Saturday 6 September

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and brushed. Head felt sore so I didn’t run. Bible meetup in a few hours. Dismantling the Liew witchcraft machinery over the west and parts of Asia. Took some hits. All must be patient.

Loads of genius level youth pressing in on us Christians and otherwise good people. They are mostly Asians. Not sure what to do. Meanwhile the Bible seminar is starting.

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We are compressing and isolating the errant telepaths so easily coerced into doing evil, there were a few adepts at picking up thoughts who savagely wrecked our emotions (between our church members). The trials of our brothers and sisters in Christ may be nearing the max yet world events are moving by the week as we suffer hour by hour. God help us.

I have decided to wear my MudMan solar day to day now. Swapped out the rubber strap for a stretchy NATO with a gold / yellow highlight. May run this evening at 6-7pm when my head is less packed. Right now, I'm feeling strained.

The MM solar is a watch not many people can love. It's bulky, oversized, and a bit amorphous. But I guess it's the most practical, having moonphase, thermo sensor, and compass. The one I have is the unpopular negative display model.

Back from a brief run around the block. My legs felt heavy but I persevered and was not out of breath almost at all. The benefits of running this way are enormous for me. My whole body now feels regulated and set right, burning calories and rejuvenating cells and organs as it should. BTW, I wrote another FREE article on my Medium: The strange case for Messiah. Read it if you can.

Feel like writing a full length novel right now but don't have a story to tell yet. Seeing as how I have a whole Saturday half of to do something good.

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Recovered some files I lost in the OpenBSD install on my used ThinkPad. Dinner was okay, frozen vinegar chicken my Dad’s aunt made. She’s now paralyzed and bed-ridden from a stroke. Such are the fates of people who grow very old and are protecting younger ones who made mistakes using telepathy. I protect some of my cousins myself. I get stuck quite often but it’s okay.

Skipping workout tonight as I ran earlier. Tomorrow, house cleaning day. Then the next day, my Arip jab at psych clinic.

Friday 5 September

Was up early. Planning a long walk circa 10am. Managed to get cleaned quite well after drinking a bit of prune juice last night. Mom is still backed up. She has a busy day, banking and visiting Grandma. Had a latte for breakfast and am feeling fine. Took a quick shower. Yet to brush.

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Went out for a walk a little late. The streets and shops seemed barren, most closed. Found out it was Mohammed's birthday. Still, I got IS (my novella) printed and bound for 14RM. Not sure what to do with it. Maybe deposit it in a book nook somewhere, have to Google for it and travel there this Sunday.

Didn't walk very long but I climbed a pedestrian crossing and mostly skipped lunch, having just one charsiew pao. Not sure what's the status of my query for IS. I did two publishers some month or so ago. Feels good to have a hard copy for my own.

And I still can't seem to read Ivy's book "The American Boyfriend". Somehow it's not something that excites me. I also failed to read The City and the Stars by good ol' Arthur C. It was a bit slow moving, and I put it down prematurely.

After dinner to get cleaned again and take a shower. Will eat less today, try to diet a bit. Today is ABY 3f, “Marsh. Business, pleasure, and psychic powers” VANITY, LECHERY, AND LOUTISHNESS [the quotation is from Dr. W. K. Chu].

Hexagram 58 – Marsh – Metaphysical Marvels: Unlocking Bazi, Feng Shui, Qi Men Dun Jia, Yi Jing & Date Selection

'Marsh' is apparently a time for sharing love and joy. Interesting that the Prophet was born on this day. My Book's title is 'IS' which stands for Inexact Science, so we have IS-علم (which is IS-alam) sounds like Mohammed's religion. Where I put it later will be important.

Got cleaned again easily and took a relaxing shower. Mom is still sitting by Grandma at the hospital with her maid who is Christian. They are at a Christian-run hospital. A good place to get to know God, even this late into life, with dementia and all, Mom included. The Lord works in mysterious ways.

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Helped Mom make dinner as she was tired. We had a long day all of us. Folks ate some ice cream. Comforts and love are what make growing old more livable. Talked to kids deceived by the evil Liew 6. They are now more decent citizens of the mind. Most were saved but there are a few percent permanently damaged. We tossed them away.

Tempted to get a Casio glx-9600 tidegraph moonphase for circa 220RM. Will wait a few days. Mostly, I don’t really want to spend so much on non-essentials anymore.

Brushed, worked out and took my meds all circa 10pm. Incontinence by tickling struck again but was easily handled with just a wet wipe. There are so many dumping thru me and otherwise betraying me. Managed to scrape off some tartar buildup so it doesn’t become excessive under my retainer. Generally feeling better overall.

Past 11pm and I’ve been considering the cheapest binding method: saddle stapling. I will use soft card for the cover, and color printing on the front with some advertising in b/w on the back saying it is a low cost edition. Sneaky me. If I can print 10 copies, it should cost 130RM+. Will work on the cover tomorrow. I have some idea what I want.

Thursday 4 September

Was up very early. Managed to get clean -was just gassy. Another round of prune powder water maybe? Mom being a night bird, woke up at 1:30am. Morning air is cool. Liew forces still at large together with sinful American kids whom they deceived. We have no choice but to fight back albeit gently.

Finally got cleaned fully and will take a shower soon. Salt prune water is a never-fail for me (being Asian). Prune juice might be the best way for the westerner. May wear my running vest out. Packed it last night.

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Back after a long morning-afternoon ferrying Mom and the maid to Grandma's and to the hospital. We had lunch out and I had my favorite sirap bandung ais (iced rose essence with fresh milk). I bought replacement energy gel as my old energy bar had expired 4+ weeks ago. Still tastes okay but the gel can last up to 2027 which is cool. Only cost 10RM.

After the rain, I should head out on a long walk. BTW the Koda energy bar tastes like fruitcake, only chewy and dense.

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It never stopped raining so I didn’t head out. Instead, I helped poach a slab of slamon for dinner. We also had sprouts and mash to go with the fish. Mom was pleased with the flavors. Afterwards we had watermelon.

Grandma is happy in the comfy room at the hospital. Mom will visit her tomorrow. I am sleepy from the morning’s early start and took a nap while we were eradicating the Liew forces who hide in important people to escape and use babies to rejuvenate their damaged cells.

Wednesday 3 September

Was up very early. Had ice cream for breakfast. Drank some water as I was parched. Went on a brief run. Can't say I feel great, running just an hour after waking up, but yea, I'm okay, stronger. Managed to get cleaned well. Shower later, maybe 10am. Day two of my overdue retirement.

Dad is watching the Chinese victory day parade. He is a sinophile, we being mostly Chinese by ancestry ourselves. Later Mom is taking Grandma to the hospital for skin treatment. Possibly she needs better circulation. Either way we mustn’t be negligent.

Talked about the communion actions of the bread and the cup, and the end times confusion (as predicted by Pastor) that will cause Christ to be mistaken for the Antichrist. We figured that the slain beast that still liveth must be the false Messiah or his nation / subjects. Possibly that nation will give rise to the 3 horns uprooted before the Antichrist himself.

Later I hope to link the mark 666 for buying and selling to the false Messiah and also the cashless economy / AI.

Applied some sideways vectoring changes to Frag so it plays more challenging.

Wrote a Medium article on the Pope -is he the / an antichrist? As usual, all my Medium articles are FREE. Need to get cleaned again but will wait for the Folks to go take Grandma to hospital. Getting cleaned in the shoebox is inconvenient compared to our bigger old house. Had chapfarn Dad bought us for lunch. Less than a week till my Arip jab at psych clinic.

Being retired is cool, also I get less disturbances from the Americans. Managed to get cleaned well. Hope there's no more to go. Unfortunately, the toilet is now temporarily blocked. Will wait for the TP to soften and dissolve which may take a few hours.

Found this website which details dissolving TP clogs. It can take over 24 hours. They recommend adding dish soap and hot water.

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Decided I will not be making my own PVC lever bow. It ought to work but I won't be the one who profits. Concentrate on Tai Chi and Nerf.

Did some coding on Frag, just to make the pods harder to break apart. Found the source of a nasty UI-defacing bug but will take my time solving it.

Worked out which was invigorating. Ate some noodles for supper. Tomorrow, a long walk in the sun. Took my meds. Brush at midnight. 

Tuesday 2 September

Was up early. Must have slept 5 hours. Feeling okay. Will get cleaned soon. Prepare to head to the mall. Liew witchy forces are more subdued. Need to do a little more coding.

Drank prune powder water as I'm backed up. Morning air is very cool, 25C. Liews starting to push in with pains. 

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Apparently, I was so busy I failed to update my blog. I made a sight for my Nerf blaster that is dead cheap and maybe somewhat effective touch wood. Just a mirror overhung with a length of red wire. The whole contraption sits on the barrel knob which is used for rough targeting anyway.

Didn't get anything from the mall, just prodded in the butt by people who seem to by my own family, making me a little uncomfortable and smelly. Overall, the prune powder did its job and I'm now clean and fresh again after a shower and change of clothes. First day of my retirement.

Was thinking of adding one or two features to Frag seeing as how the night is pretty free of chores and mindspace duties. Would like to counter the angular thrust of the player fragments / pods and launch some fragments zig-zag to clear off pod swarms.

Had Teochew duck rice for dinner. I may eat some fruit later as today I only had cucumber slices. Will work out at 8pm. Code afterwards.

LiLian and her army of sinners roll on, devouring the average housewife and her kids / babies. I don't know what to do about this -it's a major problem. And I wonder when it will be brought to light by the authorities.

Not yet 9pm. Took my meds and worked out. Brush soon and just doze off without a care. Plan to run tomorrow morning, before it gets light, if possible. Grandma has contracted some kind of infection and we're planning to send her to hospital tomorrow. Better late than never as it is a negligence in the making.

It's a minor paradigm shift to be retired i.e. to have enough under one's belt to say 'that's enough' to yourself. Been thinking of what I would like to own that I haven't got already:

1. Not strictly an own, but I would like to take up Tai Chi down at the park every weekend.
2. Want to own a Kijang Emas -Malaysian gold bullion but the price of gold is sky high
3. Want to learn Math and Computer Science
4. Think I need another buzzer before too long
5. A big bag of salt prunes for my constipation (I swear it's my folks' issue not mine)

Monday 1 September

Was up early. Got cleaned well. Shot some Nerf. Brushed. Good start to the day. Folks went out for breakfast. Feel like going to MyToy later, take a long walk. Maybe circa lunchtime.

Had a prata bread and bean curry for breakfast. Also had a sticky rice dumpling for brunch. Will be heading out around noon to the downtown mall. That gives me a few hours to get cleaned again if necessary. Want to check out the Nerf products.

Made some headway coding Frag. Lotsa errors and wrong assumptions. It will get there eventually. Liew witchy forces still marauding over hundreds of Christian groups tho we are keeping them under compression -they know no fear.

Going on a run soon. Maybe circa 6pm. Figured out the errors in Frag at long last. Now it will mostly work by this evening. Am thinking of friction with the channel walls and maybe some other ways of varying the gameplay physics-wise. Maybe partial breakup of pods etc.

Looks like rain. I may not be able to run for some hours. But the good effects of even a brief run are so uplifting and energizing. Been fiddling with my bow as well. Gave it a brush clean and checked my arrow fletchings. Maybe one day, during the tribulation, I will get the chance to fire it.

Was thinking that my sight, which is currently just a small plastic cylinder bottle markered with a red dot can be improved. What if there were a slot cut out in the centre of the cylinder? That would make the target more visible while preserving the aiming mechanism to the left and right sides.

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Back from a brief run. Feeling re-energized. Some of my family being manipulated by the Liew witches for their weaknesses and turned against me whilst I'm doing poorly. There may be a blowup soon as the police may get involved. Cooling down in air conditioning while the folks are out. Not sure what they're up to as it's already late, past 6pm. Tonight, the usual workout. And to run again tomorrow if only for 1 minute -it really helps.

Taking a good break from working on Frag as the Liew armies flare up even tho they are under compression and vulnerable to those they bullied and offended, killed from their families and cheated, grew their bones etc.

Managed to get cleaned well again. Will shower late. Family is squeezing into my mindspace, fearful of attacks.

I am quite confident of making my own el-cheapo nerf blaster sight. I will attach a mirror to the barrel tip nub, and on a piece of plastic card, make a red dot, slot it in the butt end of the tactical rail. It's low-key and potentially could work. Cost about $1.

Feeling a little down. Thankfully the energy from my run earlier is supporting me. Tomorrow, we'll be heading to the mall. Took a quick shower and am smelling fresh again. Some Liew core fighters are now in hospital AFAIK. And the police are getting involved.

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Finished coding the basic gameplay of Frag. It needs just a little more AI. Those scimitar-like fragments should also launch at angles to cut down player pods. I upped the points to 1000– and it’s quite fun to play already. Game stops when whoever’s points are zero. Man it is chaotic!

And so on this Monday night, I effectively retire from chasing my dreams. Took my meds earlier. Brush and work out a bit soon. Workout went well. Feeling good. Now midnight and I am sleepless. Need to write more stuff.

Sunday 31 August

Was up early. Went for a brief run up and down our road. Feeling good / refreshed. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed. Need to rehydrate and shower later on. Folks are up early too this Merdeka holiday.

Thinking I should do this 2-minute up-down run every morning to keep fit and healthy. Don't need the park or to go round the whole block. Took a shower and am wearing my new UA tee (Dad didn't want it), 60% cotton, 40% polyester. Quite comfortable and was cheap.

More progress on Frag. Have to do the malfunctioning collision function now, then break until evening. This is one confusing mess and I am procrastinating again. Finally managed to get the pods fragmenting. But the score update / garbage collection isn’t working yet. Will do it after lunch. Tonight, to tune the simple AI a bit better.

Cooked lunch of eggs and beans for the folks. Some tomato, cheeese, and pesto on bread. All purpose seasoning which tastes of onion and celery. Failed once again to disappear the enemy pieces in Frag. No ideas at the moment. Helped out in the mind a bit.

Got cleaned again. Feeling the burn of last night’s dinner with hot peppers. At least the incontinence should stop. Those jabs and tickles.

After 2:30pm, will begin house cleaning.

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Dad and I cleaned the house pretty well. I helped Mom cook mashed potatoes, beans, and beef with broccoli. Butt attackers struck again, sweating my butt cleft. Need a shower soon. LiLian and the other witches zapping heads using baby and kid minds, not caring for the children they use, at all. At the risk of further attacks, I say this. And there were 2 creepy crawlies in the bathroom as I showered. This house isn't very good for living in. Maybe take showers a little earlier when it's light out.

Thinking of making a sight for my Nerf blaster, having seen the ones on YouTube that use battery and a reflected laser dot. I'm sure I can come up with something. Might visit the mall tomorrow.

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Took my meds. Worked out. Feeling good.