C K Yap’s Diary
Online journal of a schizophrenic (provisional)
Tuesday, November 25, 2025
Wednesday 26 November
Monday, November 24, 2025
Tuesday 25 November
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Haha, I got my first yes! Albeit not enough to be published apparently. Thinking of it as a rare and special thing. My other submission is ‘under consideration’. I will get my first trad pub acceptance or rejection e-mail soon. Either way, it will be an experience.Sunday, November 23, 2025
Monday 24 November
Was up earlyish. Was gassy. Couldn't clear my gut much. Raining quite heavily. Dad took Mom to her hospital appointments. Didn't do any coding last night. Will have to put in an hour or so today.
Ubuntu 25 uses 4GB RAM with VSCode and Firefox (4 tabs) open, a terminal, and a PDF reader. Windows 11 uses nearly 4GB RAM to run just itself and its caches. Linux is the best for old computers like my 2015 second-hand ThinkPad provided you avoid Gnome and KDE, set up your own minimalist desktop. I use OpenBox and Tint2, displacing the original Unity while still having access to most of its apps and utilities.
Managed to get cleaned and took a shower. Am changed into going out clothes, Brylcreemed my hair back. Just waiting for the rain to stop to head out for some walking.
Witchy Liew forces based in the UK hammer on my churchmates, mostly Pastor, whom they know is important to the mission. Every Christian is hobbled by interpreting the Bible before the technology and intelligence to prove the point became available. There are loads of speculative commentaries which read this way and that, and a lot of 'maybes' and 'we do not knows' in Christian literature. A religion like a minefield. Best to believe -believe and be happy for the Kingdom cometh.
I am finishing coding FastCN today. The constellation algorithm that logs scattered black pixels and matches their array with strokes, array defined as well. Should be fast. I need to write 2 routines, gather and compare. Both are tricky. Gather has to capture twists and turns, and compare has to calculate slopes. I guess gather could do a simple LRUD sampling at say 2+ pixels apart, dump into array and iterate blindly. Compare could have a slope envelope +/- say 4%.
I watched too much YouTube and missed coding before dinner. Instead watching Christian videos on predestination etc. I wrote about it on DogBlots -that is the real work I am supposed to do, not match Chinese characters with certain strokes. But I will code around now, Just have to figure out the LRUD part. So if a non black pixel comes after a black one then it should seek again? And again? Cool...
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Past 1am. I'm coding like molasses after having dropped a lot of knowledge about controlling the mind. The Liew witches aren't giving up and have abused children again. They should be condemned. But it's late and everyone has gone to bed. Sinful people are their diet and they have machined into our head nerves with these western kids.
Saturday, November 22, 2025
Sunday 23 November
Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Moon is starting to peek out a skinny crescent on my Garmin E. I sent out a story to a reputable Magazine that was accepting. Got careless and put our old house number there instead of the new one. Hope I can fix that later if it's published. Imagine, I could be published by late tomorrow!
The prophetic signs seen by my friends and family came to no good. It was not my story, Sea of Storms that was published but that the moon (hence sea of storms) showed up on my watch. One of my books became a movie. It should be Exploration: Open Secrets of the Bible. And I never made much from both -just a few thousand USD all in all.
As for FastCN, it got there eventually, and was the method used for teaching Chinese literacy in the near future. Some of my friends are selling the system even now -they can't wait. Again, I get little to no remuneration.
The scrying: I am later to be rich, came from probably the sale of our bigger house. I got a million from it. Sis got the rest. And with the money, I did not buy a Grand Seiko. But I and some family visited a boutique where Sis got her husband a better watch. They took me along as I'm a bit of a WIS. I was still wearing this Garmin E.
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Took a shower. Later to sweep and mop the shoebox. Dad might help but he’s still ill. Don’t feel like coding for some reason.
About an hour till chores begin. I worked out hard, having missed last night's session. Got a wee bit out of breath which is unusual. Felt some phlegm in my chest region but it soon passed. Dad is still coughing and Mom a bit too. Some reason, I feel sleepy -could be Mom using me. God knows she could've given me the acute insomnia back in 2007 and is being payed back who loves to push my meds dosage higher and higher.
Anyhow, it's my responsibility to stay healthy as possible, not Mom's or Dad's.
Was eavesdropping on Mom's YouTube feed. I think they (old Folks) need to drink more milk and eat soluble fiber to build and maintain muscle. They should drink more soup and take the ProEnzyme. Also a bit of exercise would be good.
Swept the floors and will mop in an hour from now. We had good food tapau from the chapfarn store nearby.
Mopping done. Requires slow moves and patience unlike sweeping. Almost half past 4pm. Thinking of what to eat for dinner but it's raining outside. Feeling a little gassy as I usually do in the evenings before a second go or none, depending. I'm growing old.
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Had a Maggi goreng for dinner. Was light and tasty. Don’t need to exercise, just brush and take my meds. The press of many people makes work hard to do. May code FastCN later, circa 11pm. So far nobody is reading my book on KDP. The system of evil played by the Liew witches bends all our doings and feelings to their supreme will. Sinners are born every minute, good people every morning, evening, a new day. Such are the few who are saved, harvested early -firstfruits for God. 1440 sinners to one saved. We are outnumbered if there were commanders of mindspace who were corrupt.
Friday, November 21, 2025
Saturday 22 November
Was up early after only 3 hours sleep. Mom didn't sleep at all and took some of my Rivotril. I guess she's worried over something important. 3 hours till I try to walk a course with my Garmin E. Should be a lot of fun. Will do it every week.
Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes. Don't feel much like coding. Maybe at 10am. Walk at 11am. Western people threw their kids onto my back to push me to death / madness, because I don’t understand western concepts of religion. I mean, isn’t “sin” our basic nature that fights against God. There is also guilt -unable to pay back for something you broke. Shame, for being exposed as a closet unrepentant. What more is there?
Hey, I can fix most of what the Asian witches broke. I am a (jointly powerful) clairvoyant with many telekinetic friends and holy ones. I have Jesus by my side, and Gabriel. Why do this to us? We are the dream team of telepathic healing!
Westerners attacked and threatened me with death blows to my stroke nerves. I have no choice but to cancel my course walk with my new Garmin E. Will probably run instead before lunchtime. We tried to offer an olive branch, to share some powers we have with the west in exchange for not hitting us.
Back from my brief run round the block. Feeling fresh, cardio, mental functions restored. Every once a week. Tomorrow, I may try to do the long Course walk from my watch.
Changed watch faces. This new one looks quite professional. Gradually becoming more familiar with this useful gadget. I managed to add a storm alert to the altitude and daily step counter. Can't wait for the moon to appear tomorrow night.
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Managed to get cleaned well. Took a much needed shower and am changed into night clothes. Dad isn't home yet and it's past 6pm. Hope everything is okay. We are lost for what to cook tonight. If you check DogBlots, my post (tagged "sale" or "sales") has prices of all the watches I'll be selling at a steep loss. All must go.
This is to fund a new iPhone for Mom after the previous 1.2kRM deal got nixed. I realized I have to raise more cash for a newer model, maybe the 'e' series or mini which might be cheaper.
I will still have 3 traditional watches (mechs) -Dad's college watch, his professorial watch, and Mom's birthday gift to me some years ago after my rehab. These I cannot sell.
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I invented a fruit picker for bigger ones like papaya. It’s easy to use and cheap to make. Dad will be pleased. Just need to buy a pole. Next week we will be checking out garden power saws nearby as they are rather affordable. I need to walk tomorrow morning. Just a regular long walk to the downtown mall.
Time for meds. Will skip my workout today as I ran this morning. Maybe just do some stretching.
Thursday, November 20, 2025
Friday 21 November
Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. My Garmin is on its way over. Should receive it before dinner time tonight. Dad bought Mom dim-sum for breakfast and fresh flowers. Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes.
Tomorrow, going on a run in the park. Yet to complete FastCN. I think it needs more refinement. Am thinking that if x:y branching occurs it should be noted as well.
My Garmin is on delivery. Should receive it circa 1pm. Thinking that my general algorithm could work round dips and corners as it would hit the upper black pixels, having nowhere to go. But this complicates the matching conditions somewhat. Perhaps there should be a compare time threshold to ignore big deviations from the main stroke, concentrating on the x:y of the stroke the user wrote.
Heavy rain. My parcel will be late. It was 2 hours late but better late than never. Thx, DHL delivery guy for braving the rainstorm this afternoon.
Very pleased with the watch. Kudos for this, Garmin, and for putting on such a generous sale this holiday season. I will review it on my Medium and DogBlots soon.
Bought Mom orangey Sloggi go-allround underwear which was on sale. 2 pairs. Hope they fit well. Circa 30RM with delivery. Happy birthday! Sis got her her favorite orange cake. Yea it’s 5 weeks to Xmas. Later I will get Dad a gardening saw and fruit harvester. I have 170RM to use up.
Revenge from the Liew witchy 6, blowing out people’s asses near to me. I think of my work and my presents, those I gave to others, and am happy. They’re going wild after their faces and expressions were followed. They are hard hearted criminal minds.
Wicked kids from the west want our forgiveness. No one forgive them, they are of darkness. Most western telepaths and clairvoyants / specials in general are no more good, having been torn to pieces by their own System, and forced subservience to the evil Liew army of sorcery. Let them leave in peace. Don’t befriend them at all.
God told me the reason there is a delay in Tribulation. We are asleep, in a dream of our own egos. This is the inworking of error in the days of the coming of the end. To destroy the witch is later, after we all wake up. Be kind to those Liew witches who still remain, we think one has fallen. Be careful not to take away them all until the error inworked is removed, the dream lifted by God, thru world events aka suffering.
But those of us who fight the good fight can try to wake up. There is a way called throw away and pick up again. For example, if you were a magic swordsman. Throw down your weapon, use your other ways to win the fight, then take up your sword again. You will find in your weakness is God’s strength made perfect. You will suffer for His glory.
I have been told to explain further. It is like Jesus who so trusted in the masterplan that he laid down his life and took it up again by God’s power. We need no better example.
Worked out. Was important for health. Took my meds and brushed. I am getting stronger, eating less food. Drinking less coffee and taking more healthy green tea. My immune system is still strong and I brushed off the respiratory bug making the rounds from Dad who fell ill first. Now circa 2:30am. Liew witches harvested many western kids to do evil.
Wednesday, November 19, 2025
Thursday 20 November
Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Debugging FastCN as it rains outside. Dad had left for somewhere earlier. Liew witches zinged me one time. Can't wait for my Garmin to ship. Should arrive tomorrow.
Actually, I thought I might need to go to hospital this morning from rectal blockage. I wasn't in any pain or discomfort but the load was firm and wider than I'd ever had before. Gradually it eased out. Leaving no mess. Almost didn't need to wipe but I gave it the usual dry, handwash, then water on TP. I use premium TP for the last 2 stages.
Will start debugging at 10am. Drank tea for breakfast. Brush now. Started early. There is some indexing bug. Somehow feeling oppressed and sleepy. Will work around lunch time. No hurry.
It’s time to address the 11 types of irritating and dangerous conditioning the Liew witches gave to your kids, kids from families with conflict,
- This is actually a group of 4 types: cruel because was neglected, cruel because saw violence, cruel because was ridiculed by “god” figure, cruel because was stolen from. These lead to all sorts of mental problems including no respect (of boundaries / privacy / laws)
- The second big group of 4 types: thieves. They steal 4 different things: others’ time by prevention / procrastination because they (the kids) stole from being poor, steal by breaking important things because of jealousy (again being poor), steal by erasing others’ minds and using their bodies because of hatred, not being treated kindly, steal and throw to the wind others’ ideas and opportunities because they simply love stealing and can’t profit from it yet.
- The final group is 2 kinds, bouncers, good and nasty, who found one another or were matched and judge people, hitting them hard where it hurts. This is a blasphemy of spirit and it occurred because of unabated suffering. Often a witch placed 2 together to learn / support the sufferer, and evil takes and uses this to bounce with.
- The last kind of kid is basically a narcissist. They are usually okay but are to blame for the many jobs they do for evil witches as they are often immoral or hyper-moral. They occur because of pampering by parents that somehow went wrong.
Wednesday 26 November
Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed (with my hi tech paste and toothbrush) -it seemed a wise move to avoid oral problems t...
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Up early. Was greeted by witchy digging from the Liew 6, destabilizing lives of pretty girls using my cousin who’s afraid of sorcery as he i...
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Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned easily. Brushed, worked out, will shower and change soon. Can't wait to meet my friends again. F...
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Up very early after 6 to 7 hours’ sleep. Have to feed the hamster soon. Liew witches may continue lashing out like they did yesterday. 6am, ...