managed to get cleaned well. Showered. Now it’s raining heavily. Did lots of bug squashing and performance improving on FastCN. It looks to be a wrap tonight. Earlier we had a good lunch at Paradigm. Chicken rice, Hainan style drinks. Came to 70RM. Also cancelled our Unifi at the old house. Money saved for a good meal every month. It will be fully terminated next year.

We have successfully restrained the Liews via sneaky human traits and rolled up magazines. Now Kwan is relating why he perped 9-11 as a kid from my neighborhood (old place).

Cooked some hastily prepped food for the folks. Not bad. Shiitake, cheese and egg, tomato, sprouts, with wholewheat. Fried in some butter and oil.

Been talking to the Liews about their redemption and remission from sin. We have a new system for dealing with dangerous mind denizens and so far it works better.

Thinking of my applet and realize I need to go 3 rows at once but more streamlined. Was contacted by Partridge and I told them I would like to exit the contract once and for all as I am not a very good writer, so I discovered. I hope to get a partial refund at the very least.

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I’m soon to become a baker. Maybe this time for real. I bought a simple grill pan oven for cheap. Hope it actually works, being deeply discounted. Ahh… sourdough bread. My favorite.

Worked out and I seem to be stronger / fitter. Must check my weight later, take my meds and brush by 11pm.

I'm a little stuck finishing FastCN. I need to do zip list slicing whereas the lists are of varying numbers of items. I checked with Google AI and am not very happy with its solution yet. Found out I have lost about 1 kg since some days ago. Soon I will be fit again and well below 90 kg. Think I could get by with 85 kg as I am 179 cm tall.

Could do a bit more coding tonight as I feel refreshed from the workout. Brushed and medicated myself. To sleep by midnight.

Just past midnight. Exertion during my workout messed me a bit -numerous people follow my butt. Just a wad with TP and I'm fresh again. A few puffs of disinfectant spray. Keep everything hygienic as possible. Had a sandwich for supper as I had little food for dinner. Brushed again. Talked to Boz who is looking for more support for her medical evangelism. There are so many obvious myths circulating regarding health and meds etc. 

Wednesday 3 December

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Didn't do any work last night as I was rattled by evil Kwan's 9-11 alibi wranglings, claiming somebody else made him plot terror. We're all getting hit by American young ones. Hopefully they will agree the Liew witches are the ones who hate(d) the westerners.

Found this nice tile-able stone texture bitmap (46kB) for my Ubuntu OpenBox -can be set with xsetroot and given a color as well. For the windows netbook, I chose a plain sea green so the wifi display won't lag.

Liew witches being judged by a baby and kid army. They are making all kinds of high claims.

Found out that there are circa 18 pixel patterns (sub-strokes) that can be used to identify a character. Did it by drawing them onto a square ruled notebook, thus breaking the prevention set up by the Liew witchy 6. Am confident of a finish before dinner today.

Just have to key in the indices and define whitespace and we’re done. Take an hour. Maybe wait for 4pm. Now’s almost 2pm. Liew witches fighting back. We have to press them into concrete so they won’t concentrate on our doings.

Almost finished coding. Defined the whitespace in a nested array, and it looks convincing. Seems I will meet the 4pm deadline.

Circa 5pm and the applet now doesn't find ANY matches but there are no errors either. Managed to loo okay and took a shower. Will be cooking at 6pm. Not sure what.

The clamor over 9-11 hangs thick in the air around us, many baby and kid minds pressed onto us by the escaping Liew witches. Where they can run is beyond me. There is a schism in the west over the blame for telepathic crimes which they are attempting to shift onto me, or 1 person’s fault. Obviously there will be a high turnover of scapegoats then something will go wrong.

Read https://DogBlots.blogspot.com for the ABY-I Ching analysis of today, 8a. And how it relates to LiLian, the uber witch. We must win within the next 2 days. And perhaps it involves a level of kindness and acceptance of who she is.

https://divination.com/iching/lookup/48-2/ warns us to be careful analyzing LiLian and her family as 8a is hexagram 48.

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FastCN doesn't work well. I'm not sure where the error lies but it's not giving correct results. My harmonica is also delayed by a storm that never came. Tomorrow, we need to have our fiber disconnected as it's draining resources at the old place. Need to return all the equipment as well. Must remember to tell Dad. It would be nice to pause the connection for a specified time instead.

Took my meds and brushed. Now past midnight. Still hammering on the indices which are off mark a bit. Gradually fixing everything. Worked out. Feeling fitter.

Tuesday 2 December

Was up earlyish. Feeling dazed and stumbly, achey and tender. It's definitely time for a long walk again, to get blood pumping and regulate my lived-in body. Past 7am. Will start off at 11am if possible. See if I can code / enter data for an hour before going out.

Cancer spilled onto dozens of people I know. Spent some time feeding them herbal remedies and strengthening their immune system, then choking off nourishment to those rogue cells. I still can't quite manage plotting those Chinese strokes in just 3x3. Maybe that was a mistake.

Managed to get cleaned well. Only 8am+. Have to do some healing work in the west now, instead of being a code monkey.

Took a shower. Put on the air conditioning. An hour or so before heading out. Want to walk to BB as well as KLCC. Liew witches fighting for their lives. They have evil genius and dark clairvoyant support.

It’s becoming clearer where in Daniel / Revelations we are. The bronze abdomen is beginning to divide: support Israel or the Palestinians. And we will shortly go down two thighs into the calves and feet of iron. I say ‘we’ meaning the empire of current day. As Christians and devout other faiths, we should reject the genocide, and the glorification of Zionism, reject also terrorism as well as the bullying of our brothers who believe in their Messiah. I refuse to cast stones at either side while sentiments border on the unusual and childish -weak and manipulative, and sinister.

Don’t feel like heading out much. Maybe will go to DigiMall nearby instead. There’s a sale on airPods but they’re still expensive, at 469RM. 269RM would be better. Was thinking I’d go to the park instead. Maybe after lunch. Meanwhile order something off Shopee.

I'm using an app called SpaceDesk which allows me to use my iPad 10 as a monitor for my Windows 11 (10 also) machine. Saves buying a monitor for 200RM. Now I can view / use both PCs simultaneously thru WiFi. 

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Back from a walk thru the park with Mom. I ran a few hundred meters and am refreshed. My cousin who had growing up problems needs some advice and so does his Mom who was overprotective. The important thing is to go to Heaven, to be selected, to be God's friends thru Jesus (as I am Christian). I will try to encourage my family but they are mostly guilty of breaking people's lives all across the world, being over anxious while given telepathy by the west to punish grandpa's cheating ways. I will advise.

See DogBlots.blogSpot.com for my article on beauty and jealousy under tag 'analysis'.

Comes the time to spend a little. I have $100 to blow over the next 3 weeks. Don't have anything I really need tho.

I ordered an EastTop 2-sided harmonica in C and G. I'm not sure why it's not C and F or C and D. Maybe it will be obvious when it arrives. Looks weird tho. Hope it bends well. Anyhow it was cheap (60RM).

Showered, took my meds, brushed. Will work out at 11pm. Having fun mooting a company or non-profit organization with some friends in mindspace, based on Silly -my answer to the GPL.

Workout was good. Now well past midnight. Drank coffee to stay awake a bit more.

Monday 1 December

A new month. I'm up at 6am. Couldn't get cleaned so I took dried salt prune water like I did 2 days ago. It didn't work for Mom yesterday. She's still backed up. Wonder why it works for me?

Today, will be seeing my psychiatrist for my monthly Arip jab. Then we'll be going for lunch afterwards. Do some coding in the late afternoon. The final bits of it. Liew witches taken to striking me on my ribs, secretly giving me cancer etc. thru family and certain friends who sinned. Life is like that, I guess. When you're unpopular with kids and babies around the world.

Brushed and am waiting for the prunes to do their job. Drank more water. Hope to go by 8am or before. Debug FastCN later on.

Found the bug. There was one more I had overlooked. There are not 1x3 1x3 1x3 but 3x3 3x3 3x3 to compare. Also managed to get cleaned well despite the Liew witches’ attempts to block my laxative. They also tried to keep me awake all night last night but I took more rivotril and fell asleep easily.

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Back from psych clinic. Jab went well. Will pick up Dad's parcel from the PO later this afternoon. Had lunch at the downtown mall. Mom wants a square pendant but it rather picky about it. 

Super hot out. Wore my Oakleys or I wouldn't have survived. Collected his Shopee buy with no hassle. Just had to wait 15 minutes as there were other customers. Tonight, Mom will be cooking dinner. Need to rehydrate. There are still recognition bugs in FastCN but it's too hot to do much work. Maybe in the evening if it rains.

The heat carries on into 7pm. Helped make a salad for dinner. Bittergourd (Indian, crinkly) and tomato with garlic and salt, vinegar, and tomato truffle sauce. The larger Indian buttergourds are less bitter.

Reordered FastCN’s stroke dictionary for easier learning. Other than that, did little work on the applet. Liew witches sensed a bad prophecy involving many things they are now proceeding to crush. Need to talk and explain a bit.

The explanation was good, and now Allen is left out on a limb for fraternizing too much with Americans who don’t trust him. Dude, you have to come home to Malaysia / Philippines(?) for safety.

Managed to get cleaned fully at last. Uncorking a wine -sorry for the analogy. Need to rehydrate more I guess. Meanwhile threats of cancer radiate round our family. As usual I am the default bearer.

Need to take my meds and shower soon. Will skip workout tonight and go walking tomorrow. Produced a chart of all characters on one page, so I can better work out the sub-strokes. Imagine just 30-something strokes can be so laborious!

Feeling fresher and more comfortable. We'll see if my digestion improves tomorrow for my trip to Kuala Lumpur. May stop at KLCC and branch out from there, get a few hours of walking in. Sun heals damaged parts, YMMV.