Saturday 8 February

Was up a bit late. Not sure why. Was already light out. Got cleaned easily. Plans to walk around TRX still on. Didn't do much coding last night. Will try to put some in this morning. Work out soon.

Almost 8am. Workout went well. Feeling that cardio. Can head out soon to TRX, after a shower and change of clothes. Pondering my next moves regarding TinyLang which is logically laid out but not quite talking.

Defined the syntax of TL more clearly. It's developing into somewhat of a bigger deal than I planned. 2 hours till we push off.

Showered and changed into fresh clothes. Washed my watch, yet uncleaned from yesterday's struggle with the papaya trees back at the old garden. Great to have a new toothbrush. My breath is fresh again.

Wrote a song I tentatively call 'Daphne'. From chords I found last night interspersed with CM, pseudo-FM and GM. Am just a composer of very simple singalong songs. Heading out in half an hour. Stomach feels okay. I missed it, having the Saturday in blue on my watch day wheel.

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Back from TRX after 3 hours out. I had a light Japanese lunch for cheap and bought Turkish delight chocolate for the folks. Seems to have melted a bit so we're chilling it. The outing was healing and tonight we'll be having corned beef and mash potato. Maybe some broccoli. The heat is pretty severe. Need air conditioning on soon. Washed my face, arms and feet and am sitting at my ThinkPad trying to pry in some JavaScript, half blindly. In the process I'll learn to parse syntax and the world will get my 'brilliant' idea -haha!

Gave my room a sweep. Much cleaner now. Will resume coding TinyLang soon. Just fudge things into place and test them out seeing as how prevention is still palpable. Almost time to start dinner.

Dinner was good. Mash and corned beef with broccoli went well without hassle to prepare. Tomorrow, will see if the avocados have ripened. Took a brief shower and am changed into fresh clothes. Feeling a little bloated but not incontinent, thankfully. Liew 6 are hitting less. I recorded 'Daphne' and wrote a Medium article. Yet lots to do.

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Made some bold definitions of the TinyLang syntax and the paradigm it exhorts. I think it's all good and we can resume plugging code into JumbleLiar and other operator functions. See DogBlots for details.

Took my meds and brushed with my new ultra soft. Now 10:30pm. Another hour or so to code. One of two toddlers decided to suicide, thrown in my William. One wonders about that man. Hopefully he won't need a cloud of kids and babies to feel safe.

Friday 7 February

Was up early. Feeling okay. Ate some watermelon. Coding TinyLang resumes. Not sure how it all goes together yet. Will work out at 7am.

Workout went well. Felt the cardio. Ate a curry laksa ramen for breakfast. Not the most healthy food. British mind forces trying to turn me into something they can use to bear the Liew witches and their armies. Not likely, as I had a stroke and amnesia.

Feeling sleepy for some reason. Was able to get cleaned quite well. Mom too is no longer backed up and our ulcers have healed. Dad is planning a trip to the mall maybe in 1 or 2 hours from now. British forces accusing me of being a woman-beater. On some level, they are going mad.

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Back from the mall, stopped over at the old place where I helped Dad right our fallen papaya trees. Had Lotus's roast chicken for dinner, with mayo cucumber and gherkin salad and wholewheat bread. I bought a new toothbrush as it has been about 3-4 months since I got the Colgate 'cushion' ultra soft. It's a good brush as it is densely bristled and cleans well despite being very soft.

Tomorrow will be heading out to TRX possibly. Yet to finish coding TinyLang but it's getting there.

Took a shower and changed into night clothes. I change twice a day. Before heading out and before sleeping. This makes me cleaner and free of diseases from living in tighter quarters. Almost 8pm. Will take my meds at 9pm and do some more coding now.

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Almost midnight. Wrote a song for my ex-GF's best friend who likes me. It's about love and friends.

Ate a semi-spicy ramen for supper. Hope the chili does its work tomorrow. Need to sleep now.

Thursday 6 February

Was up early after only 3 hours sleep. Managed to get cleaned easily, perhaps due to the spicy tomyam I've been eating lately. Can't remember if I worked out. Liew forces regrouped and attacked. Looks like a long war for everyone good and Christian. Sinners are made every hour.

Ran yesterday but I fell asleep without working out. Need to do it now. Felt good. I exercise under 15 minutes a day on average. Thus am a couch potato. Fireworks still going on outside, this 9th day of CNY. Can smell the gunpowder.

Weird quirk of my watch, the day wheel turns in 2 stages from midnight to 3am. Tried to adjust it at 2am and there was some resistance. Seems not to be broken tho.

Can't believe I woke up at 1am. There is some fighting in mindspace. Not sure how to beat off the Liews. Will take a small attack force and level the family of 6.

Showered and am feeling cleaner, comfortable. I will be getting 150RM in state aid around now. 600RM in total this year.

Feeling lonely here at the shoebox all by myself. The weather is hot. Many things left unfinished. My novella, my vlog, the smallJS framework.

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Was thinking I would not buy any further watches or computers, even clothes, shoes, phones, guitars etc. Not even games or toys. These are uncertain times we live in as I said this before. But NOW, I think it will finally end -the urgent consumerism I've been into for the past decade.

Back from an hour's walk in the sun and thru the downtown mall. Didn't buy anything. Feeling invigorated. The western and Liew forces still cannot get anyone to give up for them. This is a mystery. What could they have done?

Will be coding a programming language now. Just to demo on my site with a JS back end. Later it might be made in C, together with a compiler, possibly by someone else.

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Made dinner. Local beef is tougher and I wonder if mom can eat it with her ulcer like that. May have to give her a steak knife and a special plate.

Forgiveness rears its head. Yea, the very Spirit of the Lord comes to those who forgive a major sin. It is a pahala to be courteous to one another who fell. Let's heal and see what happens tonight. That rain is really pouring now. Work on TinyLang is stalled for kitchen duty. Hope I can make everything work by 11pm.

Looking forward to tonight's shower. Beef dish with round green peas was tasty and quite tender. The rice, a little soft. I have my Dummies JavaScript guide book by my ThinkPad (pre-loved). Also my TP mouse on the other side. Drank some of Sis' ginger beer. Was good.

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Took my meds earlier and am coding away. Coding a little blindly due to prevention in mindspace. Brushed. Must try to remember to polish the 'ol teeth. So I've survived another day. Been thinking of other things than code.

Had 3 loos today. The last one cleared out lots of blockage. Feeling more comfortable. Now Mom has constipation.

Tomorrow we may head out again to the mall to get Dad some curtains. I want to buy avocados and olive oil. Tonight to get whatever code functions are ready, working.

Wednesday 5 February

Fell asleep early last night before brushing. Luckily I have lotsa saliva that dissolves food residue. I use a Colgate ultra soft and Pepsodent BTW. My right leg is still sore from yesterday's cramp but I want to go on a walk this morning. Did a successful soundcheck using ecasound on Ubuntu. It has the best quality for some reason, brings out the resolution in my USB AKG Ara. And I pasted on a fresh DiMou membrane / reed.

Was able to get cleaned. Mostly gassy but cleared the blockage. Will have to go again later. Ate a spicy tomyam ramen and drank soy milk. Western mind forces pressing in, looking for a home. We re-blessed their families and told them to invite others in that they know and trust to form a bastion.

Got cleaned fully just now. Ahh, that good comfortable feeling. Could have been the chili peppers in my ramen, or the work of witches. Either way, I can now shower and head out in a few hours.

Feels good to be in fresh clothes. Yesterday I cooked, then slept in my Pagoda, was sweaty especially here in the deep tropics. Have 50RM to spend. Maybe will hit TRX and look for something for Mom.

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Dad took us to the MegaMall instead. I got a roll-up magnetic darts board. The darts are pretty heavy and authentic-feeling if a bit crudely made and the board needs to be walltacked flat but otherwise it works pretty well. We had all been longing for some entertainment in the home / shoebox we live in.

William acted out and is still acting out. For some reason he is unreasonable. Healing his wounds is a priority but we need to think deeply about his psyche. Had Burger King for lunch and Dad bought us coconuts. May run at 5pm, just around the block once.

More people have been playing my e-boardgame, SeTT. Cool. Interesting to see where it goes and how far it will take my fame and recognition.

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Cooked a quick dinner of pasta, cheese, cream, and raw veg. Was good. Listening to Trump-Netanyahu news. Prophetic times are upon us. But it might be towards the end of Trump's first 4 years that the seventh Trumpet sounds. Between now and then, a possible departure from the faith for many Christians and the rise of the Little Horn in former Persia. Will be following developments closely.

Tuesday 4 February

Was up lateish. Gassy again and failed to get cleaned. Got hit by cramps in my leg as sometimes happens. Invented a bamboo flute TAB notation which may be easier to read because the human mind isn't trained on chicken scratches but on more shapely forms. Tried to play Songbird by KG and failed miserably. So my YouTube vlog begins...

Will run in the afternoon and work out at night. Probably need to loo again sometime later. My Seiko 5 Sports gained 7s over the past 24 hours, including a long walk, otherwise it's more towards 6s / day. I notice it needs to be wound sufficiently to be accurate.

Still gassy but am getting there. Cramp is almost gone. Most of my activities will be shifted to night time due to the morning's persecution. Westerners forcing the Liew witches onto me, just a poorly Christian guy with no powers to defend.

In fact, most of my days were spent under the thumb of evil / wicked people -and this from when I was a baby / child / teenager. Now I'm middle-aged and the thing is more severe, nearing the judgement of Christ. Should talk on this soon in the mindspaces.

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Managed to loo okay. Took a shower. Changed my towel and am in fresh clothes. Did kitchen duty with Mom. We made cauliflower and potato mash with salt and sour cream. I poached the salmon and dressed it with olive oil, garlic, ginger and soy. Also poached a soft egg for Mom who has a sore lip today somehow. I also have a tongue ulcer but it's not serious.

Did some sound and video checks with Cinema FV-5 and my AKG Ara mic. Got decent video but I think the audio lacks punch. I'll be late yet again. At least my notation is good to go. First blow is the hardest, yea, Rodney.

Cooling off in air conditioning as it's humid -rained heavily but for a short while. Need to work out by 8pm. Tomorrow, I'll go on a long walk to the downtown mall or maybe somewhere else, not sure. Thought of running earlier but was waylaid by gas, then the humid rain fell and Dad called me to the kitchen. Not sure how many tweaks it'll take to get my mic playing well with my video setup. Or am I blowing the flute wrong?

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I did more soundchecks and it seems my blowing technique is too forceful and the membrane too taut. Failure #1. Worked out tho, and am feeling energized. Yea, lots of my plans may fail but they're kinda fun to start anyway. But it's time for meds and sleep this rainy Malaysian night.

Want to try ecasound.

Monday 3 February

Was up early. Not even 5am. Failed to get cleaned, was just super gassy. Maybe later. Will work out at 5am. Unsure if I can head out today on my long walk or be tied down to the loo until afternoon. Didn’t do any work yesterday and nobody read my stories except bots from AI companies.

Some shoving going on in mindspace. Destroying western kids. Royal family involved. And my ol’ Logi silent mouse has bit the dust after over 3 years of service. Workout went well. Felt that cardio. Had a piece of cake for breakfast. Drinking a latte now. Got cleaned. Due to gassiness in between, it may take an hour or more to fully clear my gut. At least I’m not incontinent like 5-6 days ago. Ah, middle-age beckons.

Got cleaned and took a shower. Am changed into my going out clothes -just a basic tee and roomy shorts, and my trusty Seiko 5 Sports. Not sure where to this time. Dad is leaving for the hospital as well. We may head out together.

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Walked from Asia Jaya to DigitalMall and back. Quite good exercise. I bought the ThinkPad mouse I'd been eyeing for a long time to go with my used x250. It's a good match and surprisingly rather ergonomic. For 69RM, a fair price. Also got a tabletop tripod for my Nokia running Cinema FV 5. I'll need 2 cameras when I do my flute videos. At 39RM, quite worth the money. Is well made but poorly designed. So about a hundred bucks is spent.

Dad also found out that his 55kRM pacemaker procedure will be covered by the government. It's enough money to buy a locally-made car or a low-end Rolex. Good news but news does sometimes come in disguise. The outcome of the surgery will be the litmus test. And all of us have health woes of our own.

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It's coming up to 10pm and I've worked out a bit and taken my meds. Want to run tomorrow and work out more in the morning. Feeling bloated but quite clean otherwise. Still some talking to do in mindspace, to do with kids mistreated by the Liew witches and other negative-oriented family witches.

Think I will break to do some preliminary work arranging KG's Songbird. Wow, it's a hard song to follow. 3 sharps. I will have to write all the flute TABs before I can play it fluently. Thinking of a TAB shorthand notation using wavy horizontal lines.

Love my new mouse and tripod, both in black. Came up with easier to read notation that doesn't use hash-like lines but more recognizable shapes. Drank a latte for supper. There seems to be a girl who likes me in the neighborhood but my ex-GF is still interested in marrying me after things are cleared out of the way. What a dilemma. Meanwhile Liew witchy forces target my emotions and the world at large is going ever madder.

Sunday 2 February

Was up very early. Got cleaned easily. Was gassy but luckily everyone was asleep. Ate some breakfast. My Seiko 5 Sports gained 5 seconds over the past 20ish hours. Worked out. Went well and am feeling energized again. Want to practice my bamboo flute / DiZi today, now that I have all the notes tabbed.

Took a much-needed shower and am changed into comfy Decathlon attire. Later we may go on a walk / run in the park. Talked in the mindspaces about the racial makeup on Earth and the coming gods of Atlantis to harvest us before the Father does. We gave the Liew witches more confidence / pride, and explained that the races were supposed to mix and mingle. Not to spy and be jealous or in Malay: jaga tepi kain. I think it’s peaceful now. We also have last night’s knowledge to hold on to who are staunch.

Went on a breakneck run at the park, over uneven concrete. Wore my trail runners from Decathlon. Cheaper than Hoka Speed Goats. But I must say Hoka are still very desirable. Came home a bit breathless. I actually leapt over steel gratings and jutting slabs. Great for keeping the mind fresh. No regrets buying the MT Cushion shoes. An odd name tho. Voices came by to try and stop my exercise routines out of jealousy. Yesterday, they prevented readers from downloading my stories.

Was thinking of owning this GS if I ever become rich:

Cost is about 18kRM, hand-winding movement 9s series. Pic courtesy of Davvader @Shopee Malaysia. I wonder if I would wear it out casually? Have never seen anyone wearing a GS.

My Seiko 5 Sports runs fast when it’s not wound sufficiently. Nothing much to do this Sunday afternoon. Helped Mom make salmon pasta for lunch. Was quite good. 4 days till some businesses open after CNY.

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Took my second daily shower. I often shower twice a day as opposed to once when I had more space in the old house. I throw out 2 pairs of clothes per day which is okay for the limited laundry lines. Otherwise I’d not smell too good.

Tomorrow, possibly a long walk, maybe to TRX. Tonight, to practice my DiZi.

Feeling a bit anxious. I guess God will take care of my worries. Whatever happens just happens to people who trust in Him and do His work in the world among sinners and seekers. Sis gave me 280RM. A fair exchange for my WaveKeys. I get to spend 170RM tomorrow, out. Saved 1kRM and have 450RM in my wallet as usual.