Thursday 1 May

Was up very early, circa 3am. My right big toe had become sore. Thanks to my guardians I survived yet again. The attacks are stepping up a bit towards the 2nd coming of Jesus. Was supposed to do some research for my gospel graph but the morning's going slow.

Managed to get cleaned okay. Drank some dried salt prune water to help it along later. Almost 6:30am. The witchy Liew 6 are trying to heal after an exchange of fire, singing Xmas tunes.

Liew witches forced onto me and my church by American fallens. Luckily we are heading out for lunch at the mall. Got beaten up by the westerners a bit, on my head wounds. Very cruel people who also beat up our pastor / shepherd. Wonder what watch to wear today?

Am working on the prophecy chart which is half finished. We will see how much overlap there is between sections in Revelations once I bring out the ABY.

Am typing this from the mall on my phone while waiting for my folks to stop shopping. Bought genuine Taiwan Kingston ram for 99RM. Hope the install goes well later. Had Arab rice for lunch and a sirap bandung. [Kingston is from California]

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Am home from the mall. Installed the memory in my netbook. I now have an amazing 12GB RAM! This is the most RAM I have ever owned in a PC or Mac. Thinking I can use this machine for developing apps for Android. But I'm supposed to be retired. Feeling good. Today starts off well and might just end very well too.

Rain is coming. Have yet to finish the prophecy chart I started this morning. Just playing with my computer to see how much faster it is. Seems oodles faster. Will start work at 4pm.

It's now past 5pm and I haven't worked on the prophecy chart at all. Instead William initiated some scheme which led to a debate over women or... his royal self being the one(s) to blame. Right or wrong, the debate rages on and women are the fuel for the fire. Perhaps it was an offended Christian wife who pulled the wool over every man's eyes. Perhaps she was Diana's cousin. The thing is a chain bomb that I have to sit on every day.

Managed to loo fully just now. Thank goodness for not having constipation. Need a shower now before starting dinner.

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Made mash potatoes,  mince and beans, cheesy egg, and brussels sprouts for dinner. All soft food Mom can eat. Dad bought coconut. We ate well. Now to quit procrastinating over the prophecy chart I started making this morning.

Work on the chart has stalled while I recharge my wireless keyboard. Will take half an hour. Somehow it dies faster than the mouse.

Just took my meds, brushed and worked out briefly. Feeling good but a bit sleepy. Talked about the vagaries of Faith with the kids who were roped in to attack by the Liew witches who are devouring our church. Still can't believe I have 12gb RAM. Original California RAM.

Wednesday 30 April

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Feeling calm and peaceful. But the uber witches are still at large with their thousands of core fighters swirling a cloud of western kids and infants. The world is afraid of getting a disease or a medical condition from this telepathy and so has been supporting the witch family so far. And I'm one place they deposit her to devour God's good things.

Will work on my novella soon.

Heading out now. Talked in mindspace more on https://freelunch.my/salvation/ -about the graph that simplified explaining Jesus and his sacrifice for our salvation. For example what is the significance of the gradient and where would we be in 'objective' if we were at hope of '2'? What would that mean and how does it affect our calling to work in His vineyard. What is hope-time? Can we use this graph to place world events leading up to the resurrection (rapture)? Short answer, it will occupy most of the day for me!

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Made dinner for the folks. Egg, cheese, and a salad with wholewheat toast. The salvation graph is yielding more details such as the motif of time, times, and half a time. And the prophecies that were fulfilled by Christ's work (made obviously before he was born), which start off as lines from hope 1-2 and end up within the 1-1 box in blue -the box of Faith. Closer to Jesus' birth, the prophecies ought to get more fervent and their lines, shorter, further from Jesus' birht, the prophecies went over the blue cube of Faith and their lines, longer. I will try to put some prophecies up on my site tomorrow.

This above is my Medium views and reads count for April. Amazing way to end the month! Never have I had so many reads / views in a single day.

Took a shower after getting cleaned again and am relaxing in air conditioning. The ABY seems to indicate that tomorrow, I will win an award or something similar. It is also Labor Day here in Malaysia. I will try to check out some Bible prophecies that seem fulfilled or soon to be so I can add them to my chart later tonight.

Thought of the bright idea of correlating spiritual events with the ABY from AD 33 to 2025. Should be fun work, early tomorrow morning. Right now, I’m feeling sleepy. Hope to wake before 6am and write my website.

Tuesday 29 April

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Should be able to go on a long walk later. Hands feeling okay / better. Almost 7am. Brushed and showered early. Heading out for breakfast soon. Will walk circa 10am.

Mom wanted to go on a walk so I accompanied her instead of getting on the train. Might as well attend the Bible study meet after lunch as well. The sun is scorching. Lucky to have my Decathlon shades. Came home and put on the a/c.

No word yet on the cause of the Spanish-Portuguese blackout yesterday. The Houthi’s gaining some purchase on the American fleet. Accidents under strain lost them a jet. Of course, all these are just the lead up to our persecution at the hands of the apostates. God will give us words to say, so the Bible promises.

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Had to get cleaned again. Will shower again soon as well. I think it was the spicy curry I had for dinner. Met with my ecclesia group earlier. Went good too. We learnt about free will and predestination. And I gave a short redux which helped. Also talked about the way powers fly thru the air. It takes 4 to do most sorcery so Christians who touched this unclean thing, do not be discouraged. One person against another’s mind is not enough even to make a cough or a sneeze, much less a quiver or spasm of the limbs.

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The night is wearing on and I've just finished researching the ''curve of grace" which you can view and read about here: https://freelunch.my/salvation/index.html. It's quite easy to understand with just school math. I find it helps my faith (YMMV) to approach salvation with math and communion with love.

Will work out and take my meds at 10pm. Tomorrow, early to rise and head out to the mall with Dad.

Am writing a new online novella: MARS. It is about the science of creation.

Well past 10pm. Just worked out. Feeling energized. Probably turn in at 11:30pm.

Monday 28 April

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Will work out later in the evening. Need to shower soon. Posted an analysis of the woman clothed in the sun and the beast from the sea on DogBlots. Have a look if you need it. RAM still hasn't shipped. Maybe tomorrow.

Wearing my Seiko 5 Sports flieger, which is my favorite of the past few days. It should be on my wrist during the resurrection period. Keeping circa +8/day. I mainly like it because of the 36mm case, the raised bezel and domed crystal, and the busy aviator-style dial. The handset is also tasteful as is the big crown. Bought it for just under 1kRM. Astronomical for a '5 maybe, but you do get what you pay for.

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And she brought forth a male child, who was soon to rule all the nations with an iron rod. And her son was taken up to God and to his throne__Revelation 12:5

Call me wrong, but I take issue with the 'male child' being Jesus. The connotation is that a CHILD was taken up to God's throne whereas Jesus was a fully mature man at his ascent. Following Jesus' death, there was no record of a specific solitude of 3 1/2 years.

And I saw another beast ascending from the land. And she had two horns like the Lamb, but she was speaking like the dragon__Revelation 13:11

Let me first confess, the Bible I quote from is (for convenience -an app I cooked up) Catholic and conspicuously equates the beast from the land with the whore / harlot who rides the Beast. So that beast is a 'she'. Very interesting to see if Babylon the great is a woman-centric authority. Nevertheless, she dresses the demonic religion of the Dragon with modern compassionate / humanitarian ideals so that many are led astray.

One foot is inside the water which shows the spiritual abilities and inner strength of the woman. The other foot on the ground shows her practical abilities and strengths --https://labyrinthos.co

The above is a description of land and sea from the tarot. There is nothing wrong with tarot other than that it is ancient psychotherapy. These days, it is taken care of by trained professionals. But we see the sea beast is spiritual and helped by the land beast who is worldly. Such will be the deception in these end times.

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Attended our online church meeting. There was something good about it as well as something unusual maybe? Our redemption draws near. And so too do the mindspace attacks of the evil telepathic ones who have no home left to go to.

A brief total blackout hit our housing area circa 8:15pm. Not sure if there were other areas affected. Spain and Portugal suffered outages just now as well. Solar storm? Possible, it happened before.

Past 10pm. Finished writing my crazy Medium piece on 666. Am turning in for the night around midnight. Take my meds, brush, and work out a bit.

Sunday 27 April

Woke up lateish. Today is house cleaning day. My RAM hasn't shipped. A bit of trouble in the mindspaces. The usual ''I'm not safe", "I want to leave", "I want to blame you". Abusing telepathy and your reputation run down of it is a terminal condition. Might as well die, trouble is you'd not go / sleep anywhere good. Often times I urged these deceived to just join up me and Patrick's home in the mind but they wanted more.

Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed and will exercise at 8:30am. Workout went well. Feeling energized. Didn't sell any e-Books. May have to do some advertising soon.

Handling the Liew witches, the Royals, and the American Christian offendeds. We reduced their telepathy and gave them good homes separate from one another but we unfortunately have Barneous -a troublemaker who believes in Antichrist. Need to dig deep to save him.

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Talked  a lot about the gospel, the flood, the fall of man (and woman), and the birth of Christ. To get on that happy curve so gracefully blessed and lifted so all men could profit by the sacrifice of God's son. The time is soon just as the fig tree sprouts leaves in faith that summer is near.

Began house-cleaning with some help from Dad. No time for other stuff right now. Mom is enjoying some air conditioning in my room. Happens when one is old and bothered. My relations hit me on my head wounds rather painfully, sensing me and my church are going to heaven, along with many others. We offered to help but they consistently fudge the gospel with evil. Just now, Jesus and I had enough -no more freebies for this bunch.

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Talked long about the signs of the time of the end, the wars, earthquakes, persecution, apostasy, false covenant, the abomination of desolation etc. We reduced the amount of telepathy and seeded good people with spiritual powers instead. The method is simple and was successfully implemented. Unfortunately this doesn't cover the very most evil and intelligent. May have to work on that soon.

Am seeing if I can write a new novella based on some world building I'd been incorporating into my flash fiction over the past years. Something light and easy to pass the hours in this shoebox of a house. And my RAM still hasn't shipped.

Saturday 26 April

Was up earlyish. Knees were sore. Managed to get cleaned easily. Should be going to Bible study later at 9ish. Liew witchy 6 still abusing western kids and babies. Will have to work on that soon. My RAM hasn’t shipped but my book was accepted by KDP.

Back from  Bible study. Had to brave the rain a bit on the way to the MRT station but otherwise was an easy and safe route home. Mom is warming up leftovers. I am helping. Perhaps the parcel will ship tomorrow. There is a sense things are not going well economically. Even on Shopee.

Told my weevil family about the natural order of the world, women, God, and Jesus. I know they form a 'trinity' of sorts but that is the way this fallen world receives its god while the children of God are known and loved because they bothered / cared for Him and His purpose from the beginning. Will elaborate on this more later. If you obey anything powerful -supernatural, you can be open to receiving its blessings but will have to go through the tribulation.

ALERT: some graphical imagery ahead, reader maturity advised:

First, some drawing. The male sex organs form a 'trinity' of power. The penis pointing upwards and the testicles forming the bottom left and right corners. In the center, let us suppose an eye -symbolizing God the all knowing.

Now the 3 Bible stories considered are the deception of Eve, the flood of Noah, and the passion of Christ.

Some controversial truth: men experience spontaneous erections / orgasms from women's urging. At least most of the time. So it is with Jesus' ascent unto the cross -his passion / suffering / sacrifice -this was the answer to the flood of Noah and the deception of Eve. When the testicles were caressed, the passion began to grow.

When the kingdom comes, there will be a spiritual orgasm some call the Rapture. Because of the eye of God, the penis, erected, may not orgasm spontaneously. For it is where the testicles join to the penis, that controls it, that is overshadowed by God's power. You may test this, releasing low and high volumes of semen.

Let us again consider the testicles which represent temptation of women. The testicles are wired to the heart whereas the penis is wired to the brain. Yet a man needs both to function sexually. What are the 2 critical emotions of women that power it? They are feminine beauty and feminine grace. The former caused the flood, and the latter caused the expulsion from Eden. The disobedience man experiences is due to women tempted and tempting them.

Am I Woke? It doesn't matter, because I want the reader to be saved. Interactions with women must be handled with care and consideration. Most of our suffering cometh from the fairer sex being maligned or disenfranchised.

“I was shown hell. I saw that most of its inhabitants were ungrateful women… The Prophet was asked: ‘Were they ungrateful to All*h?’ He replied: ‘They were ungrateful to their husbands and for the favors and the good done to them. If you show benevolence to one of them and then she sees something in you not to her liking, she will say: ‘I have never seen any good in you.’” --https://masjidds.org

Therefore, beware, do not be ignorant of the world and its workings, only to discover it is a simple case of interaction of your heart, your mind, and your desire. Maybe, some religion would be good for you who are seekers. Now you may seek honestly, without feeling something seems fishy.

Are there other flesh-spirit truths? Yea, there may be, but this one is good to go.

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Been thinking of recording some of my songs into a mini album. I think I have 6 songs ready:

1. Evermore
2. Reeds and the rushes
3. Need you again
4. Rock and paper
5. Mary the Rose
6. Daphne

Am starting tonight.

Friday 25 April

Was up late. Managed to get clean okay. Heading out at 10-ish for a long walk. Was accosted by western kids and babies brought in by the Liew witches. I can't help but be myself -which is very mild compared to many who are born into the mind. If only you come in peace you will find peace is with me and also in you. But babies don't read blogs I guess.

Got cleaned again fully this time but Dad will be buying brunch. Will head out afterwards. Would like to walk the Taman Jaya-Asia Jaya route. Don't think I have anything to buy. Maybe I'll get more RAM for my netbook. Costs around 50RM.

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Back from a long walk. No good prices on RAM so I ordered thru Shopee, 50RM including delivery. Hope it works. Not a wasted walk, I healed a little bit. Not sure I can make it to Bible study if my RAM  comes tomorrow. Hopefully it will arrive on Sunday.

Can't wait to use my Windows 11 with 8GB RAM. Should be sweet. Meanwhile errant telepaths, most of them evil, got a taste of bearing the load of a mountain. We have to watch for reprisals on the outside. I will fill in the details of our reaction by mid afternoon.

Now government forces have come into the mindspace, asking questions of Christians who are faithful. We showed them our calculations from Paul's letters and they are curious to investigate our findings further. So far all is peaceful with us who are mild.

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Had a good dinner of choytham and charsiew made by Mom and myself. Worked out and took my meds. Earlier, showered and changed into fresh clothes. The Liew witchy scandal ends here, I suppose, before the times of trouble begin. There must be no interference from telepathy. My RAM didn't ship so I may head over to the church meet tomorrow depending on my health.

Brushed and recorded some guitar. Sounds okay. 

Thursday 24 April

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. A heavy rain is falling. I submitted iS to Amazon KDP. A little late but better late than never. Taking a while to review, for some reason.

Had some bread and jam and leftover spinach soup for breakfast. Not even 5am. Must have slept just 5 hours last night.

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Helped do some chores. Dad should be discharged by lunchtime as his surgery went very well. I fell asleep again for an hour or so earlier. Middle age is like that. Nothing much to do today but code project Tell. Liews striking out at Christian targets that are soft. We await the 6th of May when Peter the Roman will sit in the Holy See.

Have decided to call my game Fragment rather than Shrapnel. And there will be only one obstacle course instead of 3.

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Mid afternoon. I submitted Fragment to a publisher after finalizing the design of the board and pieces. And making them into a PDF. KDP is taking a long time to approve my novella. Maybe it's too controversial given world events. But I enjoyed writing it as it is so touching. Irons in the fire but what might happen, come  May 6-7th when Peter the Roman is elected? Will he become an anti-pope under pressure from world powers?

Will work out before bed. Daily walks with Mom are good for my health. We went before noon. Usually at that time, most every day.

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Submitted a new story to FFM. This will probably be my last one. It’s 1am and I just took my meds. Worked out earlier. Felt okay. So many people in my hands. I may head out tomorrow on a walk to heal. Got cleaned again easily, and showered. Earlier, I whipped up a good dinner of mashed butter spuds, baked beans, and cheesy eggs. Took my meds late so am still wide awake. Liew witches having fun talking people out of their rewards and heaven. Not sure what to do, there are millions of Christians being duped to crush other believers.

Wednesday 23 April

Was up early. Got cleaned easily. Will work out at 7am. Last night we tried our best to explain grace and faith to the masses gathered in  the  mind. We also touched on personality and memory, and on intelligence versus laggardness vis a vis the kingdom come. We gave the witch limited power over her dominion but she's still defiant and torturing Christians particularly in America, out of vengeance and pride.

Workout went well. Feeling stronger. Last night's curry gave me a tummy ache but it soon passed. Find myself wearing my G-Shock 2200 more often than my automatics. I have it on elastic NATO. Will loo again in the afternoon probably.

Time for breakfast. Had black coffee and a banana. Got cleaned and changed into fresh clothes. Mom is still sleeping. I think she's making me sleepy too. Wrote a Medium article on faith in Romans 8. Something I brought up yesterday after the Bible study session. I think today will join in as well.

Gold prices are up from 465 to circa 475RM per gram. It was worth buying that coin for 245RM way back. It almost increased double. In 2 minds whether and when to sell it.

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Mom and I will soon be heading out to run some errands. I guess I will play it slow today. Not work too hard. Liew witches are torturing my family and friends.

Ex-GF and I can't get together due to William and his insecurities. After a bout of torture I decided not to pursue this woman any further. Brought over some air-dry clay to make the pieces for Shrapnel. I am using a hexagonal board grid with diamond-shaped pieces. Trying to find a good way of separating the green from the red player's pieces.

Backlash from incensed British people and William caused some grief. Gold prices are hitting 500RM per gram. War must be looming.

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Tonight feels quiet. Dad is out of the OT and is resting. Mom is on the phone with her UK aunt, there seems to be something up on the other side of the family. Feeling a bit burnt out.

Tuesday 22 April

Was up early. Feeling okay. Was gassy, now relieved. Wrote a Medium article on Pope Francis and how his election and death follow the ABY. We expect "Peter the Roman" to come to power soon and the Tribulation to begin shortly. Drank black coffee for breakfast. Later, Dad and I will head out for prata bread before his surgery date arrives. Been helping out in the mindspaces, dismantling the witchy system over the world with simple tools. Rumors of war in Yemen after US carriers took hits from Houthi missiles.

Worked out and am feeling energized. American kids flaring up on Asians in mindspace. How will their souls be saved?

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Back from breakfast with Dad at Stadium. The guailo are self-destructing from some kind of trauma-pride suffered at the hands of the Liew witchy 6 and their armies of west-hating Asians (mainly Chinese). Of course, I am here to moderate this and to show other Asians what really happened so we can detox (as my pastor says it).

Back from a walk round the park with Mom. We bought spicy curry for dinner as Dad is at the hospital today. Hope to hear the good news soon.

Also did a session with my ecclesia via online meeting. I am not the pastor (in case anyone wonders). Later next month, will be meeting up with them at a hotel but I cannot stay the night due to health concerns.

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Spent this rainy evening recording an impromptu song. I sing, whisper, rap, and scat over the guitar loop which I played on a cheap Kepma. No idea how it developed this way. One of the more interesting things I recorded in GarageBand.

Monday 21 Apr

We talked late into the night last night about the coming tribulation and Malaysia’s special role in it. Had a good laugh at many jokes and told many hidden truths about religion and civilizations. Man did not evolve from monkeys, was one of them. Prophetic local events, leading up to Jesus’s return.

Woke up at 3am with a bruised knee. Perhaps the Liew witches were upset over their loss of power. Even as we Christians returned power to Malaysia’s ruling classes, and / also the bumiputeras. Stand tall, Malaysia, among the nations.

Today, my psych clinic visit for my Arip jab. Happens now and then in the month. Something I live with and makes me feel fresh and alive. Will work out later in the morning.

Circa 5am. Was gassy but not constipated. Drank asamboi powder with a glass of water as a laxative. Not sure what to do with the morning. Christians being tortured by the Liew witches, thru their mindspaces. And pastor believes our redemption is any time now.

I believe that my speech, full of mirth, last night was my true self revealed in the Kingdom by the Spirit -the me that God will make / take me. It had to be shown to give me and maybe other Christians confidence: we know we are saved. Ideally, every Christian should have their 15 minutes of "fame". It edifies the believers of all faiths and I hope many more testify and prophesy about our Lord.

Worked out after skipping 2 days, Saturday and yesterday. Felt good.

Showered early and changed into fresh clothes. Good to be clean again. May do some coding on VRS. Have over 6 hours to kill / fill with something worthwhile. Hard to think how to improve this simple app dramatically while keeping the UI and data files mostly unchanged.

We proved and re-energized on Jesus just now and it was pretty harrowing for some and pretty blah for others. For me it was a lot of fun. And we had a good laugh at it.

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Back from my Arip jab at the psych clinic. Went quite well. Decided not to code any more. May do a bit of 'Tell' later tho. Is raining pretty hard out.

Pope Francis, the "black pope" (IHS) has passed away to be replaced by Peter the Roman who will feed the flock through great tribulation. Unless they elect a second Jesuit pope!

Sunday 20 April

Was up early. Think I fell asleep without taking my meds or working out. Feeling a bit woozy this 5am. Discovered a witch preying on our disagreements in the mindspaces, wrecking our church. Must be the  same Liew witchy 6 fronted by LiLian tho we can't be sure. Religion is a touchy subject, I guess and prone to false leadership / teachings. Up till now, I have not been able to discern every teaching as true. It's just beyond my IQ sometimes.

The flare ups engineered by LiLian and her coven even pushed me to do evil tho not by much, and it is at these times that we need Jesus the most -to forgive us our sins that accumulate from bearing inequity, just like an earthquake gathers force before it strikes. I must extend an apology to my brother, Joseph who is also poor and needy as myself.

Working against racial tensions between east and west. Even a few that might have targeted our small ecclesia. There are also other tensions as we approach the end times rampant with witchcraft.

Saturday 19 April

Was up early. Got cleaned twice, both easily. Effects of eating chili peppers last night and drinking prune powder water this morning. I feel confident, heading to my Bible education meet. Have to leave at 9ish.

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Back from my Bible study group at 6pm-ish. Had dinner at home with the folks. Talked about religion and economics-politics and we laid down some foundations for avoiding pitfalls of religious extremism and false doctrines. I think we're on a more stable footing here in Malaysia which must hold together no matter what. Gabriel allowed us to glimpse a few possible futures for the US, Russia, and Middle East, and also for Taiwan-China. Interesting if Gabe is correct on all these things. He usually is.

Fixed a bug in YAK, my Python music sequencer I had been meaning to fix for some days now. Will be writing a new Medium article tonight and some people downloaded a few copies of my eBooks on FreeLunch.my -thanks and enjoy!

Friday 18 April

Was up earlyish. Not many visitors to FreeLunch.my for some reason. Had some soy milk for breakfast. Liew witchy armies still circling thru the mindspaces. They have toughened up by persuading kids that their destiny is Hell.

Was gassy and unable to get cleaned the first time. Thinking I will not head out today. Just maybe go to the park where it’s peaceful.

The evil plotting against God is now pervasive. Perhaps that was why Pastor told me not to go AWOL from the church again. There are so many sinners who could use some wisdom and a holding hand.

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The weather is extra hot this afternoon. Helped Mom take in the washing. Could get a cancer from walking out today but she wants to head to the park anyway. Dad bought us lunch of wonton noodles, pau and huatkuay pudding. Tonight, we'll be having some Chinese roast pork for dinner.

Been making plans on how I will manufacture the "PenPal" Apple Pencil accessory. I need to cast a ridge or barb that will hold it in place vertically so it doesn't fall off on pen up.

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Took my meds, showered, and worked out. Feeling good. Tomorrow, I need to start off at 9:30am. It's coming up to 11pm. Should sleep soon. I've scaled back my daily exercise a a bit as I grow into middle age. A lot was achieved today. We stripped the Liew witchy 6 of their baby and kid armies and given worthwhile lives to those whom they used to destroy. Liews may still go about but must obey Wicca laws.

Had some chili sandwiches for supper. Need to brush  again. Neighbors are doing something outside that's a bit noisy. At least they are friendly and fair.

Thursday 17 April

Was up early after a pretty good sleep of circa 5 hours. Later we will be going to the mall, after dropping off Mom at the hospital.

Yesterday, I used my phone to navigate to the restaurant. Having a big 10k mAh battery helps a lot. This phone I recently bought was a wise purchase. It opens up lots of doors to a better life, where once I only had puny devices.

Yesterday, the SinChew left out the crescent moon from Malaysia's flag much to the anger of the King / Agong. I als heard on the TV, "...most Malaysians are STILL Moslems." I wonder what all this will lead to but hopefully people in this blessed country will not start a hate campaign.

Don't think I will make today's Bible session as Dad and I are out to lunch by that time. Barneous and the Americans still lashing out at my sensitive regions, mainly my stroke wounds. The Americans even protect and heal this antichrist. It takes some reasoning to understand that these are godless people with no homes to go home to.

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Some shakeups in the UK monarchy, and action taken against pro China factions in Malaysia. Our church and myself come under increasing attacks as Jesus’ return nears. This is a lose-lose situation. Easy, in other words, to die or be maimed. Lots of false teachers out there harping on people doing innocent things and scaring them.

Bad luck inventing the Apple Pencil nub. I need to cast some plastic after all, so it fits into the tip groove and branches out U shaped, 2 prongs.

Helped settle some fights and disturbances using simple “touching”. Now we are very safe provided we watch now and then.

Finally shaved my leg hair. Looks much neater. Some churches are banding together with our initiative to send the attacker Liew witches home and away from Prince William and his family.

 

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Brushed and took my meds. Will work out later at 11pm. Soon we will be free of the evil mindspace intruders.

Pastor and I believe that when the evil has been neutralized / vanquished, then the peace treaty with Israel will go ahead and shortly, the resurrection should occur. Already the world is like a circus of Babylon.

 

Will sleep around 12am after exercising. Wearing my Casio Edifice. Tomorrow, should get fresh funds in.

Wednesday 16 April

Was up a little lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. My weight has gone up 1kg. Need to diet and exercise more. Had breakfast out with Dad at Stadium. Had an iced coffee and roti canai (prata bread). Need to shower soon. Coding is going really slow. Typing this from my netbook running Windows 11.

Taught family and friends about God and our existence under Him. For he is 'time' and we are 'space', and the emotions we feel, our thoughts included, are accelerations of space / faith -thus we affect time -we affect God. Salvation comes from a balance of faith / space and grace / time. Thus the Word was made flesh. Faith alone cannot save, Grace alone does not normally -since we are fleshy and heavy with laws. But in-emotion, if we allow grace in, perhaps simply by being glad to be alive, so relieved, grateful to the powers of good above, we allow in God (whatever you believe Him to be).

Hebrews and Romans can be condensed in that Faith++ dooms while Grace++ lulls. We must proceed with Faith + Grace. And in that way, we triumph over sin which is the deceleration of emotions -the evil that threatens to consume us. Open you ears -you have heard a wisdom. Sin is looking back and wanting it when God told you not to turn back. Remember Lot's wife and the squalor of his daughters.

 

Will be taking another shower soon and leave for my pastor's place in an hour's time. Will be wearing my Q&Q moonphase. Bought pastor a pen as I myself enjoy stationery. Altho, I think he uses electronic media more than he physically writes things. Just 10RM.

 

Also bought some materials for the 'PenPal' project from Daiso -a stabilizer for the Apple Pencil. Just some wire and eraser tips. No need to make bio-plastic.  Costs 1RM to make one of them. I can charge 5RM for it easily. Sell 5 a day and I have 20RM or 600RM per month. It's a living.

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I'm back from dinner with my pastor. Had to take a different route on the rail system and it was a bit of an adventure. We talked on several things. Tomorrow, there is a study session around noon. I was encouraged to join in. Such are the sorrows and persecutions of our times.

 

Now past midnight. I fell into a long nap and just woke up. Brushed and worked out, took my meds. Evil Liew witches attack my group of friends, urged on by William who is worried for his safety. The evil must always be attacking someone else. Good reasons for bad behavior. Good behavior towards bad reasons is much better, William.

Tuesday 15 April

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Last night my cousin and her husband visited and I gave him my old iPad as they are very generous to us. Wish them luck, this 2025 to make more money and find the Lord's grace.

Taking the day easy. May code Tell later on, after some breakfast.

Coding is going slow. Will pick up in the evening after we're back from the mall. Don't think I'll write more stories or submit to any publishers. Just take life slow and preach the gospel to my family. Keep our church together and strong.

I've come up with this concept of Christian funding / currency. It's called B-Money, not Bitcoin tho it starts also with B. B-Money is a fiat currency that can be printed or exchanged in any amount necessary to do a 'between' job. "Where 2 or 3 are gathered in my name, there I [Jesus] am also". What this means is 2 or 3 people's need for funds to do God's work indirectly or directly can 'go between'. By this I mean they can request funds from other groups to flow their way. The pledge is cash-free, and constitutes a 'Like'. However, what funds in real liquid or fixed assets are released upon the project's fulfillment.

There can be investment so that participating groups benefit, can sell their shares in the other group's ventures. Thus we have Christian investment separate from the global monetary system. I would be interested in seeing this put into action.

Closing in on midnight and I’ve worked out and taken my meds. Mindspace trouble boils over. Brushed. Mom is still upset over Dad’s family using me as a bearer of sin. This stems from our Grandma on his side and the attacks of the irate west she had to handle. I’m not superhuman and there’s only so much I can do. At least the future seeing and gross negligence has stopped.

Monday 14 April

Was up very early. Feeling a little sleepy still. Managed to get cleaned well after drinking some prune powder in a glass of water. May be heading out on a walk with Mom later. Hope she bought something nice for lunch. Work on formatting my I-Ching guidebook is going slow due to the Liew witchy 6 intimidating the West and the west brutally avenging it onto us (the Asians in the East). At least all the charts and  diagrams are prepared well and inserted into Sigil on my Ubuntu laptop.

Feels good to have a more powerful phone, even tho it's 1/6 the price of a new iPhone. I am now enjoying connecting with  people, thanks to the bigger battery and screen, and the conveniences afforded by Android 14. Dad's phone has also got 14 in an update recently. It's a good release.

Was thinking of starting some new project to pass the time but there is a lot of telepathy going on and I can barely work on improving existing ones. FreeLunch.my is also becoming less popular. I may drop the domain and server space by August this year.

 

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Helped Mom cook dinner of charchoy cheeyuk and nappa cabbage. We had chapfarn for lunch. I went vegan which was good. Ate some healthful birds' eye peppers too.

While I was working on reformatting my eBook, LiLian and the westerners brought trouble to my work desk, necessitating some high-handed intervention. She's on the run from an army of children (girls) now, whom I am shielding.

 

Managed to finish my reformatting (PDF to ePub). I think this is important as users would frequently use their phones to read this important reference from. Will work out before bed, take my meds late tonight.

Circa 8:30. I showered and changed into fresh clothes. Dinner was pretty good. Will sleep late tonight. No point getting up at 4am. May head out with the folks tomorrow. Am finalizing the dismantling of the Liew witches' empire of evil. Been thinking of being Christian, and my responsibility to my church  mates who were baptised together with me. We must be united in faith to survive the coming storm of persecution -if and when it actually occurs. Tomorrow, Xi JinPing will be in Malaysia.

Sunday 13 April

Was late posting today. Took my meds, showered, worked out. Almost time for bed. Had a discussion over the way baptism and church / communion are entwined. How culture and belief systems are related. How faith is the universal binding force for it is thru faith that we know one another of different experiences has the same heart-mind result. And as pastor said, thru grace, the process of knowing one another is covered with love. There will always be nations, creeds, and tribes of many colors. There is but one reward.

Spent much of the day making my I Ching book into an ePub. Designed a better cover. Decided not to submit iS, but to continue offering it free on my site, now at final draft stage, should be a good read.

Want to write another story if I can, for publishing submission. Not sure what yet.

Saturday 12 April

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned easily. Brushed, worked out, will shower and change soon. Can't wait to meet my friends again. Found out that enabling virtual RAM makes a difference on my phone. Something like 12-15% faster. I use 8+8GB.

Have to redesign a book cover in 15 minutes, then will head out.

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Made it back home from Bible study. Was treated well and shown love. Next week it will be somewhere else. It rained but thankfully I beat it. I think I spent 8 hours out in total. 9am to 5pm. Luckily it's only once a week!

I will submit my MS to Olympia Publishing on Monday.

Friday 11 April

Woke up earlyish. Was able to get cleaned okay, unnaturally gassy. Took a shower and am changed into fresh clothes. Edited another 5 chapters of iS. Will do 5 more tonight. They are short chapters of around 1k words because I can’t write longer stuff very easily. Seems I may miss my submission deadline this week but I caught a lot of errors and ambiguity so that may be a good thing. Wondering who would really want to read iS?

Had a coffee for breakfast. Charged my slab of a phone. I usually stop at 95% and it runs down to 80% over the course of the day. The 10k mAh battery is its strong point. I enabled RAM Boost which some say wears down the SSD. I don’t expect to outlive my mobile tho. And the Rapture beckons to the faithful.

Past 10am and it’s time to think of lunch. Don’t feel like making bioplastic somehow. Okay, I’ll kick back and do less. Not a problem.

 

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Was invited to a church meet this weekend. I think it's important to go. It may be one of the last times I meet my brothers and sisters in Christ and any new ones that Pastor has saved. Must be up early to arrive in good time. It's been 7 years. Maybe more.

 

Mom and I had a quick lunch of sandwiches with cheese, dried sambal anchovies and lettuce. Now she wants to head out on a walk. Managed to get cleaned well tho it was mildly traumatic. Showered and everything is fine. Stress is a killer this 2025. 

Back from a walk round the park with Mom. She bought chicken to steam with ginger for tonight's dinner. And a loaf of bread. Some bread and food factories are still shut due to the monster gas line explosion some week past, in Putera Heights.

 

Must say that walking is good. Tomorrow, more walking -ahh, I do love to work those old legs. Someone is boiling herbal soup over a charcoal burner. Brings back memories of that bitter black liquid I drank as a kindergarten pupil. Suddenly my life is better, such is the worship we give up to the Lord through our bodies. It isn't supernatural to worship.

 

Helped Mom make dinner. She is on the verge of some kind of breakdown and my extended family is using telek / counting / scrying again as the Rapture date approaches, the Tribulation, 6th seal, what have you. I will devote time to teaching them about God and what is supernatural -what is not. If you do not obey God, it is because you have been deceived. Supernatural becomes humanistic and vice versa. Wait arrr, eat first... 

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The night is wearing on past 8pm. I need to be up early tomorrow if I am to meet my church mates. Lots of family seer-ing as we totter on the brink of the final week of Daniel. The 7 years of Jewish glory cut short midway.

Thursday 10 April

Was up lateish. Didn't finish my play testing work. Now am heading out with Dad to send Mom to her clinic. May have some brunch. My Sonic Gear mic seems not to work with my new OukiTel phone. Major bummer. Today, I may submit the iS manuscript to Olympia publishers, after I read it once over again.

Back home from those errands. Curry was good and so too the crispy soft prata bread. Later, we may go to the mall if there's time. Want to finish my work as far as possible. Managed to get clean earlier, rather well.

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Back from the mall. I got a new battery for my guitar tuner. Not a Mr DIY one like the last time but a quality battery from Kodak. Recorded a decent guitar arrangement of the Ukulele song I gave to J D Stephans years ago. The one which she wrote as a poem initially. The arrangement is a little less urgent, less rock and roll, but still sounds good.

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Finished play testing project Shrapnel. Looks to be playable, and fun. I will be making the game to play with others starting tomorrow morning. Using air dry clay. Worked out. Feeling good. Brushed and took my meds earlier. Witchcraft still abounds with Satan and God fighting for souls while trapped between are those who were immoral and disloyal. They are the troublemakers for both good and bad people. Closing in on midnight. Read 1/4 of iS draft 2. Will be done by the weekend.

The demolition of Giacomo Turra was shocking. He was a class act but neglected to pay his sources sufficiently.

Wednesday 9 April

Lost my hairband down a cleft in my bed. Forced to use hair gel. Hope I look okay. My new OukiTel lost 2% battery over the past 6 hours. That’s 8% per day, untouched [around 6% I think]. A little steep. I was expecting 4%. But this is a cheaper phone. Have a parched throat. Think I may buy another hairband from Mr DIY. Lots to do.

Managed to get cleaned well. Am a little dehydrated. Am I not drinking enough? Need to take a shower and resume editing iS. Have to design the cover too. Will be heading out soon. Wake Mom up at 9am. Just taking each day slow as angry, cowardly people punch up the meek.

Had an iced Milo (choc drink) for breakfast. Am cutting down on food. Charging my phone thru an 18w charger as recommended by OuKiTel. Think it will take almost an hour to charge from 0-100%.

This Wednesday feels like a good day. The sun is shining, birds are singing, and most all things are right in my world.

 

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Finished editing my novella, Inexact Science. Want to read thru it one more time before submitting to make sure there are no mistakes. Caught a handful of those during the first edit.

 

Mom brought home a rotisserie chicken for dinner, bought by her old friend. When you're 76, it doesn't make sense to struggle over making dinner. It's only 4pm, so I'll try to figure out the board game I'm designing. It seems highly playable at first glance but you never know...

Made headway play testing project T. I will do 2 more analyses before bed tonight, a weak first against strong, and a 2-head attack / defense.

 

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Back from the old house with my USB adapter. Was able to transfer my M4As to the new phone. They were ripped off my record collection. About 1.5GB of music (10 hours). Android 14 recognized my Mi buds and integrated them in easily with a nice graphic and power levels for each side.

 

Was able to get cleaned well again just now. I am still dehydrated tho by my urine color. Drank a few cups of water hopefully to remedy this as it could lead to kidney failure.

Tuesday 8 April

Was up earlyish. Had a roti telur for breakfast. More progress play-testing my game. I've decided what to do with  captured pieces -which is secret, of course. Was unable to get cleaned, just gassy. Felt unnaturally tired -must be Mom who slept late last night. Western forces believing I am a special / chosen one and will bear all their suffering. Not too sure of that.

Folks have gone to the bank to refresh a fixed deposit. My parcel is on delivery -again. Hope it actually reaches earlier today, maybe in the early afternoon so we can hit the mall later. Western forces most displeased with my lack of power to save their nations. It's being revealed to them what happened to me before I was born -crowded with Asian people, many of them Christians who were persecuted by witchcraft. Thus I have no real gospel powers beyond basic healing and ballpark predicting.

I made headway testing my game. It is a tricky one to win tho simple to get started. It is a push through while defending, logicstics-driven game. And I think it will be lots of fun. Like SeTT which is simple, 'T' is as well. No sign of my parcel yet and it's time for lunch.

Past 3:30pm and no sign of my parcel. Beginning to lose hope. Did a bit of editing.

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So my OukiTel phone finally arrived after 5 days in transit. To celebrate, I may head out tomorrow. Have edited over half of my novella, and sealed up the plot hole. Managed to get cleaned well and showered, changed into fresh clothes. Want to do more editing, up to Act 3.

Insidious attacks from the antichrist faction. Even as I rest for the night, sinister thinkers slip between sinners to target God’s children and bedevil His people in the Holy Land. We may head out tomorrow to the mall. Take my meds, brush, and work out at 10pm. Finished my quota of editing work. Chapter 20 needs more explaining. But we have to struggle a bit tonight against the dark power it seems.

Workout went well. Yet to brush. May turn in around midnight.

Monday 7 April

Was up lateish. Brushed. Managed to get cleaned well. Waiting for my parcel. Kids and baby minds swirl around me, angry for the losses in America. Everyone is on edge. This is how the end times begin, too bad it's also in mindspace.

Past 2pm and no sign of my parcel for the second day running. I guess I will cancel the order tonight if it somehow doesn’t arrive. Thinking of editing my novella and submitting it to a publisher for a traditional publishing contract. I need to write about Claire, Frederick’s wife a bit more, and maybe why exactly Marjorie went to the rim of fire.

Rowdy kids stirred up some trouble outside our shoebox. Don’t know if it’s related to the Liew witches. Guess I’ll get to work. Meanwhile Tell is stalled on a mysterious null matches bug. It’s not easy to solve with so many crowded into my mindspace.

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Made the final prototype for project T -the game I'm planning to sell. It's such a simple concept and is cheap to manufacture as well. I'm purposely making it as simple as rule-less as possible. Sometimes, it aids the gameplay, making everything more real. Was thinking pieces shouldn't be shoved about or hopped over, even captured. But some gameplay testing will solve that. Also the number of pieces should be capped maybe at under 30 per side. Was also thinking that stacking pieces is unnecessary and a complication to the enjoyment. The proto I'm using to test gameplay with is a mini set, the size of an A5 paper with a pretty compact battle area and just 20 pieces aside.

Showered and changed into fresh clothes. I had two good loos today and am feeling comfortable. Dinner was okay and I think I want to edit Inexact Science tonight and submit it -just for the hell of it. I think Claire is the reason Marjorie goes to the fiery rim.

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Took my meds and worked out. It’s circa 10pm, just an hour or so till bed. Looking forward to tomorrow and what it may hold. Friends are increasing. Attacks in mindspace decreasing. Opportunities multiplying. Will 2025 be a good year for me?

2 weeks till fresh funds come in. Until then I have to be frugal. As I mentioned before, we live in interesting times, times of change and sorrow, and wonder. Many who are last will be first to enter the kingdom. Not surprisingly -the modernity of the end of age requires it.

Sunday 6 April

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned okay. Brushed and drank some water. Waiting for my parcel to go on delivery then may head out to the mall. The evil is trying to gather support through deceiving children but most all of their methods are now well known.

They're opening up on us with geniuses so we pressed down on their flesh (kempis) which will make them  scrawny until we heal them overnight. 8am and no news about the parcel. Maybe by 10:30am.

Had to get cleaned again, the result of eating Uncle Don''s home-meade chili sauce. Fiery stuff. At least it keeps one regular in the face of constipation pushers. We toasted the Liew witches' hearts but they have black magic support from the west who want to play them round about onto their own people (Asians) for as long as the Tribulation takes. It is more than most can bear.

Took a brief shower and am changed into fresh clothes. Not sure whether SPX delivery people are still on Raya leave -most are Moslems. May have to spend the day at home until 6pm.

My parcel is finally out for delivery at 10:30am. Can't wait. Should be just a couple of hours till I receive the phone.

Am deep into coding Tell while waiting for my new phone to be delivered. I am getting coherent results now so I can debug faster. Dad bought us chapfarn for lunch which was tasty.

I need to rotate my variables or at least keep them in a fixed order while rotating my checklist. A major bug. Soon I will have some results to analyze and play with. Do lies exist within truth? Are misconceptions limited while truth increases to the infinite?

Raining a bit so not sure parcel will arrive.

Seems my parcel will not be arriving today. Waited 12 hours with bated breath *sigh*

Saturday 5 April

Was up early. Rumblings of discontent in the mindspaces. Can’t wait for my new phone. Managed to get cleaned and took a shower. Brushed. Had mayo and chili (Uncle Don’s) sandwiches for breakfast. The army of evil marches on, over the crushed spirits of the god-fearing. Such are these end times.

Washes of emotion overcome me. The evil spirits of my family, and those that deal with playouts. Must be strong. Do the right things. Save beautiful souls for the golden city. Parcel is late arriving at the delivery point, somehow. Had to get cleaned again. Was good. No constipation.

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I helped Dad and Mom with the household chores and am feeling refreshed. I submitted a game idea to a publisher and am waiting for any good news. The phone I ordered is at the delivery hub right now but it's doubtful that it will arrive this evening. Hope it works well. It cost half a grand. Such good times are upon us if we only heed the Lord and lay our lives before his feet. Yet to finish debugging Tell. Maybe do a session tonight instead of fidgeting over the parcel and the game advance.

Planning to head out tomorrow to the downtown mall after receiving my parcel. Can’t wait for Sunday to come. Feeling comforted tho restless. Yesterday, well over 400 people read this blog. I think it was the highest it ever had. I do not yet know what is the main reason my journal is being read so much. Maybe it’s other mentally challenged people.

 

Brushed and took my meds. Will work out briefly now and then organize my thoughts for some new stories before bed at 12am. Just something to take away others' feelings of distress. There is a way for everyone to go to heaven if they would only contemplate -and this forms the core of my new stories.

Feeling a bit sore headed so I worked out less, anyway I did lots of housework earlier. Almost 10:30pm. 

Friday 4 April

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Drank an iced latte for breakfast. My Oukitel phone has yet to ship. It won't be arriving today, I think. Meanwhile, the Liew witches continue to bedevil the westerners who shove them onto Asians, millions of us, suffering. I am not sure why they don't do in their demons but prefer to play along with them in this way. Anyhow, we gave the core 6 witches a nasty disease to occupy their vengeful minds.

Yet to finish Tell, an  app that seems to drag on and on. My heart is troubled by proxy and peace is hard to find. Working is almost impossible. Took a shower, as somehow it's harder to stay clean in the shoebox versus the bungalow we used to live in. And it's just past 6:30am.

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12 hours later. After a heavy evening rain, I’m still coding, getting some results, better results. Meanwhile the telepathic criminals continue to give out pain and shame. We must think of a good way of dissuading them.

Past 9pm, showered and am changed into fresh clothes. Still unable to get good results from Tell. And Allen is acting up again. We talked to him  about responsibilities and making a good clean living in a fallen world. Soon we will all be saved who stand firm with Christ / the Messiah / etc.

Brushed, worked out, took my meds. Trying to code Tell but the results are weird and there seems to be an infinite loop somewhere. My  OuKiTel should arrive tomorrow. Hope it lives up to expectations.

Approaching midnight. Encouraging progress on Tell. I can see equations flicking by but I don't know if they're correct as a whole. A lot more tweaking to do. Keeps my mind off my parcel.

Tried to play doctor to Allen and the other fallen geniuses helping LiLian. Not very successful but their army is down to 10 fighters of genius witchcraft level.

Thursday 3 April

Was up earlyish. Got cleaned easily. Yet to brush. Am monitoring the sales of the phone I want to buy. Hopefully there will be one left for me at 8pm tonight. Last night's workout was good, actually circa 12am. The price of gold has risen again. My little coin is now worth 450RM. Don't feel that bad splurging on a new phone. Liew witches attacked Sis who lashed out everywhere. Yea, no end to the troubles.

Meanwhile there is some bug in Tell that uses up all the memory, iterating over many lists, many times. It seems I am far from completing my app. May need to learn memory allocation among other things. My guess is the Truth array is rather too large. Should print a size count of it.

As expected the truth array grew past 100k elements and would probably grow more. Need to rethink what I'm calculating here.

Bought the Oukitel w23 plus phone just now via 7-11. I may be able to receive it this weekend. OuKi sounds like the Cantonese word for 'house'. My money would come from a ''house', Jesus said. ‘Tel’ is Hebrew for hill. We are in paraMOUNT gardens.

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Had a good dinner of bacon, eggs, bread, and tomatoes. Will be turning in early today. Take my meds soon and brush. Want to have another look at the Tell algorithm which isn't effective yet tho very verbose in output. Will work out soon as well. My Oukitel didn't ship this evening so tomorrow, me and Dad will be out for lunch. Maybe the phone will arrive on Saturday.

Yea, besides these outstandings, I'm officially retired!

Wednesday 2 April

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Brush and resume coding. I have my eye on a certain phone model that I would like to buy at 4.4 sales. Liew witches, guided by Americans, lashed at my damaged brain. Now she's screwing the westerners together with Allen.

My PC decided it was time to update itself to Windows 11. So after the better part of an hour, it did so without fuss. Seems to consume circa 200MB more RAM for my workflow (coding and browsing).

Mom and I had yongtaufu for lunch after our walk round the park. She's getting fitter. I could use a brisk walk as well. The park's paths go up and downslope so they're good for exercise.

I've almost finished coding the backend of Tell. Don't know how to represent the results as a graphic yet. At least something is getting done after a hiatus of several weeks. Dad is gardening and will be home for dinner. I was thinking of not getting a better phone as I seldom communicate. It's possible I may be left empty handed tomorrow at 4.4 sales, 8pm. Right now the price is a little high at 586RM. 500RM would be better.

I forgot that I have 1g of pure gold worth circa 450RM. Should be good security against what might happen to us, financially. Was worried about spending too much on my new phone.

I may sell my iPad 5 to finance my new phone. Maybe for 200RM. Some are going for 500-700RM but mine is pretty beat up. Having takeout noodles for dinner.

The phones are flying off Shopee and by tomorrow, they may be sold out. I have to make a decision tonight as today, 3 were bought already.