Saturday 22 November

Was up early after only 3 hours sleep. Mom didn't sleep at all and took some of my Rivotril. I guess she's worried over something important. 3 hours till I try to walk a course with my Garmin E. Should be a lot of fun. Will do it every week.

Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes. Don't feel much like coding. Maybe at 10am. Walk at 11am. Western people threw their kids onto my back to push me to death / madness, because I don’t understand western concepts of religion. I mean, isn’t “sin” our basic nature that fights against God. There is also guilt -unable to pay back for something you broke. Shame, for being exposed as a closet unrepentant. What more is there?

Hey, I can fix most of what the Asian witches broke. I am a (jointly powerful) clairvoyant with many telekinetic friends and holy ones. I have Jesus by my side, and Gabriel. Why do this to us? We are the dream team of telepathic healing!

Westerners attacked and threatened me with death blows to my stroke nerves. I have no choice but to cancel my course walk with my new Garmin E. Will probably run instead before lunchtime. We tried to offer an olive branch, to share some powers we have with the west in exchange for not hitting us.

Friday 21 November

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. My Garmin is on its way over. Should receive it before dinner time tonight. Dad bought Mom dim-sum for breakfast and fresh flowers. Took a shower and changed into fresh clothes.

Tomorrow, going on a run in the park. Yet to complete FastCN. I think it needs more refinement. Am thinking that if x:y branching occurs it should be noted as well.

My Garmin is on delivery. Should receive it circa 1pm. Thinking that my general algorithm could work round dips and corners as it would hit the upper black pixels, having nowhere to go. But this complicates the matching conditions somewhat. Perhaps there should be a compare time threshold to ignore big deviations from the main stroke, concentrating on the x:y of the stroke the user wrote.

Heavy rain. My parcel will be late. It was 2 hours late but better late than never. Thx, DHL delivery guy for braving the rainstorm this afternoon.

Very pleased with the watch. Kudos for this, Garmin, and for putting on such a generous sale this holiday season. I will review it on my Medium and DogBlots soon.

Bought Mom orangey Sloggi go-allround underwear which was on sale. 2 pairs. Hope they fit well. Circa 30RM with delivery. Happy birthday! Sis got her her favorite orange cake. Yea it’s 5 weeks to Xmas. Later I will get Dad a gardening saw and fruit harvester. I have 170RM to use up.

Revenge from the Liew witchy 6, blowing out people’s asses near to me. I think of my work and my presents, those I gave to others, and am happy. They’re going wild after their faces and expressions were followed. They are hard hearted criminal minds.

Wicked kids from the west want our forgiveness. No one forgive them, they are of darkness. Most western telepaths and clairvoyants / specials in general are no more good, having been torn to pieces by their own System, and forced subservience to the evil Liew army of sorcery. Let them leave in peace. Don’t befriend them at all.

God told me the reason there is a delay in Tribulation. We are asleep, in a dream of our own egos. This is the inworking of error in the days of the coming of the end. To destroy the witch is later, after we all wake up. Be kind to those Liew witches who still remain, we think one has fallen. Be careful not to take away them all until the error inworked is removed, the dream lifted by God, thru world events aka suffering.

But those of us who fight the good fight can try to wake up. There is a way called throw away and pick up again. For example, if you were a magic swordsman. Throw down your weapon, use your other ways to win the fight, then take up your sword again. You will find in your weakness is God’s strength made perfect. You will suffer for His glory.

I have been told to explain further. It is like Jesus who so trusted in the masterplan that he laid down his life and took it up again by God’s power. We need no better example.

Worked out. Was important for health. Took my meds and brushed. I am getting stronger, eating less food. Drinking less coffee and taking more healthy green tea. My immune system is still strong and I brushed off the respiratory bug making the rounds from Dad who fell ill first. Now circa 2:30am. Liew witches harvested many western kids to do evil.

Thursday 20 November

Was up earlyish. Managed to get cleaned well. Debugging FastCN as it rains outside. Dad had left for somewhere earlier. Liew witches zinged me one time. Can't wait for my Garmin to ship. Should arrive tomorrow.

Actually, I thought I might need to go to hospital this morning from rectal blockage. I wasn't in any pain or discomfort but the load was firm and wider than I'd ever had before. Gradually it eased out. Leaving no mess. Almost didn't need to wipe but I gave it the usual dry, handwash, then water on TP. I use premium TP for the last 2 stages.

Will start debugging at 10am. Drank tea for breakfast. Brush now. Started early. There is some indexing bug. Somehow feeling oppressed and sleepy. Will work around lunch time. No hurry.

It’s time to address the 11 types of irritating and dangerous conditioning the Liew witches gave to your kids, kids from families with conflict,

1. This is actually a group of 4 types: cruel because was neglected, cruel because saw violence, cruel because was ridiculed by “god” figure, cruel because was stolen from. These lead to all sorts of mental problems including no respect (of boundaries / privacy / laws)
2. The second big group of 4 types: thieves. They steal 4 different things: others’ time by prevention / procrastination because they (the kids) stole from being poor, steal by breaking important things because of jealousy (again being poor), steal by erasing others’ minds and using their bodies because of hatred, not being treated kindly, steal and throw to the wind others’ ideas and opportunities because they simply love stealing and can’t profit from it yet.
3. The final group is 2 kinds, bouncers, good and nasty, who found one another or were matched and judge people, hitting them hard where it hurts. This is a blasphemy of spirit and it occurred because of unabated suffering. Often a witch placed 2 together to learn / support the sufferer, and evil takes and uses this to bounce with.
4. The last kind of kid is basically a narcissist. They are usually okay but are to blame for the many jobs they do for evil witches as they are often immoral or hyper-moral. They occur because of pampering by parents that somehow went wrong.

Are there more? Yes, of course, but usually they are also intelligent enough to not steal, kill, judge, and abet Satan. Eventually they change and are free.

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My Garmin has shipped. Hope it arrives tomorrow, before lunch or circa dinner time. Can’t wait for my first affordable smartwatch packed with everything I need.

Made much progress on FastCN. The notation is slightly altered and the image matching gets my custom code that hopefully works better. Right now nothing matches except to give a lengthy error. Should get results by dinner time.

Helped cook veg and eggs for dinner. Mom brought out the fish cakes she fried yesterday, with some sambal mixed in. We drank some cold tea. Showered and changed into fresh clothes. Am feeling comfortable. Disinfected my room as sometimes I get gas. Smells a bit like a hospital. Also my a/c eats harmful bacteria (nano-eg). Talked to kids and their parents about mental health and having a philosophy -the first step to knowing ‘god’. Prof Ng who treats me monthly will explain, hopefully, when they decide to get counseling.

Read my Medium article on algorithms and SETI / other things Chinese HERE. I also wrote on Substack about scientifically knowing God. Tomorrow is an important day for gospel. Unfortunately, I will be a little late sending that out, maybe in the weekend. But I have prepared the above for free.

Will lay down some code abstractly at 10pm. Need to work out a bit now. Eat something. After working out, phlegm got pushed about in my chest. Dad has it also and Mom too. Who brought the bug in is anyone’s guess. Feeling pretty good tho, compared to being a mattress potato.

Tomorrow is 8f in the ABY. “The truth is out there, so are you”. Is it an exhortation to wander? I should receive my Garmin GPS watch by then. And I will be about more often. Taking a break after fitting some code in. Will resume at midnight. Thinking about the coefficient. x/x’ and y/y’ should do, maintained along the stroke.

Took my meds circa 11pm. Brushed. Need to lay down some code but am feeling lazy. Meanwhile my parcel has arrived in PJ. Should get it tomorrow. Not sure if I should cut up a Chinese character into quarters. And I forgot to do those with just up / down, and just center. Quite some work left actually.

Viewed the M-DVR watch on YouTube and I think it’s certainly unique. Since it’s a prototype, I might as well speak my mind on it. It’s either squared markers and squared hands or swords over keystones, not mixed up, and the bezel has to have a more chunky appearance since the dial is a sandwich. Also make the red and white lower dial hi-gloss.

Wednesday 19 November

Was up earlyish. Ate a pau for breakfast. Didn’t work out last night. Will have to do so this morning. Keep up the exercise routine. But not too early due to my stroke. American kids going mad over the damage Liew witches cause their country, pushing her onto me.

 

Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and worked out. Feeling good for my walk today, maybe to MegaMall. Will leave circa 11am.

 

Coding FastCN enters an interesting stage. It would have been fun if not for those American kids and LiLian's big boo-boo. The problem, anything may be a stroke ‘word’,

1. If 1 is a stroke in 1234,  2 is a stroke, 12 is a stroke, 23 is a stroke, 3 is a stroke,  34 is a stroke, 4 is a stroke
2. if 1 not a stroke, 12 not a stroke, 2 not a stroke, 23 not a stroke, 3 not a stroke, 34 not a stroke, 4 not a stroke

Having sorted it out, the algorithm is somewhat different but the above working was what got me thinking programmatically. The applet is basically complete but untested. And it’s almost time to head out on my walk.

 

Back from an hour long sweat out under the sun and thru the mall. Feeling good. Will run again in the weekend after Mom's birthday. A cute girl admired my Oakleys. Had to wear them as the glare was harsh. Lately the UV has been up for some reason. But today was a little cloudier and may rain soon. Rehydrated a bit.

 

FastCN now runs fine but produces no output. First time using PIL. Will ask the AI what it thinks is wrong. There are some custom algorithms and some borrowed from AI answers. Roughly 50/50. Still no output. Needs debugging I guess. Will resume at 2pm.

Almost 3pm, unable to work as LiLian goes for the jugular against Malaysia as a whole. Need to think outside the box. Decided to wear my Swatch Sistem51 as a daily driver. It feels right and has Swiss design which is superior to Casio designs. This model, AM51, has appreciated 100RM since I got mine some years ago.

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Made good pasta for the folks. I used palm oil and butter, cheddar, yogurt, salt, mushrooms, red onion, garlic, truffle sauce ( one tbsp), and Barilla spaghetti no. 5. Premium ingredients made a tasty and lively dish. No eggs or meat, just dairy. Also added some chopped tomato so we all got our required vitamins and fiber. Think the key here was patience and careful frying and mixing.

Liew witches are attacking the Pope, using an army of kids from America. There are huge siege towers powered by geniuses and mental savants. LiLian is pulling out all stops to destroy prophecy. To derail Christ’s return if possible.

Took a shower. I tried blowing off an insect from my bed and blew a fart as well. Good time to wash and change out of my walking clothes. Almost 8pm. I need to code now that things are settling down in mindspace. It has become ambush space -haha.

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It’s past midnight and I’ve taken my meds and brushed. Will do some workout before 1am. I received my cancellation refund from Machines (iPhone 13) due to lack of stock and bought a Garmin watch instead. I had been waiting for the price to drop below 1kRM and saw the Instinct E going for 999RM. It was circa 80RM cheaper than Shopee’s asking price. So I got it from their official website instead. I got the smaller version, 40mm in a very blah charcoal color. Seems to have lotsa features. Can’t wait to try it out -my very first smart watch.

Now I have about 500RM in savings and 500RM in my wallet. I wonder if I’ll be more active now that I have a smart watch? And what kind of navigation ability does it have? I’m a poor navigator.

Tuesday 18 November

Woke up early to a surprise. Machines cancelled my purchase. No iPhone 13. Perhaps they couldn’t make the sale at 1.2kRM. Nevermind. I will get my money refunded this weekend, get something else.

Managed to get cleaned well. Brush and shower soon. May head to the park for a walk later. Maybe ride the train to the downtown mall.

Today is ABY 5f,

  5f - ䷙ - 26
“The Restraining. Power of the Great. Good fortune
from not eating at home. Advantageous to cross
the great water” --Dr. W. K. Chu

THE VALUE OF OPEN SPACES TO
TROUBLED MINDS : Elder Brother Yeap was
meditating in a public field not far from his home and
was moved to recite: “Stiff breeze rustles the domed
treetops. Shredded leaves blow across yellow-green
clipped grass. The earthworm’s tailings long left for
deeper moisture. The sky, a premonition of water in a
dusty blue crystal ball” Standing, he emptied his lungs
with “OM”. In the middle of the flat expanse of lawn, he
considered, “The world is mine for the taking”

As SNAKE-rabbit dominates, peace is achieved
through careful contemplation and emotional balance.

I'm not sure what it means. A sort of spiritual awakening? That I should head out somewhere -to a park?

Finally finished fletching all 3 of my arrows. I have 9 more shafts that need care but don't think I will fletch them for now. Will write some code before heading out at 11am. Now not yet 8am.

Had some bread, spread, and Milo choc drink for breakfast. Lots to do in 3 hours. Brushed. Resumed coding. Need to do some regex captures and keep an index on the spaces in the entry string. Liew witchy 6  can’t stop hurting people, myself included. Crashing people together who done dirty things to others in the cause of preserving peace. How unfair is that?

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Couldn’t head out this afternoon as Mom needed some errands done and lunch bought. Will venture out this evening, to the park for some ‘trail’ running. Had fresh orange juice and Maggi goreng, shared with Mom. Also got a loaf of bread which has increased in price by over 50% just for the ordinary wholewheat. No wonder luxury breads are sprouting on grocer shelves. There’s little point not eating healthy grains.

There was another Internet security breach. I was locked out of X / Twitter momentarily. Perhaps I write too much too often. Dinner was canned curry and okra in yogurt, 3 soft boiled eggs, and bread. Took a walk thru the park with Dad. He too is dieting. Staying healthy is important right now as the economy grinds down.

Am getting thicker round the waist. Not sure why. Must be water retention. Have to make a decision regarding matching strokes and position indicators in my applet. I think splitting them apart is counterproductive. And then the superimposing of strokes has to be managed. Would like to avoid this if possible, having one defining stroke per quadrant / central. 

Already 11pm and it looks like a coding all nighter. There seems to be another global internet crisis unfolding. Meanwhile the evil Liew forces are being kept in western territories for some reason. Is it a good idea to maintain an evil standing army right next to your own mind? Or is it better not to hold onto them like this? This actually is a mathematical theorum. 

If the product of danger versus peace is taken, then divided by the number of people you know, then we don’t care how much danger there is, it is just an active plane divided out among everyone in your sphere. And if there were more people, there might even be more danger. So yea, why bother to control it?

Upstairs, downstairs danger unknown, by whom, also unknown, unpredictable. So I propose, we just get everyone to be separate from the (peace X danger) plane by threat of death. This was the status quo back in the day. In and out, separate. No one is attacked unfairly or tortured mad. Shortly I will try to reinstate it as it sinks in.

Monday 17 November

Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned okay. Showered and went for my weekly run. Feeling fitter. At noon, Mom asked me to get a loaf of bread and some food. Will leave in 20 minutes to the grocer.

Yesterday was pretty unproductive. I just did a load of bitmaps for the Python applet and laid down a few lines of code. Hope to pick up speed today. Had barley bread and Italian spread for brunch. Fueled me up to run but due to my stroke, I couldn't proceed to the grocer right away, need to rest.

Dad's cough is pretty bad and Mom's sore groin is gradually healing. Harry went ballistic over the poor pickings in these parts. Yea, these are poorer regions of Asia, mindspace-wise, where desperation led men to do evil in ignorance and gospel doesn't almost grow.

Mom didn't want a wine for her birthday and I can't find anything I like myself. I just go a new keyboard (old one was spoilt), splurged on a Razer mouse that was on discount, and got a tripod to mount my AKG Ara. All for less than $100.

Was thinking I could spend another $100 but don't really need anything plus the inflation and new taxes dissuade me somewhat.

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Coming up to 5pm. Still haven’t done any coding or glued down the final arrow. Pilate and Herod are on my tail. Pastor and the Liew witches in an unholy alliance. Et tu, Pastor? Can’t believe it!

There was a heavy downpour earlier but not much wind. Am feeling oppressed and unable to do much. I did write an inspirational Medium article and prepped one on Substack for tomorrow.

Saw a sale on the iPhone 13 -1.3kRM. It’s within my budget as a present for Mom. And I can probably get 300RM for her old Oppo a93. Might as well bite but I need to go to the payment location as COD is not available.

I got a voucher for a further 100RM off this phone and since it’s from Machines @Mall, I decided to buy it. Worse come to worse I can sell it without loss since it’s 700RM cheaper than retail. Like the time I got circa 200RM off the Apple Pencil at Harvey Norman. I hope it’s legit. It drizzled slightly as I walked to the payment store with 1.2kRM in my pocket, just holding my bulky Oukitel with the barcode on its screen. We’ll see when it arrives later this week if it’s brand new or otherwise.

Sunday 16 November

Was up early. Managed to get cleaned well. Take a shower later and brush. Drank a watered down Milo for breakfast -a chocolate drink popular in Malaysia. I like it iced. There was a light rain. Didn’t do much work on FastCN -my Python applet to help promote Chinese literacy. Maybe later in the morning.

Liew witches turned my whole right arm sore in the night, using my friends and some family. I thought we had gotten rid of her but she bounced back using unknown powers to heal.

 

Showered, brushed, and changed. Disinfected my room a bit. Had a vegan ramen for brunch. Mom's sore / boil prevents her from walking so I may have to fix lunch later. Don't feel like working on FastCN. Later, we have to clean the floors.

 

I fletched a 2nd arrow, one left to do, maybe late tonight as it is fatiguing. Right now I want to draw Chinese strokes for my program. Will need good ol' Canvas 7 SE.

Finished drawing all the strokes and am now ready to glue code everything together. But first to sweep the floors and empty my waste bin.

 

Took about half an hour to sweep the shoebox. Lotsa dirt and hair. Later, at 4pm, will do the mopping as well since Dad is under the weather. Last night he had a terrible cough and Mom's groin boil / sore is troubling her. Sis says she will come later and maybe lancet it. Bought her a coffee and barley bread for ourselves. Feel like fletching the 3rd and final arrow about now, for some reason, instead of coding FastCN. And Dad is home.

 

Still have to tape and glue the final arrow's vanes but they're in place with the wall tack already. Stopped to design an archery target that's easy to move and gentle on arrows. It’s round and made up of 3 coils of rope under tension you can wrench to adjust. The first coil is tightly wound thin rope, the 2nd less tight and thicker, and 3rd the most loose and thick. This is more compact and portable than most targets and is also cheap to DIY. The design is meant to slow the arrow down quickly and gently.

Almost finished mopping which Dad usually does. Cut Dad some dried salt prune for his cough. Yet to do the kitchen, need a rest from the load of guailo I’m carrying. We were talking about evil babies made by the Liew and how their formative years shouldn’t be messed with. Tell them truth, simple truth, not erase them and leave them lost inside well into their 20s. Jesus said not to mess up teaching kids and babies wrong.

Managed to get cleaned again and showered. Am not odorous tonight. Still raining. Think I will cut out the images of Chinese strokes I drew and separate them into bmp files, then generate bmp files of about 8k Chinese characters tonight. I need to make a zoom-fit, move around function. Then I need to fletch that last arrow well. Now almost 8pm. Try to pull an all nighter.

Decided to glue the arrow tomorrow so it’s just positioned and bound. Generated all the bitmaps I need and am ready to test image recognition. I think pre-generation is important for speed as there are thousands of Chinese characters to loop over. Then ASCII symbols have to correspond to the 30-something strokes, and the quadrant / central symbols obeyed. Finally stuffed into the matcher function Pillow provides.

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There was a prophecy made up involving important people and important events. This is actually an extension of a humanly power we all have but don’t string together one to the other. The power is emotional, and it is indeed LOVE. What most don’t know is that people flirt all the time internally and that leaves a trail for witches who keep tabs on groups likely to meet. This is the gist of so called prophecy. The next thing, and there is only one, is carrot and stick. The most extreme is disfiguration on one hand and wealth overflowing on the other. This makes the thing tick away peacefully and in secret. Of course, I as a clairvoyant just modify whatever is wrong when I am prodded but most cannot and do not care.

This is the final thing we must learn before the Savior comes. I do not need to because I’m Jesus’ pet / friend, so please don’t ask me why or how to escape. Do it by yourself or in groups as much as you can.

 

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Worked out. Yet to brush. Will take my meds at 12am. Feeling good overall after the exercise. Got a load of work done and now to see if the image comparison is any good. I have to write a very fudgy function that I will not be proud of basically to take ASCII -linear chars and turn them into strokes that overlap or stack, combine etc. This may take 2 hours or so.

 

Brushed and took my meds at midnight. Sprayed down my room with some disinfectant. Just a little is needed, diluted with water. Incontinence attacks continue. I don't know if I can make the long walk tomorrow. Maybe just go on a run round the block. Feeling sluggish coding FastCN. It must get done soon.